Klonoa and Madoka Magica ruined my life

27 y/o cisgender autistic+adhd+ocd possibly aroace guy who loves tragedy a bit too much.

[cocoamooofficial]

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Media I like:

Those in bold are hyper-fixations or things I agonize over disliking.

-Super Mario and most sub-series (Wario Land, Donkey Kong Country, Mario and Luigi, Paper Mario, etc.) -Sonic Robo Blast 2 Kart -Pikmin -Chibi-Robo -Legend of Zelda 1991 - 2017(particularly Majora's Mask) -Kirby -Splatoon -Metroid -Sonic -Spyro -Crash Bandicoot -Ratchet & Clank -Klonoa 1 & 2 -Rayman -Shantae -Spark The Electric Jester -Pizza Tower -Rivals of Aether -Slap City -A Hat in Time -Shovel Knight -Freedom Planet -Banjo Kazooie -Yooka Laylee -Epic Mickey -Psychonauts -Mother 3 -Ib -Undertale + Deltarune -Yume Nikki and .flow -Witch's Heart(secondary) -Omori -LISA -Hello Charlotte(secondary) -Celeste -Night in the Woods -Doki Doki Literature Club -Silent Hill 2 -American Mcgee's Alice -Rule of Rose(secondary) -Kid Icarus -Team Fortress 2 -Nier Automata(secondary) -Metal Gear(secondary) -In Stars and Time(secondary) -Xenoblade Chronicles 3(secondary) -Signalis -Cry of Fear(though Andreas Ronnberg is a POS) -Mouthwashing

-1000xResist

Anime/Manga and VNs:

-Madoka Magica + Rebellion -Neon Genesis Evangelion -Serial Experiments Lain -Revolutionary Girl Utena + Adolescence -Oyasumi PunPun -Princess Tutu -Naoki Urasawa's Monster -Pluto -Houseki no Kuni -When They Cry -Pandora Hearts -Berserk -The House in Fata Morgana(ONLY the original novel) -Fullmetal Alchemist 2003 -Kagerou Project -Made In Abyss(Anime only) -Paranoia Agent -Chainsaw Man Part 1 -Tokyo Ghoul -Naruto -Haibane Renmei -Death Note -Fate/Zero -Mob Psycho 100

Western Animation and Live Action: -Steven Universe -Avatar + Legend of Korra -Gravity Falls -Over The Garden Wall -Infinity Train -Arcane Season 1 -Hilda(Netflix) -Kipo and The Age of Wonderbeasts -Amphibia -The Owl House -Spongebob Seasons 1-4 -Moral Orel -Bojack Horseman -Twin Peaks -Breaking Bad & Better Call Saul -She-Ra Seasons 1-4 -American Psycho

Media I thought was decent:

Shoujo Kageki Revue Starlight(I REALLY wanted to like this. Unfortunately, I couldn’t bring myself to really care for the characters)

-Flip Flappers(same reasoning as above, plus the constant fan-service turned me off real quick)

-Yuri Kuma Arashi(Again, same as Revue Starlight, though I did like its themes)

-Steins;Gate

-Shiguang Dailiren/Link Click

Media I dislike/have no interest in:

Nasuverse(little interest)

Wonderful Everyday - Discontinuous Existence(don't like)

Life is Strange

Made in Abyss(manga) (formerly a fan before I heard more about its problematic elements in the manga)

Tokyo Ghoul:re

Re:Zero(I only care about Subaru, but even then not enough to catch up with the WN/LN)

The RPG and Open World genres (no interest outside of very specific games)

Devilman

One Piece(I'm not into "doorstopper" media, especially since it isn't finished)

Blazblue

Cave Story

 Xenosaga

Muv-Luv(dropped)

 Kingdom Hearts(maybe I'll just play the first 3 games)

Higurashi Sotsu(SPECIFICALLY Sotsu. I enjoyed Gou a lot, but I feel that Sotsu really dropped the ball. I might rewatch it someday and try to look past some of its flaws)

She-Ra Season 5(I thought it was okay when I first watched it, but as time goes on I start to see more of its flaws, specifically all the plot points and subplots it throws out the window to solely focus on Catra and Adora)

Attack on Titan(I liked it before I learned how both of the main nations are stand ins for Nazi Germany and Imperial Japan. Also the ending is infamously awful.)

Arcane Season 2(Everything I liked about the first season is either ruined or missing entirely.)

-Fear & Hunger series(Just seems like it's bleak for its own sake)

-Homestuck(Just didn't click with me.)

-Alan Wake

-Omniscient Reader's Viewpoint(Long works are not my cup of tea, especially when I'm uncertain I'll enjoy them)

-Library of Ruina

[kozykricket]

so theres something i noticed in chapter 5. of course, the scene where ralsei is praying and flowery comes by for a chat.. has some implications that have much been discussed! and i certainly think theres something there... transfem ralsei is very plausible, or at least SOMETHIN with ralseis gender. but i want to pull your eyes towards this part of the scene:

when ralsei offers kris, asks which one they'd like

green and yellow? versus blue and pink? what does that mean?

well.

light world kris... vs dark world kris.

and if you think this is a stretch, it isnt the only time that the game has noted the contrast between kris' LW and DW designs. where else have we seen the difference noted? susie and ralseis reactions to Kris Tea

so... something to think about. ralsei... only really knows dark world kris, huh? or... likes them that way more...? ill leave What This Could Mean up to you. but i would certainly like to prime peoples brains on... the blue and pink not just being a nod to trans ralsei, but being ... well, a nod to KRIS.

