“There are going to be days when you get irritated by the tiniest of things. You don’t know why but you can’t help but be rude and yell. Especially to the people who are only trying to truly help. There are going to be days when you start crying like a baby even though the minute before you were laughing so loud. You have no idea why but the tears won’t stop and honestly, you don’t want them to either. Cry. It releases toxins and you will feel better after. There are going to be days when you don’t want to talk to someone you love even when they have done absolutely nothing for you be repelled by them. You don’t know why but just want to go away, run away from them. Run. It’s okay. There are going to be days when you are needed by someone you truly care about but you can’t help them. You can’t do anything for them because you are fighting to help yourself even though you don’t know what you’re fighting against. It’s okay. Fight. Wound. Heal. There’s no help you can give when you’re struggling to survive. They will understand. There are going to be days when you miss someone terribly even though they have done a great wrong to you. You don’t know where all the anger has vanished and you don’t want to feel this way. But you do. It’s okay. Feel. And remember, it’s not necessary that you will continue feeling this way for all days to come. The anger may return. But for now, it’s okay to miss them. Outbursts. Meaningless words. Hurtful behaviour. All of this happens because we try so hard to shove away how we feel. To ignore what our soul is trying to tell us, warn us against. It keeps knocking at our brains but we ignore. This is what I’ve learned. And I am going to try and remember all of this and apply it. I’m going to try hard, I swear.”
blakekathryn
andulkaphoto
pixelskylines
romaincrisis
