Musically Obsessed, Chronically Depressed

Cole, 30, they/them INFP, Pisces, tad bit insane

[mrcowboyreturnsagain]

Me, back than: Ha! It’s funny because he never said that.

Me, now:

…oh.

…ohhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.

(Sobs) …oh.

[doesrevali]

no cause sobbing in theaters and at home after watching jax get revealed to be a victim of emotional abuse who becomes a homeless transgender youth and then gets his brain copied at the height of his repression and denial and self hatred and then distances himself from everybody and becomes a caricature in order to cope with the unchangeable body he's put in within a digital landscape that changes everyday and then he kills himself AND THEN coming online to see people saying that jax just had a crush on ribbit and is totally cishet is an experience i would not recommend having

[oncelerfucker]

Jax literally killed himself in the circus after making the other two openly queer people around him - a nonbinary person and a non-straight woman - the targets of some of the worst of his externalized self hatred and queerphobia.

But in real life, in the physical world, she's at Riley's bar. She's surrounded by other queer people. He killed himself but she's alive in a place hosted by the nonbinary person he resented. She has the community of other queer people that he rejected.

I wonder if Goose meant anything by this.

[hordeofhoes]

Last act spoilers

Jax coming out to her mom in a desperate attempt for some kind of connection and understanding and having it immediately be thrown back in her face and have it used as more ammunition against her, ending with her mom trying to hug her to make HERSELF feel better, making Jax literally and figuratively push her away and run out, is trans rep on par with Buffy not-gay coming out to her mom. Like its that real.

[soft--crowley]

someone got mad in my comments here that i spoiled them even though i tagged my spoilers so i'll say it here SPOILERS BELOW STOP READING IF YOU DON'T WANT TO BE SPOILED AND DIDN'T MUTE THE EXISTING SPOILER TAGS

i just wanna see who was behind that door that jax had chained up and scratched out

who was she, and what would she have said and done if pomni had been able to let her out?

i mourn for the woman we never got to see there

[castlepunk1077]

Congratulations to Jax TADC for being the first Tumblr Sexyman to transition to a Tumblr Sexywoman

[starteas]

I watched The Amazing Digital Circus finale and all I got was a sobbing breakdown and a desire to keep living for the people I love

[myydarlingvenus]

great things happening here

[killjoyous]

Isn’t she lovely?

I cried during the finale .

[serendippertyy]

happy pride to transfem jax,,, anytime someone draws transfem jax fairies are born and flowers bloom...

[what-even-is-thiss]

I can’t believe that in order to tell a story I need to withhold certain information from the reader at first. I’m excited about it and I want them to know.

[nem23]

[commiescummie]

i’ll literally never have enough of that dylan b hollis dude cause like. hes a college student who just.,.blew up on tiktok. he has the soul of a man who has lived for 60 years in the body of a twink. he cooks and is surprised every single time. he goes CINAMIN everytime he uses cinnamon. he has the kitchen of a 60s house wife and cooks like hes going to kill someone

[teacupfulofstarshine]

other favorites include

- “moo juice!”

- E G G - G I E

- BUTTER GO BRRRRRRRR

[only-in-movies]

- Floof powder

[angryalliterations-deactivated2]

F I R E

[xanthumn]

[agoddamnedrayofsunshine]

Other highlights:

“It doesn’t tell ya how to eat it, so I don’t know if I need a knife and fork or if I need to tie my hair back” (about the very phallic looking candle salad)

“This pie is referred to as a chiffon. Now what does that mean? It means it was written by a white person.”

“We take our can of Spam and we cry :)”

“This doesn’t need salt it needs help!”

[zwoelffarben]

“I’m going to assume we have the same size package, although the last time I assumed that I wound up stunned and quite self-conscious.”

[acfan120]

“DEMON BABY!!”

(x)

[cd-call-official-blog]

“Nothing says the holidays like AMBIGUOUS MEAT!”

[ratfuck]

youve heard of missionary position. now get ready for MERCENARY position

[irisbleufic]

[aspiringwarriorlibrarian]

Digital de-aging is bad not just because it always looks creepy as fuck no matter how much money they pour into it, but because it deprives me of getting to see the fucking black magic of a) the casting director somehow finding someone who looks unnervingly like the original actor despite not being related at all and b) the actors completely convincing me that they are, in fact, the same person at different times in their life.

[matrixdragon]

And occasionally, the amusement of sticking a bad wig and some makeup on the original actor and just demanding we accept they're a teenager now.

[arlo-mike]

claim your badge here

[teaboot]

Can I be honest with yall I don't want to hear SHIT against cishets at pride this year

[teaboot]

"But it's not FOR them!!!" The biggest military power in the world belongs to a christofascist nation overseen by a felon found guilty of 34 federal crimes and has greenlit a gestapo with more direct funding than the entire military of Canada for the purpose of ethnic cleansing. Let Hetero Jessica throw some biodegradable glitter at a municipal parade

[teaboot]

At this point if anyone is trying to exclude anyone benignly pro-queer from a pro-queer space I'm just going to assume you're a fed or something idk like something something destabilize the movement from within or whatever