You can call me anu. This is my one blog where I do everything. I have had many interests on and off in this blog.
Eg.
1. The Magnus Archives (I didn't watch protocol yet. I may come back ig.)
2. Dungeons and daddies (I'm most into like the kiddads but I do like all the seasons)
3. Pjo. The og. I like the books more than the show. I loovee the musical.
4. I like Bollywood songs more than the movies cuz I had some fear of live action stuff as a child and watched animated movies and shows.
5. I'm gonna watch project hail Mary today.
6. This is also partially gonna be a fan blog for the renowned Japanese figure skater Kaori Sakamoto, my queen.
7. I like Dan and Phil. I started watching them December last year.
8. I have posted some dndads headcanons, live posting for dndads episodes, 1 fanfic, and some of my own poetry and prose(exactly one of prose 2 of my poems)
Being a crafty person and making a bunch of things often prompts people to ask "oh wow did you make that?" And like, the short answer is: yes I did, but the long answer is: well, no, the pattern isn't mine, but I did choose and buy the fabric/yarn and sewed it together/crocheted it/knitted it myself. I used a reference for that drawing/painting, I didn't come up with it myself. That ceramic piece was insired by a poem and a painting made by different people. What I'm trying to say is, everything I make requires other people to make their own thing first, and then I get inspired by them to do my own thing. So I can't really call anything truly mine, because really it's just a bunch of inspirations and experiences of others (and me) put together by my hands. Does that answer your question
Hyper-individualist cultures go, “Your emotions are your personal responsibility. Don’t burden others. Regulate privately. Maintain functionality. If you’re upset, process it offstage so the machine keeps moving.” Meanwhile certain collectivist or harmony-focused frameworks go, “Your emotions disrupt group cohesion. Don’t create discomfort. Don’t impose disharmony. Transcend or contain your reactions for the sake of the whole.”
Different mythology, same trembling fear that one person saying “actually, I feel terrible” will cause civilization to peel apart like wet drywall.
The Greek gods do be reminding me of politicians at this point. "We swear by the river styx to be better" one day and "you owe us a debt for existing" the other day
The Bill hasn't passed yet; however it is very likely. Turkey just shut down the social media accounts of LGBT+ organizations, and quietly banned/"made not possible to see" multiple dating apps for LGBT people such as Taimi. These are small steps leading up to this. Just less than a year ago the distribution of Estrogen was made ten times harder and hormone replacement therapy laws upped the transitioning age from 18 to 21. Please speak for us.
my number one advice for parents is to listen to your children tbh. and i dont just mean listening to their problems i mean like. when your kid recites the plot of a movie youve already seen or your tells you about what they did at school today or wants to show you their roblox gameplay. youve gotta be invested in knowing your kid as a person or why are you even doing the whole parenting thing.
I also rewatched the Wakaori documentary just a few days ago!!! 😆😆
I love the way the whole thing is structured and edited, I feel like they really managed to get it across how much of a rivalry they had in their earlier years, and how present and important they were to each other's progress and careers, and how much they supported each other around Beijing and after.
Either I need to get up and learn japanese or before that go line by line in the transcript with google translate as I watch cuz I wanna see how they are talked abt by jsf(?)(who made the documentary?)
Racism against Indians is actually a little insane when you consider how widespread it is even among liberals and leftists . Even people who consider themselves to be progressive will laugh at call center or tech support jokes. All scammers are inherently indian. It’s okay to laugh at jokes making fun of Indians for their feelings towards animals or how they drive. India is inherently backwards and dirty so it’s okay to make jokes about getting food poisoning from even looking at indian food
is anyone else annoyed that "ai" encompasses both chatgpt and tools we train to do repetitive tedious work for us. and by the ripple effect of articles like "scientists develop ai to detect cancer early" that make people argue for the merit of chatgpt or become anti-medicine. and by the general state of the world and society
Help I'm still at the restaurant....(Where they are sitting together while talking)
Anyways I watched this with the power of context clues and vibes.
The "I will follow you" song while showing montages of them for the beginning and end kills me
Also, the way it begins with some jr and youth olympics clips showing them going up and down in the podium, then cuts to wakabas first and second senior season till the nationals b4 2018 olympics where she doesn't make the team.
