Vinc's Diary

Just my dark thoughts. ⚠️TW⚠️ MDNI🩷 If any of my friends find this, no you didn't 🖤Sometimes h0rny thoughts🖤

[conqueringnight]

Introduction:

Name:

☆ Vincent

Age:

☆ 23

Height:

☆ 5'11/ 1.80m

Pronouns:

☆ he/ him || they/ them (ftm)

⚠️TW⬇️⚠️

Diagnosis:

☆ cPTSD

☆✨️suspected OSDD✨️

☆ anørex!@

☆ b!polar

Goals:

☆ BPD

☆ sw -> 98kg/ 216lbs

☆ cw -> way to high (fml)

☆ gw -> 60kg/ <132lbs

Information:

☆ ugw -> <55kg/ 121lbs

☆ I've just restarted my journey (June 2026)

☆ I'll post "sfx makeup" content

☆ This blog is my diary!!!

☆ If you don't like it, then block me and don't report!!!

☆ Last cheat day -> to many

☆ When I reach the 85-90kg/ 187-198lbs I might start posting development pics...

Dazai from BSD is my spirit animal!

[secretlyad3er]

im such a sad excuse of a person its a miracle i have any friends at all

[nightfeverfever]

"actively suicidal"? no i just get really silly sometimes don't worry about it

[ahscarywasp]

i hope someone will love me so much that they can’t even comprehend being with someone else

[birdres]

 ‎  ‎i think i just wanna sleep the rest of the day away. not like there’s any point in being awake

[sad-gay-loser]

Inside you there are two wolves…

[dexrall]

[maybeimovedaway]

all or nothing. either i am your favorite or i am someone you dont need. make up your mind, you do not want me choosing for you.

[rotting-lilac]

[obsessivel0v3r]

How to say, "I see you online, but you're not messaging me back and that's making me upset and I want to flood you with messages but don't want to annoy you." without sounding too clingy?

[c0rvid-king]

i hate every single disgusting sick fuck on this planet i hate everyone i hate everyone i hate everyone i hate everyone i hate everyone

everyone is evil i can't trust anybody i need to kms so i don't ever have to breathe the same disgusting air as them

[fallenangels-rot]

“ᴀɴᴅ ᴡʜᴀᴛ ᴅᴏ ʏᴏᴜ ᴅᴏ ᴡʜᴇɴ ʏᴏᴜ’ʀᴇ ᴅᴇᴘʀᴇꜱꜱᴇᴅ?”

ᴘᴏꜱᴛ ɪᴛ ᴏɴ ᴊɪʀᴀɪʙʟʀ

[deathbysterling]

im in an abusive relationship with myself

[nightfeverfever]

murder isn't okay however sometimes your friends have REALLY bad parents

[conqueringnight]

My mental health is declining and I love it...like what do you mean I'm on sick leave due to that and if I could I would kms rn...I'm simply surviving at this point...like my latest big panic attack was so bad that I scratched to first layer of skin of my hand...I wanna bleed out...but still I can't and why? Because I promised it...

[conqueringnight]

Being h0rny and wanting to kys ar the same time is an interesting combination, like what do you mean I wanna f*ck a pretty boy until he whimpers underneath me and at the same time I wanna bl33d out, best thing would be both things at the same time...bl00d and s3x and the same time are amazing🤭

[conqueringnight]

The urge to kms is huge, but I have events I wanna go to this year, but I hate everything in my life rn...why is everything so unfair...just take me out of this shit already...