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「 “ and if you do, i know i won't be your cry baby ” 」

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inconsistent uploads | socially anxious fella

➵ currently into: forsaken, dod, block tales, phighting, etb, crk, sfawtde, ava/avm, idek anymore dude

➵ please don't repost my art and whatnot

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art tags below cut bcs i like organising

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Fanarts

Misc:

#cookie run kingdom (17) | shadowvanilla firewind seamoon

#animator vs animation (7)

#ultrakill (1)

#hollow knight (1)

#friday night funkin' (1)

#deltarune (1)

#danny phantom (1)

#vocaloid (2)

#fnaf (1)

Roblox:

#homicidalporkchops (11)

#die of death (3)

#blocktales (1)

#phighting (2)

#evade (2)

#gasa4 (1)

OCs

#may madness 2012 (1)

#my ocs (2)

Selfship stuff (gulp...)

#yume (2)

#x y/n (3)

Yumeship Art Requests are OPEN (˶ᵔ ᵕ ᵔ˶)

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「 “ so put my neck up on the chopping block, ” 」

「 “ a birdbrain, baby, i don't think my head is coming off! ” 」

Unfiltered and no text ver. below cut vv

U should like uhhh click the img for non-deepfried quality yeah that'd be cool

Unwitting champion of being spurned

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Have this wip that I'll most likely never finish bcs I hate trying perspectives AHAHHDHAHHAH

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Stop nagging me bruh

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Chat, I feel like there's something different about my redraw

No, I'm not calling him NO ONE 🥀

A different ver. coz I'm indecisive about his hair colour, and a speedpaint to prove I ain't kididng when I said I actually did attempt to redraw before I remembered I like bounded characters AHAHAHHAA

Lwk a lil lazy coz guhhhhh I'm procrastinating on my assignment

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Silly hollowheads headcanon bcs I can

Anyway I like to think they have a pendant in their own colour the moment they were made. It doesn't necessarily have anything extraordinary like giving u powers or anything, but it's just something of huge sentimental value. Hell, they don't know why themselves, but it just feels like something very special to em. And bcs of that, they tend to give it to others they feel the most connected to (like soulmates, whether romantically or platonically)

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I still remember the first time I tried the double popsicles was back in 11th Grade. I shared it with my best friend, and it felt so exciting to me for some reason. So here's the ava cast, except it's done more so romantically than bromantically.

Dw, tdl went out and stole a whole lot more for tco in the end ❤️

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I caved and opened rblx to play blocktales demo 5 n then some other games 🥀

Siiiigghhh here's some of the stuff I made from Draw Me ig

Demo 5 slapped tho 🔥

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Minuit à fond la caisse

Such unreasonable behaviour, amirite, guys? /ref

Some alt shots I just end up not using bcs ehhhh and the sketch

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The Sound of Silence

Living in a family that's constantly buzzing day and night, Michael, a brooding teenager had learned to appreciate the quiet atmosphere brought upon the household once in a while, even wishing for people to shut up just so he could savor it.

Or...

4 times Michael craving silence, and the 1 time he doesn't.

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1. The clock read 3 in the morning.

Turning around on his side, Michael covered his ears with soft pillows as he tried to muffle the sounds of metals coming from the garage below his room. Since Elizabeth and Evan were out with his mother for a visit to her friend's house for the night, his father suddenly had this ABSOLUTELY bright idea to work on his creations in the literal middle of the dark hours, completely forgetting that his eldest son was in fact, still present in the house, trying to get some actual rest unlike him.

He considered on going down just to tell his father to tone it down but brushed the idea off. Knowing the man, he'd probably claim that it was very important - probably more important than his son's sleep schedule - and it had to be done as soon as possible. Talking about how he needed them done for the sake of the franchise his father co-founded alongside his good friend and yada yada yada. Besides, the fact that his father was already naturally quite temperamental, basically telling him to shut up probably wasn't the best idea while the older man was stressing over his own things.

Now he wished the others were back home, maybe then his father would rethink that shitty choice of his.

Letting out a groan, Michael shifted position onto his back. Scanning his dim-lit room, his gaze landed on the window where the shine of the moonlight were pouring through due to having the curtains open. The boy visibly cringed after hearing a particularly loud crash from below which was followed by his father swearing equally as loud. Michael definitely wouldve found it funny if only he wasnt so tired at the moment. Another annoyed groan left him when the sounds of metals welding resumed.

He definitely won't be getting any sleep anytime sooner.

