π΄ππππππππ (Chapter Eight)
pairing: peter parker x male readerΒ
word count: 3.9k
tag: friends to lover, Fluff
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β°ββ€ Summary: Y/N has had a crush on Peter Parker for as long as he can remember, but with Peter's clear preference for girls, Y/N had long resigned himself to the idea that nothing would ever come of it. Little did they know, an accidental songbook mix-up would bring them closer than either of them could have imagined.
As Y/N begins writing a song about the way Peter has impacted him, titled "Enchanted," an unexpected friendship begins to blossom between them. But not everyone is thrilled about this new connection, and someone is determined to do whatever it takes to stop it.
Will their bond remain purely platonic, or will something deeper begin to form, despite the obstacles in their way?
"Please don't be in love with someone elseβ
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I spent what felt like hours thinking about what I was going to do, this decision could have been ten times easier if Peter had not sent me mixed signals. If only he could just tell me he liked me back so it would be easy, but I had to make this decision and now I had run out of time. The first option was telling Peter how I felt about him, but that had two outcomes with it. The first one would be that Peter does not like me back, and it makes it awkward and ruins our friendship, or that he could tell me that he liked me back and then I would not have to worry about ruining our friendship. And the second option would be not to tell Peter at all and do what the person wants.
I knew who was sending the messages, it does not take someone with more than two brain cells to figure out that it was Kate. But I just did not know why, she was the one who ended our friendship because I wanted to be friends with Peter and MJ. Plus, after everything that she did to MJ and after the whole canteen scene I do not think I would be friends with her anymore. But I knew Kate and that she would release everything that she had on me including the songs. I could not decide on what to do that I got so frustrated and threw my phone on my bed.
But I did not have to do both, what if I pretend to be friends with Kate until she gives me them back? So, she does not have anything to blackmail me with and I could make her pay for everything she had done. But I could not tell anyone my plan because Kate had people all over the place since she started to date Flash, so it could get back to her and ruin the plan, so I was all on my own. I texted Kate to meet me at the spot before school tomorrow, that we always went to when we were friends. You see the spot that I am talking about is a hidden pond that is in the park that Kate, MJ, and I found one summer.
We found it when we were in an exploring phase and wanted to explore the park and then it became the place we went to when one of us was upset. It was so pretty, it had trees that went all the way around it and there was a big rock that we sat on. We went there a lot the year that my mother passed away and when we stopped being friends with MJ. It did not take long before I got a text message back from her saying that she agreed and would meet me there at haft seven. So now the plan was in motion to pretend to be Kate's friend, now I just need her to believe that I wanted to be her friend again, especially after what happened outside the canteen. I headed to bed before I knew that I had a long day ahead of me tomorrow.
I woke up to the sound of my alarm clock going off and got ready to do the best acting of my life. I needed to seek out of my house without my father seeing; he was still babying me since the whole Washington accident happened. He has been dropping me straight to school every morning to make sure that I get there unharmed. But since him and Miss Parker have been seeing each other, Hes's attention is not really on me anymore. Which was the only good thing that come out of that weird relationship, I mean I happy for my dad, but did It have to be the boy I like aunty. That would make me and Peter.... I do not even want to think about that.
Anyway, moving on .... My father was out all night working in the restaurant, so I knew that he was going to be asleep. I went downstairs to see that everything was dark because the sun had not come up yet, I got to the door and was about to open it. "What do you think you are doing, Y/N" I hear my father say. I turned around with a smile on my face, "I was just going for a morning run before school, got to keep fit" I said hoping he would believe it but of course he didn't.
This is it; I know I said I did not want to tell anyone, but my father was not going to run to Kate and tell her everything. We had only just started to have a good relationship with him, and I did not want to ruin it by lying to him. So, I told him everything, well not everything ... from my fight with Kate, to my song book being stolen and it is having a song about a boy I like. He just stared at me as I was waiting for an answer, I mean I just came out to him.
