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@crazyyanderefangirlfan
Sup, I'm just a simple otaku (24)who loves to create stories and fangirl over my fictional crushes. Be sure to check out my story; The Rabbit of Night Raven and Bizarre Brother. It can also be found in Quotev and AO3.
For those who don't know, I'm crazyyanderefangirlfan, but call Yan since I realized it's kind of a mouthful. This is my oc blog, if your curious on what I created check out my masterlist below, but I mostly reblog other stuff. Since I have horrible writer's block and school keeps me busy. Feel free to ask me anything, from my oc's, story or me. But I won't answer anything toxic or that makes me uncomfortable. Currently into Twisted Wonderland, Genshin Impact, Obey Me and Villain Recruiters might consider posting my other ocs from different fandoms though.
EDIT: Still busy but will now balance
Masterlist.
First updated: 10/14/20
Last updated: 06/30/26
Hi so I made a masterlist cause everything was messy and you guys won’t have a trouble finding what you want. Updates will be at random.
Lately you have been thinking a lot, it has become pretty common to be dragged out of your thoughts when you friends call out for you, sometimes they just let you be when you are zoning out, letting you be in your little burble at least for a little longer, after all you seem to be worried about something you aren't ready to say and they want to respect it
But today, as Grim called you out when you were zoning out while getting ready for bed and you looked at him something changed, maybe it was too much to hold it on your own or seeing him worried was the push you needed to voice off your worries, whatever it was you decided to pour out your feelings
But you still didn't wanted to bother anyone so, instead, you just hold Grim close to you, smiling widely, even laughing as he squirmed and demanded an explanation even when he didn't minded enough to actually try to get out of your hold, he let you hold him as tight as you wanted while getting in bed, he let you just cuddle him as you tried to fall sleep because it was probably just as comforting for you as it is for him
Soon you broke the silence by asking if he was awake, silly question but still he answered yes, and you took the oportunity and started talking about how much fun you been having ever since you came to Twisted Wonderland, how even if there has been a lot of problems there has been a lot of good things too, how you are so greatful that you got to met such amazing people, including him to
But then, you hug him tighter, your voice lowered as you took a shaky breath, the tears that didn't found a reason to fall until now were finally forming in your eyes and you finally allowed yourself to talk about what has been bothering your heart, the sorrow that has kept you absent for so long, the fact that you two are just strangers of this world, that he has no were to be out of NCR and that you come from another world, there is people awaiting for you in your world but reaching out for them would mean leave everyone in Twisted Wonderland behind, to leave him alone
There is also the chance that you never get to go back to your world but that is just as terrifing as going back, you don't exist in this world, there is not even a birth certificate with your name in this world, there is not a home or family, even your friends are slowly growing and will eventually continue with their lifes, they will leave NCR one day and you two will left behind
You are terrified, you don't know what to think or even what to hope for anymore, you don't know if it would be best for you to go back to your world or not anymore and that is killing you from the inside, you are too scared but you don't want to bother anyone, you just can't. But Grim doesn't knows what to do neither, so he stares at you hoplessly as the tears fall from your eyes, wetting your cheeks and the pillow under you, and after a moment of hoplessness he simply snuggle closer, staying as close as he could to you, trying so hard to be able to bring even the smallest bit of comfort while telling you that it is too late for been thinking about those things, that you two should get some rest and tomorrow you two will think more clearly, but, above all that, you are his henchman! His family! No matter what happens you two will go throught it together
And the next day you felt a bit more lighter, your heart didn't hurt as much as before, being able to take all of that out of your chest helped, still you tried to apologize to Grim for making him deal with you last night but he quickly declined your apology, assuring you that you two are a team, that you two will be stuck together and will find a solution together!
