A Distant Star

ind. & selective ffxiv miqo'te OC/Warrior of Light

[confiteorims]

I shall continue as I always have,   wandering and doing what good I may for those I meet

ind. ffxiv miqo’te oc / warrior of light penned by mabi rules / about

[ofglories]

※※ "There may their deeds remain eternal, the glories undimmed by time." ※※

※※ Google Doc ※※ Independent multifandom multimuse featuring both canon and original characters. With canon characters such as Arthur Pendragon (Prototype), Argenti, Artoria Avalon/Artoria Caster, Jing Yuan, and Richard/True Saber. Original characters include: Sir Bors (Fate), Sir Gareth (Fate), Uther Pendragon (Fate), and Ambrosius Aurelius/Emrys Pendragon (Fate) Canon divergent. Heavily affiliated with @toadmiretoweepover Fandoms include Fate, Honkai Star Rail, FFXIV, and original settings. ※※Penned by Mabi ※※ All follows from @confiteorims

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rubs hands together

gotta make a new google site for this blog, move old threads to the new editor, and a new pinned post-

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Alrighty with Dawntrail complete I'll start getting this blog back to life. Gonna need to make a new bio page since tumblr broke things so that'll be a bit

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This blog isn't dead but man this patch cycle was so boring aside from the alliance raid stuff for me personally. I'll try to at least post more gposes until I'm 100% sure E'mrys is awake again though! For now, at least, i'm mainly active on my multimuse multifandom sideblog over at @ofglories

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Not dead, E'mrys is just on vacation-

[bemusing]

"You can't protect everyone."

I have to try.

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"how is any of this MY fault?!" [ for that one joke timeline. ]

|| Dusty Toybox prompts ; accepting!

"How isn't it your fault?!"

E'mrys scowled, ears pressed flat as his tail lashed wildly behind him. With a short growl he none-too-gently kicked the last out of the group of Elezen they'd been ambushed by away from him, taking some small satisfaction in the wheezing groan that left them. What was it those knights called them? Heretics? Eh. He couldn't be bothered to remember when he was so irritated.

"In case you forgot, we were supposed to try and trick them! Not let them know you're the second whatever you're called! Ultramarine spearman or not, you're way too full of yourself. Ugh... Look at this mess..."

Exhaling sharply through his nose, the older of the two turned away to try and brush the uncomfortably cold mud he'd managed to fall into from his tail. Maybe next time he'd have to outright tell Minfillia that he didn't work well with Romeo. Not with the younger man's head the size of a magitek walker, at any rate.

"Hurry up and restrain any that are still alive for questioning later."

[inkstaindusk]

knight/lord ships are like. what if i would die for you. what if i wanted you to live for me. what if i wanted to touch you but could only be satisfied with being near you. what if i could touch you but only through the safety of our gloves. what if i couldn’t stop thinking about you right next to me. what if i bloodied my hands for you and never looked back at the wreckage. what then

[inkstaindusk]

what if i wasn’t allowed to love you. what if i loved you anyway. what if you knew and i knew but we wouldn’t dare to take that step. what if we made meaningful eye contact as i knelt at your feet and devoted my whole being to you. what if i whispered your name for only you to hear

[inkstaindusk]

“my lord” is actually something that can be so personal

[inkstaindusk]

what if i said “my lord” but i actually meant “my love”

[ohisms]

↪     ᵗʰᵉ 𝑫𝑼𝑺𝑻𝒀 𝑻𝑶𝒀𝑩𝑶𝑿 .    (  a  collection  of  various unsorted sentence starters .  adjust  phrasing  as  necessary .   no longer updating .  )

why are you here ?

drive .  drive fast .

i think we should make an informed decision .

are you coming or not ?

you’ve been avoiding me .

[ name ] ,  what were you thinking ?

this should be your priority .

let me hold you for a minute .

get out of my way .  i won’t tell you again .

that wasn’t supposed to happen .

can you keep a secret ?

i don’t know what i did to deserve you .

you seriously think i could’ve done something like that ?

you’re safe with me .

sorry isn’t good enough .

where is all this coming from ?

who told you about that ?

sorry i’m late ,  i got caught up .

you’re being paranoid .

why are you looking at me like that ?

you’re the single most important thing to me .

all i’m asking is that you hear me out .

whatever they told you ,  it’s a lie .

we shouldn’t stick around here .

hold my hand ,  i don’t want to lose track of you .