"Y/N, Is the boy Peter?" he asked, and I just froze how did he know, "No... It is not" I try to lie because I did not want him to know. "Y/N, I can tell that you're lying to me" he says with a little giggle, "You have the same tell as your mother when she tried to lie" he says. "I don't have a tell" I don't know why I was still trying to cover it up, "You do, both of yous pick your nails when you lie" and I looked down to see I was doing it. "Sorry, I didn't want to make things awkward since you're dating Mrs. Parker" I say.
"You really like him, huh" he says, and I finally make eye contact with him for the first time since the conversation started. "Yeah" is all I could get out, "And your worried it will make it weird between everyone" he asked and all I did was nod. "Listen Y/N, I had my chance with my soulmate and if I could have her back in a heartbeat" he says, and I can see tears in his eyes, but he was not sad. "There is nothing romantic happening with May and I, and even if there was, I want you to have your time with your soulmate" he says.
"Thanks Dad, But I think he's straight, so nothing is going to happen" I say, "And how do you know that" he says grabbing my hand into his. "Because likes Liz" I said, and his face dropped a bit, "Well I think you should tell him, you'll be surprised" he says before walking out of the kitchen. "Also, I'll let you walk to school today; let you have your independence back" I heard him shout from the other room.
It was time to tell Peter everything, even if he did not like me back then at least he would know right?? I looked over at the clock to see that it was time to meet Kate. I grabbed all my things and headed out the door and towards the park, thinking about everything that Kate did makes my blood boil, but I needed to be calm for this. I finally got to the park and the sun was starting to come up so I could see better, I went to the pond to see that Kate was already sitting on the rock. She notices me and starts to walk towards me.
"I'm glad you came to talk Y/N, I really appreciate it" she says pulling me into a hug. "Yeah totally, not like you're blackmailing me or anything" he says under my breath. "Yeah, I feel like we ended things on the wrong foot last time" I say. We walked over to the rock, "So why did you do all this for Kate" I asked really trying to keep my cool. "Well, it's the only way I knew I could get your attention" she says before continuing "I don't want to not have you in my life Y/N, you mean everything to me" she says. Did she really think I was going to believe all this bullshit, "yeah, I don't want to ruin our friendship either" I reply trying not to scream at her. "And as your best friend, I should tell you that you need to stop whatever it is with Peter" she says, "I'm sorry what" here we go again with her trying to control my life.
"Y/N, if you want to be friends again, you can't be friends with him and MJ" she says, "And why would I do that" I say. "Well, I didn't want to do this but we both know I have the books" she says, "Well if I say it to him, you have nothing on me" I say with a smile. "Aw that's so sweet that you think that is the only thing that I have on you" she says with a devilish grin on her face. "What are you talking about" I was confused about what else she had on me, all I knew about was the books, "did little sweet Y/N, forget about what we did in the seventh grade" and it all hit me.
So let me set the scene for you ... It was the start of Seventh Grade, just after the summer that my mother passed away and I was not really in the mood for school. Having to hear about how everyone's amazing and fun summers went, while I was grieving about my mother passing away. And I did not want to become the kid that my parents passed away over the summer and everyone feels bad for me. I remember the first day because it felt like the whole school was looking at me, whispering about me and what happened. When really nobody knew what happened, but it just felt like everyone knew.
I was still mad at MJ, for just abounding me during the summer. According to Kate, she was to focus on her short story to be available for me, you see each year our school holds different competitions to show off the many skills that the student has. And there is a different price for each of them, and this year's prize for the best story competition was to get their short story published in the local New Paper front page. Which was a once in a lifetime opportunity, the principal was able to pull some strings, and she made it clear that this was a one-time thing because the school was one of the best.
So, Kate produced this plan, that we would make sure that MJ did not win. At first, I did not want to take part in it. But Kate made it clear that it would be unfair how MJ would get the chance of a lifetime and go on to do other things with the opportunity that she has. While I am here still upset about everything that happened. My anger had covered my judgement, and all I wanted was to make MJ feel what was close to what I was feeling.
So, the plan was that we would help Mr. Jacobson and volunteer to help collect all the short stories, and we would replace MJ's one with one that we would write. We just drafted a short story that did not make sense and we just had to wait for the winner to be announced. And in the end MJ did not win but it did not make me feel any better but worse, and I have felt guilty about it since that day, but I have been wanting to tell MJ since we became friends again, but I have been too afraid. And now Kate was using it against me and now I was stuck.