[ahmadsfamily]

Unfortunately, I am fading 💔

The unbearable conditions we are living through in Gaza are slowly breaking me, and I have no strength left.

At the same time, my father is in critical condition and needs daily medication that we can no longer afford. Every day without treatment puts his life at serious risk.

We are living through something beyond our ability to endure.

If you’re reading this, please don’t scroll away. Your help could save my father’s life.

Please support us and share our story 🙏💔

📌 Fundraiser vetted (#167 by el-shab-hussein & nabulsi), But we created a new GoFundMe page because GoFundMe suspended the beneficiary’s account on the platform, which put us in a very difficult situation.

[bakedbananners]

dolorem ipsum / "pain itself"

[calamarispiderart]

in case i dont see ya,

[chonny-jash]

reposting this again because fuck you it's awesome and it's hitting the waves and that's awesome and basically deltarune is kinda awesome

[kiwisandpearls]

Someone has thankfully translated the recent wnk trailer and with it, some things stood out to me.

With the fact that mami saying this overlayed by the mystery girl fighting what seems to maybe be this world’s wraiths and them we see THIS kyubey later

Who has the same glasses and bow the mystery girl has, that leads me to believe the mystery is actually a kyubey who somehow managed to be able to transform into a magical girl. Maybe through this kyubey we’ll get an example of a kyubey being able to show emotions? Idk, just a thought

I don’t think we have ever heard of such a place, so I’m wondering if this is just a name for the transformation of being a magical girl to being a witch, or is something different. Or is this the name where sayaka is in the second picture?

These three images seem to imply mitakihara city wasn’t the only place walpurgisnacht has struck, which does make sense. And it explains how magical girls like mami knew about walpurgisnacht before. She (the witch) has already appeared in history. Which I think is such a cool concept.

I believe zi ding xiang is the one saying this, and if so that would explain why she and selma cannot forgive homura. In their eyes homura has torn away a valuable piece of the being that saved the two of them from falling into despair, even if homura had her own reasons for doing it. And since this line might pretty much confirm these two used to be witches but were saved by the loc before rebellion, it makes me wonder how they remember her. Did they somehow get their memories back on their own? Or did they venture into homuras world to get madoka back. That might explain why they’ve managed to threaten homura the way they have. Because they were ment to be part of homuras world she can’t control them like she can say sayaka or madoka.

(1/2)

[afusionoffandoms]

Turkey to imprison LGBT advocates, criminalize same-sex ceremonies in new bill: report - Stockholm Center for Freedom

Turkey’s justice ministry is drafting legislation that would imprison people for publicly praising LGBT identity, criminalize same-sex engag

[bisexualantagonist]

EXTRA INFO:

The Bill hasn't passed yet; however it is very likely. Turkey just shut down the social media accounts of LGBT+ organizations, and quietly banned/"made not possible to see" multiple dating apps for LGBT people such as Taimi. These are small steps leading up to this. Just less than a year ago the distribution of Estrogen was made ten times harder and hormone replacement therapy laws upped the transitioning age from 18 to 21. Please speak for us.

[fataltwelves]

LOVE FINDS ITS WAY TO THE GIRL.

(companion piece)

[fataltwelves]

can you teach me to be real?

[skulandcrossbones]

it's so wild to me that you absolutely cannot force a hyperfixation to happen. like you'll watch the most perfectly tailor-made-for-you content that everyone says you'll love and feel absolutely nothing, and then the thing you watch on a whim to fill time will reach through the screen and put its damn fingers in your brain and start rearranging the neurons right in front of you and every single time you're like THIS??? THIS??????? and this happens like every 6-12 months forever

[mogamuncher]

After years of trying to get myself into revenge stories (since my friends like them) and villainess isekai, the only times where I actually obsesses over series is over the four stories that seem to have nothing to do with my personal tastes

[cocoamooofficial]

Curse my autistic adhd ass for dropping all of these works relatively early on because of their length. Curse my brain for being unable to accept that I don’t like these things and believing that my formed opinions on them are wrong or invalid.

Like, i’m not even a fan of vns; I just dipped my toes in to read umineko then house in fata morgana, and let me tell ya, it took a fucking miracle to finish both of those.

Web novels and novels in general aren’t really my favourite either because I find it rather difficult to visualize everything that the text describes.

[dykklangelo]

deltarune in two weeks, walpurgisnacht rising in august, life is beautiful and worth living. never kill yourself.

