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[corruptedspeaker]

Gyaru!reader x Connie Maheswaran (wlw)

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It was honestly just love at first sight when she first saw you, your hair was gorgeous with (f/c) tips and the way you had it tied up (or not) was so cute! It really matched your face and eyes.

The accessories you wore matched your outfit as well, the cute hello kitty themed ones were definitely her favourite. Her parents would definitely not like the outfit you were wearing, you had way too much skin showing and they would not approve but she didn't care.

Your cute little pink cheetah print shirt revealing your shoulders and the tight, black and very short jean shorts matched almost perfectly. Your cute little white fluffy leg warmers with platformed heels made you stick out in the crowd and many people were looking at you but you didn't care as you texted away on your heavily accessorized (f/c) flip phone. Your long nails shining in the sunlight as you held the phone to your ear, talking to someone on the phone.

"Fine! Cancel our plans for your supposed best friend! I'm done with you and your excuses!" You exclaimed into your phone, flipping it close and stomping down the broadwalk to Fun Land.

Connie just stuttered as she watched you walk away, seeing that you dropped one of your cute accessories from your outfit. She immediately leapt to grab it and she chased after you, trying to call your name but you kept moving as if you were ignoring her.

You were actually trying your best to not cry, the stinging feeling of tears burning in your eyes made it worse as the feeling of pain burned in your heart, the feeling of your heart shattering in pieces as you saw many other couples walking in and out of Fun Land, arms linked or holding hands just made you feel like shit.

It didn't take long for you to just storm off onto the sand and sit by one of the pillars, sitting down and you felt the tears just rolled down, ruining the makeup that took you so long to put on just roll down with it. You wiped your eyes with the back of your one hand, smudging and smearing the makeup everywhere as you flipped open your phone again and stared at it unaware of the sound of approaching footsteps crunching on the sand.

Connie followed you, weaving through the crowd as she held the cute charm in her hand, she wondered if you were alright since you sounded upset from your phone call. Maybe her significant other hurt her in some way? Maybe she was thinking too much into it- all she needed to do was find you and return your charm and maybe talk to you? It can't be that hard right.. Right?

She soon found you, hiding underneath one of the many pillars holding the broad walk up. You still looked absolutely breathtaking to her, your eyes red and puffy with tears and the sight of your smeared makeup only made her question further if you were okay and she slowly approached you.

"Sorry- I saw you drop this."

She was standing in front of you, her hand out with your charm and you looked at the charm and then at her. You let out a small sniffle and stare at her and wipe your tears away one more time and you take it from her.

"Thank you.. I'm sorry that you have to see me like this."

You laugh nervously, hooking the charm back on your flip phone.

"I'm (y/n) by the way."

Connie stared at you and she took a seat next to you, a bold move on her part and she smiles a bit.

"Connie."

Your eyes are fixed on hers and you break the intense staring competition, the feeling of hurt returning for a moment and you let out a small sigh.

"I don't want to bore you with my story if you want to know."

You said, you wanted to tell someone, to show someone how much of an asshole your now ex is to you but you don't want your friends to say 'they told you so'

"I don't mind, it'll be good to get things off your chest."

Connie says softly, her eyes sparkled as she watched you sigh once again and wipe your eyes with your hand and that only made your makeup worse, your false lashes seeming to be peeling off.

"Well it first started with my dumb ex! He/she made this new friend y'know and he/she told me not to worry about them, that they are just a friend and that I am overreacting! Then he/she is always making plans and being around them then me- his/her own girlfriend."

You let out a defeated noise, the tears bubbling in your eyes once again and you feel a comforting hand on your back.

"He/she cancelled plans once again today and left me alone here and I'm just tired of it."

You let out a loud sob and Connie can't help but feel bad for you, she was rubbing soothing circles on your back trying her best to comfort you. She has never been in a situation like this before and she had no words other than an apology.

"It's alright, you weren't the one that even hurt me."

You just sat there in silence for a while but it was a comforting silence as you guys watched the waves crash against the sand. The sun setting causing the surroundings to be basked in a wonderful warm red almost pink glow and it was relaxing and it almost made you feel at peace.