But at the end, it was harder for Grim to keep his feelings to himself, specially when he was now so worried about you. He didn't mean to tell what you told him to the rest of your friends, he really didn't meant it! But he was more obvious with how distracted and sorrowful he was, he wasn't able to hold himself back when the rest asked him what was going on
And even if they wanted to do everything they could to help they had to wait and go in a slower pace, after all you didn't wanted anyone to know about this yet
Since Ace and Deuce where the ones passing more time with you during classes they were the more obvious in their change, even if they didn't wanted the way Deuce was trying to help you with everything, from carrying your bag to remind you that all of your friends are here for you if you need it, and, in the other side, Ace acted somewhat clingier and affectionate, making more and more jokes about how much you help and what they would do without you, jokes that at some point started to sound less like jokes
The rest of the group where spending even more time with you too, almost as if they were afraid of leaving you alone, you were invited more often to their club activities or just to "help them out" during their practices, whenever there was anything happening in their dorm, any special activity you were invited over. It wouldn't be strange if it wasn't because of their eagerness they had when inviting you, it sounded almost as if you needed to go
But it wasn't like you could blame them, for each one of them you were family, you have done so much for everyone, you have been there when they had troubles and sometimes where even part of the troubles, you have shared laughs and sadness, you have shared their anxiety and have helped out of it! And they wanted, no, needed to help you with this, even if they can't actually do something like giving you a legal identity or even asure your future in Twisted Wonderland (something they have actually being trying to achive, perhaps asking help with Ortho's family or even Malleus and Lilia)
But it was one day when they started talking about their home what finally gave them away, all of them tried to brush it off with how they have already talk to their families about all the friends they made and all, and since you have become a really special friend for each one of them, you are more than welcome to stick around during the break and go with them to their hometown, Deuce's mother wouldn't mind having you around, Ace's brother can be a bit of a hastle but having you around would make it more fair for him, Jack's siblings are already excited to meet you, Epel's family have insisted that you must need to go after how much he talks about you it feels like you are already part of the family, you have already meet Sebek's loved ones, and since Lord Malleus seems to "don't be bothered by your presence" then he could arranged things for you to come and visit Briar Valley and Ortho's parents (and probably Idia too) would be delighted to have you around, after all you are such a great friend of him and his brother!
It was endearing, comforting, overwhelmingly welcoming and after spending so much time feeling lost and all alone, feeling like you were nothing but a stranger walking on a tightrope it was too much all of the sudden, you couldn't stop the tears from falling for your eyes nor stop then from panicing and imediatly trying to reasure you (althoght, they didn't exactly knew what to do). At the end they admited that Grim have told them about your chat and they wanted to help, you need to know that you are not only their friend but also the family, no matter what happen, no matter what you choose or even if you run out of options they will be there for you, you may not have been born in this world but, for them, you belong to this world and if at the end you decide to stay then every single one of them will do everything in their power to help you feel at home, to make this world your home
Even if you feel alone, you are not alone anymore and no matter what happen at the end you will have their complete support, and after all of them surrounded you and hold you in a group hug, letting all those tears and fears you are been trying so hard for so long, for the first time since you came to Twisted Wonderland come out you felt like you were at home, were you belong
You have spent your short life making others happy, with a great talent you were having fun doing little performances and winning some fame, making everyone happy and that did made you happy! However, that same happiness gave you a lot of attention, almost as if everyone wanted to be with you, you were able to help you family thanks for that but somehow that bothered certain someone, someone who didn't appreciate to be outshined by their own child, hating it so much that ended up taking your life with their own hands
But, perhaps, it was that this tragedy was too unfair, after all you were just an innocent child, maybe life wanted to give you a second oportunity leading you to be in a happier world! A world full of magic where you could be happier, without someone holding so much hate and grudge against you just for being you. Thats how you found yourself in Twisted Wonderland (accompanied by a little cat who was talking about becoming the greatest mage)
Of course, having a little magicless child in a magic academy could be dangerous but there was no where else to send you, after all you had nothing in this world nor you could return to the world you came from, after all your life there has already reached its end, so, at the end, the person who had the most experience with childs was the one volunteering to take care of you, quickly convincing Headmage Crowley that he could take care of you while he finds out what to do with you now, it would not be any problem and it won't interfere with his studies. That was how you were quickly welcomed as a no-official student and resident of the Diasomnia dorm, leaded by Lilia Vanrouge himself
At the end, it was because of Lilia that you were accepted at Diasomnia, from one side no one wanted to say no to the vice housewardern and from he other side he would not hear anyone when he was so happy to be able to take care of you. Still, it took some time for the others to warm up around you, after all it was kind of weird suddently having a child around their dorm
