daily ramblings

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This is Vintage!

I love this picture so much, the elegance and the simplicity yet it paints a thousand words!

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For your Virtual Assistant Needs

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How Would You Feel

It's 2am and I'm trying to hold back the tears, I can't believe that I fell for you just like that. You showed me life in a different light,and you asked me to fight all my fears. I guess I was lonely and you found me, I was doing fine before I met you, now I can't stop thinking of you. I just want to hold you in my arms,when I'm with you I feel no harm. You said I should learn to love myself,I never thought I'd be needing anybody's help. You opened up my eyes that there's more to life and I ended up in this unexpected plight. Meeting you was bound by fate, and loving you was my biggest mistake. Why did you have to make me believe we had a chance,when all you wanted was a secret romance. And the things you said to me, will forever be a memory. I guess this really is good bye, I'm so tired of crying myself to sleep. Waiting and hoping you'd call, do I matter to you at all? Or am I just some piece of shit that you remember when you want to feed your ego and make you feel better. How would you feel,if the one you love is only using you? Or maybe I was a fool to assume that you love me too. It hurt so deep and I can't even sleep, I gave in to the fire, now my life's on the wire. How would you feel, if the one you love said that they are too busy, busy with some one else? But you can't do anything, because to them you are just nothing. I would do anything for you, even if I break some one else's heart just to be with you. You can call me crazy, you can call me blind, but I guess it's time to leave this all behind. How would you feel,if one day you realize that I'm the one for you? But I'm happy with my life without you. And if that happens would you apologize? After all your wonderful lies, I guess this really is good bye.... April 21,2017 2:09am

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Constant Guide

Just when I thought that no one else would understand, An angel from heaven came and took my hand. Yes,you are my angel on Earth and I'm one lucky girl. Just when I thought that no one else cares, Oh you promised that you'll always be there. Very much appreciated for the things you do for me, Enjoying each other's company even if we're no longer free. Loving from a distance ,you're like my shining star. Listening to my endless drama,you're the bestest friend I have so far. And if I could live my life over,I still want you to be there, Not just my friend,but someone so dear Oh I wish that I could hold you and be right next to me,but things are complicated. So,I guess we'll have to keep it this way!!!

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I was just an option...

It took me so long to realize, That what we had was full of lies. Everytime I thing of you,I feel butterflies in my stomach. But now,all I have are just wasted time that I can't take back. Oh I was a fool to believe. Your sweetness was just part of your plan. I had someone but I chose to leave, And now,I wanted to cry ,but my tears are holding back,I don't understand. Perhaps it's because I've come to know,that karma works digitally,I played with fire and I got burned. And now,I have to accept this whole heartedly. This pain you caused me, I take all the blame. I was just an option, while I was someone else's priority. I should've seen it coming before I fell completely. I was just an option, it took me so long to realize, you are never gonna be with me. You are just somebody who turned my world upside down, While I was everything for that person I hurt but is always there for me.

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I'm at the payphone trying to call home #outdoors #chubby #igerscdo #modelling #vlagger

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Listen to me sing "If You're Not The One" on #Smule: #SingKaraoke

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When instead of a dozen roses,you get this,only this...Well,I'm going to make stir fry pork with broccoli 😁

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My attempt to collab this wonderful song

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Burned

They say dont play with fire because you'll get burned. I know, I've been there before and it really hurts. But when I met you, everything changed and I gave it a chance. I know it's hard to keep up with this forbidden romance. I tried to fight the feeling but the more i do i fall so deep. And you told me words that are oh so sweet. I dont know if its considered love, for i know your heart is something that i cant have. You said, you love me and i was a fool to believe. Because your words are empty and broken promises you give. I got burned by the flame u created. I got burned, im ashamed, i shouldve controlled it. I got burned, now, im guilty, i couldve saved my heart. I got burned. I know i should end this but forgetting you is the hardest part. March 13, 2017 Burned

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Tell Me Why

I find myself crying as the rain fell down the tin roof, I was in a way confused on what we have become. One moment we were so happy with what we had, But I guess this is the price for a forbidden love. It's been days and I admit I've been missing you. I wanted to call you,send you messages but I know that I have no right I wanted to know how it came to this. I loved you, I really do. Even if I know that it's wrong, I still hope that maybe one day, you'll find a way just to let me know that it's over. I really miss you. I miss those times when we just talk about anything, I never asked anything from you,never have I demanded but you just talk my love for granted. This happened once before,and I guess I should've learned the first time when you just disappeared without saying a word. I don't remember doing you wrong, was it something I said or did that scared you away. I really wished you stayed. Now here I am with thoughts of you and my heavy heart. Waiting for you to tell me why...Why did it come to this. When all I had was a promise of your sweet kiss and warm embrace. But I guess it would all be just a broken promise,when clearly what you are doing now is subtle rejection. And this hurts me more than you just telling me to stop and get lost,get out of your world,and our make believe. I should've seen it coming, I guess this must be the price of giving in to my emotions relentlessly,even if I know that there will never be YOu and ME!

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Farewell Mugzy

It was a life that was short-lived. I sometimes see you when I run errands for mom just within the neighborhood. Or maybe,my afternoon walks. Little did I know that you'll be gone too soon. I can't help but cringe with the thought of how it happened. It was such a heartbreaking sight. I guess it's too late for me try and ask that id take care of you. Because now as I passed by,your body lies still and breathless. I am sorry, I wasnt able to do anything for you. Now,that you're gone,I'm praying that despite this demise,you will find your way home. So farewell mugzy,you are not a random puppy cos to me you are one special pup loved by me

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A place of healing, a place of solitude. This is where my dreams were realized.

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Sweetest Mistake

Just when I thought that I am happy with my life,

Out of the blue, you came and I wanted to be by your side.

Victims of love, that's what we are.

And we both belong to someone else, but I'm wishing on a star.

Now that I found you, even if it's to late.

Nothing can stop us, we will just have to trust a leap of faith.

If I'm wrong, I don't want to be corrected, you are my sweetest mistake

Valuing your time and mine, our hearts are intertwined.

I just can't believe what I'm feeling, I want you to be mine.

Loving you from a distance, knowing that you are no longer free.

Living this crazy life, this is a shot of our destiny.

And every time I hear your voice, I wish that you are close to me.

Right now, will you come and save me from this misery.

I know that this is wrong,I don't know until when can I hold on.

Never did I imagined that I'd fall for someone like you, and now all I want is to be right next to you.

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(via https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2pGD_gaqCtM)

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daily ramblings turned 7 today!

Wow,It’s overwhelming. Thanks tumblr

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Paradise There’s no place i’d rather be, than to be right next  to you. I’ve dreamed of a place full of ecstasy, and I’ll be able to achieved that if you are with me. I have lived in a world of fantasy, but this time, I know it’s up for us to see, the beauty of this paradise, a wonderful food for the eyes. so,take my hand and let’s enjoy the sight, of the enchanting sunset until midnight. with you, I feel complete and you are the reason my heart beats.