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I feel this overly need to be pure/ a virgin/ is disgusting. Who put a woman's worth in some abstract idea. And if she does she is used. Not worth a damn fuck. Imagine, not being a virgin and you are now worthless , less than human, not worth anything. I hate you dad for it. Mention this bullshit of being a virgin.
Im not one anymore. Guess what? I am worth my weight in gold.
So FUCK YOUR SELF IN HELL.
He was a slut, fucked around at 13! But I'm worthless?! Fuck himself that worthless bitch. I hate you.
Well guess what? Sex? It was bad. I now ask whats the point? I had sex and it was bad. Just not worth it. But, he was a typical man. SELFISH. I felt trapped like I had to say yes. I hope he enjoys herpes. :D
Enjoy herpes bitch. So fun.
âŠI want to just draw a fashion zine of just Miss Piggy, oh my god. she is so underrated and underutilized, where is my succession-like muppets satire thing LOL I want it so bad. let me do it disney call me pls
my hiei built different. put his ass in a turtleneck let him exude vague but foreboding energies implying heâs grown as a person.
sketch + my personal headcanon features for an older/taller hiei! (timeskip hiei???)
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The anger at my situation and towards my sister.
Hit with a hanger. She laughed at me when I cried.
Come in and say "I don't care if you're mad." She was stronger than me. What was a 12 year old me going to do? Get hurt? I was scared. Parents could only do so much.
Put her hand down my shirt when she thought I wore her shirt. I hate her.
Threats of harm. She did hurt me.
She enjoyed the fear on my face. When confronted years later, she said , "Because the oldest sibling did it to me. I had to put on someone else." I have vomit in my mouth thinking about it.
Now told, "Don't speak Spanish," excuse you? Who are you to tell me that? I told her, "Fuck you."
She blew up, she can't not put her hands on me anymore. I will hit back. I will fight back, I got stronger after going to the gym while she stayed weak. I absolutely hate her. Dying of covid now. Hilarious. Blocked. Can not call me crying. Good.
Figure out life on her own with out her "sister" being there to help her. Not spending time, energy , and money on her.
The last word is mine.
Now, the goal is to no longer think about her. Be free of that leech.
Move on to heal my heart.
Looking back at this. Things have changed. I feel better.
does this get you going?
Drink water. Your veins will thank you. To get a blood draw becomes easier. Hydration is important.
Killers' Big Spoon vs. Little Spoon! HCs
Everybody has a soft spot. Even killers in the fog... right?
AN; still very conflicted over some of 'em but fuck it we ball. monstercuddlers, your time is now
TW; none i can think of
Big spoon
CALEB QUINN, Frank Morrison, Ji-Woon Hak, Albert Wesker, Herman Carter, Pinhead
Little spoon
Philip Ojomo, Max Thompson Jr.
Both
EVAN MACMILLAN, JOEY, Pyramid Head, Danny Johnson, Kazan Yamaoka
Would never be caught dead cuddling with anybody (or so they say)
ALBERT WESKER, Danny Johnson, Kazan Yamaoka, Evan MacMillan
...What do spoons have to do with cuddling?
Freddy Kreuger, Michael Myers, Pinhead, Max Thompson Jr.
No one else but you
Pairing: Captain John Price x Reader
Summary: You and Price broke up months ago after a bad fight and you're still reeling from it. You're utterly heartbroken, but with the less that great wisdom of your friends, you decided to try and jump into another relationship to solve the hurt - one that was bad from the beginning. Will Price showing back up in your life get you out of it? Or will you be left with no one at all.
(No use of y/n or mention of gender/race)
Warning: Angst with a happy ending, fluff, cheating boyfriend (not price), Smut (no mention of reader genitals), soft dom!Price, nickname Daddy used, pinning down, dirty talk, praise
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Realistically you knew that youâd see John Price again one day, you just hated that it had to be that day. That day that you were on a date with your new boyfriend. The day after youâd just made things official. Pretty much right after you'd just gotten on at said boyfriend for distracting himself with his phone the whole time. Now you were the one that was distracted.
You and Reid hadnât been dating long, just barely a month and half. Youâd asked the night before about where he saw things going and then somewhere along the way in that conversation he asked if you brought it up because you wanted him to be your boyfriend. Then you supposed thatâs why you did ask, and said yes, and heâd agreed to it.Â
Of course youâd felt kind of happy about it at the time, but now - after locking eyes with your ex, who offered you a crinkly eyed smile before turning to the barista - you felt like there was a pit in your stomach. It was as if your belly was made of lead. Had you made the right decision?
âHello, are you listening to me?â Reid laughed, waving his hand in front of your face. âWeekend plans. Next weekend. Selenaâs cabin. Need a yes or a no. Sheâs messaging me about it and you were the one that just ranted to me about how I wasnât paying attention to you.â
âHmm? Sorry, what?â you asked, resuming eye contact with your boyfriend. âWhereâs the cabin again? Whoâs Selena?â
It was so unfair, you thought to yourself. Why was Price here now? Youâd figured after being deployed heâd be away for a long time, but slowly you came to realise that it had been ages since youâd seen him. 3 months in fact.Â
And now he was there in the cafe, standing in line for a tea you presumed, looking as handsome as ever. His beard had been allowed to grow, heâd probably not had time to trim it, it was longer and even in length. His eyes looked weary and his hair was messy, probably from running his hands through it too much, you thought, and you bit your lip as you noticed he was wearing that shirt you liked. The worn green linen button up, with a pristine white T-shirt underneath of course.Â
âDo you know that man or something?â
You jumped when Reid pulled you out of your daze yet again, and suddenly all the bluebirds and butterflies were out of your field of vision. Youâre opened up to the reality of the coffee shop, all the whirring and buzzing machines and emphatic chatter of all the tables around you. It was as if a spell had been broken.Â
You gulped awkwardly and shrugged, rubbing the back of your neck.
âSorry, yeahâŠthatâs my ex,â you explain with a sigh.
Even then, even while you were with someone else, you still hurt over the way things had been left. That shouldâve been a bad sign, one that meant you werenât supposed to be moving on so soon, but whenever you talked to anyone about it they just said you needed to move on and âshag it out your systemâ - whatever that meant. John didnât feel like the kind of man that anyone could just forget about, even when it was you that broke things off in the first place.
âWait, the soldier guy? The one that you said beat a guy up outside that bar?â Reid marvelled, fastening his eyes to Priceâs place in the queue.Â
âYeah, him,â you murmured, forgetting that youâd told him about that.Â
âHe doesnât look like I thought he would,â Reid snorted, watching him wait for his drink. âHeâs like an old guy, looks pretty harmless to me.â
You held back the protest that had come to the tip of your tongue like a hot pepper. It wouldnât do to tell your new man that heâd get flattened by the captain if he got on his bad side - that would be asking for an argument. Instead you bit your lip and watched as Price made his way toward you both, takeaway cup in hand. You were begging whatever deity might be watching over that he wouldnât linger long.Â
Though by the looks of things, heâd had a hard time trying to forget about you too. There was something in his eyes, something like relief, that made you feel he was glad to have bumped into you.Â
He eventually came to a stop next to your table, standing close to your side. You could smell the piney aroma of his aftershave as it rolled off of him - sprayed on to help cover the lingering scent of cigar smoke. It combined with the smell of bitter coffee and sweet cakes and left you dazedly staring at him.Â
âHello, there,â he said simply
You gulped, instantly feeling your mouth go dry. What were you supposed to say back? Hello, how are you? No, you had so many other things rushing through your mind you didnât think to respond with something normal.Â
Did you think about me while you were away? Did you miss me? Did you finally realise you were wrong to hurt that man so badly just because heâd pushed up against me and called me names when he thought he was supposed to get served at the bar before me? Do you think things couldâve been different afterwards? Could we have talked more and worked it out? I missed you so much, please take me away from here.Â
âUmâŠhi,â you said sheepishly, offering him a small smile. âHowâve you been? Did you just get back from deployment?â
âYeah, just got back on wednesday there. You know how it is when Iâm away. Spend the whole time worrying about everyone till weâre back home safe, donât I?â
Heâd tilted his head at you meaningfully, letting you know that he wasnât just talking about his men. So, you thought, you struggled just as much as me.
