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[comiccosmic]

Hello everyone! Welcome to our blog, Comic Cosmic! We are a Plural/OSDD system in the process of syscovery (:

We are an adult bodied creature, we're working on introductions but not everyone wants to be introduced so. Lol.

Y'all can talk to us in our inbox some of us want interaction lol

We're here to work on operating as a system more and to share comics and connect with people over shared or similar experiences. Relatively new to this, though we've been heavily aware of DID (and consistently in denial when it came to ourselves) for years so have patience with us and don't take our word as like law for how things are supposed to happen. This is just our experience/whateva. Comic diary if you will. Inspired by several other system blogs

If you need a collective pronoun, none of us will kill you for using It/Its. We also accept y'all. Do not They/Them us as a generalization term only some of us use those pronouns

That's all, have a nice day!

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Do NOT include us in any discourse/syscourse. We will just block and move on

Other:

Collective tag for our posts is #our stuff

Art tag is #cosmics comics

#multicolor <- means multiple alters are mentioned

#body feature <- means the shared meat mecha is present in comic. it's usually a black cat, we have an indicator that it's the body added most times

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Honestly I don't post a lot here because I don't have enough clean separation to know who is who and it's so fucking difficult to separate them even in-head.

Frankly I find this really frustrating but every time I get upset about it I remember that I simply haven't had. Like.

I feel like there's never enough space to just. Slug it out. Because it will be messy and exhausting and I'm just. I'm not only/just surviving anymore, but I'm still,,,,.. it just feels so tiring, to try and work it out. I'm tired, whenever I'm here again. It just feels like so much and like I don't even know who I am. Which is a feeling I keep coming back to again and again.

Wwhiich might mean there is a particular guy packing this problem actually

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A sentiment we keep having

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Text for those who won't be able to see it:

Panel 1: Speaker: You have no idea (background is a bright blue and text and cat are a neon green. The cat is made out of scribbles, which are densest where its brain and heart would be)

Panel 2: Speaker: No fucking idea (same colors as before. the text is capitalized and italicized. The main person now resembles more of some sort of abstract beast, with a sharp jagged mouth and raised talons. It's lines are crude and messy, with a wrinkled muzzle and scribbles over where the eyes would be.)

Panel 3: Speaker: How Badly I wanted to trust you (same colors as before. The word Badly is huge and capital behind the feline. The rest of the sentence wobbles and separates/falls down the page behind them. The cat is back to being a densely scribbled silhouette, with big despairing eyes that leak red tears, which flow down its body like blood. The claws it raised in the last panel is held more limply, and its other hand is clenched in a fist. It's tail is puffed, in anger or fear. Its ears are flattened backwards.)

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Happy Father's day

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Text for those who won't be able to see it:

Panel 1: Speaker: You have no idea (background is a bright blue and text and cat are a neon green. The cat is made out of scribbles, which are densest where its brain and heart would be)

Panel 2: Speaker: No fucking idea (same colors as before. the text is capitalized and italicized. The main person now resembles more of some sort of abstract beast, with a sharp jagged mouth and raised talons. It's lines are crude and messy, with a wrinkled muzzle and scribbles over where the eyes would be.)

Panel 3: Speaker: How Badly I wanted to trust you (same colors as before. The word Badly is huge and capital behind the feline. The rest of the sentence wobbles and separates/falls down the page behind them. The cat is back to being a densely scribbled silhouette, with big despairing eyes that leak red tears, which flow down its body like blood. The claws it raised in the last panel is held more limply, and its other hand is clenched in a fist. It's tail is puffed, in anger or fear. Its ears are flattened backwards.)

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Text for those who won't be able to see it:

Panel 1: Speaker: You have no idea (background is a bright blue and text and cat are a neon green. The cat is made out of scribbles, which are densest where its brain and heart would be)

Panel 2: Speaker: No fucking idea (same colors as before. the text is capitalized and italicized. The main person now resembles more of some sort of abstract beast, with a sharp jagged mouth and raised talons. It's lines are crude and messy, with a wrinkled muzzle and scribbles over where the eyes would be.)

Panel 3: Speaker: How Badly I wanted to trust you (same colors as before. The word Badly is huge and capital behind the feline. The rest of the sentence wobbles and separates/falls down the page behind them. The cat is back to being a densely scribbled silhouette, with big despairing eyes that leak red tears, which flow down its body like blood. The claws it raised in the last panel is held more limply, and its other hand is clenched in a fist. It's tail is puffed, in anger or fear. Its ears are flattened backwards.)

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[alteredpanel]

(obscuring username as not to single anybody out + not negative. just in case someones shy) but this is actually what we did with our journals at first too. we used lighthouse for some time, alongside discord/simplyplural. but with simplyplural being left and not wanting to be as on our phone/computer, we switched to paper.

for people with higher system counts, there are actually really good paperback journal 'packs' you can get at most stationary stores. if buying a 10/15$ journal seems too intimidating, you can get these packs for like, 10 dollars total, and each one only has about 40ish pages.

this way if you have parts that dont front as frequently, you dont have anyone worrying about 'waste' while still providing them their own space. these are just a few examples.

something unexpected this ended up helping with was actually our individual memories too. i noticed some people asking 'how do you journal if you're blurry/have bad memory as a part?' and, well, that's actually why i started doing it. i wanted to remember more than just 'feeling bad' whenever i fronted, so i carry my journal with me and write down basically like, everything.

even just passing thoughts like 'i kind of wish we had beef strips at home for dinner' or 'im really excited for artfight this year'. when you're trying to recover as a system, especially as a part thats been heavily slotted with a lot of 'negative' emotions, its important to give yourself the space to express more than those things. if you only ever remember yourself as being 'angry/bad' then you wont develop much past that, and you start to internalize that shit and really hate yourself.

journaling has been a great outlet for me to vent and draw my own stuff, but it's also given me some dignity and the space to feel like a person outside of just being like. traumatized. i sort of use it as a vault of everything about me, good and bad, important and trivial.

also like, importantly, from both an eco friendly and anticap standpoint, you can really just use stuff you have lying around the house already. i think personalizing your journal is important, but you can also do that without going out and buying 56347875 things. personally i got really into junk journaling alongside writing and drawing, because it gave me a spot to put a lot of the cool stuff that other people would think is trash.

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if im not a lost cause neither are you

[donotenter-sys]

the character

i was not in fact genderfluid -green

[the0peratingsystem]

I heard you hated being an introject

By Mist, for A.

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I heard you hated being an introject

By Mist, for A.

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*sighing* low-key hate being alive this morning so I'm just gonna assume my sleep was shit

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Happy energized altar come back that was so fucking nice ple ase

[threedollarsdotcom]

ive had enough of you and your amazing digital antics

[changelingcoded]

the rule of plurality is if you make a joke about how funny/annoying/unusual it would be to split an alter fitting a specific description it will happen. only a matter of when