Last night's sleep, more or less, lasted seven hours. It was good, I think; perhaps even without incident. It's always hard to tell when you're in deep sleep. The wake-up, however, wasn't great. There are moments where I feel I'm not getting enough oxygen, where I feel I have to breath even deeper, even harder, even faster. I was told by a doctor once that when you hyperventilate, you're supposed to breathe slow and shallow, so that your body calms down.
Are they right? I don't know.
"What is something unique about you that no one knows? Why haven't you shared it?"
It should be painfully obvious that I use a list of prompts designed for self-reflection, at this point.
I make music. It's not common, and it's not good (if you ask me), but I like making it when I can get the motivation. If you asked about the genre, I wouldn't be able to tell you any specifics—only that it's "probably electronic music." There's drums, there's synths, there's piano sometimes. Seems about right for the overall [gestures vaguely].
The thing is, I do share it. I just don't really promote it, for multiple reasons. First, it's not good in my opinion, but I do recognize that I've gotten better at music production over time; compared to when I first started, I've markedly improved (in mixing, composition needs some heavy work, but it's listenable(?)). Secondly, I don't really have the goal of trying to build an audience in mind. It clouds judgment. You start chasing numbers, and I already have a socially debilitating relationship with numbers. I'd rather just put my stuff out there for people to stumble upon, and if it resonates with them and they like it, great. If it doesn't, no one sees it anyway, so it doesn't matter.
I also don't intend to promote my music here, just in case anyone comes across this post and starts to assume from the words above, so don't worry—you don't have to suffer my hobby.
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