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i can’t put into words how much i hate myself no matter how hard i try

so i went away to residential and now i feel like im worse so 🫶🏽

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i’m sorry you all feel the way i do, this shit fucking sucks. my brain is no fun and i want to fucking die.

ngl i just dont think life will work out for me

Control is only thing that make me seem happy.

what if they can’t fix me? what if i really am broken?

i feel weak for getting help in the first place. i am weak.

I feel like no one needs me

I wholeheartedly believe I ' m a worthless unlovable person . I can never believe that I am loved for who I am .

While You’re making yourself bl33d alone debating if your life is worth something.

The next day you’ll be the brightest person in a room

i’m going to residential treatment in nyc, i leave monday morning

hopefully they fix me cause i can’t do this anymore

i finally cut myself today after thinking about it for the last two week

my thighs are raw and i want to die

having to watch every single person in my life get everything i’ve been praying for while i get nothing absolutely tears me apart

who wants my doja cat tickets when i kill myself?

I break my own heart by expecting people to be as attached to me as I am to them.

why am i not enough? why does everyone pretend to be my friend? why don’t i have anyone?

have you ever looked at yourself in the mirror and went

“wow… i will actually never be enough.”

cause same lol

i hope you all feel the way i feel right now one day and when you do, i’ll make sure to not want anything to do with you either.

oops