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pwDID, 21, They/He | ollie 🔒

[cloudydidit]

shout out to all the “i/me” systems, i never see yall anymore im alone here please make yourself present 😞

[antiendovents]

shoutout singlets who hate endos too !! like IM GLAD YOURE ON THE RIGHT SIDE BABES <3 /ndir .

!!!

we LOVE educated singlets

[antiendovents]

...what even did I just stumble across

Literally no what the actual fuck headmates are created when there is a need for them NOT when you suddenly decide 'oop I want another one' and just pretend. That's all these people do. They pretend and they're literally admitting it.

.......

What the fuck is wrong with people. Bro I'm gonna go bash my head into a wall

THEY'RE JUST OUTRIGHT ADMITTING THEY'RE ROLEPLAYING AT THIS POINT

[cloudydidit]

Normalize roleplaying as OCs instead of making it be a disorder... IT'S OKAY TO JUST ROLEPLAY THAT'S VALID. What's not valid is pretending to have a disorder so you can just...........play pretend????

[apl-slurpie]

🍎 F2U - like and/or reblog if used - (pro)endos these are not for you, make your own ☘️

[akrasianwords]

I miss klance

[cloudydidit]

DON'T WE ALL

[rowanyte]

He's come to repay the kindness tenfold :]

[thezenangel]

youtube channels to motivate you this semester

♡ abao in tokyo - study with me’s & playlists

♡ advika singh - study & productivity vlogs

♡ allie c. - medical school vlogs

♡ carrot td - study with me’s

♡ celine - study with me’s

♡ deaana - medical school, study with me’s, stationary, etc.

♡ dear mimi - study vlogs

♡ dia - medical student vlogs

♡ dr. rachel southard, do - medical school & residency vlogs & talks

♡ emily feng - medical school vlogs

♡ emilystudying - dental school & study vlogs

♡ emma grace - nursing school vlogs

♡ emmalilyn - study with me’s

♡ ginny - study vlogs

♡ hyobin - medical student vlogs

♡ leighton sanders - nursing vlogs

♡ lucky penny - study with me’s

♡ lunardazes. - uni study vlogs

♡ madi’s nursing journey - nursing school & nursing vlogs

♡ mango oatmilk - study with me’s

♡ maria silva - study & hospital interning vlogs

♡ merve - study with me’s

♡ mishujo - study & productive vlogs

♡ nada - study & productivity vlogs

♡ ray hon - study with me’s

♡ sab yang - medical school & study vlogs

♡ sean study - study with me’s

♡ sierra lyn - nursing vlogs

♡ studymd - study with me’s

♡ study to success - stationary, study with me’s, study hacks, etc.

♡ tani study - study with me’s

♡ yours truly, chloe - study vlogs

♡ yulma - study with me’s

[malusokay]

focus on the likes and not the wants

you may not want to clean your room, but you like the peace and call it brings you after

you may not want to study, but you like the confidence and satisfaction you get from being prepared

you may not not want to apologise, but you like the relief and connection that reconciliation brings

you may not want to cook, but you like the satisfaction of eating a healthy come cooked meal prepared with love

you may not want to exercise, but you like how you feel afterwards and how it makes you confident

you may not want to journal or write, but you like the reflection and calm it brings you

you may not want to step out of your comfort zone, but you like the new experiences and growth you gain from it

my insta @ malusokay

[dreamcircuitsys]

DID is fucking with my gender rlly bad and my friend said I should reach out so. Trans systems with complicated genders reblog so I know ur out there???

I would love to hear ur experiences bc I’m getting my ass kicked by gender

[cloudydidit]

i never know my gender or pronouns.. i always say “hell if i know..” and then when asked my pronouns i just go “uhh..he/they..sometimes she?” identity confusion really sucks. my closet is half fem half masc and a few enby items 😭 its so confusing and hard and really fucking frustrating. at this point i say im genderfluid with a more masculine lean

the constant “should i do T? what about my littles?” “should i chop off my chest? but then sometimes i wish it was bigger so that wouldnt work..?” “yay! trans tape in my amazon cart! *2 days later* wait i swear i had trans tape in here??” “i miss my long hair.” “ew my hairs so long i feel to feminine time to chop it all off!!!!”

its a CONSTANT battle.

[osddid-i-do-that]

For any system that needs to hear this:

Experiencing periods of silence in your brain is normal. You’re not making it up or faking or actually just a singlet just because you can’t hear other alters 24/7/365.

[okiimii]

if you post to systemcringe, you are posting for neurotypical entertainment <3

i hope you’re happy with bullying people so others can make fun of them and feel just as pathetic <3

[multiplesillylittleguys]

I wonder how an endo would react to actual OSDDID distress. Like an intense flashback where alters are screaming and crying and freaking out, where you're hyperventilating and get forced out of front because you're in too bad a mental state, even though everyone is.

Or when you're being taken advantage of because of your amnesia, perhaps adding to your already huge pile of trauma.

Or being somewhere, no idea how you got there and completely lost, panicking because how the hell are you going to find your way home? Where is home? Who even are you?

*actual* OSDDID isn't fun. It isn't just having people in your head. There's so much distress involved in this.

-Jayden

(ENDOS AND PRO-ENDOS DNI)

[mushiver]

I know what you're all definitely thinking. What if everyone from Gravity Falls was a chair. Well, I was bored enough at 3am to think about that too

[chxrrie-bxmb-deactivated2025090]

Shout out to all the OSDD systems out there with a lower alter count, little to know fictives/introjects, and very little access to your innerworld/headspace (if you even have one at all). You aren't mentioned much if at all in system spaces, but you are seen and loved <3

[cloudydidit]

every now and then i’m like, “huh. these ‘system spaces’ aren’t very great. i wish there was a better place for systems where people are real and not tryna romanticize nor overly dramatize DID/OSDD.” and then i remember tumblr exists (at least the space i make it on here). i really should move here instead of sitting on twitter all the time but i’m such an old man when it comes to tumblr 😭

[neurosys-system]

Reminder that DID, like every mental illness, is on a very wide spectrum. There's such a strange emphasis in the community on stuff being a "DID thing" vs an "OSDD thing" or it's "P-DID actually". People get wrapped up trying to catagorize themselves when it really actually has no tangible benefit to you. Therapists make the distinction to formulate their therapy approach, but to you, the system, it makes no difference. Going "oh but I just have OSDD not DID" does nothing to help you cope, recover, or process your symptoms. Your symptoms are your symptoms regardless of if they're following these arbitrary lines in the sand. You and your system should be focused on healing, not on what checkbox in a book you fit best.

[rainbow-glittery-gutz]

Still loving your headmates while still not wanting DID can absolutely co-exist btw

Someone had the nerves to accuse our co-host of romanticizing DID all bc he vented about not wanting DID while still mentioning he still loves us despite it bc he didn't want us to see it and feel like we were hated