Then it cuts to kaori at those nationals and her olympics (dang girl, that's a transition)
Then kaoris first and second senior season till the 3A quad children came, showing her struggling to catch up with ultra cs, trying and failing a 4t. And just looking sad while training.
Cut to wakaba getting a 3A( those were some vicious transitions).
Then the olympic season them making it in(hugging and crying together), their performances, then like kaori going to marie france, learning dance to elastic heart, eating a meal, a bowl of salad, one of those aesthetic omelette things, and rice probs.
Then 24-25 is shown more cuz they both made it to gpf and worlds and she was crying after wakabas free and she talked abt what they said b4 the free (this I google translated from the transcript cuz it looked emotional). Basically like let's do our best while they were doing make up. They didnt mention the olympic season much. Ends with a flashback to them making it to Beijing and in Beijing.
LGBTQIA+ Literature Recommendations by WritingWithColor: 2025-26 Releases
Happy Pride!
I decided to do this post for Pride to help fellow creators. Finding an audience for our creations can prove difficult, especially when we are marginalized artists that don’t fit the WASP (White Anglo-Saxon Protestants) mold. We creators need to look out for each other so we find an audience.
It is hard to find new titles by queer authors of Color. We can attribute this to the attacks on such authors thanks to certain conservative parties in power and legislative threats. It’s all the more reason why we have to protect these titles and make sure they come out into the world. And we are more than happy to hear your recommendations of which titles felt cathartic for the LGBTQ communities and individuals online.
If you are queer and scared of the present, please stay alive. We need you out there, living, feeling, and finding your true self and friends.
2026 Releases
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You’ll Never Forget Me by Isha Raya
Shimmering Lake: Summer Camp Collection I by Laika Wallace
Journey to the Heartland (Second Edition) by Xiaolong Huang
On Sundays, She Picked Flowers by Yah Yah Scholfield
The Forest Bleeds by Rachel Kitch
The Perfect Match by Adiba Jaigirdar
The Obake Code by Makana Yamamoto
The Case of Elmwood Ranch by Deanna Grey
Milk & Mocha Comics Collection: Our Little Moments by Melanie Sie (USA release)
The Covenant We Cut by tzipporah-creates AKA WWC Mod Sci (ongoing webcomic)
Honey Bee and Lemon Balm 1 by Jil Hashikura (USA release)
Perfect Princess By Bambi Nieves, illustrated by Alison Nieves
The Most Magnificent Me by Chitra Soundar, illustrated by Sophie Bass
I Don’t Wish You Well by Jumata Emill
Love, Gods and Sinners by Camille Chong
Lake Life by Tanya Boteju
Good Luck, Babe! by Erin Baldwin
Love Makes Mochi by Stefany Valentine
Adult Books
You’ll Never Forget Me by Isha Raya
I’ve been trying to study noir. It’s a gritty genre where people rarely get their justice, and cruel people escape the consequences of their actions. We see a 2020s take on Hollywood noir when rising star Dimple Kampoor in a fit of rage pushes her Asian-diaspora actress rival down a flight of stairs in her own house during a party. She didn’t mean to kill Irene, but she can’t admit she’s sorry when offered a great acting role that Irene had won. The rival’s family hires private investigators, believing the fall was no accident; disgraced P.I. Saffi returns to the US to help the investigators. Despite the two women engaging in a high-stakes battle of wits, they also demonstrate a mutual attraction. Saffi promises to deliver the proof when she’s a hundred percent certain after a botched investigation five years ago, but getting to that hundred percent is the rub. Dimple will do anything to keep her acting career, no matter how many bodies ensue.
The story establishes itself as LGBTQ noir in a racist Hollywood with double standards against women. No good person wins in this story, and we know that from the outset. It is fun to read though, and delivers on the noir promise. The “dead dove: do not eat” labels are very clear, however, and this time the dead dove has a red carpet.
Shimmering Lake: Summer Camp Collection I by Laika Wallace
Shapeshifters, vampires and werewolves are too absurd for some families, but not for the ones featured here. A bullied child with a narcissistic mother gets bitten by what looks like an injured wolf, and the decision empowers him, while another is determined to photograph what they call a frogcruncher. Pride parades show promises of friends banding together despite a few insensitive remarks, and vampires debating the power of LED versus the sun.
Be prepared that plenty of stories occupy these 530 pages. It’s a long time investment, but fun and going by fast.