"Wow, you're a fucking bitch" I say, I was done holding in the anger because she was blackmailing me. "I know, so you're going to do as I said" she said with a smile. She explains everything that I must do, and if the wicked witch were real, she would be Kate. I took out my phone so that she would watch me, and I pulled up my conversation with Peter.
Me: Hey, can we talk at Lunch
New Message!
Peter: Yeah, I need to talk to you too
I know what you are thinking just tell Peter and MJ the truth and just pray that they forgive you, that would make things a lot easier, right? But what if they did not forgive me and I was left alone? It would be easier for them to forgive me for ignoring them then if they found out, all I needed to do was to make sure that if I did what Kate said that she would not go against her word and still release everything. So that just meant that I had to get something dirtier on her that she would not want to get out.
And as her old best friend you would think that I would have something juicer than what she had of me. But everything I had on Kate wasn't as good. I needed to get something that would stop Kate, and that would take time. Which sadly meant that I was going to have to spend as much time with Kate, and it just felt like God was punishing me.
We finished everything and started to head towards school, which Kate thought was the perfect time to get me updated on her and Flash relationship. And the whole time I was trying my best not to vomit from how disgusting it was especially when she was telling me about how flash was in bed. As we made it closer to the school, I could see MJ and Ned waiting for me outside of the school.
"Ignore them" I hear Kate say from my side, and I had to do as she said, and it was going to hurt to ignore them. As I got closer to the building, they both noticed me and were beginning to walk toward me until they saw that I was with Kate. I could see read Ned face because he just looked confused, but I could not read MJ at all, she was just giving me a blank look. I hated this; I hated that I had to ignore my friends. But I need to get dirt on Kate, but I need her to trust me, and I was going to get that by doing what she said.
We walked past both and just headed to the school and toward Kate locker, as she opened her locker I tried to see if my books were in there but there was no sign of them. "Do you think I'm that dumb Y/N" She turns around to me and looks at me, "Do you really think that I would just leave them there, I'm not stupid" she says before turning back around and grabbing the rest of her stuff. We headed towards my locker to see that MJ was standing there, as soon as she saw us, she headed down.
"Oh, hey MJ, how have you been" I hear Kate say, but MJ just ignores her and just looks at me as if she was reading me. "Whatever she has on you Y/N, it can't be that bad" she says to me, "I don't have anything on him, we just friends again aren't that right" she replies and nudges me in the side. I look at Kate and then at MJ, "Yeah" is all I can say. "I was there for him when his mother passed away unlike someone" she says and MJ just looks at me, "Are you really just going to forgive her for everything" MJ asks me. "Yeah" is all that I could get out again, "Fine, but when she stabs you in the back again don't come crawl back to me" she says before pushing back.
"Keep doing this and you might get one of your books back" she says as we head towards my locker, the entire day I was just thinking about what I was going to say to Peter. It was my free period before lunch at I was sitting outside with Kate and Nathan, and Nathan was just looking confused the whole time at me and Kate. Just then Kate phone went off, and she get up and says that she must meet Flash at his locker before walking off. He just stared at me the whole time, "Are you going to say something or just stare at me" I asked, and he breaks out of whatever thought he was having.
"Why" he says, "Why, what?" I asked him back because I was confused about what he meant. "Why are you friends with Kate again" he asked me. "Because I forgave her, that's why" I say, I did not want to tell him in case he went and told Kate because he is her little lap dog. "But she treated you like dirt" he says, "And she treats you like dirt too, but you stayed by her side" I say back hoping that it was the end of the conversation.
"But that is difference how" he says to me, "Different How?" I asked. "Oh, come on, everyone knows that I like her. Even she knows that and uses it knowing that even though she hurts me, I will still be by her side" he stops as he looks at the door that Kate disappeared through before turning back. "Plus, Kate told me everything that happened out here, so either she is holding something against you, or you bumped your head" he says, and I just stayed quiet. Just then the bell rings I remember that I must meet Peter at the canteen, "I have to go, I'll see you afternoon at Kate's, yeah?" I say before walking into the school.