Silver was the first one who accepted it and approached you, already used to having to deal with Lilia's spontaneity and deciding that it was the best to watch over both so you would not have to deal with his cooking, and because of that Sebek ended up following him. The one who wanted to step in from the start but hesitated the most was Malleus, after all he didn't wanted to scare you (honestly, scaring you would be a hit too painful for his heart to take) but you were a cheerful child! You were used to imposible posibilities, before even coming to this world you had a job full of fantasy, using your skills to bring to life the magic and fanstasies and make everyone smile, so in no time he have grown just as attached to you as Lilia was
Passing days felt like a dream, Lilia and Malleus grew attached way too quick and both became pretty caring and protective, their own feelings pretty much dragged Sebek and Silver close to you (after all, since the moment you held Malleus' hand willingly and with a smile he has been unable to let go of you), but even if they were dragged it was almost imposible to don't love someone so pure and innocent, someone who just wanted to have fun and bring smiles to their loved ones, even Grim was growing to be attached to you and expressed about you rather lovingly
You quickly became their family, the love they were feeling for their new little memeber of the family was growing incredibly quick and yet no one noticed how obsesive and twisted it was, your own attachment was the perfect cover for their clinginess and overprotective tendencies, yes, you were allowed to go around the dorm, the campus, anywhere you wanted to go! you were more than welcome to talk to anyone you wanted to meet! However, the eternal threat for everyone around to never approach if not appreached first and not say more than what was asked was always present, reminded by glares and their intimidating precense (although, Sebek was normally more direct with it, only stoped because you call the other students "friends")
And that was without even knowing about your past, after all, talking about such things was almost forbidden, non of them really wanted to ask in fear that you may miss that place where you would never be allowed to go back, but eventually your foggy memories start to come out, that forgotten last moment of your previous life slowly came out and as it did you shared it with Lilia as he was the one who clinged the most at your side, and even when those memories felt more like a distant dream, or rather, a nightmare you had so long ago it take him no time to understand, to picture the scene of your foggy memory and it made him imediatly see red
It took all his self control to keep his composture and tell you to don't think on that nightmare ever again, there was no need after all. But even if he wanted you to forget Lilia didn't allowed himself to forget, even if that person would never be able to reach you again while being in this world, under his care, nothing assure that someone would not feel the same against you again, that someone would ever try to put a finger on you, he needed to protect you
Lilia hesitated to tell anyone else about this, with his rage was enough and he would make sure no one would ever even try to harm you in any way, there was no need to tell anyone else. The problem was that he was unable to don't care about it, to don't worry, not when this made him even more wary of everyone, more fiercely protective over you. Eventually he had to share what you have told him with the others, wich of course imediatly triggered everyone, it was unthinkable that someone would ever want to hurt someone so cheerful as you and to know that it already happened does nothing but feed up their paranoia
Of course their behaivor changes, everyone become more protective, more wary of everyone and everything around, more hesitant of letting others be near you even if you call them friends, but everytime you ask, everytime you look at them there is nothing but adoration and love, a wish to see you grow up happy and healthy, away from any kind of danger, away from anything ugly and that is a promise they will make reality, they will make sure nothing ill and ugly comes your way every again
𝆹𝅥 This is inspired in Kotaro (from Kotaro lives alone)
Overtime you became quite recognized around NCR, the magicless student who somehow always end up involved in all kind of problems and yet has never been seen scared or hesitant, as well you were known for how responsible you were, Crowley was constantly putting his own work in your hand and you always did your best to acomplished, you knew he was just being lazy and sometimes even lying to try to convince you to do his work, it never worked but you still accepted as part of your job for letting you stay at Ramshackle
Even if you were quite recognized for being organized and really responsible Grim was one of the only ones who would see the true extent of that side of you and he was constantly complaing about it, at every lunch break it became almost a tradition that when all your group of friends were on the table Grim started complaing about you
And it isn't like Grim despises you, its just that you are too responsible and weird for his liking, almost everyone knows your rutine by now because of his complainings but he justifies himself by saying that he just can't stay silent when you keep going on trips to the montain with Jade, always coming back with all kind of weird things you collected that you will cook and make him eat, or how you wake up early in the morning on free days because you want to clean the dorm, at least is not the worst like how it was at the start, when you made him work hard with you to make Ramshackle at least habitable, cleaning everything and repairing all you could. And when it wasn't your weird responsible rutine it was your way to speak and present yourself, always so formal and treating everyone with too much politeness
