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@cracktrains
I can't fuckin hear but I live in poverty
I'm un-homeless for the second time in like 6 years which means I can get mail and also order things and stuff. The couple pairs of hearing aids I've had have been stolen and also broken, but now I have the opportunity to get more! Except I'm still broke, jobless (no Id or connections rn) and busking straight up doesn't work anymore. Can anyone please help me hear again so I can stop having break downs in public and crying in stores I want to die
Cashapp: $cracktrains
Earlier this year
Happy fun times earlier this year in Corona California
I suck at being homeless so I keep having to E-beg and also honestly sometimes I'm just too depressed to go play music or fly a sign but anyways. I'm sick of having mental breakdowns in public and also having to literally isolate myself/be antisocial consistently because I never have any idea wtf is going on or because ppl are too sick of repeating themselves for me or because ppl snap on me for asking them to speak up so many times. My hearing aids won't charge and I've been crying on and off all fucking day I don't know why people treat me like such shit because I have to have them repeat themselves so many times I don't know why people think it's more difficult for THEM to SPEAK UP than me be hard of hearing. I'm so miserable right now and being homeless makes it so much fucking worse, PLEASE help me hear like a normal person. I'm gonna see if new batteries fixes the problem (these are supposed to charge) and that would be around $15-20, but regardless since my luck is clearly such SHIT (and also everything breaks easier when you're on the road and live outside) I'm going to try to get a back up pair too (like $30-60 for semi decent ones) I might have to get two pairs if these are fucked lol. My cashapp is $maxmoonshine
Hit my line about buying some content I'm broke and depressed
Lemme ride on this wave of confidence real quick
Got a shower nd a safe place to sleep for the night 💞 Hot boy shit
(videos too big for tumblr I guess)
CW: Drugs/death
WHAT TO DO DURING AN OD (heroin/fent/opiates) + NARCAN tutorial (kinda)
If you're around someone who is using, use the buddy system, never use alone, get the narcan out right there, always assume there is a chance of them falling out. If somebody is oding or you think they are, start by yelling their name , smack em around, start rubbing their sternum (hard) in case they're just nodding out, it'll make them come out of their nod. (Narcanning someone who isn't oding will make them EXTRA dopesick) If they're unresponsive/start turning purple, narcan them and BREATHE FOR THEM. Breathing for them is very important and even if you don't have narcan you can bring them back that way, if you called an ambulance because you don't have narcan you can breathe for them and KEEP THEM ALIVE until they show up. When you call 911 dont say it's an od because these people hate us lmfao, say someone's unconscious and turning purple so they'll show up faster, and it's less likely the cops will show up. Technically it's not illegal to do drugs it's illegal to have drugs, hide their dope and dirty needle incase cops show up lnfao. Nasal narcan is self explanatory and usually has directions. Injectable narcan is relatively easy, they're typically half a mg, use the whole thing, best place to use it is in the leg or a s s, it's intramuscular don't worry about it it's pretty hard to fuck up I straight up just stab a homie thru their pants and it's done. Wait a few minutes between each dose of narcan, or you'll make them sick as hell + too much can kill them. After you bring a homie back, KEEP EM UP, they can fall back into an od, walk em around, keep them awake, keep an eye on them for a while. Realistically you shouldn't use again for a couple hours after getting narcanned (you can't get high lol) If you ever find yourself with a vial of narcan and no needle (you can use their regular rig with it btw unless it's a short) you can pour the liquid into their nose actually and just blow it in there like uhhh like puppy trumpet, it's not as effective but it's better than nothing. Comment if I missed anything because I probably did. Also: think about the underlying causes of addiction, recognize that we need help, not jail , not demonization. You can't get better if you're dead. NO MORE DEAD FRIENDS
Hey I HIT MY ONE MONTH CLEAN FROM H TODAY!!!
After a recent severe and very lonely relapse (and overdosing by MYSELF a couple times somehow living and giving myself a temporary lazy eye/going shortly blind a couple times) , I also want to point out that alienating and demonizing users is what makes them so ashamed that they go shoot up ALONE and fucking DIE. I could be gone right now, I wouldn't be celebrating almost a week clean (aye I'm fuckin getting there) Entirely understandable to distance yourself if it's triggering and/or you're recovering please look after yourself as well. But please at least remind your friends you love them every once in a while. Call them. Tell their other friends who are more able to check up on them more often. I will accompany anybody using alone and risk a relapse just to make sure they won't die. Because *YOU CAN'T GET BETTER IF YOU'RE DEAD*
#NoMoreDeadFriends
TW//// Addiction and it's relation to homelessness
Hi more ranting because I'm sick of it. I'm not homeless because I abused drugs and alcohol, I abused drugs and alcohol because I'm homeless. I never ONCE touched a hard drug until I hit maybe 3 years on and off living outside. (Literally just turned 18, tell me again I chose the streets) Drugs are boarderline specially advertised to us by dealers. It's constantly in my face. Older homeless people (I'm only 21) who struggle with addiction accidentally enable me. They keep the worst booze for your physical health extra cheap to KILL US OFF. This shit goes for the majority of us (not everyone but). And all of us are struggling with some level of trauma or mental illness. Stop to think about the underlying causes. I've been on the streets in over a 100 different cities, I've seen a lot. A lot a lot. Things that are so unimaginablely horrific it makes me sob and shake uncontrollably just to think about. A good amount of us are suffering. I might ride freight trains but I didn't choose this as a fun adventure like a few of us (I don't want y'all's fucking opinions either lol), I was FORCED out here at 15 years old after living through a literal real life horror movie. It's been on and off since two days after my 15th birthday. I have no idea how to live like a normal adult. I can barely stand people that live inside anymore because y'all treat me so fucking horribly it makes me suicidal. If you've never been forced to sleep outside, you can die with your shitty opinion forever, because believe it or not, when you can't afford a motel room, a pint of vodka and a shot of heroin will make you feel less miserably cold during a Chicago winter. I will never in my life change my mind.
Y'all motherfuckers will *PAY* to go camping but then look at me as subhuman for being homeless and having no choice. My outdoors skills are better then yours get fucked
Y'all will pay for firewood in the fucking forest then look at a hungry person begging and be like "Why don't you just figure it out?" Figure out how to pick up sticks, Bradley
Y'all motherfuckers will *PAY* to go camping but then look at me as subhuman for being homeless and having no choice. My outdoors skills are better than yours get fucked
Normalize saying "tight dick homie" to strangers when they do good deeds for you
Photo creds: Mal Lewis (AMLfilms)
Outta here
Photo creds: Mal Lewis (AMLfilms)
Last day in kensington
Photo credits to: Mal Lewis (AMLfilms)
Back in Philly. Made it to Harrisburg a couple days ago.
Since y'all seem to like these (thank u so much I'll let the photographer know too) hi I'm super homeless as fuck if u wanna send me money (kind words are also appreciated) CA: $maxmoonshine
Watch "Max Moon - Don't ask me about love (Official Music Video)" on YouTube
OH WOW the feedback I'm getting is fucking crazy I can't even believe this y'all
$maxmoonshine