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The kid your parents warned you about, but the one that’s welcome anytime.. I’m a guy in the I.E. 909 NSFW dope and naked people blog. Leo. Very discreet yet, always down to meet. Antisocial Extrovert

[covidtwenty]

Weird ass bitch

What

[covidtwenty]

Get tf outta here already

What

[covidtwenty]

So, my family and friends all seem to get richer

while I’m in the bathroom making myself sicker.

and she’s outside the door with tears in her eyes

knowing it’s soon before one of us dies.

She can’t treat her Lyme when I’m gone all the time, and she’s picking up messes I’ve left behind

She does it for love

she’s a sweetheart, I’m enough

but in her eyes she’ll never be the same.

I know that it’s not

but she thinks it’s a game I play

she has no idea I’m literally insane.

I do all the same things and expect something to change

and this spiraling downward leaves only me to blame.

[covidtwenty]

You’re cents make more sense than any senseless politician, cooking up some fake ass shit in his fucking kitchen I’m just tryna live my best life so I take it all in strife and do as I’m told like I’m a 4 year old while these motherfuckers lie thru their teeth and give their dumb speech who’s better than who? Well? Is it me? No it’s probably you. Cuz you’re great at everything, along with your black heart you’re so smart, I don’t even wanna start on the goods they’re my fave I take my time so I’ve got some to save where’d this turn right when it shoulda gone straight I put on my left blinker halfway thru the state, of mind but of course you know the state we live in the where we think just the same like it’s some kinda game where we’d naturally be the best cuz you bring it out in me you drop me to my knees you are all I want to please

Dammit

[covidtwenty]

Second & Sebring by Of Mice & Men

Song · 3:49 · 2010

Smash your fucking face

[covidtwenty]

Do it

[covidtwenty]

I wish we knew each other more, I really want to be in bed with you cuddling..Hands all over each other, neck kisses, kiss on your lips and my hand sort of slips under your top, keep kissing me don’t stop. We won’t go much further we want this to last, unlike others in both of our past. This shit is crazy I’m typing lazy. A flow off the top of my head even though I feel dead. This weekend was full of things I don’t really do, my favorite part was the two days I saw you. But like I said I wish there were more I wish in five seconds I’d be walking through the door. “Honey I’m home” I’d say it so proudly “now take off your clothes” I’d say not so loudly.

[covidtwenty]

I miss your kiss the most

Those pretty lips leave a tingling between my hips. They’re like magic, you’re a magician. I’ve kissed them only a few times, yet they’re what I’m terribly missin’. Your touch too is so gentle and kind... it’s true I can’t keep any of you off my mind.

[covidtwenty]

Girls telling guys to subscribe to their OF right off the bat is the same as a dude sending a dick pic. Nobody wants to see that shit..

Prove me wrong

[covidtwenty]

Idk who’s buying “meth” from these dumbasses on here that claim top quality Tina blowing clouds etc and every video is their dumbass smoking a blunt. Like, at least pretend you smoke shit stupid ass.

[extrasad]

What happens once you kill yourself? Because I'm ready to go.