"Thank you- uhm Connie for listening to me and staying."

You finally said, breaking the silence and you handed her your phone.

"I'd like to get your number so we can maybe do something different? Like get some coffee or something?"

You said, with a warm fuzzy feeling in your chest.

After you exchanged numbers and bid farewell, you had left to get home before your parents/caretakers were worried you had died or something, Connie was ecstatic- she made friends with someone new! Someone so pretty and had a really cool fashion sense that it made her heart want to explode- was this some sort of crush? She wondered but she didn't care! She was just so happy as she giggled, laying on the sand looking at your contact number with glee! Maybe this relation would blossom into something amazing?

I don't know if I should make a part two in celebration for Pride Month but PLEASEEE let me know! Also all constructive criticism and tips are always welcomed! 🩷

[corruptedspeaker]

Need some advice?

Steven Universe x Mom!reader (platonic)

It was just so frustrating! Everything was always dumped onto him, the trauma, the unbearable and out of control emotions seemed to be eating him up from the inside- almost like he was drowning and no one was there to fully understand and help him. It seemed as though no matter how hard he tried to reach out no one knew how to help. Being dumped with so much trauma at a young age took a really bad toll on his body and mind. He just really wanted to clear his head at this point- since Connie was busy with her studies, his dad was busy and the gems were busy with other gems.

He should take a walk on the broadwalk or whatever, he could maybe get a bite to eat or see if anyone was around to chat or maybe hang out with him to just distract him and kill time. Maybe he could go to Funland and at least he could try to experience some sort of feeling.

Gosh! It just seemed SO- empty with no one he knew that was around anymore! It was so weird to see everyone grow apart and he- he was practically trying to rip his hair out of his scalp.

" Hey! (Child name 1) do not hit your brother! "

That's when he heard someone's voice yelling at something and he couldn't help but look up to see you. You were seated on one of the benches looking towards the ocean, your sun hat protecting you from the heat while your sunglasses rested on top of the hat/you had your glasses on your face. You seemed to have a magazine or book on your lap, too many bags to count on your side with one filled with toys and one filled with snacks and water bottles and juices.

Steven had never seen you around before in beach city ever before- you were probably a tourist or you had recently moved in. He couldn't help but wonder if his mother would have done the same, if she would have taken him to the beach with his dad and watch him play in the sand, would he have a younger brother or sister? Would things have been easier for him?

Just the thoughts swirling around in his mind made him flare in anger, his gem buzzed as his body contorted and he started glowing pink. He could feel his head pounding in his ears, it hurt -- why couldn't things just have turned differently? Why couldn't he just have something better?! Why couldn't everyone stay and why--

" Hey kid! "

Steven looked up, his eyes darting around until his eyes finally landed on you. You were waving at him, beckoning him to come over and to which he did. He couldn't help but be rather embarrassed- he didn't want his first impression to be you meeting him having a meltdown.

" You okay? You seemed to be pink- and I mean you are literally pink right now. "

You had pointed out, your body faced towards him.

" I have some headache pills, don't know if they'll work on people turning pink though. "

Steven looked at you laughing at your own joke and he couldn't help but smile a bit to try and ease the tension. The pink glow seemed to fade away as he relaxed, he could seriously use that pill though, his head was basically killing him.

" I wouldn't mind it- if you have one and if I'm not going to waste it y'know? "

He couldn't help but ramble on, he was just rather nervous as he basked in your motherly aura. It felt so nice he just couldn't help but panic.

He watched you pull out your hand bag/back pack (idk) as you fished out that tinfoil pill holder thing?? Y'know and popped two out, - you held your hand out and he took it slowly, almost like he was scared of touching you.

" I don't bite, it's okay. Would you like water or juice with that? "

" Water will be fine, thank you.. "

Steven took the water bottle from you and he popped the medicine in his mouth and drank that water up.

" It's (y/n), nice to meet you Steven Universe. "

" You know my name? "

Steven couldn't help but stare at you in some sort of shock and confusion.

" Yeah I did my research before coming here, I heard all about you and there was some strange blog called "Keep Beach City weird" it was a real good read. "

So you were just a tourist, maybe you were on holiday or something and just chose Beach City at the worst possible time ever.