Everyone just took it as you just being your normal self, they knew you were responsible, still the more time it passed the more impressive it became, you not were only responsible but you were always training (sometimes even training with Jack or Sebek, surprisingly being able to keep up with them at least a bit), claming that you needed to become stronger, and despite that you never neglect the academics, always doing your best and having rather good grades despite never studying anything about magic before
Ace and Epel grow used to tease you by saying that you were some kind of old man and yet they were always there when everyone reunited for a study session at Ramshackle. More than once everyone had been surprised by your weird knowledge that only the seven knows why do you even know it (like how some tissues can taste sweet or wild plants that are actually edible), most of the time is Ortho the one asking out of curiousity and without much filtrer when talking but making everyone more curious about you
Something no one really dared to ask for the longest time was about your friends and family from your home, asuming that you may miss them already enough for them to bring up the topic, still as time passed by and you grew more comfortable with them you were the one slowly opening up more, they were the first ones who were able to see you step out of your usual polite and formal self, letting yourself relax and just enjoy the time, even spending more and more time smiling and laughing with them than, and one day when everyone was reunited at Ramshackle once again, taking a break from the studies and just talk about anything else, they finally got to ask about you
It started by Ace teasing Deuce because he insisted that he needed to become and honor student, he wanted to make up for how much he made his mother suffer in the past and despite the teasing Ace end up talking about his brother and what he told him when he was still studying at NCR, it didn't took much time for everyone started sharing stories about their own family, about their loved ones and how much they were looking up for the future, wishing to make them proud
But you were the only one who didn't have something to say, you don't even liked talking much about the topic of your family anyways, but they didn't knew, it wasn't their fault when they asked you about your family that you end up uncomfortable and hesitant to say anything, they even apologized for asking but it was alright, maybe telling someone about it won't be bad, after all, while you grew up your situation were more like an open secret
You admited that you really hoped that in the future you would be able to see your family again, that you would be able to be with your parents at least one more time, and before they could say anything you clarified that it didn't had anything to do with you arriving at Twisted Wonderland, in fact you have not seen your parents since you were a little kid
It is because of the good memories of them that you still have that you wanted to see them again, but the truth is that you spend quite a long time neglected, you are so responsible and capable because ever since you were little you had to learn to take care of yourself and at some point you were just separated from your parents, you were left all alone and even if there were kind people who were willing to help you just couldn't ask others to replace your parents, so you have taken responsability of your own self for the longest time, and in the face of that no one was able to say anything else
Maybe their relasionship with their family wasn't the best or they have troubles, but they were never alone, they always had someone to count on, non of them can really tell what you must have gone throught but by the way you talked about it, so calmly no one knew if they should say something, were you already at peace with it or just resigned? If they say something, would you think they are pitying you? How are they supuse to show their support when you seem so capable now!?
Ortho was the first one to speak again, taking your hand and saying that you have nothing to worry, that while you are here he will be your family! And after him everyone followed in a second, Jack reasured you that you have them while Epel said that his mewmaw would be happy to welcome you if you ever need them, Ace and Deuce has been with you from the first day, you three were together in your first trouble so it was just fair to considerate you like family, Sebek was a bit embarrased but still he said that you were quite honorable for a human and because of that he considerate you a dear friend (he does see you as family but admiting it will make him too flustered), even Grim reclulantly admited that since you were his henchman you should considere yourself honored, because you two would be stuck together until he becomes the greatest mage of all times (and even after that, you won't get away from him that easily)
Your story wasn't easy to forget and the more time it passed the more it hit all of them, it twisted their stomach just to thing what it was to grow up all alone, and thats why they started to show their love and support more directly, not for pity but because of love
You were invited even more often to spend time with them for their dorm activites (specially to Heartslabyul) and even to their club activites, specially if there was any competitions, after all you were family and they would be more than happy to have you there to cheer on them. Reciving gifts also became more frecuent, constantly reciving products for Epel's family farm or left overs from Heartslabyul endless tea parties, Jack and Ortho worked in their own gifts too, leading Ramshackle to have a lot of updates and become even more comfortable and with a few cactus to decorate while Sebek was more focused on helping you train, if you really wanted to become stronger then there was no one else better than him to help you! after all, he was instructed by Master Lilia himself
Grim never really stoped complaining about your weird way to be but he grew more apreciative, you were taking care of him with everything you learned by being all alone so it was only fair if he also took care of you, he grew to make you relax a little more and to never forget that you are not alone anymore, after all you are his hechman! What kind of master would leave behind his hechman?