[ name ]  …  truth or dare ?

i love you .  nothing’s gonna change that .

can you tell me what happened ?

you can’t come around here anymore .

back off ,  okay ?

what ,  you don’t have time for me anymore ?

you’re asking for too much .

i’m trying to start a new life .

what do you mean ,  you aren’t coming back ?

sometimes i think you must hate me .

why can’t we just talk about this ?

i know i fucked up ,  you can stop rubbing it in .

you’ve got quite a reputation .

i’m not usually like this ,  i’m sorry .

please ,  just let me explain myself .

i love watching you work .

we’re on the same team .

did you ever tell anyone ?

you’ve got a lot of explaining to do .

really funny ,  you’re very mature .

you call THAT a PLAN ?

can we get out of here ?

i thought things would be different .

this is not up for debate !

do whatever you have to do .

karma’s going to get you for that .

it could’ve been a lot worse .

i asked you to leave me out of this .

maybe it’s time to take a leap of faith .

i never want to see you again .

can you see how many fingers i’m holding up ?

i’m gonna be there when you get what’s coming to you .

you’re the best thing that’s ever happened to me .

i’ve been waiting all night for this .

i told you not to contact me .

sometimes i really think you have a death wish .

what do you need ?  —  what can i do ?

i would do literally anything to keep you safe .

that was supposed to be a secret .

you haven’t called me that in years .

stop telling me to calm down !

we make a pretty good team .

i have so much i want to say to you .

i’m not going to let anyone hurt you .

can we please not do this right now ? 

wait ,  wait  …  just breathe for a second .

how are you holding up ?

why don’t you stay the night ?  i’ll take the couch .

i don’t need your protection !

you’re not making this easier on yourself .

are you going to let me in ?

i’m supposed to be protecting you .

i will kill you if i have to .

do whatever you have to do .

this is going to hurt ,  i’m sorry .

what happened to you ,  where have you been ?!

there was nothing you could’ve done .

you’re all i need right now .

i don’t believe in love at first sight .

have you been following me ?

i need you to believe me .

what do you remember ?

i’m not a good person .

what the hell’s going on with you ?

you’re being followed .

just when i thought my day couldn’t be any worse .

i’ve been having weird dreams .

so you’ve been lying to me this whole time ?

are you trying to get us killed ?

this is the worst thing that’s ever happened to me .

i never asked for your help .

you’re being followed ,  pretend you know me .

why has it started to feel different with you ?

don’t worry ,  i have a plan .

i heard everything .

do you need to sit down ?

i have the right to know what’s going on .

i’ve just gotta catch my breath .

stay out of my business .

what did you think was going to happen ?!

don’t cause a scene .

tell me something about you that i don’t know .

can i buy you a drink ?

what if  …  we played spin the bottle ?

this was never a problem until  [ name ]  came around .

you can’t ask me to make that choice .

are you seeing anyone right now ?

i need you to listen to me ,  we don’t have long .

you’re lying ,  that doesn’t make any sense .

you look  …  stunning .

what are you trying to prove ?

who died and made you the boss of me ?

you can’t just show up here like this .

let me make it up to you .

there’s no way i’m leaving you like this .

can we stay like this ?  just for a little longer .

i don’t need you to fight for me .

so  …  you lied to me ?

you’re the only one that can help me .

i can’t help you if you won’t let me .

i never introduced myself ,  i’m [ name ] .

i expected more from you .

you have no idea who i am ,  do you ?

are you real ?  is this real ?

can i stay with you ?  just for the night .

you’re going to get yourself killed .

why did you help me ?

tell me what i can do to help .

pick a card ,  any card .

i never wanted any of this .

i love you .   you don’t have to say it back .

do you wanna get out of here ?

what the hell are you talking about ?

i should have trusted you .

get your head out of the clouds .

how is any of this MY fault ?!

what aren’t you telling me ?

i can’t help you if you won’t let me .

it’s never just one with you ,  is it ?

you’re not supposed to know about that .

shut your mouth .

i haven’t kissed you yet ,  today .

where is this coming from ?

come over here and make me ,  then .

keep lying to yourself ,  see where it gets you .

i’m not a bad person .

is that what you wanted to hear ?

we can’t be seen together .

i can’t give you what you want .

i need you to leave .

are you drunk ?

i’m here ,  i’m here .  i’m not going anywhere .

you might want to take a seat for this .

have you been listening to anything i’ve said ?

i haven’t heard from you in weeks .

you’re jealous ,  aren’t you ?

who do you think you’re talking to ?

what are you reading ?

you could’ve killed me !

come on ,  we don’t have time for this .

i just need ten minutes of silence .

really ?  that’s all you have to say ?

we could leave ,  you know .  go far away .

you don’t look too good .

i never want to see you again .

why can’t you just leave me alone ?

i thought you died .

you’ll do anything for attention .

give me another chance .

how’s the weather up there ?

all you do is hurt people !

i’m sorry ,  none of this makes sense .

you need to get out of here before anyone sees you .

i told you i didn’t want you around here .

is that supposed to be a threat ?

you’ve changed .

don’t look at me like that .

it’s a beautiful day ,  don’t you think ?

i did what i had to do .

you never know when to stop .

i’ve got to get home ,  it’s getting late .

i have nothing to prove to you .

stop LYING to me  …  all you do is lie .

you don’t have to be nice to everybody .

don’t tell me what to do .

pull your head out of the past .

nobody can help me .  i can’t even help me .

we are not talking about that right now .

are you new around here ?

you have no idea what you’re starting .

i’m gonna get us out of here .

whatever you came here to say ,  i don’t want to hear it .

everyone’s staring at us .

is there anything i can do to help ?

i won’t cause you any more trouble .

