A Nonbinary Captain Of The Trans Sea

Charlie Zachery, They/them to people I don’t know, she/her to friends. Diagnosed Borderline & Adhd. Scored even higher as Schizotypal. Possibly autistic. Neurodiverse af. Destiel stan. Janet Varney stan. Tom Holland stan. Please talk to me, I want friends. A failure in every sense possible. <- obviously very self-critical, but doing my best. Proceed with caution on the blog please. It’s never my intention to trigger someone else, but I do use this blog to process my C-PTSD, so there will probably be something I post that might be hard to read.

[dantescandlestick]

Remember that Pfizer could make the vaccine formula open source at any moment. they could even sell the rights to the US government at a king’s ransom. Doing so would let other pharma companies produce doses, and potentially end this thing 10x faster. But they won’t. Instead, they’re about to become unimaginably wealthy.

Also remember that the Pharmaceutical industry, and by extension the US government, has a vested interest in NOT preventing future pandemics.

[jouurii-deactivated20241021]

Never wanted perfect always wanted real

[venuskissed-deactivated20170930]

queen of getting thru it!!! even if I gotta cry along the way….bitch imma get through it!!!!

[mentalhealth]

lol

[cookiemessiah]

They must really hate me

[thecyndimistuff]

ARE YOU KIDDING ME?!?!?

[butchflirt]

Westworld did this as well. Storytelling is dead!

[katjohnadams]

IF FAN THEORIES ARE RIGHT IT IS A SIGN YOU HAVE TOLD A WELL-PUT TOGETHER AND FOLLOWABLE PLOT, NOT A SIGN YOU NEED TO MAKE UP SOME BULLSHIT FOR A TWIST ENDING. FUCK OFF WITH THIS SHIT.

[katjohnadams]

No wait, I’m not done here:

If the fans get where you are going and ARE STILL HAPPY, you KEEP GOING THERE. It shows they’re invested and your story craft is setting up and paying off properly. 

It is not a sign you need to M Night Shamaylan things until narrative is fuckin dead and “surprise endings!” reign supreme. If no one can guess what will happen, you don’t have a plot, you have deus ex machinas strung together like a child’s macaroni necklace. It might be endearing and beloved but its hardly a fuckin masterpiece. 

To be utterly frank, this is where “NO SPOILERS! NO SPOILERS EVER! NO ONE IS ALLOWED TO BREATHE ABOUT THE PLOT UNTIL IT’S BEEN OUT ON DVD FOR FIVE YEARS” attitude has left us – And the studios ACTIVELY encourage that shit because first week viewing numbers are their whole lifeblood.

Sure, an “oh shit” moment is great, but if you’re doing it well, I should have that moment watching the show the second, fifth, or hundredth time, knowing how it will go. If being surprised were truly so important to a narrative, why even make a Shakespeare play? Is anyone out there still hoping Romeo and Juliet still get together at the end? Why make mystery novels into movies? Spoiler warning: Hercules Poirot gets the bad guy. Movies that directly follow historical events? Clearly worthless.

Come on, now. Sure, try not to spoil shit for people intentionally, don’t be a dick, but can we calm the fuck down and can Hollywood stop pushing this shit both in social media and with business choices like this?

[altamont498]

This absolutely contravenes the rules of fair play.

The reader must have as fair a chance of the main character(s) at being able to work things out. And to change things at the last second to pull a “HAHA SIKE!” or whatever is absolutely not fair play.

It’s unfair on the viewers/readers/listeners/players and it’s unfair to the story itself. Besides the fact that it’s off-putting in general.

I don’t watch Disney+ or Marvel or anything like that, but if I did then they probably would have just lost a paying customer. And although they can more than afford to do so, it’s not a good thing to have happen.

[cookiemessiah]

Me: “whaat Romeo and Juliet didn’t-!?”

[cookiemessiah]

Please do everyone a favour and get off the planet @cookiemessiah

[1eos]

(white) gay communities on here is either 'camp is lame shit gay ppl like' or 'taylor swift is camp' with no in between which is why im begging anyone lgbt to not get any kind of lgbt info from white gays they are tasteless nd ill informed

[1eos]

ALSO ive said it before nd i'll say it again (white) gays trying to equate everything to fandom is rotting the newer generations of lgbt communities from the inside out. 'is camp a fandom?' 'this fandom is gay culture' 'gay culture is obsessing over [insert show full of white men]' they read nd write 100k of ugly white men boinking but cannot read like 3 sentences on any gay history it's insane

[cookiemessiah]

What the hell even is this shitpost

[1eos]

........this isnt a shitpost its a serious commentary abt how white gays purposefully ignore the lgbt history nd culture started by mostly black lgbts specifically trans women. but i don’t expect a self proclaimed destiel nd tom holland fan to think critically on anything that’s not shipping white men together but the least you could do is keep it in the tags

[cookiemessiah]

Fck this asshole.

