xXC0LL1N_CR1T1C4LXx @collin-thestopioid - Tumblr Blog

welcome to my FREAKING blog‼️‼️‼️‼️

i am collin and i have a lot of things wrong with me!!!

this is basically just my personal diary

he/him (but sometimes xe/xem if im feeling freaky)

fandoms!!!: deltarune, undertale, invader zim, steven universe, mlp, furry, gravity falls, south park

music!!!: pierce the veil, attack attack, ismfof, my chem, s3rl, lemon demon, tally hall, toby fox, all time low, metro station, nickasaur

all the things i gots!!!: ocd, autism, adhd, anxiety, depression, ehlers danlos, pots (all are diagnosed)

collinsstupid's strawpage

my disgusting strawpage check it out for my blinky collection

i love my friends so much hi guys <3

@astro-beetle @zombiekissr @ventis-last-braincell @lovefromhelly @battymygreen @iloveraytoroxwx

sideblogs:

@collin-shapedobject

@collin-thedelusionist

@c0ll1n-nthemachinery

#intro post #blog intro #2000s scene #scene kid #deltarune #emo #disabled #physical disability #scene kid blog #trans guy #punk #blinkies #i love music #i love my friends #hi im a tag

FUCK THE KOSA BILL!!!!!!

CALL YOUR REPS AND TELL THEM YOU DONT WANT IT TO PASS, THAT IS HOW BILLS GET STOPPED!!!!!!!!

WE DO NOT WANT THIS!!

#kosa bill #stop kosa #fanfiction #fanfic #ao3

guess whos fucking BLUE now

#ate too many uhh...... fuck i forgot..........goddamnit im so useless.......

#2000s scene #scene kid #emo #scene hair #blue hair #blue scene hair #dyed blue hair #scene boy #emo boy #scene kid blog #scene fashion #scenemo #emo scene #scene

hashtag foils in my hair

#bleach

just took three magnesium goodnight forever everyone

#cant wait to shit my pants (again) (im being serious this happened before)

#i have to do this i slept the whole day and have hair dye tomorrow

i can take testosterone

i can cut my hair

i can get all the surgeries

but my skin will always be girl skin

#trans dysphoria #transmasc #trans male #trans #transgender #trans guy #trans boy #transgender boy #trans man #transgender man

calp0sa

is there a specific way you stay motivated on a drawing, or is it just something you can do

i am in a perpetual state of exhaustion and burnout. I’m sure i’d be posting every single day if not for that. but i do know my purpose on this earth is to make as much art as possible before i die. So drawing feels very innate for me; i think when i’m creating it’s the only time i actually feel like i’m doing something right whereas when i’m not making anything it feels like i’m doing something horribly wrong and everything’s messed up and something really bad is going to happen and i’m wasting so much of my life farting around when i could be making a million things like i’m supposed to. when i draw, even if i am so tired and agitated, it feels like i’m back on the path to fulfilling my purpose. it’s a steady pattern and it really feels like the only pattern i can cling to while everything else is so horrifyingly discordant. There is really no method to my “motivation” i think there is just something in me that is telling me “Oh yes this is the right thing, you need to be doing this, you need to be doing this forever, there’s something out there and you are growing closer to it through the cycle of creation.” it’s as if i’m approaching rebirth

idk

#ive never heard someone say it aloud but this is actually how i feel too #twin #rb

zombiekissr

"recipes available upon request" as a tag on a murder/cannibalism fic

collin-thestopioid

some shit id do

#rb

zombiekissr

I forget that transphobia is a real thing and people genuinely want us dead

#and this is why we have to be mad #rb

takingpillsandmellowingout

Having the bandom type of autism spectrum and not the science maths one is so humiliating sometimes….

calp0sa

boys in sweet loooove

#HHHH HHHH HOLYYYY #HOLY WOW #HOLY WOWW #HASHTAG NUT = BUSTED #THIS IS EQUALS COOLS BRO!!!!!!#rb

diacetylmorphine-android-deacti

slut

transmechanicus

loyal knight

aroace-nut-case

@funnier-when-objectum

i will never not be amused by this image.

the machine finds poop folders amusing.

their computer has potty humor

its hilarious, i know

#objectum #kind of #techum #computer objectum

zombiekissr

I did today

Showers my brother (who is 10) s2e1 of good omens. He thought Crowley was cool. Then he showed me the last episode of invincible.

I consumed an energy drink through my hole (yuck!)

Then I decided to rearrange my entire room, print out several posters, get out old posters from the closet and door and hang them up. (Used hot glue.)

Put battery into thing

Eat manicotti (drool)

And then I drooled at posts about things

And my cat

Can't stop writing yumeship fanfic oh my god it's long

And drawing yumeship buttsex or something

#thugitout

collin-thestopioid

thats what we do

#thugitout

hashtag getting hair dyed on the 30th.

will be posting results