Journey to the Heartland by Xiaolong Huang (Second Edition, originally published in 2023)
Content warning: This story covers grooming, parental abuse, and child sexual abuse.
Oy, what a hard story. And yet a necessary one, as a boy named Hanwei endures an abusive father who beats him for crimes like not brushing his teeth. Neighbors gossip about how Gaoming Zhu brings men home and how cute they are, embarrassing Hanwei and his mother Rulan. Rulan never loses her temper, but she also refuses to accept needless blame when Gaoming rails at her. Hanwei starts emulating her as a teenager, protecting his mother from Gaoming’s abuse. Gaoming then leaves when Hanwei is seventeen; a situation that should freak them both out becomes liberation.
A grown-up Hanwei explores his sexuality in California after a grad school program accepts him in Los Angeles. Though Rulan remains reticent, reminding Hanwei how his father hurt them all, she listens when he cites statistics of same-sex behavior and attends Pride with him. Settling in a new country brings its own woes, however; Rulan can’t speak English when she attends Hanwei’s doctoral graduation ceremony while wondering if he’s emulating his father, and immigration law along with systematic homophobia dog Hanwei’s partners. Bankers also screw up the US economy, adding only more woes.
On Sundays, She Picked Flowers by Yah Yah Scholfield (reprint; first published in 2020)
A sinister and surreal Southern Gothic debut novel, about a woman who escapes into the uncanny woods of southern Georgia and must contend with ghosts, haints, and most dangerous of all, the truth about herself.
When Judith Rice fled her childhood home, she thought she’d severed her abusive mother’s hold on her. She didn’t have a plan or destination, just a desperate need to escape. Drawn to the forests of southern Georgia, Jude finds shelter in a house as haunted by its violent history as she is by her own. Jude embraces the eccentricities of the dilapidated house, soothing its ghosts and haints, honoring its blood-soaked land. And over the next thirteen years, she blossoms from her bitter beginnings into a wisewoman, a healer. But her hard-won peace is threatened when an enigmatic woman shows up on her doorstep. The woman is beautiful but unsettling, captivating but uncanny. Ensnared by her desire for this stranger, Jude is caught off guard by brutal urges suddenly simmering beneath her skin. As the woman stirs up memories of her escape years ago, Jude must confront the calls of violence rooted in her bloodline. Written by a Black lesbian author, with a Black lesbian lead.
The Forest Bleeds by Rachel Kitch (Oct 13)
A dark academia horror novel about a group of PhD scholars held hostage by a billionaire in his remote mansion in the Appalachian mountains, who must use their combined knowledge of bioengineering and occult spellcraft to save themselves. A very eerie, claustrophobic and grotesque horror thriller, great commentary against big-pharma and unethical research in biomedical research–it's just refreshing to see dark academia that is centred around STEM disciplines for once!
The horror fantasy elements are inspired by both Appalachian as well as South-East Asian folklore. It's also quite a visceral study of exploitation of racialized labor, and the marginalization of Asian-American women in academia. Saige Chambers, the protagonist, is a disabled bisexual woman of Thai descent, and her love interest is an Indian-American lesbian!
The Perfect Match by Adiba Jaigirdar
Dina is done. She's burnt out after years in corporate London and now is working in her family's struggling Bangladeshi restaurant. The last thing she expects is to be roped into coaching a football team of disadvantaged amateur players–or to say yes.
Maya is back. She could have had a brilliant career, but it all went wrong. Now she's back home, back in her childhood bedroom. Her only escape is agreeing to coach her old secondary school's team.
It doesn't take long for them to bump into each other again and for as long as anyone can remember, Dina and Maya were rivals. But will the very game that tore them apart bring them back together?
The adult debut of popular Bangladeshi-Irish YA author Adiba Jaigirdar (The Henna Wars, Hani and Ishu's Guide to Fake Dating), this is an enemies-to-lovers, angsty queer sports romance set in London, featuring Bengali bisexual and sapphic leads.
