Controlled Chaos

Careful what you get attached too!

[in-the-depths-of-solitude]

[cloudy549]

I don’t open up because I’ve learned to be careful.

Not because I don’t feel deeply,

but because I do.

I’ve handed people pieces of my heart,

shared my fears, my hopes, my scars,

only to watch them walk away

like those pieces meant nothing at all.

I don’t stay quiet because I have nothing to say.

I stay quiet because every time I’ve found the courage to speak,

I’ve ended up carrying the pain alone.

I’ve learned that vulnerability feels like standing in the rain,

waiting for someone to offer shelter,

only to realize you’re the only one getting soaked.

So I build walls,

not to keep people out,

but to protect what’s left inside.

Because when I open up,

I always seem to end up getting hurt.

And after enough heartbreak,

silence starts to feel safer than honesty.

Yet beneath these walls,

there’s still a heart hoping one day

someone will prove that opening up

doesn’t have to end in pain. ❤️

[woundsoflove]

My mind wanders, but it always finds you.

[sexandsophistication-deactivate]

[stuckinapril]

[birdy-lady]

the intimacy of knowing how to make someone’s perfect cup of coffee or tea

[silent-insanities]

I'd hold your hand through it all.

[thinkabtyah]

Date idea:

i suck your clit till you’re sobbing and overstimulated, body twitching as you desperately beg me to stop cuz your poor pussy can’t handle it

[leahberman]

[allsadnshit]

Sometimes you really gotta decide for yourself it's the last time the universe gonna teach you that same lesson

[dykedysphemism]

i wanna drive my girl insane with a mix of soft praise and degradation.

“you’re such a dumb girl, aren’t you pretty?”

“that’s right — shut your little brain off and just follow my orders.”

"such a good toy for me to play with, so cute.”

[the-w0nder-beards]

Tahoe sunset. 🌅

[limmiteddepth]

Monterey Bay Aquarium. limmiteddepth.

[tueriesoi]

hey can my tongue come play with your tongue?

[perriaeyjeve]

[littlemissfunshineinflorida2]

[mournfulroses]

Julia de Burgos, from Song of the Simple Truth: Poems of Julia de Burgos; "Sidereal Colloquy,"