Where is it Written that We Always Win?

A • she/her • 25 • queer • itwilleatyourbabies on ao3 • inspo and writing sideblog • follows from requiem2007

[comfhurts]

Hey, I’m A! and welcome to hurt/comfort headquarters! This is a fanfiction and writing inspo sideblog almost exclusively about Cyclops and the x-men.

+ this blog is forever construction and currently a HUGE mess

This blog is suited for 16+.  Minors can follow, as I post mostly sfw gen content, but please blacklist my nsfw tag “A’s nsft”

While you’re here, check out my ao3! (or my fic pages)!

Major tagging bases:

A.txt: my ramblings

MCU: marvel cinematic universe

DC: DC comics

Marvel: non-mcu marvel content

Star Wars: star wars

A’s writing: my original writing content

Inspo: inspiration

Writing Ref: references for just about anything

A’s fanfic: my fan fiction content

Characters are tagged as their full name.  

I will tag any trigger! I currently tag: 

Homophobia (tw: homophobia)

Racism (tw: racism)

Sexual assault (tw: sexual assault) 

Sexual assault towards children (tw: csa) 

Self-harm (tw: self-harm)

Suicide (tw: suicide) 

Alcohol/drugs (tw: substances) 

Weight and dieting (tw: weight) 

This blog will always believe that Black Lives Matter and trans women are women.

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[comfhurts]

https://archiveofourown.org/works/66681070

IM BACK!!!!

On such a difficult day, I thought we could all use a little domestic fluff. AKA this is the story of how Scott got in the “habit” of painting Emma’s toenails.

(This story requires an ao3 account to read— message me if you need an invite!)

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mortifying ordeal, etc. 🕊

(claire schwartz / coco mellors)

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white oleander (2002) dir. peter kosminsky

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jeremy radin

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felt humiliated beyond belief this year, because of love. felt helpless, and shattered. but i have since been growing around those pieces. the humiliation passes, the resentment too. even if it comes back. no love is wasted. all my love came from me and that remains.

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normal people

[comfhurts]

An Archive of Our Own, a project of the Organization for Transformative Works

Suprise! I'm not dead. I'm just trapped in rarepair hell!

Title: Fault Lines.

Fandom: X-Men (comicverse)

Relationships: Scott Summers/Kwannon, Scott Summers & Kwannon

Tags: pre-relationship, unrequited love (but it's not), complicated relationships, PINING!, not Jean friendly though I don't think I bash her, From the Ashes

Summary:

Scott and Kwannon, on the precipice.

[bloodybloody]

Whumper who records the process while the experiment is occuring✨✨✨

Whumper is checking the equipment and medical devices after tying the whumpee down to the operation table. They gaze upon the camera, which is in the corner of the room, and start the voice recording. They plainly state the date, time, whumpee's number, which is determined by whumper when they are captured, and the experiment's subject. Then they inject muscle relaxants in order to hold the whumpee still.

Despite the medications they've taken, whumpee is in excruciating pain. They can't save themselves or even move; they merely cry and scream in pain. Whumper is unable to record their voice properly because of whumpee's wails, so they shush and calm whumpee down with comforting words, caressing their hair and holding their hand. Whumpee is barely fighting the urge to scream; all they can do is sob and whine while clutching whumper's hand tightly.

Whumper leaves whumpee immediately after finishing the experiment to examine the record while whumper is writhing. They notice whumpee's desperate but resigned gaze at them while watching the record. 

They thank whumpee for being a good lab rat while treating, headpating, and kissing them.

Whumpee watches whumper for a couple days studying the results of the experiment while they wait for whumper to finish their work on their knees. Whumper randomly asks questions about what they've felt in specific moments and makes them remember the pain they've felt, intentionally or unintentionally.

[weirdstrangeandawful]

TW: medical, drugs

Okay I think some of the whump community needs a quick reminder that sedatives, hypnotics, tranquillizers, analgesics, and anaesthetics are completely different things.

Here's a quick rundown (disclaimer that I am neither a doctor nor a whumper):

Sedative: A sedative drug decreases activity, moderates excitement, and calms the recipient

Hypnotic: A drug that produces drowsiness and facilitates the onset and maintenance of a state of sleep

Tranquilizer: A drug that calms and relieves anxiety

Analgesics: A drug designed to control pain

Anaesthetics: A substance that causes lack of feeling or awareness, dulling pain to permit surgery and other painful procedures

As you can see, yes, they often overlap and, yes, many drugs are multiple but if you are sedating a patient for surgery... good luck.

Some examples (under the cut because of specific drug mentions and the length of this post) for good measure:

Acetaminophen/paracetamol (Tylenol): analgesic

Nitrous oxide (laughing gas): sedative, analgesic (mild), anaesthetic (very mild)

Diphenhydramine (Benadryl): sedative-hypnotic, anaesthetic, analgesic

Quetiapine (Seroquel): sedative, hypnotic

Lidocaine: sedative, analgesic, anaesthetic

Diazepam (Valium): sedative, hypnotic, tranquilizer, anaesthetic

Oxycodone (OxyContin): sedative, tranquilizer, analgesic, anaesthetic

Fentanyl: sedative, analgesic, anaesthetic

Xylazine (Tranq): Sedative, hypnotic, tranquilizer, analgesic, anaesthetic (mostly used for animals though because it's so potent)

(Most of these have many more properties not listed here but I just wanted to try and illustrate the difference between some of them)

[whumpbees]

Doctor Whumper who gives their patients a lollipop after The Horrors

[allthingswhumpyandangsty]

ways/methods to torture your fictional character in a medical setting

♡♡♡ for writers to use as an inspiration for their novels/fanfictions only, I’m not a psychopath ♡♡♡

medical whump never fails to give me all the best whumperflies!