âWhat about you, howâve you been? And whoâs your friend?â he asked, turning his attention toward Reid.
Price narrowed his gaze on your boyfriend and offered his hand, shoulders rolling as he did so. You didnât miss the way heâd said friend. Apparently Reid didnât either. Reid took Priceâs hand all too willingly and firmly shook it, making eye contact so direct you wondered if he was trying to shoot lasers out of his eyes.Â
âYeah, good,â you responded, watching as their handshake carried on a little too long. âThis is Reid.â
âThe boyfriend,â Reid added, finally snatching his hand back.
Price raised his brows and glanced at you. You could swear that youâd noticed his jaw tick, but nevertheless he smiled and patted your shoulder, his hand warm on you, even through your thick jumper.
âJohn Price - the ex,â he said to Reid, before turning back to you.âGood to know youâve had someone looking after ya.â
his lips were quirking as if heâd had to force the words out.
âHe uh- has been yes,â you said appeasingly, side-eyeing Reid as he frowned at you. âSomeoneâs got to!â
Youâd laughed awkwardly, tittering away while hoping the interaction would end. Though there was no chance of Price going that easy. He stayed and nodded his head slowly, his eyes narrowing on you as he seemed to lose himself in his thoughts. Was he thinking of all the times that heâd been the one to look after you?Â
âDid you get yourself a tea then?â you asked, trying to end the awkward silence and - hopefully - send him on his way, you could ask him to go drink it in peace.Â
He looked down at it as if heâd forgotten the scalding cup in his hand and back at you, raising the cup just slightly.Â
âKnow me well, love, donât you?â
Your body all but seized as he resurrected one of his old pet names. You used to preen when he called you love. Now you were choking on your spit - actually genuinely choking.
You wheezed and gasped, quickly taking a drink of your latte to try and ease collapse of your windpipe. It might have settled if not for the fact that he started rubbing your back. That only made the problem worse. You struggled to take in the closeness of him, the warmth, how firm his hand was as he settled it over your spine.Â
You brushed past him and got up, offering both him and Reid an apologetic smile.Â
âDonât know whatâsâŠcome over me,â you gasped, trying to find enough air to talk. âIâm just going to go to the toilet quickly!â
And before another word could be said, you rushed off to try and find some peace, desperately trying to avoid all the hustling bustling people around you. This was not good.Â
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While you were away, Reid and Price both stared each other down. Left to their own devices they could both drop any pretence theyâd kept up while you were around, not that Reid was making much of an effort to try and appear friendly. Though now he was openly glaring at Price, letting him know that he wasnât welcome. Trying valiantly to scare him away.Â
Price, meanwhile, was casting a wary eye over this new boyfriend, looking him up and down and not missing the womanâs name on his phone screen. He wasnât the type of man to deny that men and women could be friends, but something about the way Reid had been messaging whoever it was so intently, rubbed him the wrong way. He looked from the screen and back to Reid, causing the other man to scowl.Â
âWhat was that?â Reid all but growled.Â
âWhat was what?â Price asked, raising a brow.Â
âCalling them love and rubbing their back like that! You said it yourself - youâre the ex. Act like it and back off!â
âEx or not, I want you to know something. I might not be in the picture right now, but Iâll tell you this - you hurt themâŠand Iâll fuckinâ kill you.â
Reid frowned, about to laugh off his threat when Price gave his rival the same look that heâd used in interrogations- the one that showed that he wasnât above getting dirty if the situation called for it. It was then that Reid recalled what youâd told him about the fight, about how Price had almost permanently maimed the guy, he had remembered you saying that the man had had his jaw wired shut just to recover from what Price had done to him.Â
Reid didnât visibly back down, but he didnât retort back either. He pursed his lips instead and watched as you bounced back to the table in the background, relieved that youâd recovered sooner rather than later.
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âEverything ok?â you chirped, sitting back down in your chair.Â
âYeah, course,â Price smiled, his eyes turning to those familiar crescent moons that you adored. âWhat about you? Survived, have you?â
You played with your hands and laughed awkwardly, remembering to swallow before you choked again.Â
âYeah, still kicking somehow.â
âWell thatâs good to hear. Listen, its been lovely to see you, but Iâll let you two get back to it, I wouldnât want to overstay my welcome. Just so you know though, if you ever need anything,â Price said, his blue eyes melting into honey, âjust give me a ring.â
With that, he winked at you and left, not waiting for your response.
You huffed out a breath, only just realising that it had felt like your lungs had been fit to burst pretty much that entire time and looked over at Reid. He looked like he was going to combust. All the light that had been on his face earlier in the day had died and he looked sulkily down at his phone, angrily tapping a message into it.Â
âOh my god, Reid, Iâm so sorry about that,â you sighed, closing your eyes as you finally realised what had just happened. âHe can be really intense, and I didnât realise he was going to come barging up to us like that! Anyway,why donât we get things back on track, what were you saying about going away to a cabin?â
It was Reidâs turn again to blank you now. He continued to type a message to whoever he was talking to and left you in silence, listening to his thumb angrily jamming down on the glass. You tried again and he still didnât respond, and soon it began to feel like every tap on the screen was a hammer in the nail of your coffin.Â
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You had thought youâd resolved that argument that night.Â
You had spent the whole rest of the outing shuttered out from any conversation with him, only to spend hours when youâd gotten home locked in a bitter fight. Heâd said you couldâve backed him up a bit more and made him look less like a fool, and youâd agreed and tried to tell him that you were so overwhelmed you werenât sure how to react, though you knew you couldâve tried to have handled it better. You just werenât sure what you wouldâve been able to do differently.Â
There had been some back and fourth for a while, but eventually it was settled when youâd said youâd block him and delete him off of everything and that was the end of that. Or so you had so naively believed.Â
Youâd gone along to the cabin on the Friday of the following weekend and soon it was revealed to you that that hadnât been the end of things at all.Â
Everything had started off fine, it had been nice even. Youâd all gotten camping chairs and had sat round a big fire drinking and getting to know all of Reidâs friends and were enjoying yourself immensely. However as the night wore on and Reid had gotten drunker and drunker - Price had eventually come up. Thatâs when everything did a complete 180.Â
Someone, for some godforsaken reason, had brought up awkward ex stories and Reid jumped at the chance to tell everyone about the coffee shop encounter. He spared no detail in making Price sound like a disgusting lecherous old man, and laughed as he told everyone about how heâd been threatened. A detail heâd forgotten to tell you when youâd had your discussion.
âYou didnât tell me about that,â youâd protested weakly, putting your hand on his thigh. âYou shouldâve said something. Thatâs not right that he threatened you.â
He shook his leg from your grip and laughed bitterly, taking another swig of his vodka. Suddenly the taste of the spirit was acrid in your throat and the smoke from the fire was stifling you. The evening was going downhill fast.
You turned around and took a glance at his friends, they were all laughing about it, apparently finding it hilarious that an old man had threatened Reid. Everyone was in hysterics apart from one of the girls, the girl whoâs cabin it was. She didnât appear to be hearing any new information, she was just smiling like a cheshire cat and opening another cocktail can.Â
âDidnât take it seriously then, did I?â Reid shrugged, looking around at all the laughing faces with glee. âWhatâs he gonna do? Knock me over with his walking stick? That guy was like a hundred years old.â
You wanted to say that it was funny he didnât say that to Priceâs face, but immediately thought better of it. Instead you just tried to laugh it off and hope the subject changed, but ultimately it didnât. Instead you became the group target when one of his friends had sniggered and asked if Reid wasnât too young for you. Must be hard keeping up with someone your own age instead of someone that falls asleep when you get on top, and apparently it was the funniest jokes in the world to everyone but you.Â
For the whole rest of the trip his friends had kept bringing up your supposed penchant for gross old men and had kept the joke going. They brought up pictures of old actors and asked if youâd âsmash themâ and when one of the men from a neighbouring cabin had walked by, of course an older man walking his even older doddering greyhound, theyâd told Reid to hold you back before you ran off with him.
