FALL BEFORE ME

RP account for a hazbin / HB verse based Medusa ; rules and about in carrd link on promo!

[chthonicrage]

I AM NOT A MARTYR, I AM A PROBLEM

-- an original take on Medusa catered towards the Hazbin / HB verse focused on the 1st season of hazbin ; extremely anti-vivziepop.

-- as loved by buggy

CARRD

[chthonicrage]

Appears solely to upload this to the ether for folk to do if they so wish xxx

[voidfractured]

UNPOPULAR OPINION / [ Accepting ! ]

@infernalpursuit calls to the void: 🔥🔥🔥 ooo unpopular opinions yum yum yum. three for any topic you want and one foorrrr 🔥 tumblr itself

For the first three opinions I'd have to say;

Victoria sponge cake is rancid

Just because someone has autism doesn't mean that every other autistic individual is the same as them, and others may need more / less assistance in various things from physical to mental needs. Accessibility is key & just because you, as an autistic can do something socially (i.e: 'read a room') doesn't mean that other autistic individuals are the same, and thus, you're still capable of being ablest to those with the same condition as yourself.

Crisps (or chips as other folk call 'em) are the worst snack ever

And for the tumblr one...

This one is probably an opinion that could get me sniped? But honestly I think it's one that people-- ESPECIALLY those who're younger-- need to read & understand more about, especially because, very obviously, fascism is on the rise, and one hugeeee tool with fascism utilized is, more commonly than not, puritanism ideology.

I'm putting it under a read more bc its understandably a very big and heavy opinion / topic, on top of me talking about real situations that i've personally been through & witnessed and not everyone is ready to read that kinda shit.

That, and I accidentally said like, waaaaaay too much because I don't want folk to misconstrue what I'm saying but 9/10 that's what's gonna happen anyway so oop.

The TLDR of what's under the cut is;

You're responsible for your own space, and save labels for when people are harming & consuming content of REAL PEOPLE. Not fictional. Proship vs Antiship is as pointless as cutting off the crust on bread for me & there's more important shit that should actually be talked about.

I have no idea where or when 'Proship DNI' started becoming a thing, but tbqfh those who consider themselves 'antis', more often than not, care more about Imaginary friends than actual real people who go through real, life-effecting trauma, and often weaponize survivors and victims of extreme abuse / rape / assault / ect whose trauma develops / manifests in forms of avoidance. They ignore any and all survivors & victims whose trauma manifests / develops into hypersexuality, and I literally dngaf if someone is using FICTIONAL characters, in FICTIONAL scenerios, to explore more taboo subjects. I have my own personal squicks that I don't fuck w/ as a survivor & victim of Child rape / Child sexual assault with hypersexuality, but I simply block users that dabble in those fields and move on.

It's that simple to curate your own space, and no one should have to justify exploring 'taboo' subjects in fiction, when at the end of the day, no one is being hurt. Fictional characters aren't real, and we need to bring back the use of 'personal squicks' when it comes to fiction & taboo topics being explored in fiction that we don't w/ fuck.

I could go more into that opinion but a post that overall describes how I feel would be this one.

Just be sensible, curate your own space, and stop labeling folk with terms that should be used on people for using REAL PEOPLE-- NOT FICTIONAL CHARACTERS-- photos, writing, ect, that DOES do real harm onto REAL people.

Am I going to go around calling someone a pedophile because they draw underage fictional characters doing gods-knows-what? No.

I can tell you exactly who and what a pedophilie really is, and folk won't like the answer! I've personally seen people IGNORE real predators & real threats to kids. I've personally called out individuals for, quite literally, grooming kids & adults, on top of sexually harassing children in voice calls. Those very same people and what they did were utterly ignored, in favor of harassing a survivor of rape utilizing fictional written literature rape as a means of shadow work. So yeah :/

You can see why I'm pretty strongly opinionated on this subject & why I feel so strongly about it. 'Proship vs antis' quite literally just victim blames real victims & how individuals cope / manage their CPTSD / PTSD (Complex PTSD and PTSD aren't the same). No two survivors will develop the same way, and avoidance can co-exist with hyper sexuality.