" So, where do you come from? "

He couldn't help but ask, he just seemed so intrigued with you. You went out of your way to help him.

" Oh I'm from state/overseas country, just out for a holiday. Needed to get away from the same routine and get out, showing the kids other places. "

You told him more about where you came from, he relaxed at the sound of your voice and the way you explained things with your hands to add more to your stories.

" Hey- sorry Steven-- (child name 2) stop chasing your older sister with the dead crab, do not make me come over there! "

You shouted at your kids and you were correct, it seemed the younger brother was chasing around their older sibling with what seemed like a dead crab, causing them to cry and squeal for them to stop.

" Sorry Steven, kids are a lot and they always have to get on each other's nerves. "

You replied and Steven just laughed nervously, he couldn't help but feel a twinge of sadness when he saw the relationship between you and your kids.. What he would do to have just a moment like this with his mom to at least feel something like this.

" I know I shouldn't pry into anyone's business, but are you okay? "

Your voice snapped him out of his trance and he looked into your eyes.

" It's just-- really complicated at the moment. "

" You can always talk to me, I know nothing about your situation but it'll help to get it off your chest. It's not really good to bottle up your emotions. "

And that's when he just let everything out, he went on and on about every detail, every mission, every horrific thing and every good and bad memory and you listened to him.

He finished after finally catching you up on everything and he felt you holding his hand, he looked up into your eyes once more and he just froze.

" Listen Steven, Im sorry about what happened and no child should have gone through that. You've always been helping other people and putting yourself at risk but- when was the last time you did something for you-- yourself? Why don't you maybe just get away from everything and clear your head a bit? That's why we're here in the first place. "

Steven couldn't help but nod at your words, he had no words as your thumb stroked the top of his hand in a comforting way.

" Have you ever been to a therapist or someone you can talk to? I'd definitely recommend seeing someone to at least get a lot of things off your chest and they can maybe help with some coping skills for you, I know a few how could help. "

It felt like a rush of regret, maybe telling you wasn't the best idea- the thought of seeing a doctor again sort of terrified him after what happened with Connie's mom.

" You don't have to if you don't want to--! "

Steven watched you blurt out, you were really good at reading him but he just stayed silent and watched the waves crash against the sand, your kids building lopsided sandcastles and digging holes.

It was strange.

You let go of his hand and whisked out your phone, scrolling away until you turned to him.

" I'll be one call away if you ever need help with anything. "

Steven entered his number and watched as you smiled, it was strange how you two easily got along.

" I should probably get going. It was nice to meet you (y/n) and I'll definitely think about that call, alright? "

Steven laughed nervously and stood up, holding his hand out for a handshake but you pulled him into a quick embrace and sent him off.

Steven continued his walk, walking around town replaying that whole interaction over and over again. It was awfully strange to him that a complete stranger wanted to help him out that much, was he also like that when he was younger?

It was nice though.

Notes : I am a complete amateur at writing- English is also not my first language so I'm sorry if anything is wrong and I just wanted to say thank you for reading!! It really means a lot and any constructive criticism is welcomed!

[corruptedspeaker]

I never wanted this.

It was cold, unbearably cold as your vision slowly became blurry. You couldn't feel a single thing, your fingers twitched and your eyes struggled to stay awake but it was sweet. Everything around you felt so calm and as if something heavy was lifted from your shoulders, it was like you could finally breathe for the first time but was it so loud?

He had been too rough with you, he had finally snapped and now he was holding your body in his arms, your eyes struggling to look up into his diamond shaped ones as he sobbed and screamed out your name. All he was doing was making sure you learnt your lesson. He didn't actually think he was being too rough, but the stab wound in your stomach proved otherwise.

" Come on y/n, wake up for me, okay? You're okay and I'm right here! See, I'll fix this I promise. "

Steven sobbed out your name as he pulled the blade from your stomach, the blood soaked your shirt even further, slowly pooling around you. The smell was horrific and Steven couldn't even look at himself, all this blood was on him and it was all his fault.