It wasnât fair, youâd thought. Price wasnât actually that much older than you. Sure, there was a little bit of an age gap, the lines on his face were a little deeper than other people his age and there was a bit of grey creeping into his hair, but he spent most of his time fighting and commanding big groups of soldiers. It would age anyone quickly!
However, as if that wasnât humiliating enough, Selena (Cabin owner and supposedly happily committed friend of Reidâs) had come up to Reid on the second night while you were supposed to go away to get something to drink. Somehow, between you going away and hastily coming back to ask what he wanted instead of the drink you were out of, sheâd wandered onto his lap. You stood by the patio door, no longer noticing the chill in the air and instead honed in on the fact that she was stroking a hand through his hair and murmuring to him softly and sickly sweet.Â
âI like your hair like this,â sheâd said, her voice sultry and low. âWhyâd you never style it like this when we were together.â
âOh yeah?â Reid responded, gripping her hand in his. âI guess I hadnât figured out how to do it yet.â
You bit your lip, not feeling like you could say anything yet, knowing that youâd only be made to look like a jealous hypocrite if you protested at an ex getting a little too close. They hadnât actually done anything yet, you told yourself, they were just sitting together on the old deck chair. He looked like he was about to take her hand off of his head. She was barely even touching him to start with really!
Until she was.
She leaned in and sloppily kissed him, her drunken body swaying as she fought to keep her balance on top of his wobbly legs. Bile rose in your throat as you watched them together and suddenly the entire weight of the weekend was upon you. The jeering of his friends, Reid refusing to stop them making fun of you and telling you to grow up, and finally watching them both locked in a kiss that Reid was in no way trying to get away from.Â
You blubbered out a pathetic cry and ran to your room, grabbing your things in a blind panic and barely checking that you had everything, only really worrying about your car keys. You ensured that you had them clasped tightly in your hands, stabbing yourself with the rigid metal, and rushed to your car. You hastily threw your bag into the back and slammed the door loudly. Youâd gone to open the drivers door when Reid came bounding up behind you, shouting after you and having the audacity to look angry.
You watched him rush over in a panic, and leapt into the car seat, making extra sure to lock the door as you got in. Youâd done it just in time too. Just as the click of the lock had sounded, Reid angrily pounded on the window and screamed at you, telling you not to overreact and get out the car.Â
âIâm not overreacting, Iâm going home!â
âYou canât drive, youâve been drinking,â he growled.
âIâve been drinking lime sodas,â you screamed back, turning the engine over as you angrily jerked the keys. âAnd I saw you kiss her back! If you think Iâm gonna let that go then youâre dead wrong! This is over.â
âOh, come on! I didnât do that, youâre making things up. Just come out the car and talk to me for a minute!â
You glared at him and put your foot on the clutch, revving the car as you waited for him to get out of your way. He stood resolute and threw his arms in the sky, looking ready to rip you out of the car with his bare hands.
âIf your stupid army man came over and did the same youâd probably kiss him back too!â
That did it.Â
You reversed the car in a flash and turned round, uncaring if you bashed into anything. As long as you didnât run over Reid (as much as you kind of wanted to), you were happy to do anything just to get out of the drive. You turned the car successfully, even managing to leave dent free and barrelled your way down the road. Wiping furiously at your tears so that you could see your way down the unlit country roads.
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When you finally got back to your town, you werenât able to go home right away. You didnât have the strength to drive on. Youâd been hounded with text messages and calls and the sounds of vibrations and sight of angry words had put you too on edge. You couldnât go on.
Instead, youâd stopped in the Tesco Extra car park and rammed on your break, sitting in a relatively abandoned section near the back. You hastily turned off your phone and threw it in the back seat before draping your arms over the steering wheel, then crying into them like something out of a cheesy movie.Â
It wasnât fair.Â
Youâd just wanted to have a nice weekend away and instead youâd spent the entire time being the butt of a dumb joke and had been cheated on to boot. It felt like nothing in your life could go right.
Every one of your friends had encouraged you to get with Reid, had told you things would be much better with someone that would actually be home and not off in some random country video calling you from miles away; and at that moment you wanted to facetime each and everyone one of them and show them exactly where that advice had gotten you.
Look at my big ugly crying face and feel awful, you stupid idiots!
Even when you were mid breakdown in your car you still knew that that wasnât fair. It wasnât their faults he was a cheat. Instead you just kept weeping quietly to yourself and letting the hot tears roll down your face like acid, stinging at your irritated skin. It felt good to get it all out and soon you were running out of anything to cry with anyway.Your big snuffly sobs were turning into quiet breaths and eventually no sound left you as you stared ahead into nothing, the neon shop lights blurring in the corners of your eyes.
Your calm didnât last for long though. A knock came at your window and you jumped out of your skin, bolting upright and looking at the glass with panic. At first you thought Reid had somehow found a way to follow you home, but it turned out to be worse than youâd first assumed. It wasnât your now ex, it was the ex before him - Price.Â
You took a moment to catch your breath and furiously rubbed at your eyes, hoping that he hadnât noticed what youâd been doing all hunched over in the dark. However, your motions had completely betrayed you and before you could think to roll down your window, he was coming over to the passenger side of the car and tapping on the glass again and motioning to the lock.
He wanted to get in. For crying out loud, what was this day?
You groaned, but knew there was no use denying him and weakly pulled up the lock, wincing as he wrenched open the old door and shut it with a bang.Â
âWhat happened? Are you ok?â He asked, gripping your arm with a reassuring squeeze. âAre you hurt?â
He looked ready to follow through with his supposed murder threat when heâd asked the last question. You swallowed thickly and scanned his face, noticing that he looked less tired than when youâd last seen him, he was more focused as he glared.
He had shaved the mutton chops back into his beard, but he was still wearing the old green shirt that you loved, it looked like it had been washed many times since youâd seen it. It was fraying even more than it had been.Â
âNo, Iâm ok,â you finally responded, your voice going croaky. âI just- I just had a bad weekend is all. Iâd rather not talk about it. Iâll be fine once I get myself home and then I can sort myself out from there.â
âYouâre in no state to get yourself home, not like this,â Price admonished, easily sliding his palm against your face. It felt cool to the touch, it soothed your burning cheek. âDid you come here to get something? Do you want me to go in for you while you wait here? Then we can figure out how to get you home.â
He made sure you were making eye contact, he was speaking in that low familiar tone he used to use with you. The one that used to send your heart sparkling like a firework fuse ready to blow. You could already feel the beginnings of a sparkler fire, there was something fizzling away and making your heartbeat flutter and skip.Â
âNo! No, I didnât come to get anything, I just needed to stop for a minute. You donât have to do any of that, honestly Iâd feel awful for you if you had to go trailing after me,â you laughed, trying to brush off how heartbroken you were. âPlease John, donât put yourself out all for-â
âNonsense. Wait here and Iâll be back in a second.â
âJohn!â you protested, watching as he slid out of the car.
âI mean it,â he said sternly, giving you a serious look. âYou move from this spot and Iâll be cross, love. Sit tight.â
There was no arguing with him. It was as if heâd tapped into some deep seeded programming and reactivated it as if heâd never left. Ill be cross love. The last thing you wanted to do was disappoint him.
You relaxed back in your chair and watched curiously, still rubbing your eyes of the drying salt, tracking Price as he ran over a little ways to his car and brought a bag out of it. He surveyed the car park, visibility peering around, watching for any cars that might cross his path and came back to you before very long. Efficient as always.