People who don't want to see a topic, even if it's fictional, are valid. People who use fiction to indulge in a topic- whatever it may be- to safely explore & manage symptoms that stem from hypersexuality without needing to ACTUALLY endanger themselves to scratch the hypersexuality itch, are valid.

Both parties are valid and deserve to exist and co-exist. There isn't a right or wrong way of dealing with shit. Nor do you need to be a survivor to explore 'taboo' subjects. There's ample of studies already done on this topic, of how writing taboo subjects can actually heighten empathy for real victims, for example, and I hugely recommend doing your own search of these studies to properly understand how complex the human brain can get.

[ohisms]

✱ ˚｡⋆ ↪ MORBID CURIOSITY ... [ REMASTERED ] ( a collection of various original dialogue prompts centered around asking questions. adjust phrasing / gendered terms as necessary. )

give that to me! where did you find this?!

do you drink coffee or tea?

sorry– am i crazy, or have we met before?

do you trust me enough to close your eyes?

when were you planning on telling me?

at the risk of being a cliché, do you want to get out of here?

can i convince you to stay the night?

do i look like someone who knows what that means?

would you consider giving me a second chance?

do you really think that's helpful right now?

would you mind showing me around?

do you ever plan on forgiving yourself?

are you thinking what i'm thinking?

can we ... go out and do something crazy?

why are we whispering?

who exactly are you, anyways?

can't we just be civil for a minute?

does the past ever keep you up at night?

if you have nothing to hide, what's the problem?

how long has it been since i saw you last, [ name ]?

did the power just go out?

are we still doing the thing where we pretend not to care?

how should we celebrate?

can we just ... start over?

why is this so important to you?

how was i supposed to know that?!

do you want me to stay? it doesn't have to mean anything.

where are you? nobody's heard from you.

can you help me zip this up?

why do these things always happen to me?

you don't secretly hate me, right?

can i get you something to eat? –or drink?

ready to see what i've been working on?

where have you been disappearing off to?

what's that perfume you're wearing?

you're laughing?! do you really think this is funny?

are you planning to stay for dinner?

did you think it was going to be easy?

you see where you went wrong, don't you?

when did we become so cold and distant?

who are you working for?

did you really do all of this for me?

can i open my eyes yet?

haven't you heard the stories?

[ name ], what are you doing here?

what's it gonna take for you to trust me?

do you believe people can change?

how about we catch the ten o'clock showing?

don't you remember what happened last time?

why is it so unbelievable that i'd want to help you?

you're [ name ], aren't you?

who did this to you?!

how did you know i'd be here?

what's that supposed to mean?

do you think i'm irredeemable?

what kind of mess have you gotten us into?!

do you see anything you like?

what do i owe you for the food?

why won't this stupid thing work?!

does tonight really have to end?

holy shit. can you believe we really pulled that off?!

i can tell you're upset, [ name ]. what happened?

how long have you been standing there?

do you ever wish you could just ... run away?

haven't we been here before?

wait, shush ... did you hear that?

did i miss today's newsletter or something?

can we put our differences aside for a second?

what are you getting out of this, exactly?

you'd tell me if something was wrong, right?

are you willing to bet on it?

would you kill for me?

what made you think that was okay?!

do you believe people can change?

what's the worst thing you've ever done?

you were going to leave without saying goodbye?

[ name ], can you sit up for me?

can i kiss you?

where are your keys? you're not driving like this.

how's life been treating you?

where have you been?!

aren't we supposed to be alone tonight?

aw, has someone had a little too much to drink?

where are you going with this?

are we really doing this right now?

have you eaten today?

can i crash here for the night?

how did you learn to lie so well?

can i at least buy you a drink?

where should i meet you?

is that  ...  blood?!

are you trying to make me jealous right now?

what’s your problem? you're acting weird.

[ name ], you're ... real, right?

where’s your sense of adventure?

do you like horror movies?

what are you trying to prove?

can you give me a ride?

do you have any idea what you've done?

shouldn't you answer that?

why should i be the one to calm down?

have you been up all night?

why are you lying to me?

is that my [ jacket / hoodie / shirt ]?

what are you so afraid of?

do you want to grow old with me?

you’re gonna walk away from this?

are you nervous? your hands are shaking.

where am i supposed to go?

how many fingers am i holding up?

you want me to just walk away from this?

