I Should Be Studying Blog

Christianna Is trying to figure life out.

[stuckybanner]

If you’re openly trans at school this year

I want to remind you how fucking proud I am of your brave ass

you’re a badass motherfucker you’re a goddamn warrior don’t let anybody tell you otherwise

[parentless-suggestions]

“You’re mom is so nice,” people would say to me. Clearly, my mom is a different person at home.

[tastefullyoffensive]

(via aliceLidl23)

[afrosintric-deactivated20180410]

i made a playlist.

it sounds like slow kisses against soft skin.

it makes you feel like the person you dream about fingertips is lingering on the very tip of your own.

it sounds like peace you find right in between the heaven and hell of your own thoughts.

it feels like warm water against a cold and stressed body.

it has its own aura. it’s blue, with tones of clear red and it fades into a beautiful indigo with gold flakes.

it’s the soundtrack to the interludes between each time you fell in love

each song has a heartbeat and bass thats immutable into your soul.

have you ever heard someone who loves you cry for you?

do you know how it sounds when you hurt that person but you make love to them afterwards?

this compilation sounds like makeup sex.

it feels like the person you thought was gone…returned.

when the playlist is over…know that it was just a feeling, not a reality. that person is gone.

but revisit this queue when you need to feel them hold you again or tell you the promises they broke all over again.

I made a playlist. When i love again; i’ll burn it to a disc and sit in the silence of it with whoever i love next.

[thetrippytrip]

That’s how people live.

[shirai-ru]

6/10 by Dodie Clark (x)

[theicarus-moved]

[chaoticbabyg]

[antiandrogen]

honestly if u have kids please be prepared for them to say at some point “i reject the path you planned for me. this is the path i’ve created instead” and be prepared to reply “that’s great i’m so proud of you”. 

[peniswakt-deactivated20210717]

this is a really good post but why is my child talking like dio

[just-shower-thoughts]

A snowman is a body of water.

[octoberanytime]

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[wordsnquotes]

I must learn to love the fool in me - the one who feels too much, talks too much, takes too many chances, wins sometimes and loses often, lacks self-control, loves and hates, hurts and gets hurt, promises and breaks promises, laughs and cries.

Theodore Isaac Rubin (via wordsnquotes)

[wordsnquotes]

It always takes two. For relationships to work, for them to break apart, for them to be fixed.

Emily Giffin, Heart of the Matter (via wordsnquotes)

[collegechristianna]

My depression

Just because “it could be worse” does not mean I have to be thankful. Just because your depression looks like not showering, moving, or brushing your teeth, does not mean mine is less than yours. My depression is waking up an hour early just to wait for the alarm clock to go off. My depression is washing my hair twice just to stay In the warmth a little longer because the only person to ever hug me LEFT ME. My depression is smiling at school, figuring out the answers quicker just so I can read my book. It is the way I made myself stretch paper thin with events just so I can't be alone with my thoughts. My depression is drinking 13 cups of water in the school day just to avoid eating. My depression is realizing I am graduating. It is the way I count the times you tried to fix me, how many times I sat on the floor in school just to feel closer to the ground. It is laughing and getting ice-cream with friends but still going home to feel empty. This is not senioritis, it is not sadness, heartbreak, an easy fix, a small issue. My depression is not easier because I smell good.

[succulentinterrupted]

Haworthia ‘Gray Ghost’

[versacebitvh]

Black Girls 101 🍒

I’m making this post specifically for my black babes. Repost this to uplift a black girl that may need this.

1.) Having darker skin does not make you ugly. Baby girl, you are so beautiful.

2.) Don’t have loose curly hair? that’s fine. You are still so so gorgeous with your naps and all.

3.) Don’t take “pretty for a black girl” as a compliment. You’re pretty POINT BLANK PERIOD. “For a black girl” is unnecessary.

4.) You aren’t obligated to subject to blatant racism. If someone talking shit about your people, FUCK EM UP.

5.) Dye your hair all sorts of colors. All colors work for all shades, they don’t discriminate.

6.) It’s okay to be in an interracial relationship.

7.) Your life matters.

8.) If you can’t handle having natural hair, sis that’s okay. You shouldn’t feel ashamed, because you get a perm.

9.) To my mixed girls, you’re still black. Don’t let people make you feel like you ain’t.

10.) LOVE YOURSELF BABY

[wnq-writers]

Nothing terrifies me more than the thought of speaking my pain aloud for another living soul to hear. In truth, I am afraid that I will fall apart like a flower does; that once I start opening up I’ll be unable to stop and before I realize it, I’ll be in pieces on the floor…

Ranata Suzuki (via wordsnquotes)