– just follow my instructions for once !

do you want to come in ?

i just didn’t know what to do .

you need rest ,  lie down .

i’m not who you think i am .

i don’t know what you want me to say .

you’re not like anyone else i’ve ever met .

i feel like i’m going insane .

stop asking ,  you’re not going to like my answer .

i didn’t want you to see me any differently .

i wish i knew what to say to you .

don’t give me that look ,  you know what i mean .

you should be afraid .

do you still love me ?

i never thought i’d get this far .

the world doesn’t revolve around you .

i need you to give me some space .

i know what you’re doing ,  don’t play games .

you left me to die .

i’m beyond repentance .

when are you going to get it through your head ?

i missed you more than i thought i would .

i’m in love with you .

what do you need from me ?

i’ll kill them ,   just say the word .

[ name ] ,   what are you doing here ?

how can i help ?

you’re pathetic .

i need you to come pick me up .

where have you been ?  it’s eleven o’clock .

i couldn’t live with myself if i let you get hurt .

i can’t just pretend it didn’t happen .

you’re a real piece of work .

do you remember how we first met ?

when did all of this fall apart ?

that’s not what i came here for .

i would do anything for you .

i don’t need you to hold my hand through this .

are you sure this is the right thing to do ?

can’t we try to pretend things are okay ?

what is THAT supposed to mean ?

you’re always late ,  what am i supposed to think ?

there’s nothing you can do to fix this .

you’re far too kind to me .

can we go now ?  like ,  right now ?

i have to do this alone .

where’s your common sense ?

we aren’t supposed to be in here .

can you feel my heartbeat ?

i think i’ve seen you around before .

why are you acting weird ?

i have a really bad feeling .

i hate seeing you like this .

how am i supposed to react to that ?

what do you want most in the world ?

[confiteorims]

"you must know… surely, you must know it was all for you." for faerie tale!

|| pride and prejudice starters ; accepting!

"And I believe you, I do, my dear, mysterious sunshine."

Or perhaps not so mysterious now. E'mrys laughed softly, distracting himself by brushing imaginary tangles from his tail from where he sat on the low wall. Here they were on this final eve of the ball, unmasked at long last. Who'd have ever thought the entertaining young man he'd been immediately smitten with was the prince of his own kingdom's rival?

Not that E'mrys truly cared about the specifics of their positions.

But it was still funny.

"There's no need to look so worried. I... I'm merely surprised but I know you had no ulterior motives. Rest assured in that." The prince of Tiramet sighed, raising his eyes with a smile to meet those deep blues he loved. "Besides, it's hardly as if you were aware of who I was. I've never made any public appearances until this ball."

[ofglories]

Penned by Mabi ※※ All follows from @confiteorims

Independant multimuse multifandom sideblog featuring both canon and original characters.

Included fandoms are Fate, FFXIV, Fire Emblem, Granblue Fantasy, and Genshin Impact.

Canon muses include: G'raha Tia, Arthur Prototype, Seliph, and Alhaitham. Original Characters included: Naoise (Fate), Sir Bors (Fate), and more.

[trustalljoys-deactivated2020072]

im obsessed w physical closeness, romantically….not even sexually just if u date me it’s all hugging all the time we are gonna lay in bed and im gonna cuddle w u, we will stand in the kitchen and i will stand hip to hip w u, u will sit on the couch and i will stroke your hair and kiss your forehead….it’s so intoxicating as a concept

[derangedrhythms]

[…] their love was a lifelong love, a love for all the lives they might ever have had.

Helen Oyeyemi, from ‘Mr. Fox’

[ahuara-deactivated20250412]

Amal El-Mohtar & Max Gladstone This Is How You Lose the Time War

[Text ID: I want to met you in every place I ever loved. End ID]

[derangedrhythms]

somehow somehow somehow communicate some of the/overwhelming undying overpowering unconditional all-encompassing heart-enriching mind-expanding on-going never-ending love I have for you. 

Sarah Kane, Complete Plays; from ‘Crave’

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GET TO KNOW THE MUN .

what’s your phone wallpaper: lock screen is art of constantine xi, wallpaper is an Arthur CE both from fgo last song you listened to: Seimeisen currently reading: The Once and Future King and also History of the Kings of Britain last movie: Twister craving: uhhh idk what are you wearing right now: a purple tank top with some dolphins on it and grey sports shorts how tall are you?: 5'3 piercings / tattoos ?: ear piercings though i don't really wear earrings glasses? contacts?: glasses last thing you ate?: Pepperoni pizza favorite color(s): royal blue, wisteria purple, jade green, and bright yellow current obsession: Honkai Star Rail, Arthurian legends, Fate, LotR... only HSR is new actually any pets: Two cats that are officially mine, but i take care of my sister and dad's cats. And the neighborhood strays and ferals too. do you have a crush right now?: Is it a crush if you're currently happily in a relationship with the person you love? favorite fictional character: Aragorn, Maglor, Arthur and Artoria Pendragon, Eliwood Fire Emblem... A lot of others- last place you traveled: not really anywhere in a long time-

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