[1eos]

(white) gay communities on here is either 'camp is lame shit gay ppl like' or 'taylor swift is camp' with no in between which is why im begging anyone lgbt to not get any kind of lgbt info from white gays they are tasteless nd ill informed

[1eos]

ALSO ive said it before nd i'll say it again (white) gays trying to equate everything to fandom is rotting the newer generations of lgbt communities from the inside out. 'is camp a fandom?' 'this fandom is gay culture' 'gay culture is obsessing over [insert show full of white men]' they read nd write 100k of ugly white men boinking but cannot read like 3 sentences on any gay history it's insane

[cookiemessiah]

What the hell even is this shitpost

[1eos]

........this isnt a shitpost its a serious commentary abt how white gays purposefully ignore the lgbt history nd culture started by mostly black lgbts specifically trans women. but i don’t expect a self proclaimed destiel nd tom holland fan to think critically on anything that’s not shipping white men together but the least you could do is keep it in the tags

[1eos]

(white) gay communities on here is either 'camp is lame shit gay ppl like' or 'taylor swift is camp' with no in between which is why im begging anyone lgbt to not get any kind of lgbt info from white gays they are tasteless nd ill informed

[1eos]

ALSO ive said it before nd i'll say it again (white) gays trying to equate everything to fandom is rotting the newer generations of lgbt communities from the inside out. 'is camp a fandom?' 'this fandom is gay culture' 'gay culture is obsessing over [insert show full of white men]' they read nd write 100k of ugly white men boinking but cannot read like 3 sentences on any gay history it's insane

[cookiemessiah]

What the hell even is this shitpost

[tiktoksthataregood-ish]

[cookiemessiah]

Somehow this is really gay

[tiktoksthataregood-ish]

[tiktokstowatch]

[ambrosisanything]

[cc: Getting your mail in rural Virginia is always a fun time, because I’m over here getting my Micheal’s coupon out of the mailbox and my poor neighbor just sees:

(Spooky person standing near the roadisde of an empty rural road, waves.)]

[cookiemessiah]

Is..this how they feel??

[kermitlesbian]

damn she just eviscerated everyone on this website

[cinzuku]

HELLO???

The way I was called out

Goodbye

[reihara-deactivated20220417]

i-

The way I gasped when she mentioned the mafia trope I can't 😔✋

[soil-boy]

UM WHY IS THIS CALLOUT SO LOUD

[cookiemessiah]

🙏 ^

[amargedom]

[charlesoberonn]

Things don’t exist actually.

Stuff exists. Like matter and energy and all that jazz.

But it’s only in people’s minds that this stuff gets classified as things.

[charlesoberonn]

Apparently this is called “Bundle Theory”.

[cookiemessiah]

Oh Charlie made an addition

[condorclaw]

This is going to sound ridiculously cheesy and stuff, but I'm currently going through more memory trouble, and I just remembered (*slaps knee* H A) how I feel better about having these issues thanks to Ranboo, Puffy, Ghostbur, and Karl.

It's hard for Ranboo to remember things, so he keeps little journals to jog his memory for specific topics. He doesn't need it for some things (remembering Tubbo and Tommy, knowing his alliances, etc.) but it helps with specific details. When his journals are gone or altered, he gets panicked because it feels like an invasion on his memories, which are important to him and he wants to protect them.

Puffy focuses a lot more on other people than herself, not even questioning where she came from when she arrived on November 16th, and integrated into the community easily. It was only recently she realized she had memory problems that possibly resulted from an injury, and she does feel really scared about it, but even still she pushes forward. The fear doesn't go away, but she still tries her best.

Ghostbur knows he's an amnesiac and embraces it. He understands that he used to be somebody else, and that that's probably all people see him as, but even though he doesn't remember what happened, he tries to make everybody happy, and wants to he a part of the community. He loves taking away the sadness of others, and only at his lowest moment does he confess that losing his memories does hurt him, and that he just wants everything to be happy so he doesn't have to remember them.

Karl doesn't have any control over his memories, even flat-out losing them or being at risk of losing them. It's a lingering threat that's frightening, and there's nothing he can do to stop it. He can't even communicate with other people about those issues, which'll just cause questions to be asked. Despite his mind not being as good as it once was, he still tries to make the most of situations, and tries to have fun while doing as much work as he can.

I know it's kind of a dumb thing to think about, but having characters with memory issues really does help me feel a lot better, like whatever caused my issue is probably the same with tons of other people.

[cookiemessiah]

Nah it’s not cheesy fam :).

Good content.

[cookiemessiah]

Change the way that you view yourself, and watch the whole world change

[my-midlife-crisis]

American gods Vol 3 The moment of the storm