I'm sorry...
I'm sorry for the person I used to be. The person who was angry at everything, spiteful and harsh, thought she knew everything and knew better than everyone. The person who was so wrapped up in her own shit that she couldn't take a moment to lift her head up and smell the roses. The person that pushed people away and was offended when she was pushed away right back. The person that couldn't understand why people were different than her, and got angry. The person who degraded groups of people because that's how she was raised to feel, but needed an uppercut by reality to realize she was wrong.
I'm sorry to those I've hurt over the years. To those I shut out, to those who didn't deserve the harmful actions and words I used, to those I took my problems out on, to those that cared for me in my darkest moments that got a pile of shit in return.
I see now why I'm more alone than I used to. I did this to myself.















