Hello my computer friends!!!!❖❖❖
I hope your holidays are going well!!## do you like the charcuterie board I made? I actually made that for solstice the other day. It is a holiday my family celebrates and we do some rituals to welcome the sun back. Anyway, how have you guys been? I have not talked much on here lately### actually I’m feeling bad again. I keep longing for the hospital and want to go back. But I know that it truly is not a good option, and I shouldn’t get used to being institutionalized. That was my 4th admission in only 2 years. So I must get out of this. I just wish I did not feel this way. I feel so self destructive and low and angry all the time. Anyway, I hope the next 2 days will be a distraction (*。0 – 0。*) also can I say something? I have actually been talking to two boys from a dating app. But they are so annoying now to me. I now realize I don’t want to talk to boys. They are far too bland, and they give me headache even if they are just asking how my day is. Is that normal? Anyway! ₍˄·͈༝·͈˄₎◞ ̑̑ෆ⃛
