camellia

romanticizing life

[consuelia]

I've always been comfortable living on the edge,

I keep preparing myself to fall into the pit of depression at any time,

And I let myself drown every time it happens,

But his presence alone,

Enough to make me hold on tight to the rope he pulls from above,

Not allowing myself to fall anymore,

Not as long as he exists with me,

I love this man so much,

That I forgot how much I hated myself.

[podcastwizard]

affirmations for writers: i know how to write. i have seen sentences before, and i know how to make one. i can identify up to several words and their meanings. i am not afraid of semicolons.

[consuelia]

i don't know what to answer when the question, "are you well yet?" get thrown at me because i don't fucking know too

[cirkinkadininutopyasi]

[sick-sunflower]

my disability: disables me

me: :0

[ouroborosmotifs]

so israel simultaneously bombed: an ambulance convoy going to the rafah egypt-palestine border that was transporting the most severely injured, the main entrance to al-shifa hospital, the vicinity of al-quds hospital and the indonesian hospital. in doing so, they’ve martyred at least dozens of people, with the numbers still climbing, only to then bomb the osama bin zaid UNRWA school barely an hour later, and the scenes coming out of there are literally those of children blown to pieces. they are unrecognisable as humans. may Allah accept them all as martyrs. and if that wasn’t enough, al-shifa, which is now completely overwhelmed with martyrs’ bodies and even more injured people than before since it’s sheltering and treating those from 1. the ambulance bombing and 2. the entrance bombing, is now totally blacked out. no more light or electricity.

while all this was happening in ghazzah, israeli settlers, aided by the israeli military, were/have been continuously forcing palestinians from their land in the west bank by burning their land and shooting palestinians.

this is only what has happened today (03.11.23) in a period of about 2-3 hours. remember, this has been the last 75 years for palestinians.

[consuelia]

Thank you for being the most comforting character of all time, you will be missed so much 🫶🏻

[undiagnosed-autistic]

[crispwormsoda]

I don't think some ppl understand that when disabled ppl say that it takes a lot of work to do something they're saying that it's a lot harder for them to do it than it is for you. To you it's a 20 minute task, for me it will take 2 hours minimum. All it takes from you to do it is cleaning supplies. Meanwhile it costs me a meltdown, very sore muscles, and 2 days of rest after. There's also a good chance I will forget to eat, drink, or use the bathroom while I'm doing it. When I say it's hard for me to do something I mean it's hard I don't mean that I don't want to do it.

[crazycatsiren]

No no you don't understand! I want to watch this show/movie, read this book, listen to this podcast, etc.! But I must be in the right mindset and the exact head space to begin, or I just can't!

[my-autism-adhd-blog]

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[snake-habitat1]

“do you want to talk about it?”

no, i want to kill myself because of it.

[sunkissedpages]

[quick2love]

“don’t let it bother u” baby i’m gonna be bothered by this for the next 10 years

[consuelia]

me eating my first meal of the day

no one:

my brain: ew bitch why are you eating all the time omg that's a lot of food aren't you scared of gaining weight what if you get fat what if everyone doesn't love you anymore because you are not skinny like others you should be ashamed of yourself and stop eating!

[consuelia]

i'm on my phone and in my bed all the time everyday because going outside gives me anxiety since i don't know what awaits me out there

[16woodsequ]

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