He drew to a stop in front of the driver's side and opened the door, beckoning you out. You frowned and crossed your arms, ready to put up a fight at him wanting to drive your car. For one thing, he hated driving it and would always come off the clutch too hard - a problem you werenât even sure why you were worrying about at a time like that - and for another you werenât sure you were in the right state to let him be your caretaker at that moment. You were so vulnerable and you didnât want to hurt yourself further by being around the one man that held the key to making or breaking you.Â
âAre you really going to fight me on this?â He asked, tilting his head down at you.
His forehead creased and he stared at you intently, willing you out with whatever mind powers he seemed to possess. Thatâs how it felt like with him sometimes. He had such a knack for getting what he wanted out of you, and to be truthful it was often better that way. He knew best.Â
Apart from when he started that fight.Â
You shivered and shook the thought from your mind, taking one last look at his unbudging frame. It was useless arguing with him. He was right anyway. You were in no state to get yourself home, you were bleary eyed and weak, youâd probably end up running a red light and ramming into another car knowing your luck. Maybe that wouldnât be so bad, you thought darkly, you could only take so much more.Â
However, you soon gave in. You went to unbuckle your seatbelt and finally realised in all your upset you hadnât even done it up in the first place, so you awkwardly drew your hand back, looking up to see Priceâs âI told you you werenât fit to driveâ look. Your face flushed then and it felt like youâd touched the sun.Â
You recovered eventually, then sighed and stood out from the seat, winding your way round to the passenger side and settling in. He joined you in the car after that, sitting in your driver's seat and rattling the car with his extra weight. From there he settled his shopping bag on his lap and pulled out a can of coke from its box and handed it to you.
From the small peak youâd gotten he had clearly meant for the juice to be a mixer for whatever crappy whiskey heâd gotten for himself, but there was little chance of him giving you any of that while you were in the state you were in. He had a rule about you drinking when you were upset. He was already shoving the bag in the back of the car by the time youâd even amusedly thought about asking about it.Â
âThere. You sit there a moment and drink that and Iâll get you home.â
âYou donât have to give me your shopping, John. Youâre going out of your way enough as it is. Youâre already leaving your car behind!â You said, motioning to his old Honda. âHow will you get home after? Youâre putting yourself out too much!â
âItâs just a can of juice, love. I reckon Iâll be good for it,â he snorted, finally starting up the car again. âAnd donât you worry about me. Just focus on calming down and feeling better.â
It was comical watching him get used to your car again, almost enough to make you forget about the hell youâd driven away from. Price swore under his breath and grumbled as he worked his foot against the âstupid overly high clutchâ and âstiff bloody gearshiftâ, but he managed to get it out of the car park. Soon you were leaving the blurry red and blue lights of the shop in the distance.Â
You said nothing for the duration of the drive. Instead you sat obediently and drank your coke, barely thinking of anything at all as the familiar sights of the city passed you by. The McDonaldâs drive through, the old ratty furniture and charity shops that littered the streets before your own, and of course the pet store you always liked to visit. The one that Price always used to suck a breath in at (he always worried youâd come home with something one day).Â
Meanwhile the coke bubbles fizzed and washed over your tongue, tickling at your dry throat. Admittedly it did help you to feel a little better as time went on. That with the added distraction of watching Price focusing intently on not stalling your car almost let you forget all about the shitty couple of days youâd just endured.Â
Finally you rolled to a stop in a parking spot just a few steps away from your doorway and the rumbling growls of your car died. The fuzz of the silence burned at your ears and eventually it was too much, you clicked your tongue and turned to Price awkwardly offering him a half smile. You were about to brush him off with a thank you, but you were beaten to breaking the quiet streak before you could even open your mouth.Â
âAre you going to tell me what he did?â He asked, glancing at you from the corner of his eye.Â
You pursed your lips and played with the empty can in your hands, causing the aluminium to squeal as you squeezed it. You didnât want to get into it all with him. You werenât convinced you could make it through the story without crying again, and the last thing you needed was to go blubbering into his arms when you were trying to maintain some distance. Afterall, you reasoned that it was hardly his job to pick you up from an Ill advised rebound relationship. Plus he was the very reason youâd jumped into it in the first place.Â
âWho said Reid did anything?â You murmured, digging your nails into the white logo of the can.Â
âCaptainâs intuition,â Price murmured, turning fully to you now. âYou can tell me, You know. I donât want you holding yourself up in that flat and crying alone for the rest of the night. Itâd play on mind and neither of us would get any rest.â
âDonât do that,â you moaned.
âDonât do what?â
âMake me feel guilty for wanting to sort myself out.â
âIâm not trying to make you feel guilty, I want you to feel better. And I know you wonât help yourself if I leave you alone right now.â
âIâm not a child,â you huffed, feeling your heart beginning to ache all over. âI can look after myself.â
Your chest was feeling heavy and all of a sudden you were overcome by dread. It felt like he was trying to reprise his old role again, but thatâs not something he could just step right into. He couldnât just pick up where heâd left off, you reasoned, there was hurt there and so many things left unsaid. If things went wrong he could leave you even more broken than youâd ever been before. You pictured yourself shattered like a china cup that had been dropped too many times.Â
âYou can look after yourself, can you?â Price asked, raising his brows. âTell me right now that youâll go and get yourself to bed and not end up worrying all night and having a panic attack at work tomorrow, and Iâll go. Tell me how youâre going to look after yourself and Iâll leave you to it, go on.âÂ
You withered under his gaze and folded your arms in on yourself, trying to apply pressure over your shaking torso. He was right of course. Youâd envisioned in your head even before the car had stopped, shutting the door, shutting out the world and feeling the weight of it all avalanche over you. He knew you too well to think youâd take any other course of action, right down to the fact that you werenât going to take any time off work. Which would ultimately lead to you crying in the bathroom like a schoolgirl.Â
âJohn,â you whispered, âyou canât- we canât-â
âThis isnât about us. Itâs about you, and you needing someone to be there for you. Plain and simple. Iâm not trying to invade my way into your life, I just donât want you to spend all night torturing yourself over whatever happenedâŠjust let me help you. Thatâs all Iâm asking⊠Itâs all I want.â
He spoke so calmly and so softly you couldn't help but melt against his will. He was making too much sense. You didnât really have the energy to argue either, so you just nodded and got out of the car, trying desperately not to start crying again. The thought of Price still caring so much about you was pulling you under into another tidal wave of upset, and you were fighting against the rough surf just to try and make it to your door.
Price led the way, bulleting up the steps just the way he always used to. He still had your keys,so he unlocked the door and held it open while he put his hand on the small of your back, gently ushering you through. You could feel the thin glue that was holding you together being peeled away. His reassuring smile and his steady presence were making it harder and harder to hold your face as it was.Â
You could feel your lips go wobbly and your eyes welling up again and before you knew it you were throwing yourself into his arms and sobbing into them, rattling against him with your accompanying shaky hiccups. You werenât even sure what you were crying about now.Â
Sure, you were still upset about the weekend youâd just endured, but now you were also thinking about Price and all that youâd lost when you told him you didnât want to see him anymore. Youâd told him that that fight had ruined what youâd built, and had destroyed your trust and now more than ever you knew that that wasnât true.Â
It felt like John was the only person you could trust. He knew exactly what you needed and seemed to be there for you at all the right times, he looked after you and loved you and would do anything just to make you happy. He had been adamant at the time that he was justified for that fight, had worried you that it would happen again and youâd be put through the terrifying ordeal once more, but now you wondered if that had changed. If heâd realised what heâd done wrong, just as you had.Â
You shouldnât have walked away. He shouldnât have stood his ground.Â
You sniffled and tightened your grip on him, threading your fingers through his shirt and nuzzled into his neck. His scratchy beard tickled at your scalp, and his arms wound themselves securely around you and held you firmly against his warm body. Even through your stuffy nose, the intermingling scent of pine and cigars and cheap laundry detergent smelled like heaven in that moment and it calmed you. Youâd been able to stop crying for a moment, and found yourself wiping your hands over your eyes and face yet again.
