hii

i'm gonna be talking here about my stuff, with little to no coherence, thanks!

[sp8ce-queen]

those guys seem nice...

[clayd]

everybody say thank you Ryan gosling for freeing George O'Malley from my mind

[inconspicuouspigeon]

I know this has been spoken about it but I find it absolutely hilarious that the project Hail Mary fandom is just fucking eating anything adjacent to it. The Martian, random bits of Star Trek, the entire gosling cinematic universe. I’m losing my shit. I’m on my seventh gosling movie of the month. Help.

[chronicyurning]

Can we please acknowledge how perfect a movie Drive (2011) is for autism. Like…it’s slow paced, has minimal dialogue, beautiful visuals, stimulating music, a good plot, and the main character is some lonely dog of a man that puts so much emotion into his eyes it’s insane. He intrigues me so much.

Driver gives little smiles in place of words and the part of me that doesn’t know how to communicate feels seen by that. Other characters’ acceptance of his silence genuinely feels so refreshing—like I wish real life was like that. And that’s not to mention that Driver is a SAD character. He’s cast out and I feel like a lot of autistic people can resonate with those feelings of alienation.

The thing that reels me in most I think is that he’s not a bad guy. Despite being in those dude bro sigma lists, Driver doesn’t really fall in with those characters. He never speaks ill on his woman or his boy. Never hits them. On the contrary, everything he does is FOR them. Others’ crimes are their lack of humanity whereas Driver’s is his abundance of it. He’s so passionate it hurts. And maybe it speaks to the whole strong sense of rules and morality that some autistics have, but I feel that so much.

Just look at him :(( every time he smiles it’s to the people he loves and cares for. And they’re okay with him doing only that because he shows his love in ways other than words. I lob him…

[clayd]

30 min into Drive and he sure doesn't talk much twin just another me

[clayd]

started The Fall Guy for Ryan Gosling and left obsessed w Tom Ryder

[scout-spaeny]

trinity is not used to aftercare. with yolanda, it might be a glass of water and the opportunity to use the shower but after that, it’s backs turned and the expectation that she leaves quietly and discreetly.

she assumes that’s what baran would want too. after all, she’s an attending. she can’t be seen with a resident.

so, when trinity spends the night at baran’s and quietly sneaks out once she falls asleep, she assumes this is how they’re going to go. out of the frying pan, into the fire, or however the stupid saying goes.

she’s not massively mad about it.

baran doesn’t have neighbours that watch her through a crack in the door or a doorman to do the walk of shame past nor do her floorboards creak when she’s tiptoeing down the hallway. no, her place is much easier to sneak out of.

that being said, she lives a lot further away from trinity’s apartment than yolanda does and it’s too late for ubers to be a reasonable price so she toughs it out and walks it, crashing the minute she gets through the door.

it’s fine. it was worth the evening.

the real trouble is when she gets to work.

trinity assumes it’ll just be another standard we-pretend-we-are-colleagues-and-nothing-else act that she’s used to. a lingering glance here and there perhaps, maybe a nod layered with something behind their eyes, but nothing more. baran’s a private, professional person, even more so than yolanda.

which is why she’s surprised when baran walks into the er with red-rimmed eyes, frazzled hair and a worried look on her face that says she hasn’t slept all night.

“where the hell did you go?”

[clayd]

this was the best movie I've ever seen

[torivegaondrugs]

thought tumblr would like this

[clayd]

this is gen me most times

[clayd]

one scenario about the careers around the main guys: Effie, haymicht, Katniss, Peeta, Annie and Finnick but they actually don't talk that much and don't have a real personality. It's much more focused on the careers and them having fun and their way of handling trauma and their universe.

I waited too much to write it so here's the summary:

There's a platform with all the mentioned and first Cato jumps in from a portal that they casted and he's full of blood and surrounded by people that he's killing, a bunch of them follows him and they fight in front of everyone and he kills them all and from the portal again Marvel and Glimmer come out also fighting for their life's and on the other said of the portal you can see there's life a tumultuous and there's Clove in the middle and Marvel jumps back in to keeps fighting and Glimmer and Cato are already aware that they're in another universe and Glimmer is actually really injured and she's on the floor and Cato is told that they can and will help her so he's screaming for Clove to finish and come their way bc he does want to leave wherever they are and eventually she does and the end up all in the other side and they help Glimmer extremely fast and they're all joking and laughing at each other throughout all this time and they look feral to the others and they're being assured that theyre fine there and they're trying to tell them and explain things and they're really distracted and talking to each other instead and at some point Peeta handles them a piece of bread giving out one on one ends up w them thinking they only ere given one piece to only one person so they steal it from each other and fight rough and theyre desperate and Marvel gets it and he jumps of the cliff that the platform is in ans he lands in the lake and is laughing and eating the bread and up the team are concerned and weird out by what theyre doing and the guys are mad horribly mad but Marvel's the only one who can swim so Cato goes to trow someone's blade at him and Peeta goes to stop him but Glimmer intervenes and pushes him and he grabs her so they're on the lake and Marvel has to swim for the three of them and both finnick and katniss want to interviene but they saw that Peeta's fine and don't interviene and then someone how Cato is also down there but then they got to the side and they're laughing and Clove from up asks haymich if he's going to kill them just bc and he says no and he tells them he said no and they cheer and she asks if theyre going to kill them bc they push Peeta to the lake and he couldn't swim and he says no again and she repeats it and they cheer again and its all really silly and she asks one more time and it goes again but this time she calls out to Marvel so she jumps in the water and he goes to bring to the edge and they wash off the blood from their body and clothes and Peeta is to the side just watching them and thinking how they're gonna go up and that's it

[clayd]

I didn't know bold letters could flick on your vision, first time it happened

[twistedfortunes]

The way George describes Olivia as "the girl that I could one day potentially... well, not love but like a whole lot." The way Callie loved him but he didn't love her back (arguably just to the same degree). And him not sleeping around could just be a difference in approach and/or libido (which would also be fine) but what if he's (maybe gray) aroace?

I like this for him because it doesn't rule out the possibility of either attraction, which he has shown signs of; but means it's not the default setting it is for a majority of people. It could also be part of why he's so close with his friends and why those relationships are so important to him, to the point of interfering with his romantic relationship.

[clayd]

Bones headcanonns

(it's not creative, just my thoughts)

1. Zack Addy (he/him) transmale, gay.

2. Seeley Booth (he/they) genderqueer, bisexual.

3. Angela Montenegro (she/her) trans in some way, bisexual.

4. Jack Hodgings (he/they/it/zir) transman, bisexual.

(They're all bisexual it's not my fault)

5. Wendell Bray (she/he) demiwoman, bisexual.

6. Camille Saroyan (she/her) trans woman, bisexual.

7. Temperance Brennam (they/she) genderqueer, pansexual.

8. Lance Sweets (he/him) transman, bisexual.

[emziess]

Dr Shen & Dr Ellis' handshake after night shift crawlers huddle

[clayd]

Item: Your First Video Game Rarity: ⏶ Common

What was your first video game?

Feed your dashboard by answering my question, blogger.

Watched: Mario Bros, my sister and cousin playing in my uncle's console, maybe a ps2

Played: Halo in my cousin's pc

[clayd]

sometimes I feel like this