dumb bitch

hi, im cj. i used to be in tcc but thats irrelevant now!

[cjhaos]

i thought i was fucking over him. i really thought i’ve lost any feelings i used to have for g. i haven’t thought of him in Months and like,,, i even have a boyfriend-sorta now.

but of course, all that progress, Ruined when my brother just. texted me. telling me he saw Him complete w a picture n i just. what the fuck

[queerasfact]

pride 2019 25/30 | queer muslim pride

check out queer as fact: a queer history podcast

[cjhaos]

good god i just.

fucking love my boyfriend so much it ??? physically hurts ??? and the fact that i know we can’t possibly have a future together unless one or both of us leaves our family behind just makes it hurt a lot more

[chuwenjie]

Exploring the theme of colorism in East Asia, something I’ve identified with personally as a darker East Asian girl.

[vietbit-deactivated20201010]

*collapses on my king sized canopy bed with lavender satin sheets and goose down pillows in a baby pink silk robe holding an empty (but once full) swarovski crystal wine glass, throwing a maincured hand loosely over my eyes* im in love

[soloh]

I will never understand girls who throw their bras at guys on stage those things are fucking expensive and he has no use for it like what do you want him to do pass it down to his first born daughter

[thebaconsandwichofregret]

I thought this was going to be slut-shaming but it’s glorious

[formlessdemi]

Then there’s Hayley Kiyoko

[03josten]

it IS a phase, mom

[pr0jection]

show me a permanent state of the self, mom

[faceheightknifefight]

Impermanence does not mean insignificance, mom

[filthychonga-deactivated2019120]

The key to a happier life is being in a constant state of change and acceptance, mom

[cjhaos]

to be in love and to be loved is such a beautiful thing,

[unioncarbidesuperfan66]

heely doc martens

[tr-apstar]

The media has a gross habit of romanticizing emotionally abusive relationships to look like passionate love so I’m here to remind you of a few things that I wish I was told before I started dating. The silent treatment or withdrawal of affection being used to hurt you is a sign of emotional abuse. Being told you can’t take a joke when you get upset after your partner says mean things to you is a sign of emotional abuse. Extreme jealousy to the point they demand your passwords and force isolation from friends is a sign of emotional abuse. Using breaking up as a tool or threat to manipulate you is a sign of emotional abuse. This list goes on so much longer. You deserve so much more, including your happiness, and trust me, it’s out there. I can’t stand by and watch young couples act like this is normal anymore.

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requested by sparklesandspace

[handweavers]

the concept of people being born in the 00s and being on this website or the internet in general will never stop giving me a minor heart attack every time bc my brain stopped processing time in like 2008 so anyone born in like 2003 is automatically assumed to be in kindergarten until i realize they're old enough to drive

[handweavers]

someone: im 16

me: ok cool

someone: that means i was born in 2003

me:

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[cjhaos]

um ok

enough chitchat here’s how i’ve been doin in art school and Things I’ve Done (probably not in order):

i go to a still relatively new art school so it’s like. small

everyone knows everyone, even if we don’t interact

the best part ! is that nobody from my middle school is there

one of my senior there was actually my senior in elementary but fuck it that was so long ago i don’t think he’d remember much of me

i actually !! fit in here !!! god nothing better than validation from ur peers amirite

there was camping on orientation week so we’d get to know our classmates more. i accidentally threw a pebble at a guy’s head while we were playing in the river

everyone here is either a weaboo or a k-popper jesus fuck. sometimes even Both

my new friends and i managed to find someone to shit talk about on our fifth day being friends

everyone here is so fucking talented i wanna cry

i wore a ridiculous wig on second week of school and the teachers still make fun of me sometimes

i got a ‘best participant’ award from orientation. the gift includes: barbecue flavored doritos, a translated copy of homo deus, and. a fucking toothpaste

Not Being In Love is both a blessing and a curse yall

this school has no weird limit whatsoever jesus,,,

according to the photography teacher theres a lot of seniors (from both eleventh and twelfth grade) who r interested in me and i am Uncomfortable

so far two people has made a move though (and hopefully its only them)

one from eleventh grade, also in student body implied tht he wants to take me out to a fried rice place

another from twelfth grade, a guy who i’ve literally Never interacted w previously visited me in the hospital and brought a fruit basket

speaking of hospitals i got hospitalized Again kskskskd

the photography teacher also said tht he and i are besties,, whatever the Fuck that means

oh and i got invited to a senior’s birthday party ! unfortunately i did not attend as i was sick

there’s a good thing innit ig,, bc according to my friends who Did come the house smelled like cigarettes bc of the seniors.

theres !!! a fellow bi trans guy in my class !!!!

,,,, meaning that theres only seven girls in my year #artschooltingz

also a guy called me reverse trap. solo, if you’re reading this, Fuck You

anw thats it fr now !! see yall on my next posts

[ edit: i wrote this post around like,,, end of july but apparently never posted it ?? shit b wack sometimes ]

[cjhaos]

im just like. fucking in love rn ??? aaAAA

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[christian-wlw]

religious lgbt folk: you don’t have to sacrifice either your religious beliefs or your sexuality/gender alignment to be truly happy. you can have both. don’t let anyone, especially people who don’t believe the same things as you, tell you otherwise.

non-religious lgbt folk: don’t tell religious lgbt folk what they have to believe. lgbt christians exist. lgbt muslims exist. lgbt jews exist. lgbt people of all faiths and religious beliefs exist. being lgbt and religious is not an oxymoron in any way.