I circled the canteen a couple of times; I was too nervous about what was about to happen. I finally got up the courage to go into the canteen, I walked in to see Peter waiting for me at the table. And I could also see Kate and Flash sitting at the table a couple of tables away, they noticed me, and Kate took out her phone and then my phone vibrated in my pocket to see the message saying that she would be watching.
Peter finally notices me, smiles, and waves at me, and I head towards Peter at the table. I sit down in the seat Infront of him, and we just sit there in silence. "I think we...." "I like..." we both start to talk at the same time and talk over each other, "You go first" he says to me. I felt myself beginning to sweat and from where I was sitting, I could see Kate staring at me. "I do not think... I do not think we should be friends anymore" I say and the smile on his face disappears, "wait, what... why" he says. "I just think it's for the best that we shouldn't be friends anymore" I say, "the best for who, because it isn't for me" he asked, and I could see that he was getting upset. Just then Flash walks over and sits beside me, "Y/N, Is Penis Parker annoying you" he asked
"Oh, so your friends with Flash now" he asked, and I just stay silent, not wanting to answer the 'question. "You don't want to be friends, but you'll be friends with a dickhead like flash" he asked. "I just think it's a good idea, I just need you to understand" I say, "Don't worry, I got the message loud and clear" he says getting up and walking away and I just watch as he goes over and sits where MJ and Ned were sitting.
Kate walks over and sits in front of Flash and I, "did you really have to send flash over" I asked. "Well, I could see that you were struggling, and Flash offered to help. I looked over to where Peter was sitting now and could see all of them staring at me, and I just wanted the ground to swallow me up. I spent the rest of the day just hating myself for upsetting him, I know I did not have a choice but was upsetting Peter worth him not finding out about my crush because either way he or he was not in my life anymore and I hated it. The one time that I am finally happy since my mother passing, it had to be ruined. Hopefully, I could get the dirt on Kate soon before it was too late, and this would have been all for nothing.
Now I was sitting in my last class, and the teacher decided to put on a movie, but I was too busy thinking about what I was going to do with Kate. I just needed a sign from God on where I could get this dirt, and then it was like God himself finally listened to me and the teacher announced we would be watching, then it hit me when the part of the movie where they were planning revenge on Regina. I was going to do what Candy did to Regina in mean girls, apart from the part of me turning into Kate at the end of the movie. I just had to get rid of everything that gave her power, and that was Nathan and Flash. If I got rid of them, Kate would not have anyone and would be defenseless
The bell, and I walked out of the class to see Nathan walking into the hallway. I honestly do not know why I didn't think about it, he was the closer to Kate apart from Flash and would know everything. Now I just needed a reason for him to ditch Kate, and just then I watched him bump into Betty and watch her getting all awkward around him, and if I knew anything from my whole experience with Peter. I knew what someone with a crush on someone and gets all awkward around looks like because I was walking example. Then when I got him out of Kate's hold, I just needed to focus on Flash.
"OOOH, someone has a crush" I say, she looks at me like a deer in headlights. "No, No I don't" she says. "Girl, If I know anything, it when someone acts awkward when they like someone" I say. "Well, everyone knows that he likes Kate" she says, "What if I told you that it wasn't completely true" I say and her face lights up. "Maybe I could put in a good word for you" I say. Just then Liz runs over to us with the biggest smile on her face, "Someone is happy" Betty says to her. "That's because I was just asked out to homecoming" she says, "Oooh who's the lucky guy?" I asked.
"Peter just asked me out there" she says and they both squeak like schoolchildren, which they are. And my heart hurt but I put on a fake smile. "Oh, I'm so happy for you Liz" I say, "Anyway I got to go, Betty gets ready to go to date with Nathan" I say before walking off. Now I just need Nathan to agree to it, and if it did not work then my plan was not going to work so it had to work. Now it was ready to put step one into action.
But was there really a point to it all anymore, Peter had moved on.
Maybe so should I?













