Ciel

- 22 - - Artist and Audio Designer - - Im just a big nerd who loves podcasts and horrors - - and so many other things I obsess over -

[cosmodia05]

I have recently learned that people with my chronic illness have to have a lot more salt than a regular person...

I hate too much salt on my food. I barely put salt on anything

Well... This isn't fun

[cosmodia05]

Blockbench Model :D

Been working on improving my character models on blockbench, this is my newest one :D

The character is called Adonis, she is a human who was killed and resurrected by skulk. During her murder she was blinded and now remains blind, the skulk gave her the ability to 'see' through sound.

Im so proud of how she turned out. She ended up so pretty looking. Her dress ended up looking so cute! Also am damn proud of the skulk texture, it turned out so close to the block texture.

Also peep her face cause it turned out so pretty!

[cosmodia05]

Self Portrait

Thought it would be fun to draw a lil self portrait, last time I drew one was in 2023.

I always find it interesting to look back at how I used to see myself. This was how i drew myself back in 2023. I drew myself so soft and closed in, which really did reflect me back then.

But now the one for 2025 is this :D

I have so much more confidence in myself, and joy with who I am.

I still struggle with myself sometimes due to my chronic illness, but im learning to not let it define me.

To not let it stop me from being me.

[cosmodia05]

Sometimes having ideas is pain

Ive been working on the worldbuilding for something called 'Project Lumina'

And when talking about it with my friend I realised it would make a cool minecraft smp.

I sadly do not have the funds to run and smp, but damn it would be so cool ;-;

[cosmodia05]

Just finished season 2 of Interview with the Vampire, it was so good!!

That ending was great, im very excited for season 3.

Definitely need to go read the books at some point. They have been on my list for a while.

[notavampiretrustme]

I have forgotten what it was like to not be in pain every moment.

Genuinely, able bodied people cannot fathom what constant pain and fatigue does to a person.

[wheelie-sick]

if you've spontaneously become disabled be gentle with yourself. it takes time to adjust to your new normal and that's okay. it's not a race to refigure out your life, you have time. it's okay to grieve and it's okay to mourn, it is a loss. your life is not over and you can get through this. it's hard and it's unfair but you will learn to live again.

[greykolla-art]

Amelia Project sketch pile! 🐦‍🔥

I read some fanfics, they are few but sweet😊👌

The ones by @ghostlycollectorchaos really got their hooks in me! Really opened my eyes to the joy of thinking about Kozlowski and Arthur cuddling. 💕

Go read them after you listen to the podcast! 👏👏👏

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[celestialrunes]

PLEASE REMEMBER THAT YOUR DONATIONS ON CHANGE.ORG DO NOT GO TO THE SUBJECT OF THE CAMPAIGN

That means that when you donate, it goes to change.org. Now, this isn't useless — it does mean that the petition gets boosted. However, you're pretty much doing the same thing by reblogging. I am concerned about people donating something like $40 dollars since I'm not sure if they realize it doesn't contribute to the legal fund or not.

If you want to donate to the internet archive's legal fund (and help with operation costs), then you can click here to go their donation page

[callmearcturus]

I saw this without that last bit before. READ THAT LAST BIT.

[cosmodia05]

Currently fighting the urge to draw Dr Robotnik and Agent Stone fanart.

These toxic gay men have taken over my brain.

I have too much art i need to finish. BRAIN CHILL

[cosmodia05]

Okay so this is from a while ago and I forgot to post it (October last year oops), but I drew Silas... again. I really need to draw some of the other Syntax characters but hyperfixation has decided on Silas. I really want to draw Cassius again at some point though.

I wanted to do a fun little portrait, and had to add flowers cause I felt like it.

[cosmodia05]

Me drawing more Syntax fanart?? Yeah thats not shocking...

Had to draw everyones favourite Bird Bait, specifically based on a description given to me for Silas' appearance during college. I do find it funny that despite my favourite character being Cassius, I draw Silas the most.

Im actually happy with how this has turned out. Recently, I have been having to learn to draw with my left hand and its pushed me to just generally improve my art. I think my main focus on things to fix is how I dras shoes, cause those shoes are questionable...

I love this podcast so much that 10/10 would recommend it. Although it has made me cry too many times.

[twinstrangersp]

One of our favorite things about ADs is being able to let your imagination run wild with headcanons! On Syntax, we intentionally give minimal details on canon appearances so listeners can put their own ideas into their looks! Today, we'll be highlighting fanart from listeners!

First we're highlighting @cosmodia05 with some of their gorgeous works! This includes a finished piece and a couple of character sketches, featuring Cassius, Silas, Elizabeth, and Alyx! We're so amazed by their talent -- thank you for your art!

Next up, we have some more gorgeous (and adorable) works from @pinko505! This includes sketches of Silas and Cassius. And I won't lie -- I have the chibi Cassius image stuck in my head STILL! So much talent displayed, thank you so much!

Now, it's creature feature! We have some incredible depictions from @Mauvenbee of some of the Breach Beasts, and a sketch from @Soots_Catto! Be warned, some of these are more spooky than others 👀(tw for spiders, eye strain, and blood) Thank you so much for sharing your art!

We have more than we could possibly hope to share, but we are so entirely blessed to have such avid listeners and supporters, and are amazed by their creativity and talent every day! If you'd like to support our show's 3rd season, find our IGG campaign below!

Indiegogo

[pumpkan]

Hey! It’s my birthday!

What is really like for my birthday is to share my art around 💕 so if you could give a sneaky reblog it would make my day

[cosmodia05]

I made Sally from Welcome Home using paper and card. Look at her!! She is so precious.

I love her so much and im so happy with how this turned out.

I need to get some more coloured paper then im going to try making Barnaby and Wally!

[cosmodia05]

At the end of last year I finished TMA after my friend suggested it to me. After I finished I really wanted to try drawing Jon. This was originally intended to be two illustrations that go together, one of Jon and one of Martin. But I never did finish the Martin drawing.

I also never shared this anywhere and I figured why not actually post it. I've started sharing podcast fan art on here so why not add this aswell.

[cosmodia05]

Gartic Phone, the game where you can get from The King in Yellow to Star Wars but Worms... I put my prompt as King in Yellow because I was interested to see where it would end up... That is not where I expected it to go.