The Obake Code by Makana Yamamoto
An all-new, standalone sci-fi heist thriller about a bored hacker named Malia, who is forced by vicious gangsters to take down a crooked politician, only to find herself up against a code she might not be able to crack. This novel is part of a series of generally connected “lesbian heist” stories, each featuring an all-lesbian and trans cast, set in the Kepler space station–basically a futuristic Hawai'i. While I preferred the first novel in the series, Hammajang Luck, I also thought that the cyberpunk thriller plotline in this one was more interesting and impactful, using popular tropes like sentient AI systems and evil clones to criticize gentrification, unethical data surveillance and the many exploitative practices of big-tech companies. Malia is a Black lesbian, and Yamamoto is a Native Hawaiian and multiracial lesbian author.
The Case of Elmwood Ranch by Deanna Grey (Release date: July 15)
A Black bi4bi sapphic indie romance between a legacy paranormal investigator and a loner horse rancher, set on a haunted ranch.
Octavia doesn't believe in ghosts, but she can't deny something's wrong with the land she's sunk her entire savings into.
Rae Jones is in the business of ending nightmares. She comes from a long line of paranormal investigators. One of four, she's set herself apart from the Jones sisters by making their legacy into a commercial success. After years of enjoying said success, she's hit a wall. Whether it's burnout or a full-blown existential crisis, she doesn't know. One guaranteed way to avoid a downward spiral? Take every interesting job she can get. And that includes one from a very stand-offish, non-believing rancher who thinks she's a scam artist.
I read Grey's sapphic romance Outdrawn last year; it was the sweetest story, so I'm definitely excited for this.
Speaking of BIPOC sapphic romances:
Tanya Boteju also has a Christmas romcom coming up: Setting the Stage for Christmas (Oct 13, pretty rare to find a festive lesbian romance with non-white leads), and Zakiya N. Jamal has a Black sapphic sports romance coming up: Two Can Play That Game (Nov. 17).
Graphic Novels and Webcomics
Milk & Mocha Comics Collection: Our Little Moments by Melanie Sie
The title characters aren’t explicitly labeled as queer, given they are mascots for an international messaging service LINE. Milk and Mocha live together, however, ordering food and sharing their sleeping space. They enjoy the little moments together, from playing video games together to vibing. Love doesn’t mean being happy together all the time, but it can mean putting in the work to not let little conflicts become big ones. Also, these two are so CUTE.
The Covenant We Cut by tzipporah-creates
One of our WWC mods (Mod Sci) created this one! Content warning: This story covers mental illness and the parental abuse that results from it.
We see a queer Jewish adaptation of Tanakh (Sh'muel Aleph (Samuel I) 20:1-20:42). Caught between his lover David’s safety and his father King Shaul’s suspicion of David, Yonatan comes up with a plan to assess the danger. However, things quickly go awry at the New Moon banquet when his father finds out. You can tell how much Yonatan and David love each other and what Yonatan will risk to prevent losing him. The coloring adds to the tension while the two meet in secret.
The webcomic comes in two languages: an English translation from Everett Fox (more text) and the original Biblical Hebrew (less text).
Children’s Picture Books
Perfect Princess by Bambi Nieves, illustrated by Alison Nieves
I knew this story would be good when Princess Amina winces when giving knights hi-fives but being too polite to offer constructive feedback. Her childhood friend Keiran opposes how Amina has come out of the closet, expressing it with a spell that sends her far from home. Amina has to find her way back without her cosmetics, sword, or silverware. A blue rabbit agrees, joining her and a tiny dragon on the long walk home. Amina has to accept her lack of perfection when not having silverware for a snack or a sword to handle enchanted townspeople. Likewise, Keiran has to accept that his friend has become her real self and watch what his magic does.
The Most Magnificent Me by Chitra Soundar, illustrated by Sophie Bass
This book is more LGBTQ+ coded than LGBTQ, but it does the job with internal validation and positive affirmations. Plus, if you have a toddler with doting parents, they will love hearing how magnificent they are; I can verify this courtesy of a video call with some younger family members. Babies have big egos, and they need to sustain them as they grow older.
Manga
Honey Bee & Lemon Balm 1 by Jil Hashikura
I was on the fence about this manga because the situation seems contrived at first: a yakuza in a nighttime district gets a job at a flower shop following a stint in prison -- where he took the fall for some superiors -- and getting booted from his old gang. Kaoru Mitsuya tries to be tough but starts falling for the owner,
The manga went from standard romance to great writing when we meet Yuichiro’s siblings -- and one very clearly defies gender roles. You can see a family that cares about each other but doesn’t know how to communicate their concerns, with Yuichiro working 24/7 and refusing to take care of his health and his siblings forcing him to rest.