âThere you go, love,â he murmured. âThatâs better, isnât it? You donât have to fight your problems alone, you know. Iâve always said that to you, havenât I? You donât have to try to be so strong all the time.â
You scoffed at that, swallowing a thick lump in your throat.Â
âDonât feel very strong right now,â you sniffed.
âNot strong? Course you are. You always try to push through everything till I come along and stop you, eh? Câmon, why donât we get you sitting down and get you a glass of water.â
You smiled at his comment and nodded, drifting into the comfort of being looked after by someone that knew you so well.Â
Price took you over to the Sofa and fluffed up one of the pillows for you to sit against, not forgetting to unfold your favourite fluffy blanket in the process. He even wrapped it around you like a soft cloud, insulating you from the world.Â
He then disappeared into your kitchen for a moment, rummaging around and running the tap in a couple of short bursts before returning with a full glass of water and another glass with what you presumed was jack daniels and coke. That one wasnât going to be for you, but distantly you did wish that it was. Drinking your problems away and escaping reality sounded like a rather pleasant prospect.Â
âAny chance youâd like to have the water?â you asked, smiling behind the blanket.Â
He chuckled and set the water down on the coffee table next to you, keeping the jack and coke on hand for himself while he sat down across from you. Even though he was only on the opposite end of the couch he felt too far away. Â
âCanât have that. Youâre not allowed to drink when youâre upset,â he said with a wink. âAgainst the rules.â
âDidnât realise I still had to abide by those rules,â you retorted.
His eyes twitched a little, you could see something in his face change when you said that. You regretted it instantly.Â
âNo ones holding you to emâ, but theyâre still whatâs best for you, are they not?â he shrugged, looking at you expectantly.Â
Price had always been very good to you, and part of that was ensuring that you looked after yourself. So somewhere along the way in your relationship, when youâd been exploring each otherâs kinkier sides, Price had set you some rules. Rules you had to follow on pain of a spanking. Sometimes it was a bother, but youâd come to realise that youâd never been healthier than when youâd been with him. Youâd drank lots of water and made sure to go outside and go on walks when you could, and had refrained from falling back on alcohol when something was amiss. Just to think of a few rules.
He was correct in saying that they were whatâs best. It was just difficult when he wasnât around to enforce them.Â
âYouâre usually right,â you said with an appeasing smile. âDoesnât mean that I wouldnât love to forget this whole weekend over a bottle of wine and a big box of cake though.â
He laughed at that, all traces of consternation wiped from his face as he must have pictured you with your go to coping mechanisms before you met him. You laughed too when you remembered the night heâd barged in on you eating and drinking your sorrows after a rough day at work. Heâd had the joy of hauling you to bed afterward while you babbled on about how people had been so mean to you and how you wanted to set fire to the whole place and never go back there again.Â
âWell in lieu of wine and cake, you have water or I can go make you a tea. Would you like that?â
âNo, its fine, the waterâs good,â you said dismissively, finally picking up the cool glass with your dewy palms. âI just wish I could forget this whole weekend. Itâs been a disaster.â
âOh yeah? You ready to talk about it?â
You breathed in a sharp breath and tilted your head to the side.
Fuck it, you thought.Â
âReid aired our dirty laundry in front of all of his friends and then proceeded to cheat on me,â you said, raising your water glass in toast before taking a swig. âThat was after everyone made fun of me the whole time too.â
Price let out a short little laugh. He was incredulous.Â
âCheated on you?â
âHis ex kissed him and he uh- didnât exactly try to get away from her,â you shrugged, voice breakingÂ
âWhat a fuckinâ fool,â He growled. âHe kissed his ex right in front of you?â
âHe didnât know I was there, I donât think so anyway. I was supposed to be away getting drinks, but I came back to ask him what he wanted because they were out of beer and- wellâŠyeah.â
âDoesnât make it any better. What kind of an idiot would cheat on you?â
You felt your cheeks warm and shrugged again. Price had his faults, but heâd never hurt you like that. He was too old fashioned. A one person at a time kind of man.Â
âI guess it wasnât really an amazing relationship to begin with anyway,â you sighed, reflecting over the month youâd had.Â
âNo?â
âWhen I asked him where he saw things going, he said âI dunno. You want me to be your boyfriend or something?â and then that was how we made things official,â you recounted, finally realising that maybe what had happened was for the best.Â
Price groaned and put a hand over his face. It reminded you of the time that youâd announced to him that you were going to buy a flying squirrel after youâd seen a cute video of one - something you often took to claiming with an array of different animals - and heâd worried you might be serious. Heâd taken his hand off his face at the time and said âdarlin with the amount of stuff Iâve had flying at me over the years, Iâm not sure my heart could take being assaulted by an airborne rodent in the night.â
âYou must be drawn to muppets or something,â Price mused. âYou deserve a lot better than that.â
âI was with you last, wasnât I?â
âExactly,â He smirked. âPoint proven.â
You smiled back at him and shook your head - Price and Reid werenât comparable. Price cared for you too much, thatâs why he ended up in that fight in the first place and thatâs why he couldnât comprehend that he was wrong for escalating things after youâd been shoved. Reid didnât really care for you that much at all. It wasnât like youâd made a massive effort for Reid either, but at the very least you hadnât gone and let Price lick half your face off.Â
âYou let me down at the end there, Iâll give you thatâŠbut before all that, you were the best thing that Iâve ever had in my lifeâŠEven when I wasnât with you and you were in all those far off countries, and I used to whine and moan about you being away a lot, it was better than when I was actually alone, better than anything with anyone else too.â
âLove,â Price breathed, not knowing what to say.
You stared at him then and felt your heart burst. The floodwaters opened then, you coudlnât help yourself as you saw the sad sheen of his glistening eyes.Â
âThese past few months I think Iâve really come to see what a stupid mistake I made. I shouldnât have told you things were over before you left. I shouldâve just stuck it out till you got back and we couldâve talked about it all properly. I was just scared and angry and I didnât know what else to do. Now I know thoughâŠnow I know what I shouldâve done. Just tragically too late, huh?â
You whispered your confession, too afraid to look at him anymore as you said it, instead casting your eyes down to your blanket while you played with the soft material between your fingers. You huffed out a breath afterwards and looked up at Price, noticing the way his jaw clenched and his hand tightened on his glass. His knuckles were almost bone white.
Had you said too much? Were you going to chase him away? Who knows if heâd moved on and was really just trying to be there and be a friend for you.Â
For a split second you worried that youâd gone too far with your venting, but Price didnât leave you hanging for long. He leaned forward and put a hand on your thigh just as you were about to apologise and held eye contact with you, keeping a firm hold of you and your attention.Â
âDarlinâ...do you really mean all that?â
Your eyes wouldâve welled up again if you had anything left to cry.Â
âYes,â you breathed. âIâm sorry, but yes. Itâs been all that Iâve thought about since I saw you last week.â
âSorry? Whatâre you sorry for?â he said, laughing gently, searching your face.
âItâs not fair to tell you something like that. Iâm basically ambushing you with all my feelings right now and youâve been nice enough to drive me home and look after me, when all you were trying to do was get some shopping in and now youâre here listening to me blubber about my stupid feelings, when I havenât asked you how you feel and how youâve been doing and you probably donât even want me by this point, because look at me and big tear streaked face, and-â
Price cut you off mid ramble, moving in closer to you and taking your face in his hands. They were rough and familiar and they were warm, and they held you steady just as you felt like you were going to come apart again. You breathed, but it didnât feel like your lungs were able to hold onto the air. They were fighting for space with your booming heartbeat.Â
âAngelâŠyou really- do you think,â he had to pause for a moment, his voice crackling. âDo you think maybe itâs not too late to talk more about it? Not now, course, but⊠you think youâd want to give us another chance?â
You pursed your lips and looked down. Angel. His favourite nickname for you, the special one he reserved only for you. You looked back up to his wide blue eyes and nodded. It seemed like you were glittering in the reflection of them.