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2. He felt light-headed as his blood increasingly boils.

Michael slammed the door shut and made sure it was extra loud, cutting off his mother who was yelling at him to come back after he left in the middle of one of her scoldings.

His body was practically trembling with rage as his mind plays through the memory over and over again.

It wasn't his fault the other guy had started it.

The young Afton had already warned him of an incoming punch if he continued to annoy him, yet he still did it. The dude asked for it and he GOT what he wanted. It wasnt fair how HE was the one who got scolded for something he had already gave multiple warnings for.

Michael felt his anger rise even more when he heard the woman still babbling downstairs, still not over what her son had done. He quickly stomped over to his desk before opening the drawer with enough force to make the whole structure shake. Rummaging through his complete mess of a drawer, he pulled out a pair of earbuds and immediately shoved them into his ears after connecting it to his walkman.

He tapped on the first song he could find and turned the volume all the way up, enough to drown out the noise. Enough for him to be by himself.

Soon, his mother's yapping grew fuzzy as the music grows louder.

The sound of his walkman playing was the only thing he could hear.

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3. God, save him.

Elizabeth had dragged the eldest to one of her tea parties, vowing to never move from her brother's doorway unless he agreed to attend her make-believe event. Reluctantly, the boy nodded his head despite the fact he had to study for an upcoming major exam. It wasn't like he could refuse anyway. The little girl was undoubtedly his father's golden child as the adult constantly spoiled and paid attention to her more compared to him and even his younger brother, Evan.

Knowing that his father had been much more temperamental than usual as of late, Michael couldn't risk refusing Elizabeth. Who knew if she would complain to the much older man of his dismissal. That alone might set his already stressed father off and he did NOT want that at all.

Zoning back in, Michael bit back a grumble as he willingly tunes out his younger sister's rambling, taking an imaginary sip from the small pink tea cup held between his fingers.

Why can't she just play with her plushes and leave him alone.

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4. Michael made his way over to his younger brother's bedroom with a scowl.

His father was out at his restaurant doing god knows what while his mother was out visiting her friends again, taking the family's favourite daughter with her. He had rejoiced for a while, thinking that he could finally get some good night's rest.

But no.

Evan was making some sort of ruckus in his room. Loudly too.

As he walked over towards the bedroom door, he heard a small crash followed by a cry from his brother. A small wave of concern washed over him before it quickly got replaced by anger once again. It was probably nothing important. Evan probably tripped or something and like the crybaby he was, was making a big fuss over it.

Finally reaching the door, he held a hand out on the doorknob and was about to twist it before he stopped after hearing the small sobs coming through the door. He stood still in silence as his brother continued crying on the other side.

Biting back a grumble, Michael let go of the knob and stomped back to his room in the end.

Whatever. He couldn't care enough to tell Evan to shut up anyway. He'll just plug his ears in and listen to songs like he always does.

That night, he eventually did get to fall asleep, taking no notice of his brother's cries and ignoring the small worry deep in his chest.

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5. The room was quiet.

White noise emitted from the television screen as a show Michael didn't even bother to register played out.

He tried to tune in to the words, but his thoughts echoed louder than any audio could. And yet, even as the show continued, as loud as his thoughts were,

the room was silent.

He couldn't find it in himself to bask in the peace, even after the harrowing ordeals at the pizzeria.

It was too silent.

His head slightly turned to look at the frame sat on the small, round table beside him, the movement almost imperceptible.

The picture of him, his siblings and their mother were barely recognisable. The paper was yellowed out, faces blurred from the smudges of unknown stains. It was incomplete, their father left out, but maybe it was for the best.

He can barely remember their faces.

Everything felt unbearable nowadays.

He hated how silent it was.

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A/N:

AHAHHAHAH I FOUND AN OLD AHH FIC WHILE IN MY NOTES APP 😭😭😂 I remember really liking Michael which is why I wrote a him centric fic.

I feel like this was what the old me would've wanted (probably) so here I am, posting it un-beta-read. I've never posted my writings (granted, I don't do much anyway-) before so old me, be proud (or not).

Based on those 4+1 fics. The 1-4 was what I had already written down back then, while the 5 was written by my current self.

Take note, this was like baacckk then based on the theories, so there might be inaccuracies to the current fnaf timeline (idk either it's been a while since I properly kept up w the franchise, is this theory still relevant?)

Preetttyy sure the title was referencing to the song by the same name iirc.