Young Adult Literature
I Don’t Wish You Well by Jumata Emill
True crime can hit or miss for me; in this case, the hit comes from a fair-play mystery. College student and amateur podcaster Pryce gets a lead on a seemingly closed case. Five football players were murdered, ostensibly by a gay classmate they drugged and assaulted. One witness, however, has stated for years that the ostensible serial killer had an alibi. Pryce thinks he can expand on the story after recording the witness’s story, especially when finding out other witnesses are still alive.
Love, Gods and Sinners by Camille Chong
Harper and Tia are roommates, and interns at the same tech company. They clash, they fight, they flirt. And, under cover of night, the two of them adopt secret identities and head out on missions across the city for their respective magical clans. Tia is the beautiful descendant of the Moon Goddess, and Harper is secretly Raven, the leader-in-waiting of the feared and villainous Foxes. When each is tasked by their clan to kill the other, a deceitful game of cat-and-mouse begins. And Harper and Tia will start to understand that the concepts of right and wrong can be just as complicated–and dangerous–as falling in love.
Set in an alternate futuristic world, where descendants of ancient magical clans don secret identities and battle on the streets of Singapore, this debut novel, the first in a planned duology, is a glittering, action-packed urban fantasy, with an enemies-to-lovers romance at its heart. Singaporean author, Asian lesbian and bisexual leads.
Lake Life by Tanya Boteju
A charming sapphic summer romance with environmental activism themes, about two teens who agree to fake-date when stuck together in a quirky, scenic lake town. Written by a Sri Lankan-Canadian author, and featuring an interracial sapphic romance.
Good Luck, Babe! by Erin Baldwin
Reality TV enthusiasts Noelle and Yumi spent a decade attached at the hip—until one ill-fated night (and one awkward kiss) ended their friendship. After a year of no contact, fate throws the girls back together when they’re offered a last-minute spot on their favorite race-around-the-world reality show.
It’s a chance to put their superfan status to the test, a dream come true. Except for a few snags: it’s an all-couples season, filming starts in two days, and Noelle hasn’t spoken to her “girlfriend” in a year. But she already has plans to use the prize money on her ailing father’s medical expenses, and she would do anything for him—including fake dating her ex-bestie on national television. This sapphic YA romcom is written by a Filipino-American author, and features Filipino sapphic leads.
Love Makes Mochi by Stefany Valentine
A cute sapphic YA romance between a goth fashion designer and a tattoo artist. Written by a Taiwanese-American author, featuring Asian-American and Japanese lesbian leads.
Lilyn Jeong is living her best life—in Tokyo! She gets to learn from the legendary yet notoriously terrifying tailor Mrs. Matsumoto. Getting a glowing recommendation from her could be Lilyn’s ticket into her dream fashion school.
So when the latter is tasked with designing an entire collection, panic sets in. She has only weeks to figure out how to mix her goth aesthetic with traditional Japanese style. Thankfully, Mrs. Matsumoto’s rebellious, tattooed, rainbow-haired daughter Yua offers to help. But going on cozy dates with this cute girl is way easier than sewing yukatas. Can Lilyn find a path forward in fashion and love? Or will she watch as everything falls apart at the seams?
Keep reading to see our recommended 2025 releases!
2025 Releases
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Angelica and the Bear Prince by Trung Le Nguyen
Before You Go Extinct by Takashi Ushiroyato
Good Soil by Jeffrey Chu
Graphic Novels
Angelica and the Bear Prince by Trung Le Nguyen
Angelica has anxiety. Lots of it. So much that she’s burned out, and her mother allows her to work in a theater to recharge. Her childhood friend is also working at the theater, though neither of them can explain why they stopped being friends. They each blame the other, but the truth is more complicated.
Trung Le Nguyen’s The Magic Fish captures what it feels like to be queer in an immigrant family. Thankfully, Tien’s parents weren’t like mine about children still in the closet. Angelica and the Bear Prince adds burnout and generalized anxiety disorder to the mix. It understands how repairing mental health and ghosted bonds can be super difficult.
