whenever i (bravely) re-read the first fanfics i’ve ever written, there are only two kinds of thoughts that cross my mind:
“hold on. 12 year old me was onto something. did she really write that line? why is it actually good?”
and
“oh no. there it is. i wrote that, didn’t i? why? WHY? how do i unsee this? i need to wash my eyes. and my soul. immediately.”