Ts probably ass but eh, we ball amirite.

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f2u | w/o credit

yumeship flags and badge I created fo fun using pixel studio ^^ I couldn't find any (but I could just be searching w my elbows or smthn) so I made one to put on profiles

it's my first time using and making pixel art so it may be a bit wonky hihi :3

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Match made in hell ❤️

Kinda a continuation to this one

Just the unfiltered ver. below cut nothing else

[Edit: if tumblr messes up the cut n img orders again im gonna lose my mind]

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「 “ let's get married, yeah, let's do it!

⸝⸝ wedding bug - dannie may➷

i can’t find anything to praise about you but your face. ” 」

I lwk hc Devesto to be aro since like he canonically doesn't really care for relationships, but hey, a girlie can indulge amirite 🙏 ouhhouhh I like this dude I need to send a pipebomb to his house /aff

Ure the only one in a wedding fit bcs Dev's a BITCH (jk I love him sm I'm gonna stab him) idk dude he put u in em coz he loves it I should shut up n sleep now

Unfiltered ver. of the art vv coz oohhh my goshhh I'm such an INDECISIVE mf which is why I got like 4 ver. of it up there

Might make more small doodles of em sometime. We'll see

Wedding bug is such a banger I've had it on loop for hours

My tummy hurtyt RAHHHH im gonna explodee

[Edit: WHY DOES IT KEEP MESSING UP THE IMG ORDERS N TAKING AWAY THE CUT]

[Edit 2: psst... check this one out too]

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Go on. Don't be scared. Get on the goon mobile.

Based off this meme coz holy I laughed so hard the first time I saw it. If someone already did this I'm gonna explode into pieces

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Cruel King, Red and Blue staring at me after the 60 dmg shockwave of my own embodiment of hatred kills them (they were my meat shield) [I was stuck on this stage for like an hour and a half bruh until I searched up a tutorial on how to dodge its attacks.]

Wanted to make this like months ago after I beat Hatred but only got to it after hearing Demo 5 released AHAHAHAHA

Me staring at ppl enjoying demo 5 bcs I lwk sworn off playing Roblox 💔🥀🥀

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Top 10 best meetup spots for the bros

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Yumeship Art Requests are OPEN (˶ᵔ ᵕ ᵔ˶)

I'm not sure if anyone would see this, but just wanted to see if anyone would like to request me for art of their oc/sona with any canon characters hehe. Take note, it's most likely going to be sketch/small doodle and might take time QwQ. Probably uncoloured but we'll see. When I say it might take a while, I mean it so yeah 😭😭 pls be patient w me. (if u want to see how my art looks, just click my account. If I have time, I might colour them!)

More info below cut vv

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FANDOMS

I'm mostly doing for Forsaken since I'm currently fixated on that, but I'm open to Block Tales/Die of Death/straight up myths too. Hey, I'd probably do some other fandoms hard maybe (granted if their designs aren't too complex and u provide refs)

STRICTLY fictional characters, okie? I'm not comfy w drawing actual ppl like that...

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RULES

✫ Please provide oc/sona refs (it doesn't have to be an actual ref sheet if u don't have one) [Note: NO AI-GENERATED REFS. Please.]

✫ If u have specific designs of how u want these canon characters to look like, please provide them too! (If not, I will draw them based off my own designs/hcs) [Note: there is a chance I might reject some of the canon character's ref due to some reasons (too complex, etc...)]

✫ A small desc of how ur character and the canon character would act like together is appreciated as it helps me to set a pose for them!!

✫ NO nsfw okie. I might consider mildly suggestive.

✫ I won't be drawing canon characters in which the owner of said characters have said they were uncomfortable with such art themself (so no Frozen Soul Mafioso, I'll only do Forsaken's reworked Mafiaso)

✫ It doesn't have to be romantic. Platonic is very much welcomed too!

✫ oc/sonaxoc is okay too, just no canonxcanon. I'm very picky about ccxcc ships, sorry </3

✫ If ure a non-sharing yume, ure welcomed to dm me straight for the req so u don't see other doubles in the comment section :3 (though uhh, don't click my acc coz there might be ship arts ure uncomfy with)

✫ Reqs are accepted if I reply to ur comment, saying that I accept it. These are just for fun/practice since I wanna try drawing again while I'm in college, please do not pressure me..

✫ The finished art will be sent thru DMs :> It's up to u if u wanna post it (please credit tho 🥺) or if u wanna just keep it for urself!