i've got alot of feelings

Hello beautiful human :) I'm Courtney. 18. I have a thing for fictional characters and their relationships. BELLARKE. I like to pretend i'm multifandom, but who am i kidding i'm basically the 100 af all the time..

[blakeperalta]

Okay I just want everyone to take a second (because I’m still processing the episode) to think about where you were 2,199 days ago. And think about how much has happened since then. And how much you’ve changed.

Now think about Clarke picking up the radio for every single one of those 2,199 days to talk to Bellamy. And never hearing anything back.

And never giving up?

Not after a hundred days of not hearing from him. Not after five hundred. Not even after 1,827 days when he didn’t come home. Not in the 372 days after that when she didn’t know why he hadn’t returned. Where he was.

Guys, that’s fucking…that’s love, but love isn’t even a strong enough word. It’s commitment. It’s faith so strong that it somehow keeps Clarke going after a year alone on the planet. After two years. It gave her the strength to live again, it stopped her from giving up.

So Clarke’s love for Bellamy, and Bellamy’s love for Clarke…yeah, it transcends romance. It transcends words. It transcends literal worlds.

And this…this is the message the show wanted to leave us with, at the end of season 4 and with 8 months ahead of us until season 5:

They want us to know that even after 2,199 days, Clarke hasn’t forgotten Bellamy. She hasn’t given up on him. She still believes in him.

And that, that something-more-than-love…well, it’s setting us up for something incredible. Part 2 of this story that’s always been a love story.

[clarkesfreckledking]

[yalenas]

[yalenas]

bonus: that first shot looked… interesting in reverse:

[bellarkelifestyle]

okay but we were given that shot (from outside the doors) for a reason. we saw that entire scene from inside that room like we were there with them/their pov.

instead, in this shot, we are outside looking in, we are seeing what the others in the lab would be seeing, and bellamy and clarke look incredibly intimate and almost look guilty when their names are called out.

it’s a quick frame, but it’s there for a reason. to show the audience how other people in bellarke’s life are viewing them.

[capturingfandoms]

[bisexual-anxious-tiger]

I low-key want Bellamy to have some scruff next time we see him

[sentrysvoid]

make me choose: clarke or bellamy?, kylo rcn or bellamy blake?→ asked by anonymous

“My mother, if she knew what I’ve done, who I am. She raised me to be better. To be good. And all I do is hurt people. I’m a monster.”

[thefatlannister]

The desperate, empty, dawning realization way Bellamy said “I left her behind. I left her behind and we all die anyway” is going to haunt me for 9 mf months

[clarkesfreckledking]

Person: Hey, how's it going?

Me: Can you believe Clarke Griffin and Bellamy Blake's last words to each other were "Hurry." "You too." and they haven't seen each other in over six years and we don't know when they'll reunite?

Person: ...

[darlinggod]

i know y'all are really bent on bellamy being able to hear clarke everyday but consider: the signal finally coming through after 6 years and bellamy listening to everything in one go, his heart slowly breaking and healing itself at the same time.

[ragnarssons]

Are we going to talk about the fact that the last time we see Bellamy he’s looking down at Earth, and it cuts on Clarke, looking up to the sky?

[velvet-tread]

The camera panned down to Clarke’s hands locking at Bellamy’s back as she wrapped her arms around his waist but don’t forget to interpret that how you want until the show is ready to commit to something jfc

[neshamaprincess]

Don’t imagine that the reason why Clarke sleeps on top of the rover every day for the next 2199 days is because she likes falling asleep, looking up, at the thought of him looking down at her 😩😩😩❤

[blyedeeks]

Clarke’s head is with Bellamy 

and Bellamy’s heart is with Clarke

6 years through time

Thousands and thousands of miles apart across the universe

[helennadia]

Instead of telling Bellamy to hurry. I believe Clarke was going to say she loved him. You can see her hesitate for a couple seconds. CLARKE GRIFFIN WAS FINALLY GOING TO CONFESS.

But, she saw it in his eyes. She knew that if she said it, he would have stayed, for her. That the whole speech about him needing to use his head over his heart wouldn’t have mattered anymore. Because, he finally would know the truth. That she loves him just as much as he loves her.

He would have told Raven to leave that he had to make sure Clarke would be safe. Even if his life would end and Clarke was NOT about to let that happen. So she will wait. 2,199 days and counting. Waiting for the one day she can look him in the eyes and say “I love you.”

[alwaysaprille]

april im so stressed and ik i shouldnt be after that soulmate shit they gave us but... bellamy thinks clarke is dead. and its been 6 YEARS so don't you think he moved on? and probably w raven bc they showed us them having a 'connection' and idk. im just sad about this whole thing. i hate to be negative but i had hope abt them until the end and i cant spend 9 months feeling like this :(

No, I don’t think Bellamy has truly moved on and I think we’ll see that in their reunion. Clarke thinks Bellamy is dead and she hasn’t moved on and a sexual relationship, or indeed another relationship period in no way interferes with the possibility of Bellarke. 

I think a lot of people see the “You with me?”/”Always.” conversation as a setup for potential Br/ven but like…that conversation was about….Clarke. It makes no sense to pick and choose which parts of a conversation you are going to consider when dissecting it for evidence:

Raven: “You think we can do this without her (Clarke)?”

Bellamy: “If we don’t, she (Clarke) died in vain and I’m not going to let that happen.” (He will not let Clarke’s sacrifice be for nothing or be forgotten, he is going to ensure that the 7 of them on the Ring survive because Clarke gave her life for them.)

We see Raven’s face, she is crying. She is crying because she thinks her friend is dead. She is crying because she thinks her friend has died sacrificing her life for them. This is not a romantic moment. 

Bellamy: “You with me?” (Considering Bellamy had the lines directly before this, it stands to reason he’s asking Raven if she’s with him in ensuring that Clarke’s legacy continues.)

Raven: “Always.” (Raven has is promising to work towards keeping Clarke alive through them here.)

Bellamy and Raven are grieving right now neither of them are thinking about anything but Clarke here and to take a moment that is so clearly about grief and turn it into a romantic segue isn’t cool. If Bellamy and Raven are going to be a thing at some point, it will happen over the course of next Season, but I seriously doubt it. 

And the ending shot?

There’s literally a person sized space between them, because Clarke has always been there:

You can also compare this to how closely Bellamy and Clarke stand next to one another:

And then compare that to how close Bellamy and Raven typically stand next to one another:

Bellamy, Raven and Clarke are a team, especially last Season, when there was no real conflict between Bellamy and Clarke so they used Raven to provide it. 

Let’s also not forget that in 4x12, the episode before this, Bellamy was literally willing to leave Raven to die, alone on Science Island, with no regrets, but when he realized that they left Clarke to die, all alone, on Earth, his response was:

“I left her. I left her and we die, anyway.”

Clarke is Bellamy’s person. And when he realizes that she’s alive…oh boy.

[morleybell]

or forever.

[montygreen]

let me tell you what I wish I’d known, when I was young and dreamed of glory, you have no control, who lives, who dies, who tells your story.

[raincityruckus]

initially, the choice to have this very unnatural reflection in clarke’s eyes seemed really strange to me but it’s the ark ring

symbolically not literally