WATSON

My name is Colin William Watson, 23 years old. I used to be a major in British Literature. Now I am in Ashbrook Manor. I write more than I should. I think in the end it's my only way to escape.

[jameson-g-k-deactivated20141122]

Haha yeah I guess so, they won’t let me exercise here. So I guess I might have gotten out of shape abit.

[colin-watson-blog]

Oh no. Not because of it, but because you are sensitive and caring, and I don't remember athletes behaving like this during my school years.

[danni-o-reilly-deactivated20150]

Writings on the Wall || Colin & Desiree

[danni-o-reilly-deactivated20150]

TAGGING: Colin Watson & Desiree O’Reilly

LOCATION: Room 200

TIME FRAME: October 25th, midday.

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[colin-watson-blog]

Colin was completely surprised when he felt Desiree's hands slipping by his neck, and pulling him closer again. He had thought his kiss was to cross a boundary, but as their lips matched again, he felt relieved she wanted more. But he indeed wanted more. He wanted to be able to kiss her as much as he wanted to, anytime he felt like kissing her. He cursed himself for agreeing with that stupid only friends talking. They weren't friends. At least not only friends. He felt a thirsty for her that spilled over that expression.

He wrapped his arms around her waist, pressing her even more against the door, as he finally felt safe enough to kiss her back. But as soon as his lips started moving, and his tongue flicked inside her mouth, she stepped back form the kiss, leaving him dizzy. Such a provocative girl. How could that girl had such a strong effect over him. Even if she started talking, Colin kept her against the door, smiling down at her. "I am better. What happened was just... just temporary. I am better now, I promise. Are you... eating properly?"

[jameson-g-k-deactivated20141122]

I will be someday. I was happy in boarding school for a while, I was a straight A student who was the best batter on the baseball team.

[colin-watson-blog]

Oh, an athlete! I would never guess. 

[jameson-g-k-deactivated20141122]

No I didn’t, I had been in that orphanage since I could remember. Strange isn’t it.

[colin-watson-blog]

No, it happens more than people are used to. I just... wish you can end up happy someday.

[danni-o-reilly-deactivated20150]

Writings on the Wall || Colin & Desiree

TAGGING: Colin Watson & Desiree O’Reilly

LOCATION: Room 200

TIME FRAME: October 25th, midday.

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[colin-watson-blog]

The boy was walking from one side to the other since Desiree had told him she would visit. He looked once or twice to the walls behind him, worried that it would scare her away. When the panic began to spread by his body, and his hands began to shake uncontrollably, when he couldn't really think properly, and his eyes began to be unable to focus; he wasn't sure if it was reasonable to call for Desiree. He was always afraid that his panic attacks could trigger things inside her, things that he would blame himself for triggering. He wanted to trust her, and to call her for help. But he also was so afraid of being the responsible for anything that happens to her.

When finally he heard a knock over his door, he ran to it, opening it loudly and pulling the small girl inside quickly. He closed the door behind her, pressing her small frame against it, as he wrapped his arms around her waist and pulled her close to him, kissing her quickly on her soft lips. "Sorry, sorry." He stepped behind, not really letting go of her waist. "I kind of missed you. I... I... needed you."

[jameson-g-k-deactivated20141122]

For most of us i guess. the word ‘home’ is a foreign term to me.

[colin-watson-blog]

You never had any contact with any of your birth parents?

[declan-flannagan-deactivated201]

Really? What time did you go?

[colin-watson-blog]

Oh it was early in the morning. But there was some fuzz about a medication that was stolen from the nurses office, so thye closed down everything until they could find the missing pills.

[jameson-g-k-deactivated20141122]

It probably is his method of escape, he should have gone to a counselor after your mum died. He shouldn’t blame you for what happened.

[colin-watson-blog]

Well, we all have wrecked homes, right? That is my problem.

[declan-flannagan-deactivated201]

There is a library. I’m sure you can find something good to read. I mean they don’t have a ton of options, but for a place like this they have a decent amount.

[colin-watson-blog]

I thought about going there, but when I did last time, it was closed.

[jameson-g-k-deactivated20141122]

He can’t blame you for that, Colin. It happens sometimes.

[colin-watson-blog]

I know it does. But deep down I on't blame him either for thinking I am guilty. It's his form of escapement right?

[danni-o-reilly-deactivated20150]

I won’t mind, don’t worry.

When would you like me to come over?

[colin-watson-blog]

I would like you to come over right now!

[colin-watson-blog]

I am just bored with the books I brought here. On the other hand, I have no idea what to read next.

[danni-o-reilly-deactivated20150]

Why would you be ashamed? I’m flattered.. 

Could I see it? 

[colin-watson-blog]

Of course. Just don't mind when I turn out red from shame and start stammering.

[declan-flannagan-deactivated201]

Exactly. See, I think we can convince them, you and I.

[colin-watson-blog]

If we can convince them about this, the sky is our limit, my boy.

[danni-o-reilly-deactivated20150]

What were you writing on them?

[colin-watson-blog]

I am ashamed to admit I've written your name. And lots of stuff about my childhood. About what I suppose my mom would be like...

[jameson-g-k-deactivated20141122]

That’s terrible Colin, even if he was busy with work, or whatever he does. He should’ve still given you the love you need.

[colin-watson-blog]

Oh no, he wasn't busy. He blames me because my mother died on labour.

[danni-o-reilly-deactivated20150]

Thank you. And you do? I miss you, too. Probably more than I should, to be honest.

I’ve been doing a lot better, actually. What about you, love? Have you been coping okay.. without writing? Please— if anything’s wrong, tell me. I’ll be there as soon as I can.

[colin-watson-blog]

It's difficult, I won't lie to you. But I am learning how to manage it. Although I've had a recent panic attack and ended up writing on the walls. I guess the nurses weren't happy with the mess I've made.