Life is exhausting

MINORS DNI Drew. 28. he/him. NO E-BEGGING! I WILL BLOCK YOU!!!!! Profile pic by @brightgoat on picrew Please read my pinned post!

[chronic-invisibility]

Please Read!

Hi, my name is Drew, I’m 28 years old and I don’t want minors to interact with my blog, please. I will block you if you are under 18 or don’t have your age in your bio. Please understand this is a boundary I am setting for your safety and comfort and mine. It’s not personal.

NO E-BEGGING! E-BEGGARS WILL BE BLOCKED ON SIGHT! I DO NOT HAVE ANY MONEY TO DONATE TO YOU, PLEASE STOP!!!!!

I used to use this blog as a mental health vent blog, but I have other things I like and want to post about and trying to use separate blogs entirely is complicated. So I’m going to make this my main and have sideblogs for my various specific topics. That being said, this blog is still going to have a trigger warning for ed, sh, sui, SA, poor mental health in general. I do my best to tag things appropriately, including specific trigger warnings, but if you need me to tag something specific let me know and I’ll do my best! I can’t promise I’ll remember every single tag I try to maintain on here, but I do try.

My MCR blog is @youmustfixyourheart

My mental health vent blog is @imtheworst-imsorry

My (mostly inactive) Moon Knight blog is @lunarcavalier

My blog where I post the random songs, phrases, words, noises, etc. that get stuck in my head is @currentthingstuckinmyhead (it’s a small sample of what’s bouncing around my brain bc if I updated it every time something new got in there I’d literally never do anything else with my time)

I’m working on my bachelor’s degree, majoring in Museum Studies, and my fondest wish is to work at the living history museum my family has visited since before I was born. I had a job in retail pharmacy as a pharmacy technician for 2.5 years but the pharmacy industry is fucked and we had a LOT of turnover and being verbally abused by customers on a daily basis sucks so I quit in October of 2023, I’m currently trying to find a new job because my summer job at the pool supply store is over for the season. I had a lovely (although slightly grumpy in his old age) dog named Henry that my family adopted on October 9, 2020, we had to say goodbye to him on January 11, 2025 and I am absolutely devastated, I’m barely able to function but I’m trying to push through and deal with school, and I’ll work on being able to do more as I process my grief.

I like knitting and crocheting, reading, writing (currently actually working on a very long, self-projecting, angsty fic and just published a shorter fluffier fic for the first time in a few years), art (making and consuming, I actually made a painting for part of my final project for one of my classes last spring semester and I recently got an ipad to draw with, which I’m loving), and swimming (even though I rarely get the chance). I was late-diagnosed as Autistic and ADHD when I was 23, and I have a bunch of other mental health issues, too. I’ve experienced a LOT of bullying, mistreatment, misunderstanding, and sometimes outright abuse from my peers (and some adults) growing up and even into my early adult years (not that I’m not still a young adult, but like, 18-21 were NOT great years for me) in part because of my neurodivergence, and as a result I have a lot of trust issues and anger and sadness and trauma that I’m trying to work through.

My main Special Interests are: mermaids, the living history museum I mentioned (and museums in general), My Chemical Romance, Dan and Phil, music, theater, and art.

Some of my current hyperfixations include: MCR, Heartstopper, and Dan and Phil.

My DNI list is kinda long, and most of it’s common sense, but if you fall into any of these categories, don’t follow my blog or interact with me (I do check blogs that follow me and I WILL block you) and also please fall into the sun and die.

DNI:

Minors

LGBTQIA+phobes/exclusionists

Antisemites

Racists

TERFS/SWERFS

Ableists

Fakeclaimers of any kind

Anti-abortion

Anti-vaxxers/COVID deniers

“All Lives Matter/Blue Lives Matter” people/pro cop/pro military industrial complex

Blackpink stans

JKR supporters

Tr*mp supporters

Kanye supporters

Sia supporters

Dave Chappelle supporters

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I might keep updating this post as my life changes, or if I think of anything new, but hopefully this is a good intro of who I am and what this blog will contain.

[lavenderpr1nce]

I think this pride month we should all get normal about trans men/mascs with long hair

[cherryhatter-deactivated2015072]

KICK THE CAN!

Let’s play the biggest game of kick the can on the internet.

To kick the can, reblog it. I wanna see how long this can go on for.

[visibun]

the oldest reblogs for this post that i can find are from january 2nd of 2013. this can has been getting kicked around tumblr for almost 13½ years now

[drtanner]

And yet somehow this is my first time kicking it!

[that-one-idiot-11]

whenever I tell a story I feel like Uncle Colm from Derry Girls

[allthingswhumpyandangsty]

[janmisali]

oh I know how to make a poll's results look like the letter E watch this

what is the rightmost digit of the number of responses this poll has right now? (it should be visible before you vote.)

