Beautiful Disaster

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Today is one of those days I don’t feel like being a parent. I’m super exhausted and Ashtyn won’t cut me a break.

She’s been super clingy lately and we had a long weekend that we are recovering from.

Her new thing is being super clingy. And if you set her down to use the bathroom she tantrums...

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I will admit....I have days like this. They make me feel horrible sometimes but I keep in mind that tomorrow is a new day. Some days my daughter causes me so much stress that I will break down and cry but other days (most days) she brings me so much joy that I think my heart will explode. It's those days that make it all worth it.

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• Accidentally close a tab? Ctrl+Shift+T reopens it. • Bananas release dopamine, eat them when you’re sad. • CTRL+SHIFT+ESC is the one handed version of CTRL+ALT+DEL • Don’t brush your teeth hard, it makes them sensitive and removes enamel. • Don’t like spiders? Put citronella oil on your walls and they will not go there. • Drink one glass of water for every alcoholic drink you have, you’ll get drunk without getting a hangover. • Get clear ice cubes by boiling water before freezing it • Heal paper cuts and immediately stop the pain with chapstick. • If you accidentally write on your dry erase board with a permanent marker, scribble over it with a dry eraser marker to remove it. • If your shoes smell, put them in the freezer overnight, it will kill the bacteria.  • Make bug bites stop itching with a banana peel. • Make a paper longer with 12-point text, but 14-point periods and commas. • Need to get around a blocked website at work? Try replacing the http:// with https:// • Never send your resume as a word file (unless asked) Instead, print it to a pdf file, it’s much cleaner and professional looking. • Pick a flavor of gum you don’t normally chew, and chew it while studying during a test. • Place a piece of bread in a container with your homemade cookies and  they will stay soft. • Put a dry towel into a dryer with wet clothes, they will dry faster. • Put toothpaste on a pimple and it will dry out. • Practise fake smiling in the mirror every day before going to work/school, you’ll genuinely start to feel happier. • Rub canola/olive oil on knives before cutting onions, you won’t cry, alternatively chew gum and you won’t either. • Short on time with a wrinkled dress shirt? Hang it up in the bathroom to steam it flat. • The night before, place things you don’t want to forget the next morning on top of your shoes. • Use hydrogen peroxide to remove blood stains from clothing. • When cleaning windows use newspapers or coffee filters instead of paper towels, they will not leave streaks. • When microwaving bread products/pizza put a glass of water in with it, it will keep your bread for going spongy. • When you move into a new place you’re renting, take pictures of any and all damage, then post them on facebook (privately if preferred) so you can use the reference date as proof you didn’t do it. • When searching plane tickets online delete your cookies prior, prices go up when you visit a site multiple times. 

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i feel so enlightened.

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Well I had always snored really loudly (more just like extremely heavy breathing) and had trouble breathing do we went to the ENT and apparently my tonsils were so big that they were blocking 60% of my airway! After I got them out the surgeon came in and told me parents they were bad parents for waiting for long to take them out because my tonsils were full of gunk and huge haha

Yeah my tonsils ended up being bigger than my ENT thought. He said that what he could see before actually starting the surgery was just the tip of the iceberg. My tonsils didn't start giving me problems until last year though but I'm still glad to have them out.

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My mommy blog

www.lifeofanarmywife89.tumblr.com

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way cool

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Watching Strange Sex

....and DAMN, this woman has the largest natural breast in the world!!! She wears a size 102 ZZZ bra and her breasts combined weigh 85 lbs. SHE LIVES IN ARLINGTON, VA. I live like 1hr 15 min from there!!!

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Maternity/Motherhood blog

http://expectingunexpectedly89.tumblr.com/

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Going through old blog posts

one of my favorite pastimes....

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Th1rteen R3asons Why

This is such a good book!!! I didn't get a chance to pick up 50 Shades of Grey before my trip to NY but I had got this book a while back and never read it. It's a little tricky to explain what the book is about but here goes. A highschooler named Clay receives some old audio tapes from an unknown sender. On the tapes is the voice of a girl (Hannah Baker) who had committed suicide a month or so earlier. On the tapes, she is explaining how several people are responsible for her death and how the people listening to the tapes are one of those people. The rest of the book is spent with Clay listening to each of the tapes anxiously awaiting to find out how he is partially responsible for this girl killing herself. 

I normally don't like suspense stories or movies because I'm an impatient person, but this book held my attention really well. READ IT!!!!

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hmmmmm...

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50 Shades of Grey

I think the next time i'm at walmart, I'll pick this book up. I'm not a huge reader (boo, I know), but I want to see what all the hype/controversy is over this book. I know its an erotic novel and i've never read one. Should be interesting to lose my virginity to this literary porno. 

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Can't keep tearing at unhealed wounds

Step 1 - having a big falling out

Step 2 - convince yourself this is really the end of our friendship

Step 3 - go a couple weeks to a month without missing the other

Step 4 - start wondering how the other is doing in life

Step 5 - start checking out the other's tumblr or facebook

Step 6 - gradually start missing the other till it becomes all consuming

Step 7 - contact the other

Step 8 - convince yourself things will work this time.

Step 9 - give friendship another try

Step 10 - repeat step one

The steps may not be quite the same for you, but the general flow of things is there. Bottom line is: I can't do this anymore.

I'm so tired of missing you all the time. Sometimes I can't even figure out why I miss you. Every time we have a falling out, you call me a bad friend, a bad person, and make some negative comment about my relationship. It really hurts my feelings  but after some time, it's like I forget all the mean things you said. 

I want to be your friend so bad sometimes, but I have to accept that we no longer have the compatibility to have a functional relationship as friends. Perhaps its been that way for a long time but we keep trying to cheat the system. Why wouldn't we try? We had such amazing chemistry when we first started out as friends and that's not to say there's not still chemistry there, it's just not enough anymore. 

It's going to be a long journey trying to move on for real this time. It's just like when you have a really bad break-up. It takes time to get over because everything makes you think of that person. Songs, movies, quotes, places, people, and feelings in general. You're in so many things for me as i'm sure I am for you. 

Maybe after some time really passes, things will get easier. Seems really hard now with everything going on in our lives. It's going to feel so strange not having you at my baby shower this weekend. Lord knows I've thought about inviting you at least a dozen times. It'll feel even stranger when I have my baby and you don't come to visit. And you...it seems your life is really taking off (yes I reached step 5). You've met your dream guy and you've made things such as fitness, fashion, reading, and writing such a huge priority in your life. You seem really happy. It just seems strange to not be apart of each other's life at such a crucial time. 

I just want you to know that even if I don't want to at times (because of how painful it is), I will always miss you. I will never let myself forget certain memories such as Bartebly, starbucks with Brandon and Jeremy after school, Ultrabar, Florida, all of our sleepovers, and all of our late night talks about life and love. 

I wish you all the best in life. I will no longer be checking in on your tumblr because i'll never move on if I don't stop. I'll always wonder about you. Know, that i'm not saying goodbye for forever because no matter how serious and permanent things seem at the time, change is possible. We may not be right for each other right now, but maybe someday when we're more mature and more established, we'll find each other again. 

So goodbye..........for now.

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A quote by the flawless Paulo Coelho, my favorite author!

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too funny not to reblog

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