[ name ], slow down– what's wrong?!

are you embarrassed of me?

what's that smell? something's burning.

how can i make it up to you?

why can't you stay out of it?

is this some kind of trick?

come on, what do you have to lose?

do you ever still think of me?

idiot. why didn't you tell me?!

can we stop and think about this rationally?

how long has it been since you’ve slept?

what's your ideal first date?

are you ready to tell me the truth?

i almost died, and you're laughing?

what do you mean, "sort of"?

can we just stay like this forever?

when can i see you again?

can we put this behind us?

oh ... you thought of me first?

where did you learn to do that?

oh my god,  are you bleeding?!

where are you?  nobody’s heard from you.

[ name ], are you drunk?

how can i make this go away?

someone's jumpy today. are you feeling okay?

are we safe here?

what can i do to convince you?

what could possibly go wrong?

you have no idea who i am, do you?

how do you really feel about me?

why can't you look me in the eyes?

did you know you talk in your sleep?

were you following me?

can we just pretend this never happened?

are you just barely getting home?

are you even listening to me right now?!

where does it hurt?  can you show me?

are you trying to get yourself killed?!

how about we just forget the world exists?

how long have you been keeping this from me?

were you ever going to tell me?

what do you make of this?

[ name ],  what the hell?!

can we just be honest with each other, here?

are you trying to keep me a secret?

why does your story keep changing?

how long have you known?

it can't be that bad, right?

are you happy? i mean, really happy?

isn't this place amazing?

did i interrupt something?

how am i supposed to trust you?

are they still following us?

are you fucking serious?

do you remember our first kiss?

can we take a break for a minute?

how about we disappear for awhile?

you're going to walk away from this?

can you please just cut the crap?!

why didn't you tell me you were hurt?

how can i make this go away?

can you just look at me, please?

is there anything i can do to change your mind?

do you ever stop talking?

that depends. are you done lying to me?

are you sure this is legal?

how do you take your coffee?

can you keep your voice down?

why does your phone keep buzzing?

[chthonicrage]

[classsymemes]

starter call 2.0   feel free to combine prompts !

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[chthonicrage]

Appears solely to upload this to the ether for folk to do if they so wish xxx

[memeingovermemes]

My muse has to tell nothing but the truth for 10 asks.

Ask them funny questions, get personal, query about the people around them or pester them for their deepest darkest secrets - go wild! Include ✘ with the asks!

[chthonicrage]

Important update

due to increasingly worrying symptons of various health concerns, I'm going to be very, VERY selective and ESPECIALLY slow with my replies. I'm so, so sorry to everyone who's waited ages for set replies, but I've been somewhat struggling to reply to things in order anyway, and some recent stuff has seriously made me realize that I'm unnecessarily stressing myself out with such a strict reply system in place, alongside some other little things that've knocked my confidence in writing lately.

Though I'll still be lurking both here and on my multi ( @voidfractured ) and hopefully remembering to put things in my q, replies and overall presense will dimish, as if it hadn't already.

I love you guys so much and please feel free to ask for my discord! I still love to talk about plots and stuff— but actually writing and my own confidence in writing is so abyssmally lacking, that I'd hate to give subpar replies to mutuals. ( I'm slightly more confident with closer friends / moots i've gotten to know more but one step at a time ;w; )

[pangeen]

“ Fagradalsfjall Volcano “ // kevin pages

[ghostlystarlightbluebird]

Photos by Cristian Muduc

[daykevin]

@chbnet event 05 → monsters: medusa 

be terrified…

[xluciifer]

He knew the signs.

And be it as he never invites anyone to his home, ever since a little before Lilith's sudden disappearance - this was an important matter to address for the sake of the future of the titans and Medusa's wellbeing as well. Though, the former wasn't initially on the fore front of his mind. An old friend of his, very dear and was an old presence in his life, mattered more.