0, 1, or 2

3

4 or 5

6

7, 8, or 9

Remaining time: 1 day 2 hours

[derinthescarletpescatarian]

[the-little-armored-one]

[kimiko24]

I fucking love this video

[burins]

thinking fondly of this meme I made for a coworker years and years ago

[wizardarchetypes]

anyway every time i post about ocd people start tagging the post like "wait this isn't normal?" and i always like to remind people that intrusive thoughts are normal. pretty much everyone experiences them. "what if i jumped off this balcony?" "what if i crashed my car right now for no reason?" "what if i yelled a curse word in the middle of this wedding?" everyone thinks these things from time to time. it's disordered thinking when the distress starts becoming intolerable.

"am i normal" is not as helpful question to ask as "are intrusive thoughts causing me frequent distress?" and "would my life be better if i could find a way to feel less distress/learn to tolerate the distress?"

millions and millions of people have ocd. having ocd is normal. you're normal. but what if you could feel better? what if living everyday in your own mind and body could be tolerable? is that something you want? need? these are questions to ask.

[skellydun]

hey good luck today with whatever u got going on. u got this. and i hope something really nice happens to u today. u deserve it. 

[happyh0ur-deactivated20200903]

damn a tattoo would really hit the spot right now

[userfish]

this pride month we’re all going to be radically pro transgender. or else.

[userfish]

hey so this means radically pro ALL transgender. don’t put limitations on this. all trans people are radically accepted here.

[noah-wyles]

all i want for 2026 is that gigantic rancid AI bubble to finally burst in such a catastrophic way that the consequences will be so good and i'll never have to see another AI generated image ever again

[fluoritegalaxy]

Like to charge, reblog to cast.

[grandpayaoi]

new rule you have to live to be 34. you cant kill yourself until you turn 34. jesus died at 33 you can do better

[grandpayaoi]

this is a common law btw. you can check it out by looking up 'rule 34'

[fifty-fired-fay]

Dear God there's pussy here

[transhuman-priestess]

That’s the other reason you can’t kill yourself

[baraphalloplastyclinic]

I am so fucking mad about the Minnesota Aurora putting a TRANS MAN on their WOMEN'S SOCCER TEAM and pretending that's progress. I am so fucking mad I can't think straight.

[baraphalloplastyclinic]

Transgender man signs with Minnesota Aurora women’s team

Isaac Ranson, a standout goalkeeper at Cal State Fullerton, becomes the club’s first out trans player.

What a tremendous backslide we are looking at. Fucking pathetic. To act as if you're being inclusive by putting a trans man on your team and paying lip service to trans people while still banning trans women. I cannot say everything I am thinking here. This guy is a fucking pathetic traitor and a transmisogynist. I am feeling so fucking angry and hateful right now.

[autistichalsin]

Ah yes, the team who offered a space to a trans man on their team so he could keep playing in defiance of the league higher-ups who wanted him gone entirely, and the man who refused to give up on his passion, are the villains. They're the cowards.

And it sure is funny this is being called "transmisogyny." Isaac, a man, is the one who by your own words is being misgendered and denied the right to play with people of his own gender. The word you're looking for is "transandrophobia," not transmisogyny. Trans men are the one most oppressed by trans men being oppressed, actually!

[mutt-thingy]

did you fucking idiots calling him a traitor and a transmisogynist even read the fucking article??? are you just being reactionary and hateful because you like making yourself mad??? if your not getting your daily dose of being a transandrophobe, then you're not having fun??

he was clearly already part of the team before he came out and was accepted and welcomed to stay on the team upon coming out as trans. if he was kicked off the team, the likelihood he would ever get to play the sport he enjoyed in any professional capacity would be very very small.

yes, he's on a woman's team, but he'd already built a community with these women before he even came out. ripping a supportive community away from him, needlessly, would just be cruel. this isn't some transmisogynistic campaign against trans women. in fact this has nothing to do with trans women. this is about a man who has been given space and a supportive community to be himself in a sport he loves. he hasn't been asked to detransition, he isn't being misgendered and no one on his team is being transphobic.

you know who is being transphobic? you lot. the malgendering im seeing in the comments and reblogs is atrocious. fucking shame on you.

this is a story of a man making the very best he can out of an otherwise tough situation. todays political climate makes it increasingly difficult for any trans person to play sport in any capacity, let alone on a team of the gender they identify as. no doubt there will be bigots coming at him, misgendering him and crowing for him to be kicked off his current team, but denying him space in any mens team either. you want to add to those voices too? calling him a traitor and a transmisogynist because *checks notes* he's not being kicked off the team he's already been a part of and he's being respected and welcomed as the person he always was? seriously?? if so, then there's something seriously wrong with you.

do better.

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