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My remix of Hell is finally out!! The Buried Alive release includes the full remixed track as well as the version used in the music video. Link to said music video can be found on Bandcamp under the Buried Alive release description.
recently I’ve been having a hard time getting other opportunities in audio and… it really sucks ngl!
Interviewed for two places, both jobs were not something i actually would have liked. I was kinda bummed I didn’t get a second interview at the one place bc it still would have been nice to have been invited into the room, given an opportunity.
Earlier this year I was put in contact with a new venue, they told me they’d reach out around summer. Venue opens at end of the month, never was contacted. Maybe that’s on me, maybe I should have followed up… but part of me feels I shouldn’t have to beg to be invited to the table. If they wanted me there, they would have reached out.
two other small venues in town opened up, real easy stuff- stuff I’m frankly overqualified for. Emailed my resume and recommendation. No response. Tried to follow up, no response. The booker of the one venue stated in an interview they were a “mini” version of the venue I work at… okaaaayyy sure…
last year I reached out to a company. They let me come in and tour the space, hangout for the day. That was that. Recently found out they hired a guy that interned under me/the venue I work for… worked with him today, he still is super green a year later.
it’s been very discouraging and hard for me to keep my head up ngl. I know that if I didn’t get those opportunities then they never really were for me. But also, I need money? I’d like to apply my skills in more spaces, it helps me learn. But I’d also like to move up just a little bit.
It’s hard for me to not think that im being looked over and passed upon for one reason or another. I’m afab and present that way in an extremely male dominated industry, although my local area is very left leaning. I’m pretty young, but have ten years of experience, multiple certifications, I’m more than qualified to mix in most spaces in the area. Maybe I come off insecure or in ways I don’t mean to? I don’t know… it just sucks.
why is applying for state assistance the worst thing in the world... Got denied for not providing proof of income even though i submitted proof.... wtf
so it's bc I had a union gig that I said i wasn't working any more and the case worker didn't update it... i hate
i quite literally cannot continue to do IATSE union work bc I do not get paid through IATSE, I get paid by the job contractors. So i have multiple checks coming from multiple sources and I might only get One check from them a year. My case worker told me I'd have to get verification letters when ever the work starts and stops and I dont even know how I would go about that bc I don't actually work at these companies... Nightmare night mare nightmare. I'm just trying to make money to live and apparently the government doesn't like that... the system works exactly how it is intended.....
why is applying for state assistance the worst thing in the world... Got denied for not providing proof of income even though i submitted proof.... wtf
so it's bc I had a union gig that I said i wasn't working any more and the case worker didn't update it... i hate
why is applying for state assistance the worst thing in the world... Got denied for not providing proof of income even though i submitted proof.... wtf
Actually when I say “fuck all billionaires” I particularly mean Taylor “having my wedding in the middle of the busiest city in the world on the busiest weekend in the world in the part of the city the majority of commuters need to get through because fuck working people” Swift
fuck you if you like this dumb nepo baby white supremacist.
got really sad last night bc we had a power flicker and the wii and 360 were not turning on... i got the wii for my 7th birthday and so she's been in my life for exactly 19 years as my birthday is tomorrow. Luckily the surge protector in the power supplies just needed to reset and they both turned on this morning :)
just saw Obsession. holy hell what a wretched fucking movie. It's Great!
I realized what Layne meant by “pink cloud has now turned to gray” tonight
the first month and a half was so much easier. The past couple weeks have been… uncomfortable and upsetting. I’ve thought about drinking frequently, and drinking wasn’t even something I did a lot. I really don’t think about smoking weed much, but drinking… I’ve thought about relapsing a lot. I legitimately got pissed off when I realized I had to be sober the day trump dies. But then I remembered that I allow myself psychedelics as long as I keep it in check. But that’s the issue isn’t it, the wanting to be fucked up and allowing myself to do so. The issue is that I’m just like my dad, so why would I allow myself to act like him?
I want to be sober. I choose to be sober. But I really am fighting off a relapse hard.
it’s not good when you realize how much u relate to bojack
damn right i’m roleplayong a philosopher get the FUCKKKK OUT MY BARREL
first time my dad has reached out to me in a week and he’s asking me to bring him edibles to my cousin’s high school graduation… bro
just did maybe the most intensely interconnected on the spot tarot spread of my life. Holy shit.
I think I’m feeling extra tender bc I started opening up a little bit to my mentor and when I opened up to my previous mentor he cut of contact with me. I know this time is different though bc he’s actually a good guy this time around but I think I’m still so scared of being abandoned by every older figure in my life the moment I become “too much”.
on a real note, how does one heal emotional neglect and is it actually possible. I feel like I’m dying
I think one of the funniest abortion stances I've heard was from my parents neighbor. He's a like, hard-core libertarian viking larper guy who is very tall and very fat and very bald.
He believes a fetus is human with a soul, but also its "basically attacking the woman's body" so if she wants to get rid of it, that's "basically self-defense". He compared it to shooting a home invader. So he supports abortion not as healthcare, but as killing a baby in self-defense
Y'know I'm so glad someone reminded me of this. Because this was also discussed.
My stepmother did NOT like the way her Libertarian Viking Neighbor framed pregnancy as the fetus "attacking the woman". She incredulously told him this was extremely disrespectful to expectant mothers to portray pregnancy as so violent and negative.
Libertarian Viking Neighbor's response was that people consensually hurt each other all the time, and "there's like a whole community about that, with the acronym the one that starts with a B" And his reasoning was that if the mother was consenting to bring attacked by the baby, it in fact wasn't violent and negative because there was consent.
He brought up people consensually hurting each other, didn't go for one of the obvious answers like boxing or body mods or something, no he went STRAIGHT TO BDSM and he DIDN'T EVEN REMEMBER THE ACRONYM
wow what a big terrible week for me... dad drank in front of me and I realized both my parents just do not put any effort into our relationship. had to deal with a teen harassing another teen at work.... big emotions there. Kept getting hit with waves of "i wish i had parents" and also "i want to do drugs"..... my grandpa went to the hospital for chest pains, but luckily he is ok. drained and tired as fuck. once i get through this week, my income becomes unstable as well and its gonna be tight living for a couple months.......