trigger warnings: description of abuse, dehumanization, nonsexual nudity and blood

physical restraints (chains, handcuffs, straightjacket, strapping them down to the bed by their wrists and ankles, etc)

I should just mention that straightjacket is one of my personal favorites

electroconvulsive therapy aka shock therapy

force feeding (via a plastic tube through their nose or mouth into their stomach)

shock collar

being forcefully shoved and held down to the ground, cheek against the cold floor

ice pick lobotomy

character getting stripped against their will

strong jets of water assaulting the character’s skin through a hose as a way to clean them

rough handling from the orderlies results in the character getting bruises all over their skin

waterboarding

getting their nails trimmed so they can’t hurt themself or others

character getting put into a hospital gown against their will is so underrated, actually

intubation against the character’s will — bonus if the character is still somewhat conscious

doses of anesthetic into the character’s bloodstream via an injection or through an iv drip to render them unconscious so that they can’t hurt themself or others

when the character is so drugged out of their mind that they’re too groggy to fight or struggle as things are being done to them; they’re half conscious still, they just can’t fight, even though they’re not restrained physically

blood draws — bonus if it gots to the point the character feels dizzy, cold and generally disoriented from losing too much blood

vivisection :)

[staff]

for april fools we’re deleting this entire site sayonara you weeaboo shits

[lucidloving]

Brianna Albers, "The Audre Lorde Questionnaire to Oneself" // Anne Carson, Glass and God // Haruki Murakami, Norwegian Wood // @iasoup-deactivated20190921 // @puppy__problems on Instagram // p.d., "Rest Achilles, the world will wait" // Lyra Wren // @pencap // Latin phrase translations // Emily Berry, Dear Boy

[comfhurts]

I have like 600 words of a scemma piece that would be so perfect for Valentine’s Day so everyone take ur bets: will it get out today!!!

[sinfultragedy]

HAPPY VALENTINE’S DAY ↛ Buffyverse valentines; 2013

[comfhurts]

An Archive of Our Own, a project of the Organization for Transformative Works

Happy New Years! Here's a mess!

Title: The Tropical Heat of Grief (Built more for Gills than Lungs)

Fandom: X-Men (comic-verse)

Relationships: Joanna Cargill/Scott Summers

Tags: PTSD, trauma flashbacks, brief suicidal ideation, brief mentions of disordered eating and food insecurity, self-worth issues, normal tags for Scott-based stories lol but I actually consider this a fluff piece.

Summary:

Leaving behind the only life you've ever known is difficult, and Scott learns this the hard way. (OR: Scott reflects on New Year's Eve, trauma, and his lack of self-identity. Joanna is a good pal about it)

Part 3 of Shoulder Blades, Hummingbirds, and Safe for Now

(This requires an ao3 account to read-- hit me up if you need an invite).

[comfhurts]

An Archive of Our Own, a project of the Organization for Transformative Works

Happy Halloween! Read some vampire Scemma!

Title: Dread the Dead Tooth (Which Unmakes the Veil) (chapters 1/3)

Fandom: X-Men Comicverse

Relationships: Scott Summers/Emma Frost

Tags: Vampire AU, Vampire! Emma, Vampire Changling! Scott, angst with a happy ending, drama & romance, getting back together.

Summary:

"Scott was going to die. Emma knew. This didn’t make it any easier. But he would live. Even if he would never forgive her." OR: The dramatic and angsty Scemma vampire AU we all definitely needed.

[hills93]

[olivespecters]

An Archive of Our Own, a project of the Organization for Transformative Works

Chapters: 1/1 Fandom: X-Men - All Media Types, X-Men (Comicverse) Rating: General Audiences Warnings: Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings Relationships: Emma Frost & Megan Summers, Emma Frost/Scott Summers Characters: Emma Frost, Megan Summers, Scott Summers, Hazel Frost (mention) Additional Tags: Emma’s pov, Emma Frost Has Mommy Issues, Pregnancy, Girls when they have a mental breakdown in the delivery room, angst with happy ending, Scott being the delivery room mvp, Emma Frost SLAYING childbirth, Emma Frost has entire family issues tbh but this focuses on her mommy issues, yet another utopia fic, krakoa who?? idk her, this is literally emma’s graduation ceremony to be a mom Summary:

“I don’t think I’ve even had proper pain. It was a very easy birth. You just came out. Like you were in a hurry. Your dad cut the cord and handed you to me. You didn’t even cry, it was like you didn’t have time for the ordeal and just wanted to get it over with.”

Megan Summers is born after a very easy birth.

Correction: A physically easy birth.

Or, Emma thinks about motherhood in the delivery room.

[bannerthyme]

drinking it in.

scottwarren first kiss goes fucking crazy. summary:

Warren looks at him through the mirror adjacent to the crappy hotel bed. Yellowed sheets spill off of one side, shoved haphazardly out of the way by his careless hand a mere half hour ago. Jean picked a good spot. Secluded enough so they wouldn’t draw attention yet crappy enough to irritate Warren and Bobby endlessly. Tomorrow morning, they’d fly back to Westchester and pretend none of this ever happened.

His eyes, purple to Scott, blue (so he’s been told.) Aren’t focused on his face. Warren’s gaze lowers, fixated on Scott’s bare chest. They’re both barechested. It’s too hot to even think about wearing a shirt, nevertheless staying in uniform. Scott wishes he thought far enough ahead to have slipped one on before Warren dumped him onto the bed for ‘nurse duty’. Jean could have stuck him with Hank, or Bobby, or left him by himself.

But he’s with Warren link: drinking it in.