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Big fan of love, being in love and making others feel loved.

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To kiss a forehead is to erase worry. I kiss your forehead. To kiss the eyes is to lift sleeplessness. I kiss your eyes . To kiss the lips is to drink water. I kiss your lips. To kiss a forehead is to erase memory. I kiss your forehead.

- Marina Tsvetaeva

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While I can't have you, i long for you. I am the kind of person who would miss a train or a plane to meet you for coffee. I'd take a taxi across town to see you for ten minutes. I'd wait outside all night if I thought you would open the door in the morning.

-Jeanette Winterson

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Love is so insane, it makes me want to build things. Someone I love could say they're tired & wanna sit & my first thought would be I'll learn woodworking so I can build them a chair"

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Maybe that boy just wanted a taste of the sun.

(by srwpoetry)

They tell me I'm fussy; with lovers, with book, with music. I tell them that I would rather freeze than be barely-warm. I tell them that if it doesn't set me on fire, then no thank you, I don't want it. It's taken me years to confess that I would rather be alone than settle. The truth is, I cannot stand the taste of in-betweens. Half-measure will never be a part of me and contentment will never be my currency. If it cannot fill me up to the brim, I don't want it. I will only ever be empty or overflowing and I'm okay with it. And they say, girl, how do you think a wildfire starts? From a spark. Relationships needs kindling. And I cannot make them understand that I'm not afraid to build on things, to work hard and relentlessly on something, but I must stop apologising for the fact that, truth be told, I cannot seem to want a love that does not engulf me. Someone once told me that when you've tasted fire, you ache for it, no matter how badly it burned your tongue. They weren't wrong. Maybe Icarus knew what he was doing all along.

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One of my favourite things about human physiology is the way our eyes change when we look at someone we love. Our pupils dilate automatically like they do when it's dark outside and they're trying to let more light in . Except now it's the light of your favourite person. The edges of our eyes soften a little and they sometimes even get watery which we also can't control. Tears of joy. We tend to raise our eyebrows as if we're trying to make our eyes bigger. Trying to get a better vision and seeing all the details. We tend to blink less than usual just to make the moment last a bit longer. Even if it's just a second. Or when you smile at someone with your entire face involved and your eyes just crinkle and create a sparkle in them. And it all happens so effortlessly and universally.

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I love being horribly straightforward. I love sending reckless text message (because how reckless can a form of digitized communication be?) and telling people I love them and telling people they are absolutely magical humans and I cannot believe they really exist. I love saying, "kiss me harder," and "you're a good person," and, "you brighten my day." I live my life as straightforward as possible.

Tell the people you love that you love them by Rachel C.Lewis

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I know we're both just messing around pretending to be whole but look at me. If the train was coming would you move. If the ground was falling from under your feet would you even notice or would it just be another Tuesday for you. If somebody stabbed you could it hurt worse than you already do. What I'm saying is that I love you but I think we both drive over the speed limit when it's raining. What I'm saying is that I want to hold your hand and i understand about how you sometimes have to sit down in the shower. what I'm saying is that I'm here for you and if the train comes please move

- unknown

Me@me

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Just found out that "wish you were here" in Persian is 'jāy-e-shomā khālīst' which means "your place is empty" and it felt like being stabbed in the heart 37 times.

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"i should turn you into poetry," he said. "But you deserve more than the half truths and half lies that most poetry consists of. You deserve to be more than my poem,more than my muse."

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Big fan of love, being in love and making others feel loved.

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Main agar uski taraf dekh raha hoon toh, apne hisse ki mohabbat ke liye dekh raha hoon.

- Zafar Iqbal

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You are not what you look like. You're the music you listen to, the show you watch, the art you make, the flowers in your hair, and your favourite blanket. You're not the pimple on your nose or the pudge on your tummy. You're not your thighs or your teeth. You are the colour of your hair. You're mismatched socks you wear and your favourite sweater. You're not what you look like or the body you are in. You are what you love. - unknown

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I admit I am my mother's grief and my father's anger, but i was also friend's laughter and the love of the life of a human. Does it count that I have lived my life when I haven't stepped out of my country? Never got on a plane? Never seen the aurora borealis. The Eiffel tower and all the other things in my bucket list? Or is it enough that I have been a tear in the history pages of the world, and my poem were read by the people in my life ? Or the fact that, even after all this, living till rotting, I still am scared of getting old, of death's cold hands, and meeting the God I blamed my entire life. -ann therese

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You don't ask people with knives in their stomach what would make them happy; happiness is no longer the point it's all about survival; it's all about whether you pull the knife out and bleed to death or keep it in. - Nick Hornby, How to be Good