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“Desire is kept eternally alive by the impossibility of contact.”
— Wong Kar-wai (via noelcasubha)
the reflex to always repost this 😍
And again ❤️
18 Filmmakers sa panahon ni JLC — 2022, Cinemalaya commissioned John Lloyd Cruz to shoot the portrait of 18 filmmakers competing for this year's Cinemalaya Film Festival.
photos of JLC: Gab Garces
Hey.
It's been a while and now Im starting to lay down all my unwritten sentiments ... I have always thought of going back to journaling recently and it just so happened that the worst time have been surpassed. I am at peace.. and now, I write.
My head has been a mess these days. I can't really figure out a way to organize my thoughts. Im kinda in a cognitive limbo I suppose. And for some reason, this phenomenon always happens when its that time of the year to get a year older.. So for the record, I just battled a sort of intent to make a career upgrade. Which I didn’t make by the way. That’s the thing with failure. It kinda gives you a jolt to your spine. Waking you up from the reality. I haven't had that in a while. or should I say, I needed that at this part of my life.
The thing with grieving is..(well yes, I considered it grief since a part of me was somewhat taken because of the circumstances), it changes a part of you. I dunno.. for some reason. I hate to be sentimental about it but I think I don’t really have a lot in my life right now, so I really do keep in my personal space whatever I have. Be it dreams, family, love.. of any genre as long as its mine.
I know it's my fault. I haven’t taken it seriously. Joking about it but knowing at the backend that failure is on the verge of coming. Denying reality I guess.
Lesson number one: If you want something, do it with every force and energy that you have. Don’t be lukewarm sentimental about it. Do it even if you have to fight againts the Gods.
I had to learn it the hard way I guess.
I’m warming up right now and I’m glad I had the perfect moment to write.
I always thought of writing as a Time Machine. recollecting my thoughts and making it tangible in the present. A time capsule which I could read through and remind me of a certain chapter in my life.
I’m still thankful. Though, I came to know how people differ on how they react on failure. Mine. Per se.
But come to think of it, at the end of the day, nothing else matters except for that goal. It hurt me a lot. Yes. but I still have a chance to take it with me. To hold it in my hand. To celebrate with my family and make myself proud again.
Sometimes, when you get a wake up call from reality, It would mean you get to be more mindful of your old reality. It's a humbling experience that pulls you to the ground but not to a point of decline. It just prepares you for what is yet to come. I hate to be cynical about it but these thoughts are helpful for me to get through it all over gain.
But I guess that’s the thing with life. That’s why it's called a battlefield. It just hones you one trial at a time or in simpler means, like a computer game that levels up your charcterter to be fit for the next stage. You can’t be level 1 forever, at some point, you have to deal with the big boss for you to know what it is like on level 2. Even if you loose a lot of lives in the process, the win would always be incomparable.
See you at the next level Kid.
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I just want to make this plain and simple. I spent wonderful days with you by my side. On the other hand, you've been through every difficult period there is to imagine. Even now that I am to embark on a career upgrade, you still managed to keep yourself as near as you could possibly be. The hallmark cards were right. Everything happens in God's perfect time. I would not have thought of it this way but all of these are God's plans for us. I love you and I can't even think of a way for you to see the magnitude of how this means to me. I keep falling in love with you more each day. I have come to know your imperfections and from the start, you never sugar coated anything. I can't find the possible words for you to understand how much depth you brought in my life. Being lost for words is as close as I could be I guess.
I am a mess. I don’t really know what drew you closer to me but you did. and you stayed. I can’t get my life fixed but just like an answered prayer, you came with a hard hat with your tools ready for the job to be done.
Sometimes, when I think about this relationship, I could more or less compare it to your favorite thing in the world. Beer. This beer is not like the bottles that we usually have during parties. This beer is the bottle sitting up all day in the fridge waiting to be popped after a long day’s work. The beer that makes you sit back on the porch and look deep into the things that we usually let pass in this life. The beer that makes you realize that however fucked up this life may seem, there’s still something to look forward to at the end of the day. The beer that makes you chill just to make everything simple.
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It pays to let time speak for it self. Silence doesn’t mean guilt. Sometimes its more of Fuck you idiot.
Just like that my maternity leave came to an end. I’d be back tk work tomorrow. I can say that the entire journey that I had during these short months were happy and very much private. I’m really content with the peace I’m slowly getting from being distant. I’ve gotten closer family ties and I felt more “into” being a mom. Thankyou Lord for the family that I have now. My heart is full.
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i want a video of all the tries it took to make this