you will murder me

finn | 28 | he/they | tme | white

[cicadakillerwasp]

thinking about changing my username

i feel no attachment to angelsiren

[cicadakillerwasp]

fuck it

angelsiren -> cicadakillerwasp

[yearnalisms]

SHANE HOLLANDER WEEK Free choice: Shaney (smiley Shane 💙)

[rozanovs]

What is it about Shane that you love and were drawn to? He is hyper competent at this one thing. He’s stereotypically masculine in a lot of regards. He’s a kind person, and he’s so overtly Canadian. He’s harboring something that he thinks is a career-ending secret because he just doesn’t have the emotional maturity or societal maturity to sort of understand what his own queerness means. To him, it’s most likely detrimental, which is the wrong assumption to some degree, but it shatters his own idea of what his masculinity is, or at least it cripples it. And yet, he still never harms a fly. (Hudson Williams via The Hollywood Reporter)

↳ hudcon week 2026, day four: favourite quote

[shanyushahollander]

‘i wonder how jacob is going to adapt the boxing day fight… i really hope he takes all the toxicity out and especially the part where ilya backs shane into the wall :(’ okay well i actually love that ilya’s been bottling up all his anger and resentment and fear and communicating in passive aggressive eyerolls for months and blows up out of nowhere during a nice boxing day afternoon and then shane responds by saying the nastiest most hurtful most breathtakingly clueless thing he can think of like a cornered animal and then ilya pulls his usual emotional cutoff and tells him to get the fuck out of his house because he’s done with the fight he started now and then shane refuses to leave and keeps repeating the same question over and over again and then ilya straight up has a cptsd rage blackout and realizes in a very visceral and horrifying way how deeply maladaptive his coping mechanisms are because by refusing to acknowledge that he has any needs at all in order not to hurt shane he is now HURTING SHANE <3 like i know it makes both of them cry and have to take a very hard look at how they’ve been acting as partners and people but it makes me happy to get all that catharsis so :)

[cicadakillerwasp]

other managers think im too nice to coworkers but guess which manager theyre willing to stay a little past their shifts for and help out when i get slammed

[true-bean]

[actuallysara]

haha we're in danger

[firstprinced]

Heated Rivalry | 1.02

(i went in to gif ilya being so sad so gorgeous but i got sidetracked by just thinking about how devastating it is to remind your awful dad, who you're visibly worried about, that your mom is dead, after said awful dad just made a snide remark about her. well.)

[bandagedthoughtsblog]

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[bandagedthoughtsblog]

[blackdow]

my foot hanging off the bed i don't even care anymore just let the monster take me ...

[ravenclairee]

HUDSON WILLIAMS for Bvlgari

[cicadakillerwasp]

here is my daily i dont wanna go to fucking work post

[cicadakillerwasp]

need to spend less time on social media and more time on reading books

[fuckrozanov]

goodmorning this is your assigned shane of the day

[handsywoman]