âYesâŠOne day,â you smiled.Â
Price smiled back, his moustache turning up with his lips.Â
âOne day,â he repeated, voice full of wonder.Â
Neither of you said anything for a second. You both just stared, tension mounting as the air felt so thick that you could craft shapes with it. It felt like neither or you was sure of your next move, but suddenly you got a burst of courage and you decided to take a leap of faith.
You kissed him. You leaned forward just slightly and took his mouth in yours, pecking at first until he kissed back and eventually your world was bursts of stars and hints of jack and coke. The taste of him landed deliciously on your tongue. Your heart pounded harder than ever at that point, but it was ok, because you could feel his beating erratically just the same. Â
You moaned.
âPlease, daddy...â
You let the words loose before you could even think about it. What is it they say about old habits�
âShit, hold on, I-â you sputtered, breaking away from Price completely.Â
âLanguage!â he chuckled, his laugh low and earthy.
You paused and looked at him measuredly, trying to parse out what had just happened. In the wake of all the familiarity, youâd resorted to your old name for him. Apparently he wasnât against its resurrection, heâd found it amusing in fact. You pressed your tongue to the roof of your mouth, searching for the right words, but you werenât entirely decided between apologising or asking if he liked it.
âDonât look so worried, Angel,â he soothed, rubbing his thumb over your cheek. âYou can still call me that if you like. Or are you apologising for kissing me?â
âButâŠwellâŠisnât it a bit unfair for you..yâknow, since we havenât really completely resolved things yet? I canât just go around kissing you out of the blue and calling you daddy and we havenât even talked about-â
âWould you stop rambling on about whatâs fair and right,â Price admonished, rolling his eyes, âI donât care about what youâve been doing all these months, I donât care about doing things by whatever rules people normally go by. All this time, all Iâve wanted is you, and now youâre here in front of me telling me you want to give things another goâŠIâll take as much as youâll give me. So tell meâŠdo you want to kiss me? Will that make you happy? It would make me happy.â
You took a breath and nodded.
âWords, Angel,â he admonished.Â
âY-yes,â you stuttered, feeling like your head had been sparked with a jump lead.Â
âVery good,â he praised, whispering lowly into your ear.Â
You shivered as you felt the words zip down your spine. You hummed with the praise and felt your body warm up considerably, feeling entirely too hot all of a sudden.
Price soon gathered you in his arms like clay and moulded you into his lap, untangling you from your blanket nest and switching places so that he was propped against the arm and you were leaning snugly against him. With you both comfortably in place, he put one hand on your hip while he held the back of your neck with the other, and gently placed a couple of kisses on your neck, sending your spine alight with tingles.Â
âAnd would you like to call me daddy again?â he asked again, still murmuring deep and low.Â
You swore then that heâd disturbed a horde of butterflies that you didnât know had been dormant all that time inside your tummy. Your heart was fluttering along with them.
âUm, yeah, I mean- yes. Yes.â
âYes, what?â he urged, kissing your neck. âYou know how to answer properly. I know you do.â
Were you in a fantasy of your own making? Had you died and gone to heaven?
âY-yes, daddy,â you whimpered, nuzzling your head into his chest.Â
âOhâŠâ he breathed, voice all growly and needy. âThatâs my sweet Angel. So good for me.â
You couldâve died then and there. You couldnât imagine ever feeling happier. You didnât care if it was a fever dream, coma hallucination or a psychedelic induced fugue state. All you wanted was to be with Price again, and with him reassuring you and praising you and holding you in his arms like that, why would you try to fight it?Â
You unburrowed yourself from his chest and scanned over his face, admiring his crinkly eyed smile and scruffy face for a moment before kissing him again, wrapping your arms around him snug just in case it really was all a dream. You wouldnât let it fade away. You were going to hold on tightly. Youâd continue to kiss his fluffy bearded face and welcome every sensation as it rooted you in your dreamlike reality.
You intertwined yourself with him and moaned, returning his kisses with fervent need and roamed your hands around his back, eventually bringing a hand up so that you could thread your fingers through his wiry dark hair. The bristle of it jolted through you and you smiled against his lips.
âThat feel good, hm?â he growled, âI can feel you bucking your hips against me, love.â
You felt your cheeks burn like hot coals and refused to meet his eyes, instead settling your chin on his shoulder. You hadnât realised youâd been doing it, but now that heâd mentioned it you finally registered the sway of your body gliding over his and noticed the growing hardness underneath you.Â
Fuck.
âThat does feel good,â you whimpered, not embarrassed enough to stop yourself. âFeels so good, daddy.â
âMhmm? Feels good for me too. I love feeling your body on mine,â he hummed, kissing the side of your neck. âYouâre so gorgeous, you know that? So so perfect.â
You whined and nuzzled against his neck, drawing out a low groan from him as your nose connected with his tender flesh. You slowly returned the favour, kissing him just as heâd been kissing you and showing him exactly how it felt to have your body set alight with prickling heat. You smiled as he continued to moan with you, but it didnât last long.
He snatched the upper hand back, and propelled you both forward, forcing you to lie back on the couch, on top of your blanket, while he took his place on top of you. He ground his hips into yours and had you eking out the most salacious moans, filling the room with the sound of your pleasure.Â
âI love it when you moan for me like that, Iâve missed that sound so much,â Price rumbled, âdo you want more? Would you like that?â
âMm, yes,â you keened. âMore, daddy. I want to feel you.â
âWanna feel me, hm? Ok, Angel. Lets get these clothes off shall we?â
You moaned just at the suggestion and eagerly complied, sitting up a little and helping him to remove your top and trousers until you were naked below him. You were about to ensure that he matched you in kind, but the only thing heâd allowed you to remove was his shirt, hastily popping the buttons off like you were unwrapping a present. Heâd put his hand over yours at his trousers and given you a wicked grin, a glint appearing in his azure eyes.Â
âUh uh, donât you worry about that,â he smiled, bringing your hand up to his lips so that he could kiss it. âWeâre focusing on you right now.â
âBut I wanna make you feel good too,â you whined, tilting your head.
âI know you do,â he laughed, gently pushing you back down so that you were flush to the couch. âJust trust me, this will make me feel very good. Just let me treat you like you deserve.â
He didnât allow you any more time for backchat. You whimpered as he fastened his mouth around one of your nipples and you writhed at the sensation, moaning low in your throat when he trailed his hand down your body, past the swell of your belly and drifted down below. You were bucking your hips against him slowly again, creating friction between you and his hand.Â
He alternated between nipples for a moment, swirling and flicking his tongue while he lazily rubbed his palm against you, not in a rush to try and urge you to a finish. He savoured you and sent your body sparking and prickling like a freshly lit firecracker. Your breathing was getting heavier and your stomach was tightening and coiling and it only grew more and more erratic as he started to move down your body, kissing his way down to the opening between your thighs.Â
âSo good for me lying there. So obedient. You always do what daddy tells you, donât you?â he growled, planting a kiss just below your belly.Â
âMm, yes,â you breathed, struggling to think of any words
âYes what?â Price asked, nipping the meat of your thigh and drawing out a yelp.
âYes, daddy!âÂ
He was using his tongue on you now, swirling it around and tasting you, savouring your pleasure. You swallowed the lump in your throat and clutched at the couch cushion next to you, scrunching the thick material in your hand, clutching it for support. It didnât take long until he fell into a steady rhythm, using his mouth and hands on you and sending you into a spiral.
Your mind was barely present anymore, you were only good to use a couple words and no more. Everything else was just moans while your head felt like it was turning to mush. You breathed deeply and heavily and thrust your hips against Price, feeling the coil in your belly tighten all the more, feeling the stars in your eyes turn from constellations and into tiny galaxies and universes.Â
âI- um- Daddy, I-â
âAre you gonna cum for me, love?â Price rasped.
