My therapist told me to socialize

30's, he-him, bi, Programmer but mostly end up writing SQL DM's encouraged, happy to chat or just be messaged at, and I don't mind being ghosted Trans rights y'all 🩷🩵🤍🩵🩷

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Welcome!

Heads up that I'm basically just in blue sky now. The URL is clustpression. I'll be on here very infrequently

Hi! This is my own blog for venting, posting, whatever feels right at the time.

As for asks/DM's, feel free to do either. I'm open to discussions or questions about basically anything, and I'd love to hear about your hyperfixations

About me:

In my 30's, bi dude who is also a programmer. Mostly write SQL, but do a good amount of Python as well.

Other notes, I've got ADHD and depression, as well as likely undiagnosed Autism. I tend to post about that a lot, because it's a wildly frustrating set of things to have.

I live in the US, and I support a basic standard of living for everyone, IE: shelter, food, opportunities, etc. Ideally, automation would allow us to reach the level of society where most everyone would be able to pursue their personal interests without fear of losing what they have due to things out of their control. I have basically zero confidence this will happen anytime soon, but it's a nice thought to have.

Generally I'll use the following tags:

#clustcomments - for any non-reblog post

#personal - for personal life posts

#reblog - for any and all reblogs

#shitpost - .....for shitposts

[cybelusreverie]

when the tv show has a controversial final season that changes the formula😍

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*monkeys paw finger curls*

*Attack on Titan final season*

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I hate visual studio

I was trying to debug a stupid C# form from like 6 years ago I made that I haven't touched since and I kept getting issues with the code I had saved and I couldn't figure out why. All of the references to packages from nuget were broken even after I tried reinstalling them

Turns out I moved it to a folder with a longer name and it was running into the windows max path length issue. Moved it to my documents folder and it was fine. Of course nuget didn't bother to tell me this in VS. Ffs y'all

[wisedreamdelusion]

don't fucking eat alone give me piece ii love pizza with grease

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Every time we eat and the dogs sit nearby looking longingly at the table I speak to my wife as the dogs: "<FOOD>? I WANT <FOOD>. I LOVE <FOOD>. <FOOD> IS MY FAVORITE! 🥺"

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I think one of these social media sites should implement a double dislike button system with dislike (affectionate) and dislike (derogatory)

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Alternatively maybe like a spraybottle button like you'd use on a dog when it does something it's not supposed to

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I think one of these social media sites should implement a double dislike button system with dislike (affectionate) and dislike (derogatory)

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Really wild how bennet foddy consistently produces content that is both hilarious and also will just piss you off, like this standard video format about a game he helped develop that is hilarious and will also just piss you off

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Jared leto as smoker in OPLA: I'm da smoker baby

[devilmaycry3dantesawakening]

kill la kill is one of those things where it's just like. yeah ok there's things to be said about the sexualization of high school girls and the rampant imagery of such a thing in otaku culture and that's probably not a good thing, i get it. i am not going to act like the show was made out of pure benevolent feminism either; there are a lot of bits where trigger very clearly tried to have their cake and eat it too, and while i don't think this is necessarily a bad thing because sexualized art and horny design is just as artistically valid as more strait-laced storytelling, i could not tell someone they're wrong for being made uncomfortable by all of the gratuitous ass shots of satsuki.

but if you change basically any single "problematic" facet of the show i just feel like all the intended themes don't work nearly as well. you can't make the characters not high-schoolers (the fascist imagery of japanese school uniforms is brought up by satsuki herself in the second episode) and you can't make senketsu and junketsu more modest (proud bodily autonomy and free-spirited nudity is thematic empowerment against the fascist antagonistic forces that want to garb themselves in clothing and only use sex as a nonconsensual means of humiliation and control). like it's so embarrassing to say "no dude you don't get it they look like that because of the story" but in kill la kill's case that's entirely it. they can't not look like that or else it's a completely different show thematically! ryuuko and satsuki are some of the best characters ever and are so refreshing for women in any sort of action fiction. please watch kill la kill.

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Jesus I'm watching yu yu hakusho again and they really didn't care about epilepsy did they with all the flashing

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Anybody want caldo? I made too much

[rabbitkinglune777]

the reception has been so crazy to me,,,,,,

[rabbitkinglune777]

omce again,,,ILY ALLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLL😭😭

thank you for 6K RAHGHHH

[a-silly-poll-side-blog-yay]

you have to fight with your pfp are you winning?

yes

no

nobody wins

dead before the battle even starts

barely

I AINT BEATING A KID/AN ANIMAL! >:(

that's a plain color/background bruh

results

Voting ended onMay 8

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Hey everyone I'm starting a volleyball team, help me out here

Wing spiker 1: Daichi Misawa

Wing spiker 2: Gundham Tanaka

Ace: Asahi Naruhaya

Setter: Shigeo Kageyama

Middle blocker 1: Hinata Hyuga

Middle blocker 2: Shukuro Tsukishima

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So tumblr apparently does this thing now on mobile where if you take a screenshot it opens up the 'share' menu immediately, which means I can't take a scrolling screenshot. I assume there's not a way to turn this off or get around it but someone let me know if there is

Hey @staff this sucks please don't do that and let me take a scrolling screenshot

[morepolls]

Which of these childhood online games/sites had the strongest hold on you?

Club Penguin

Moshi Monsters

Webkinz

Animal Jam

Neopets

Habbo

Stardoll

MovieStarPlanet

IMVU

Pixie Hollow

girlsgogames

I wasn't into any of these

Voting ended onApr 30

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Adventure quest 4 lyfe

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Send this to all the weird-angry boys in your life