It felt so wonderful being able to finally break free from his grasp, to finally end all your suffering and to specifically get away from him once and for all. You then finally let go and your body went limp in his arms, your eyes finally voided of any life watched blankly at Steven.

" No, no- Shit, NO! "

Steven cried out, his body glowing pink as he held your head close to his chest. He'll just revive you, yeah that's all! He'll just revive you and everything will be okay. You'll just be pink and have pink hair and basically have a slower life span and live longer that's almost immortal right? That means you can still be with him, right? Stevens tears rolled from his cheeks and onto your skin where it was almost instantly absorbed.

Steven held you to his chest, anticipating your resurrection.

It was calm and bright as if your body was just floating around in an endless void of your happiest memories and then there was a flash of pink.

Pink roses filled your vision with soft petals that caressed your face and you found yourself in tall swaying grass, everything was pink and you felt sick almost instantly, you were dressed in pink attire, the grass swaying against your body against a warm breeze that never seemed to calm. You were terrified, there was no way he could be keeping you alive using his magic but he was a diamond and-

Didn't he revive one of his friends, what was his name? It was Lars wasn't it? That guy who now has a team of gems and lost his only good chance with a girl that actually loved him? Didn't Steven revive him? Oh shit - your breathing began to quicken, your arms wrapped around yourself and you could feel your tears begin to swell up, there was just no escaping him was there?

" It's lovely to finally meet you, y/n "

You were startled and looked up to see Steven but he was pink.. You had seen Steven pink, Steven become 9 ft and still pink but this was different. This wasn't Steven and you knew it, this Steven was more confident and it practically radiated from him.

" I'm sorry we have to meet each other under these circumstances but you understand that you can't get away from us not even in death. "

He moved towards you, you moved back and by a snap of his fingers you stopped and walked towards him. You struggled and cried out as his magic brought you closer to him.

" Oh my lovely starlight, you are as beautiful as the day we first laid our eyes on you. "

He put his hand on the small of your back and held your hand in his. His magic kept you in place and all you could do was watch in fear as he danced away with you in the field. His eyes never left yours, he was humming a soft tune as pink petals fluttered around the two of you and you were filled with dread at the sight of them and you finally broke down, the tears streaming down your face and your whole body wracked as you finally gave up.

Steven held you close, lowering you to the ground and wrapping his arms around your body.

" Shh starlight, it will be okay. You will learn to love us and love this. "

He whispered gently into your ear, rubbing soothing circles on your back while you sobbed. Your body hurt, your heart was being torn to shreds and your mind was fuzzy and lost.

This isn't what you wanted, you never wanted this and you never wanted him! Him and his stupid gem, him and his stupid mom and how he manipulated you into being with him in the first place. It was too much, taking care of him was too much and leaving him was never even an option.

In a flash of white you were torn from the field and from that Steven while he waved to you lazily with a smug smile on his stupid face and you were brought back to your current situation. Your eyes slowly opened as you were greeted to the old room you were trapped in.

" y/n! You're alright! Holy shit.. It's okay, see- I hah-- brought you back! Everything will be okay! "

You looked over to Steven and he was back to being himself but you weren't, you would never be the same again and it was all his fault!

Steven wrapped his arms around you, holding you close to him and he sobbed into your chest. His hands gripping onto your blood soaked shirt. You looked at your hands.

Pink

It would be like a constant reminder of who you are, what happened to you and who you belonged to and it infuriated you.

" Steven, let go of me! "

You roared out pushing the diamond away from you, you stood up on wobbly legs and your fists were clenched.

" I never wanted this Steven! This isn't right- I -- You are a monster! Why couldn't you have just left me to die! "

" But I love y-"

You cut him off by throwing the bloody blade at him.

" You call that love Steven? You basically murdered me and all you can say for yourself is that you are sorry? You don't deserve anything! "

You breathed heavily as you finished yelling at Steven who looked at you like a sad puppy, your blood still all over him and his clothes. It was a grizzly sight when you looked down, your blood was basically everywhere from just one single stab wound and it made you sick.

Steven rose to his feet and walked over to you and held you, your breathing uneasy and he rested his head on top of yours.

" I won't let you leave me ever. "