[cocoamooofficial]

DELTARUNE CHAPTER 5 ON MY BIRTHDAY LET’S FUCKING GOOOOOOOOOOOOO

[penpoints-deactivated20220904]

DO YOU EVER JUST THINK ABOUT AN ANIME

THAT ONE ANIME

THAT WHENEVER YOU THINK ABOUT IT OR LISTEN TO THE THEME SONG OR TALK ABOUT IT YOUR CHEST GETS ALL TIGHT AND YOUR HEART STARTS TO JUST SWELL BECAUSE WOW YOU LOVE THAT ANIME SO MUCH 

[roseworth]

the best thing a character can be is passively suicidal and the second best thing a character can be is actively suicidal

[murderbot]

it's the final day for ammar's injection again and we have almost nothing. last week dragged on extremely agonisingly and caused us to rack up over $1000 extra in costs due to needs not being met in time and ammar getting worse

we didn't even pay all of that off. people did not help enough to pay it off and samah was forced to use some of the money saved up for evacuating ammar to pay off the extra costs of the medicine

please, please, let's not let this happen this time. we so desperately need this money, and we badly need it before it transforms into worse costs

this is on top of the fact that ammar is getting worse. his condition is so bad that he has already needed to go to the hospital today for an iv solution, and the doctor has made it clear that ammar will need the digoxin injection and the immune globulin injection simultaneously.

unlike other times, we WILL NOT be able to stagger it out. neither of them will be able to wait.

we need this money before 4 pm gazan time - while the other costs can be delayed, $2118 needs to be raised by then or ammar will require an intensive injection that will make the total costs over $6k

i will also add an update to the post when we are informed of the costs for the iv solution

i really hope you will help with as little as $3 or $5, which really, genuinely, does build up and helps so much together with other people

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[murderbot]

$1307 / $2118

not only have we passed the final deadline, we have passed the extra time the doctor estimated we could have for the final appointment time. it is now past 12 pm and we still need $811

this means we only raised $174 for ammar's immune globulin injection at all.

he has contracted chickenpox on top of everything, and therefore that means his life is in even more the danger the longer we dawdle with boosting his immune system. with it currently so suppressed, he is in danger of dying from it - it is not just a harmless disease, i need to make this painfully clear.

now that we have reached this point, he is in extreme danger of falling into a coma and never waking up again. the doctor doesn't have any ability to predict will happen after such a point

i am begging you to help him. even $3 and $5 really does add up to make a difference. any donation, any amount, can help. but please, we need people to help.

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[murderbot]

$1337 / $2118

$781 left

ammar now needs iv fluids again every two hours, each one of which costs $161 after fees. they've also put him in the intensive care unit, where he will be until 4 pm

please. the costs are going to increase exponentially. we had to pay over $1000 extra last week and use up passport money to do it.

the more we do that, the further away the possibility of ammar being able to evacuate and stop his condition worsening gets.

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[murderbot]

it has been over an hour since the last donation

i am begging you to help.

ammar is going to die, and samah will end up extremely in debt alongside it, at the rate this is going

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[mosttormentedcharactertournament]

Most Tormented Character Tournament SIDE B ROUND 4-1

Phosphophyllite (Land of the Lustrous) VS Homura Akemi (Puella Magi Madoka Magica)

Who has suffered more?

Phosphophyllite

Homura Akemi

Voting ended onMay 20

Remember - this is based off of who you think has gone through more, not who is your favorite!

Propaganda under cut! (spoilers!)

Phosphophyllite

Immortal being with literally no purpose

Lives on an island with only a few other people, who don’t like them very much

Is constantly hunted by space aliens due to being made up of gemstones

Is incredibly brittle and breaks easily

In pursuit of strength, they lose their legs, arms, head, and eye

Watches their first real friend die in front of them

Slowly uncovers that their guardian was lying to them about the truth behind the space aliens

Makes another friend, only for them to partially die and then turns into another person who hates them

Slowly loses all of the trust of their friends

Goes to the moon where the aliens live, and turns against the other gems

Learns that the aliens are trying to all die to finally move on and they need Phos’s guardian to do that

Accidentally becomes God and is abandoned as the last person on Earth

Eventually ends the existences of all remaining species

Alone on earth for 10,000 years

Eventually lets themself die in order to eliminate the last traces of humanity

Tried cutting off their arms once to become stronger to be more useful.

Keeps losing memories throughout the series due to losing body parts

Killed a close friend of theirs

Got heavily manipulated by the space aliens

Homura Akemi

Queen of time loops

Yet another victim of a codependent homoerotic teenage friendship

Best friend saved her from suicide only to die like a week later

Made a contract with an alien to exchange her soul for magical time powers so she could save her friend

Forced to relive her best friend dying over and over again

Lived the same month for 10 years

Discovered that even if magical girls don’t die, their souls eventually turn them into evil monsters called Witches

Accidentally made her best friend the most powerful Witch of all time

Best friend eventually breaks the time loop by becoming a literal god and vanishing from the physical plane

Forgot her best friend

Started hallucinating her friend after she disappeared

Her grief created a pocket dimension where she and her friends could be happy

Ended up breaking the illusion herself

Becomes a witch after being driven to madness from her grief and unrequited love

When her friend comes down as a god, she steals her power and becomes the devil

Creates an entirely new timeline where her friend can be happy and normal, but they can never truly be together

(Phos propaganda partially provided by dysmei)