So, he invited her for a friendly meet up over tea, which he's surprised she humored. Then again, it's hard to decline an invitation from the King of Hell, after all; a being once cherished by the Deity above.

As they sat across from one another, he smiled his charming smile, both happy yet worried for her. He could tell immediately from the first glance at her tangled hair of serpents who he had a natural affinity to. They looked ... unwell. Typically they'd be so happy to see him, but it's as if the energy was completely drained from their main source: Medusa, herself.

He'd missed her first words, too busy looking at her and pondering to catch it; but Lilith's name brought him back to the present moment, realizing they had been talking. But Lucifer didn't touch on that topic ... he couldn't. So instead, he decided to speak freely and disregard her previous statements.

⸺ ❝ ... You're not taking care of yourself, are you? ❞

[chthonicrage]

Oh, she would have easily swatted the king's invitation aside, had it not been for outside influences. She never cared for God. Nor had her parents, if Lucifer dared to remember that far back. Certainly not her Mother, who scrutinized Lucifer every waking hour. Another thing that the Gorgon shares with her absent mother & father.

Frozen fingers continue leeching the cup's warmth. Occasionally they twitch for every minute Medusa endures that stupid smile. She wants to slash it off his face. Already she envisions monsterous teeth ripping through pale skin, gourging herself on golden blood, ignoring choked pleas—. Her jaw cannot clench any tighter. It's not like she's starved herself purposefully. There's simply not enough

Perhaps it's a silent mercy that Lucifer remains silent. That he's obviously zoned out- per usual- and while it irked Medusa beyond sensibility, she found herself too fatigued to care. Emerald tail shifts, as she prepares to leave, serpents drooping lower at the thought of leaving so soon. They're tired. She's tired. When Lucifer says nothing, not even to the inquiry of Lilith, she doesn't wish to stay around.

Leave it to the bastard to catch her off guard, seconds away from going. Typical.

❝ ...I'm fine. Just slightly tired. As you would be, if you actually did your job and kept these damnable sinners in check. But no. You just sit on your ivory throne, wasting hours away! ❞ Anger froaths, like seafoam. Ever since Lilith left... Amongst her siblings, she alone bears all weight. From her devotees, her Naga, the mortal souls who beg for her strength. The viper bares her fangs, to ward off would-be predators whilst unwell. Old friends or not, none shall betray her trust again. Hands withdraw from the steaming cup, arms crossing over her chest, yet still her serpents remain slow, docile, and weak. ❝ And you wonder why shades in the Underworld fear and respect Hades compared to you. What a joke. ❞

[infernal-feminae]

@chthonicrage liked for a Blood Ball starter!

"Medusa, I can explain--!" Carmilla had searched the entire ballroom until she found the deity outside. She had noticed she was one of the many guests who had spotted her with the most infamous of the Vees and she had seen she was quick to see herself out. She could only imagine what could be going through the other woman's head, but she knew none of it could be good.

"Before you say anything, you must know I didn't even WANT to come here with him. I had no choice!"

[chthonicrage]

In the silence of the small area allotted for guests to catch their breath, the Gorgon struggles to keep her guise intact. The railing where both hands rest upon has already frozen over, emotions raging, common sense dribbling through cracks formed by blinding anger. Alone, their whispers feel louder than previously.

𝑇𝐸𝐴𝑅 𝐼𝑇 𝐴𝐿𝐿 𝐴𝑆𝑈𝑁𝐷𝐸𝑅. 𝑇𝐻𝐴𝑇 𝑊𝑅𝐸𝑇𝐶𝐻 𝑊𝐼𝐿𝐿 𝑃𝐴𝑌 𝑊𝐼𝑇𝐻 𝐻𝐼𝑆 𝐵𝐿𝑂𝑂𝐷! 𝑅𝐼𝑃 𝐻𝐼𝑆 𝑊𝐼𝑁𝐺𝑆! 𝑈𝑁𝐿𝐸𝐴𝑆𝐻 𝑀𝑌 𝐹𝑈𝑅𝑌 𝑀𝐸𝐷𝑈𝑆𝐴! 𝑅𝐸𝐿𝐸𝐴𝑆𝐸 𝐼𝑇—.