âYes!â
âGo on then. Cum for me. Show me how good I make you feel, Angel.â
You groaned and the swelling feeling in your head boiled to breaking point. You shuttered your eyes closed tightly and squeezed the couch cushion tightly, moaning out as your orgasm washed over you. The wave of pleasure rushed over your body and after a big rush of pleasure, it lapped slowly over you, gently receding until you were left a shaking twitching mess underneath your lovers body.Â
âOh my god,â you breathed, blinking away the fuzziness form your eyes. âHolyâŠMoly.â
Price looked up at you from between your thighs and barked out a laugh, clutching his head in his hand while the other gripped your shaking thigh. Once he recovered from your outburst, he shook his head and clambered up your body, coming to a rest against next to you, and drawing you into his arms.Â
He was rock hard against you, but there was very little you could do about it in the state you were in. You just bustled yourself into him and lay your head against the warm expanse of his chest and sighed happily, basking in the aftershocks of your happy ending he rubbed your arms.Â
âYouâre not gonna let me return the favour, are you?â Youâd mumbled eventually, rutting up against him for emphasis.Â
âGot plenty time for that, Angel,â he said gently redirecting you off of his throbbing centre. âJust wanted to make you feel good. Youâve had such a rough day, you deserved something to take your mind off it all.â
He placed a kiss on top of your head then and drew you closer, wrapping his arm tighter around you. You sighed and ran your fingers along it, feeling the little dark hairs tickle at your finger tips. You came to a stop at his palm and lightly traced over his lifeline, it was illuminated by the soft glow of your lamp.Â
âHow come you were out shopping so late?â You asked sleepily, letting your hand drop and rest at Priceâs side.Â
He shrugged at first, rocking your body with the movement.
âSat around feelinâ a bit useless today,â he said eventually, sighing deeply. âDidnât have anything lined up for myself, so eventually I decided to go for a walk to clear my head. I went all the way out to the hills and was out for hours, didnât get back until after dark and then i realised I didnât have anything to eat. How come?â
âI dunnoâŠi guess its just a little funny that you ended up in that car park just when I needed you to be there. Like fate or something,â you murmured.Â
He chuckled at that and kissed your head again. The sound washed over you like spring rain.
âYou know I donât normally subscribe to rubbish like that, but on this occasionâŠit feels like thereâs something to that theory.â
âYeah? Feelâs like a good thing to be saddled with me again, does it?â you smirked, trying to cover up how worried you were about being a burden.
No matter how good heâd made you feel only moments before you couldnât help the rush of paranoia from kicking in. The feeling that Price was going to realise that you were too much to be with, that you needed him more than he needed you. It had begun to feel like the past few months were a great demonstration of that. Heâd survived a warzone and gotten through deployment while you holed yourself up for over a month from grief and then jumped into a failed relationship in the making just to try and get over him.Â
âListen to me, love, before you get any big ideas about this being some kind of hardship for me againâŠThis past week that Iâve been back has been miserable. Deployment was bad, but I had a bit of distraction over there at least. When I got back here, and realised what life was really like without you? That was hell. You give me purpose, Angel. Thereâs nowhere else Iâd rather be right now, than cuddled up with you on the couch. Thereâs no one else Iâd rather be with, no one in the whole world.â
He swallowed harshly and continued on.Â
âWhen I thought Iâd lost you forever I was so angry with myself, I realised right away when I got on that plane that I shouldâve just admitted that you were right. You were right, and I shouldnât of hurt that man like that. I lost control of myself and I was too stubborn to hear that he wasnât really a threat. I wanted to call you and tell you that, but I figured youâd been hurt enough and the last thing you needed was me playing with your feelings and trying to work things out while I was away. I reckoned that if I came back and you were open to give things a go again Iâd make sure to fix things, but if you wanted to keep me out your life thenâŠwell Iâd have wished you the best. Whatever happens between us, now or in the future, I want you know that I only ever want whatâs best for you, because IâŠâ
He trailed off, peering toward the lamp and letting his eyes blur into its amber glow. You stared up at him from your place on his chest and smiled, watching the way his lips tried to form to finish his sentence. He was pensive, he wasnât sure whether to say them or not.Â
âBecause you love me?â you smiled, swivelling so that you faced him fully.Â
You finally had a little strength flood back into your body, so you hoisted yourself up and lay on your tummy, folding your arms over his chest and resting your chin on top of them. He tilted his head at you and smiled, affirming your words with a tight nod.
âIâll always love you,â he sighed, âNo matter what. Just wasnât sure if it was entirely appropriate to say that to you just yet.â
âJohn, you just threw me around and made me cum while I called you daddy - appropriate ran out the door and flew to the moon like a half hour ago,â you giggled.Â
He laughed with you and shook his head, clearly in as much disbelief as you were that this was really happening. You were back in each others arms, just where you were always meant to be. You sighed and he ran his hand over your head, stroking his fingers through your hair and sending your head into a fuzzy daze with the feeling of his gentle touch.Â
âYou make a good point,â he agreed. âAlways have struggled with moving at a normal pace, havenât we?â
âYeah, I think that was pretty apparent from the moment we met,â you agreed.
âIâll never forget the look on Gazâs face that night he opened that door,â he mused, getting that stupid smile on his face that he always got at the memory of the time youâd met - and immediately fucked.Â
âI hate when you bring that up,â you groaned, giving his arm a playful slap. âHe was so pleased heâd introduced us before he walked in on us!â
âWell, serves him right for not knocking,â he winked, âit's rude to barge in on a superior officer.â
âUgh! Youâre lucky I love you too, or Iâd be getting up and locking that bedroom door,â you groaned. âI hate the superior officer line!â
He smiled at that, his face brightening instantly. Youâd said it back. His eyes were perfect crescents. You loved when they did that, sparkling outwardly to you through shuttered lids. He was like a cuddly koala bear.Â
âYou know what?â he said suddenly, his voice low and soft.
âWhat?â you asked, frowning as his tone shifted.
âYouâre going to let me take you for dinner tomorrow,â he announced.
âI am?â you smirked, relaxing instantly.Â
âYes you are. Weâre going to go to dinner and talk everything through and weâre going to set everything right again. Then after that weâre going to put all this nonsense behind us, yeah?â
You giggled lightly at his commanding tone, but you didnât disagree, you nodded. You fastened your arms around him and cuddled into him close, listening to the steady rhythm of his heartbeat as you settled into his perfectly warm body. Your eyes started to flutter as you did, growing heavy as you became more and more aware of how drained you actually were.
âI think I like the sound of that,â you sighed, closing your eyes completely.
Price squeezed your shoulder and gathered you close, rubbing his cheek against the top of your head. His beard scratched at your scalp again.Â
âGood,â he yawned. âThat sounds good to me tooâŠâ
-đ-
1 week later
You were sorting out some grand emergency at work and Price was in your flat alone. Heâd had a shower and gotten himself half dressed, too eager to get something to eat to put a shirt on. So he stood in your little kitchen in front of the window, bathing in the spring sunlight, eating a bowl of cereal to himself as his damp hair dried from his strategic position.Â
Just like heâd said, you had fixed things at dinner the night after youâd reconciled - and from there on it was almost like things had completely gone back to normal. Almost. When youâd turned your phone on the next day, you were greeted with a torrid of horrible messages and some hundred missed calls from Reid. However, with Price there, you didnât really let any of it bother you.Â
Not much anyway.
He held you through your upset and after a quiet minute of figuring out what to do, you messaged Reid a short, matter of fact text. You told him that you were in fact serious about your decision, you reminded him that - no - you werenât drunk when youâd left, you werenât âbeing crazyâ and would even be generous enough to put his things heâd left at yours into a box for him to collect, should he decide to be grown up enough to come over and get them.
Youâd gotten a million more missed calls after that and a flurry of messages, but after hearing Priceâs words of encouragement, you ignored them all. After a few days they stopped coming, and a few days after that you assumed that that was it. That he was out of your life for good. Thank god.
However, Reid had decided he wasnât going to go completely quietly. Well, he was forced into not going quietly. After being egged on by his friends, he was put in a tricky position and realised that he wasnât going to be able to back down. At their insistence he was going to turn up to your place unannounced and confront you when you were least expecting it - give you a piece of his mind while you were unprepared and unable to defend your âcompletely mental overreactionâ.