Manga
Before You Go Extinct by Takashi Ushiroyato
Another queer-coded story rather than obliquely rainbow, this one-volume manga with six chapters provides a melancholy existential seduction. A penguin couple attempts to deliver a mercy extinction to their flock, only to die and reincarnate into several endangered species runs the risk of Bury Your Gays. Pen and Merle, rather than suffering the typical fate of gender-ambiguous creatures fiddling with life, keep discovering new incarnations and approaches to death’s inevitability.
Entropy is scary. So is knowing when creatures like us are dropping like mosquitoes after an industrial spray. How we react to it, though, can be healing and help with that melancholy.
Nonfiction
Good Soil by Jeffrey Chu
If you had told me I would enjoy a memoir about a gay magazine editor finding solace at a Christian farming seminary, I would have looked at you funny. Jeffrey Chu, editor at Travel+Leisure, might agree; he had sustained a complicated spirituality due to being queer and Hong Kong diaspora. After some crises, however, Chu decides to attend the Farminary to figure out his spiritual side. The experience provides perspective on our relationship with nature and agriculture. For example, he thinks how we disparage worms, but worms revive the soil, and the ways in which we distance ourselves from killing the meat needed to feed a society. Killing chickens actually takes more effort than one may think, and it can bring tears to the people who raised them.
Chu is quite honest that his family has a mixed relationship with queerness and Christianity; missionaries converted his family decades ago, and his mother and father refused to attend his wedding. He also feels that exploring religion through the Farminary has improved his life, even with the ups and downs of co-op farm life.
Honorable Mentions; aka Handful of White Queer Authors Who Published Books 2025-26
Gender Queer: The Annotated Edition by Maia Kobabe (2026)
Lucky Day by Chuck Tingle (2025)
Wearing the Lion by John Wiswell (2025)
Gender Queer: The Annotated Edition by Maia Kobabe (2026)
Maia Kobabe didn’t expect a firestorm when publishing a graphic novel about eir gender exploration. This very personal story shows Maia’s journey through an AFAB childhood and latent body dysmorphia. (I relate about the leg hair considering a penguin bit me to grab one of them at a local ecoadventure park.)
The annotated edition has notes from people in Maia’s life, from college professors to dear friends and fellow artists. Maia and Phoebe Kobabe, the latter doing the book’s coloring, also contribute. Each note feels so meaningful. Especially knowing how certain people really hate individuals not fitting into narrow gender molds, the contributions remind us we are not alone.
Lucky Day by Chuck Tingle (2025)
Okay to be fair, we don’t know Chuck Tingle’s true identity, but it’s best to err on the side of caution. While I could list Fabulous Bodies, as I’m currently reading it, I still have a ways to go. Lucky Day is about a leading expert on chaos theory surviving the possibly unluckiest day for anyone on the planet shortly after coming out to her mother, and how Vera fares a few years later when asked to do more calculations about the cause. Vera wants nothing to do with a world that took everything but her life, but finding out why the Low-Probability Event happened might give her closure. It is grim and ominous, with biting humor puncturing the tension. Mind the body count and violence.
Wearing the Lion by John Wiswell (2025)
John Wiswell is the queer short fiction writer you need to follow online. With stories like “D.I.Y,” “Welcome to Heroism” and “Bad Doors,” you can’t turn your eyes away. Wearing the Lion is his second novel, the first being Someone You Can Build A Nest In, published in 2025. Hera takes offense when Zeus announces that his next affair baby will be the best hero of Ancient Greece; she’s further insulted when the baby is named for her, Heracles. The irony is that Heracles is a nice guy, calling Hera “auntie” when praying to her, and thanking her for the many monsters that she sends his way. He’s basically Disney’s Hercules, a nice guy whose world abruptly shatters when Hera’s machinations lead to his sons’ deaths. And like that farmer boy Hercules, Heracles finds himself doing the right thing and believing in his namesake, despite the evidence piling up. While not an obliquely queer story, Wearing the Lion focuses on found family and those othered as monsters. Also, it has a lion which acts like a housecat; what is there not to love?
Hi there!!! Kk this is so random but I saw ur post theory thing abt Grant and Terry with the Die Another Day and I was wondering if I could use it to write a oneshot on ao3? I'll properly credit you because there is no way I could've come up with something like that, but the idea is super cute 😭
Wait!! That would be so awesome. Send me the fic if you end up writing it. My a03 is anuisthechosenone.