She's torn violently from the call by a voice. Carmilia's voice. Where frost once lurked, water remains, blending into the light drizzle that has crawled its way into existence. Part of her feels the urge to rip asunder her guise, but rationality flows back into place. If she revealed herself now, she doubts Carmilia would reveal the entire story, worried about ancient wrath. But to someone related to the Gorgon, may provide a different outcome.

❝ Hm? ❞ As the Gorgon turns around, radiant cobalt eyes- accented by sharp white pupils- peer upwards towards Carmilia's face, divine eyes blinking numerous times. Then she gasps, scaled sapphire hand raising over where her mouth would be. ❝ Oh! Did- did you mistake me for my elder sister? I'm terribly sorry for the confusion, my Lady. ❞ Reeling in cataclysmic wrath, Medusa wills her voice to grow lighter, to influence a beautiful chorus- like flutes- beneath the tone of her words. To keep up appearances, she nervously shifts on her tail, hands intertwined and resting passively in front of her.

❝ I'm Euryale, Medusa's second youngest sister. She didn't tell me that her friends would be attending this ball! If I may... Why would my sister be furious about your choice of partner? ❞

[chthonicrage]

@cannibalxroses continued from [ X ]

Medusa hums gently, carefully dissecting the overlord's words piece by piece. Beneath the haze of ethereal blue, stark white pupils peer intermittently towards Rosie's cane. Ah, she thought she sensed the other leaning on it too heavily.

❝ Me? Start a fight? Why the thought scarcely crossed my mind! ❞ Her voice, soft, fragile and withdrawn is certainly a strange experience, but Medusa would raise too much panic if she arrived as herself. The angels present wouldn't respond well to Medusa. Her younger sister, Euryale, however is a different tale. She's certain her dearest sister will understand the need of deception in such an event.

Beneath ancient aquamarine porcelain, the gorgon's sadistic grin hides perfectly. Finally, she can learn the faces of named- but unknown- overlords who've lived far too long. Masks hide mortals poorly. ❝ Hm, inquiries you say? Oh! ❞ In the undertone of faux cluelessness, a distant cry of a flute joins her accent. ❝ Actually, there is something I wanted to ask. Could you kindly point me towards the souls my sister knows best, my Lady? She writes often of a 'Carmilia'. I'd love to finally meet her myself. ❞

The quicker she finds Carmilia, the better. The vast amount of souls has certainly woken up ancient hunger.

[chthonicrage]

so um. This is sorta important but to make a long story short I think I'm going to go on semi-hiatus. As it turns out, medically / physically, I'm not okay, and I've not been for some time I suspect. Until I've gotten some definitive answers I'm gonna take a backseat, respond to things when able, and yeah

I'm gonna be on discord and. Yeah.i just wanna prioritise being around old friends right now and just. Yeah. Love you guys! I'll still be around on my multi somewhat but, yeaah.

[chthonicrage]

Glancing side wards, gleaming eyes catch sight of Carmilia... and the disgusting, revolting pest that lingers. Medusa feels her serpents repress anger, remaining docile as to not draw attention. Above boiling blood, a whisper from the fountains, from the drops of rain that pour, gently drifts by.

𝒀𝑶𝑼 𝑯𝑨𝑽𝑬 𝒀𝑶𝑼𝑹 𝑴𝑶𝑻𝑯𝑬𝑹'𝑺 𝑾𝑹𝑨𝑻𝑯. . . / 𝐺𝑅𝐴𝐵 𝐻𝐼𝑆 𝑆𝐾𝑈𝐿𝐿. 𝐶𝑂𝐿𝑂𝑈𝑅 𝐼𝑇 𝑅𝐸𝐷. 𝑀𝐴𝐾𝐸 𝐼𝑇 𝐷𝑅𝑂𝑊𝑁 𝐼𝑁 𝑀𝐴𝐺𝑀𝐴 𝐹𝑂𝑅 𝐻𝐼𝑆 𝐷𝐼𝑆𝐺𝑈𝑆𝑇𝐼𝑁𝐺—.

Very interesting. So interesting, in fact, she may have to excuse herself. Immediately. For fresh air.