You wanna know what happens once you kill yourself? Your mother comes home from work and finds her baby dead and she screams and runs over to you and tries to get you to wake up but you won’t and she keeps screaming and shaking you and her tears are dripping onto your face and your dad hears all the screaming and runs into the room and he can’t even speak because the child that he loved and the child that he watched grow up is gone forever and finally your little sister runs into the room to see what all the fuss is about and she sees you dead. The person she looked up to and loved. The person she bragged about to  her friends, the person she wanted to be just like when she grew up, the person that made her feel safe. But she’s never really going to get to grow up and smile and laugh and love because she’ll always be consumed with this feeling of missing you. And now there’s something missing from your family and they can barely look at each other anymore because everything reminds them of you but you’re gone and hurts more than anything. and you think that your mom never cared because she was always busy and yelling at you to finish your homework and clean your room and forgot to say I love you sometimes but really, she loved you more than anything and she doesn’t leave the house anymore, she can’t even get out of bed and she’s getting thinner and thinner because it’s too hard to eat. Your father had to quit his job and he doesn’t sleep anymore, every time he closes his eyes he sees his baby dead, and the image never goes away no matter how much alcohol he drinks. And at school your best friend sees that your seat is empty and she gets this sick feeling in her stomach and that’s when she hears the announcement. You killed yourself. And suddenly she’s screaming and crying in the middle of class and no one even bothers comforting because they’re all  busy sitting there staring at your empty seat with tears dripping down their cheeks and all she wants is for you to hug her and tell her it’s gonna be okay like you always did, but this time, you’re not there to do it, everything is dark now that you’re gone and her grades are slipping, she barely goes to school anymore and she ended up in hospital after taking too many pills because she wanted to see you again. the girls who used to make fun of the way you dressed feel their throats get tight, they don’t talk to each other anymore, they don’t talk to anyone, they’re all in therapy trying so hard not to blame themselves but nothing works. and your teacher who always gave you a hard time stares blankly at the wall, she quits her job a few days later. And then your boyfriend hears the news and he can’t breathe, he still calls you a lot just to hear your voice and he talks to you on facebook but you never message him back, he can’t fall in love again because every girl he meets reminds him of you, he’s never going to get over you, he loved you and he cries himself to sleep every night, hating himself and slicing his skin because he couldn’t save you and he’s never going to hold you in his arms or hear you laugh again. Now everyone who knew you, whether they were a big part of your life or someone you passed in the hallway a few times a week, they carry this aching feeling around inside them because you’re gone, and they miss you, and they don’t know why you left but it must’ve been their fault and they should’ve stopped you and they should’ve told you they loved you more and that feeling is never going to go away. And so you killed yourself

but you killed everyone else around you too. 

[martinawrites]

this need to be on everyone’s blog

[sleepybambi]

this makes me think..

[janoskipornhub-deactivated20150]

God bless whoever wrote this.

[ioanaslovesongs]

im crying

[phanscuddles]

I never usually reblog things like this.. but if it saves just one persons life… please take thime to read this even if you think there is no point in living. Please.

[sent-imental]

please please PLEASE reblog this

[pklhh-deactivated20180222]

Never forget that there’s a lot of people loves you

[hopelxss]

!!!!!!!

[justsomeotherboy-deactivated202]

No matter who you are please take the time to read this ALL.

[stay-alive-just-for-tonight-dea]

I wish all people were this inspirational. 

[twackedqueen-deactivated2016111]

I’m in tears and I’m not even suicidal

[covidtwenty]

I sent this message to someone. Just reread it and laughed to myself out loud

“And you don’t use snapchat filters so behind the lens isn’t some monstrosity of a push broom looking dump truck.”

[california-tweakers]

Its obvious tweaker nation is no longer is as strong as it once was. Even the founder won’t respond , and the tag is dead. So I’m creating this post in hopes we can find ACTIVE BLOGS and help one another once again. The one thing we all struggle with is disconnection whether it be from friends, family, life or even ourselves at times… We need each other . So lets find each other

Tweaker nation

[californiatweakers]

Come to @californiatweakers May not be the whole nation but will certainly accept those that aren’t necessarily from California.! 3500 strong smoking meth all day long!

This message Was paid for in part by California Tweakers get soinî, it’s fun have fun in the California sun

[dontyoufeelitoo-deactivated2021]

active

[covidtwenty]

Twaktive

[covidtwenty]

All I do is say sorry, half the time I don’t even know what I’m sayin it about.. -Mac Miller

#goodnews

[covidtwenty]

Solo trip to Vegas. Spent the weekend in a suite cuz I fucking hate everyone.

[covidtwenty]

I agree slut shaming is horrible and has no place in today’s society, but isn’t calling a man a fuckboy the exact same thing? Sure, sexually active women have been shamed a lot longer than their male counterparts but if equality is what we seek then we need to spread it across the board. Human beings have sex for pleasure, if we end the shaming on both sides people would be happier. Keep your dicks and hoohahs clean and go fuck someone. Practice makes perfect.

[covidtwenty]

I agree slut shaming is horrible and has no place in today’s society, but isn’t calling a man a fuckboy the exact same thing? Sure, sexually active women have been shamed a lot longer than their male counterparts but if equality is what we seek then we need to spread it across the board. Human beings have sex for pleasure, if we end the shaming on both sides people would be happier. Keep your dicks and hoohahs clean and go fuck someone. Practice makes perfect.