At least that was how it was supposed to go.
Though, when heâd pounded on the door and had someone other than you answer, his smile dropped. His face was practically tripping him when he realised who it was that answered.
âCan I help you?â Price asked, crunching on a spoonful of cereal, completely unbothered.Â
âCan youâŠhelp me?â Reid repeated, incredulous.
âCertainly can,â Price grinned, leaning against the doorframe. âThatâs why I offered.â
âWhat the fuck are you doing here? Whereâs that hypocrite thatâs clearly cheated on me?â
Reid was furious. He couldnât believe that he was made to feel like such an asshole for kissing someone else when youâd been with the geriatric behind his back the whole time. He was fuming
âHypocrite? I believe you two were broken up after that little stunt you pulled, mate,â Price corrected, putting his cereal bowl down on the entry table. âWhy donât you just settle down and stay here while I get your little box of shit. Then you can be on your way.â
âYou think Iâm just going to go while youâre making me look like a mug? You went and swooped in on someone thatâs taken and think you can just walk around naked like you own the place now because they slutted themselves out to you?â
âCareful, son,â Price growled. âBetter choose your words more carefully.â
âOr what? Youâre gonna kill me?â Reid laughed. âYou donât intimidate me, old man. Youâd lose your job over something like that. Guy like you would go to prison for a long time.â
Price chuckled to himself and nodded his head, quirking his lips into an upside down smile. It didnât meet his eyes though. They didnât turn to crescents, they just stayed slitted ever so slightly, glaring at the absolute maggot before him.Â
Price wouldâve loved to have taught that shit eating little cunt a lesson. Though he knew already that any kind of physical violence would have you both on the rocks again, and after heâd just gotten you back he wasnât ready to jeopardise things. However that wasnât to say that he wasnât prepared for Reidâs visit, oh no. He had more weapons at his disposal than the average man - he knew plenty of people in lots of places, both high and low, powerful and shady.Â
âLittle old fella like me couldnât do damage like that,â Price sighed, putting his hand over his heart like he was weary. âI have other things I can do though. Donât even need to bother laying a hand on a little weasel like you.â
âOh yeah like what?â Reid laughed, hoisting himself up to the last step and getting into Priceâs face. âYou gonna get some army buddy of yours to rough me up or something, pay me a visit and scare me? If that happens Iâll record the whole thing.Iâll get you done for it! All my friends know about you, theyâd back me up that you were behind it all.â
Price shook his head and sent a quick message off on his phone, quickly taking it out of his pocket and burying it back in again in a flash. After that, he proceeded to pick his cereal back up and ate another spoonful, scrunching up his face when he realised it had mostly lost its crunch. Well, he made a face at that and the fact that Reid was still there and giving him that stupid challenging little look.
âSounds like Iâd get into a lot of bother for that,â Price agreed, swirling his spoon around his bowl. âIâd just hate for you to have recordingsâŠmind you, I donât think Iâll have to worry too much about those. Youâll be too busy trying to unfuck your life to bother about me.â
âWhat's that supposed to mean?â Reid frowned.
Reid threw him a gesture as if to ask what the hell, and Price shrugged, taking one last bite of his less than tasty cereal. He resolved to himself that heâd pour another bowl and get himself to the shops. Heâd hate for you to be running low - it was important to him that you ate afterall. All a part of making sure you were looked after and cared for.
âI said - whatâs that supposed to mean!â Reid gritted out, poking a finger into Priceâs chest.
Price growled and shot him a warning glare, sending the younger man flying back with just the change in demeanour alone. Reid looked stupid then, holding his palm out like he was going to try and karate chop Price.
âWhy donât you run home and go check your credit score and bank accounts, hm?â
âWhat? What are you talking about?â Reid laughed, taking his phone out of his pocket. âAre you actually trying to pretend like you can do something like-â
Reid trailed off and frowned down at his device, hurriedly tapping the screen as his brows knitted tighter together.
âUgh, what an absolute dinosaur I am,â Price grunted, shaking his head at himself. âYou can check all these things on your phone nowadays. Plonker. Anyway, like I said - have fun trying to work all that out.â
Price went to shut the door, but grunted when Reid stuck his foot in it before he could close it fully. He glared when he almost spilled his cereal on himself, the milk had splashed up against the sides and a little had dribbled onto his foot. Other than that he was mostly uncovered. Reid was safe from having the rest splashed all over him.
âIâm going to the Police about this! You hear me? Iâm going to report this and youâll be in so much fucking trouble!â Reid vowed, wrenching the door back open. âFix this right now! Fix it now, or Iâll do it. Iâll go to the police.â
âGo to the police then. But whatâre you gonna tell them exactly? âOh, my exâs boyfriend has frozen all of my money and tanked my credit score! Do something, Mr. Officer!â Sounds a bit fucking looney, doesnât it?â
Reid looked at him with wide eyes, withdrawing his foot from the doorway as Price laughed at him, frowning as the realisation fully sunk in. He could report the crime, but he had no idea how Price had even managed to do it in the first place. Something like that would require the help of dodgy people, the likes of which Reid couldnât even comprehend.Â
And if he could do all that to Reidâs financesâŠafter, presumably, sending a single textâŠthen what else would Price be capable of?
Reid backed away fully and looked at Price and down at his phone, then back to Price and back down at his phone, locked in a state of disbelief. What the fuck had just happened. His heart dropped and his mouth got dry. It was like heâd forgotten how to breathe.
âWatch that last step, son. Iâd hate for you to hurt yourself,â Price called, grabbing the door so that he could finally shut it. âIf you know whatâs good for you you should stay away from here and never send another pig headed message again. Never know - It might help your little money situation. Might not help, mind you, but it certainly couldnât hurt, could it? Good bye, now.â
And with that Price closed the door and retreated back inside, leaving Reid to stand stupidly on the grass out front while he struggled to comprehend what had just happened.Â
There, Price thought, things are just as they should be now. He smirked to himself as washed up his cereal bowl, replaying what had just happened in his head. Thank you Nik. Guess I owe you a beer, mate.Â
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âDonât stop Simonâ you panted as his tongue thrusted in and out of you at such a rapid speed. Your head was becoming more and more hazy as each minute passed. The wet, lewd noises that resonated throughout his room as he ate you out so messily and desperately ⊠it was nearly pitiful.
âAm I doing good?â, he said, voice muffled from your thighs tightly locked around his head. âPlease tell me I am doing goodâ. His mouth was slobbering all over your cunt, every inch cover in his spit and slick. His eyes tightly closed shut, savoring in the moment. âJust donât stop,â you cried out, gripping onto his soft hair. He smiled against you, humming with satisfaction, letting his tongue lick along your pussy. Without warning, he pried your legs apart, allowing him air. He pulled back slightly, breaking away the pleasure.
You went to open your mouth to protest but didnât get the chance after seeing him let a string of saliva fall down from his mouth right on your clit. He whined at the sight, leaning back down to devour you once more. The way his tongue was swirling around you, the small noises he was making. It was all so much⊠all it once. The muscles in your stomach started to tighten as he continued to lap at you at no particular pattern. When his lips finally settled on your clit, sucking at it like he couldnât live without it was when you could feel your peak coming closer. He seemed to take notice of your hips grinding faster onto his face. âJust let goâ he whispered meekly, rubbing your thighs gently.
Maybe something was just in the air, but his words were inducing you couldnât help arching your back as you saw brightly lit stars filling up your vision. You sobbed out as you came right where he needed it. He gladly cleaned up your juices, not letting one drop go to waste, drinking everything up.
You slowly started coming back to reality riding off of pure bliss. âSimonâ you laughed lightly, âThat was so⊠Iâm ready for another round.â
All thoughts and musings short circuited when you felt his face push right back into you. He moaned, with a hint of shame and embarrassment tinted in his deep voice.
You loudly exhaled, desire clouding all over your senses when you felt his hot breath on your cunt. You wanted this just as bad as he did.
âI just need moreâ




