The Memorandums of a Confused & Anxious Mind.

a place to release my inner thoughts to the world. I hope you enjoy and can relate.

[remanence-of-love]

[nixscriptum]

[mournfulroses]

Marcel Proust, from a letter to Antoine Bibesco featured in The Selected Letters of Marcel Proust

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María Casares, from a letter to Albert Camus, featured in Correspondance, 1944-1959

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Julia de Burgos, from Song of the Simple Truth: Poems of Julia de Burgos; "Return To Me,"

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María Casares, from a letter to Albert Camus, featured in Correspondance, 1944-1959

[mournfulroses]

Albert Camus, from a letter to María Casares featured in Correspondance, 1944-1959

[ioshk]

R.K. Munin - Creating Captivity (Human Pets of Talin - Origins, Book 1)

[confused-anxious-mind]

Body

Sometimes I fear that you think your body is all you have to offer.

Your only true worth.

That's all you want people to see.

The problem is your body is only a collateral prize in knowing you.

Your mind is the most beautiful kind of chaos.

Your soul kind and genuine.

Sure my body craves to feel yours on mine.

But I know being loved and known by you will always be the most intimate thing you have to offer me. Always.

[nixscriptum]

[astriloquum]

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[confused-anxious-mind]

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Everyone is constantly telling me to get a hobby or find things I like to do. But it's taking all I have just to stay alive most days. Breathing takes to much energy. How am I suppose to do anything else when existing is completely exhausting me? Each inhale takes the weight of the day. Each exhale brings no relief. Just surviving definitely not thriving. Maybe one day, but not today.

[nixscriptum]

[remanence-of-love]

[remanence-of-love]

[fancy-club-hot-tub]

And I need both!