Still, after some time they initial concern started to calm down, ultimately growing closer but stop being overprotective, it took time but everyone were a big family now, one that wasn't going to be torn apart nor leave anyone behind anytime soon
Desperately trying to make you feel at home (because of a misundertanding)
𝆹𝅥 Platonic headcanons
𝆹𝅥 All NRC students (TWISTED WONDERLAND)
𝆹𝅥 Implied that reader is Yuu/MC
Ever since you came to Twisted Wonderland you were being pretty much at Crowley's mercy, he was the one providing you with what you and Grim needed to survive along with letting you stay in Ramshackle in exchange of helping with his work, however the real deal wasn't fair in the slighlest, no matter how much Crowley claimed to be oh so kind and always looking after the prefect he was constantly forgetting about you and even going as far as trying to manipulate you into accepting do even more work in exchange of a bit extra resources (that, honestly, are things that should have been fulfilled long ago)
After a while of having to work for Crowley and assisting to the classes you grew more comfortable with everything, at first you accepted since you were depending of him but by now you knew him too well and grow comfortable enough at his side to try to get in his good side, after everything that have happened you run out of patient for the headmage actics, fine! If he wanted to play dirty to make you overwork then two could play this game!
You learned that for Crowley finding a way to send you back home was the least of his priorities, so you take that for your plan! Everytime he came to ask you to do more work when you already had your hands full you smiled at him before bringing the topic of your home, asking how his investigation was going, any progress? Crowley was quickly taken off guard, he needed to find an excuse as quick as posible and you just kept pressuring him until he was too awkward that he needed to run away, leaving before even saying anything about the work he wanted you to do
At first you just did it for when he was putting too much work on your hands to do, you didn't wanted to keep overworking yourself and you needed to caught up with the classes you were taking! After all you were a student too! But, at the end, it started to work so well and having free time to just rest was feeling a bit too good, so you keep pressing as much as you wanted. With new confidence you started to talk to Crowley, rubbing his ego about him being so kind just before strike the argument of your home, slowly scalating things from asking about his investigation to even start telling him how much you missed your home!
Ranting about how much you missed your old life, the things and people you missed so much and even started to use the excuse of festivities and important dates back in your world! There was something so important in your world that you just couldn't celebrate here, you can't help but wonder if your friends and family won't miss you so much that they couldn't enjoy this joyful times neither! You were just feeling so sad and homesick that this way you wouldn't be able to get the work done! You didn't knew if it was true concern or just awkwardness but it was working, Crowley was trying to make it up and giving you more free time ever since you started to use your home as excuse
The real problem came when your friends started to heard you talking about your home. It started with Grim, since he was constantly dragged to do the job with you he was there when Crowley came to give you more work, and was the one hearing you talk about how much you missed your home with Crowley, at first he didn't thought much about it since the headmage promised you to find a way to send you back, but the more time passed the more you talked about you home to Crowley, and Grim started to actually grow worried, does his henchman really misses their home that bad? He didn't noticed! But, of course, Grim was a too prideful to ask so you didn't explained that most part of it was just an exageration to mess up with Crowley
Once Grim had enough of being worried over it he ended up telling about it to Ace and Deuce (being the ones who are always stuck at your side), soon tagging along Jack, Eppel, and Ortho, after all this was serious and they wanted to do something, after all you were the prefect and their best friend! You were always there getting involved in problems that had nothing to do with you, even when you were magicless you always did your best to help them because they were your friends, and never even asked for something in return! You have done so much for them and they couldn't even help you feel at home! They felt terrible, guilty even
It was hard to hide how bad they were feeling but even if they tried to don't talk about it when the others asked it was after a moment of hesitation they started to talk about what was bothering them so much to the rest of your friends, and between misundertandings and gossips the fact that the prefect was suffering in silence for missing their home so much quickly became an open secret, somehow still being able to hide from you that they knew (even when they were acting way too suspicious when you were around)
Your friends weren't too discreet when trying to do things for you or paying more attention, you could catch their nervous smiles as they attempt to discreetly provide comfort, wich just lead them to be awkward, it was truly weird but you decided to leave them be (or tease them, whatever you were up to), suddenly the free time you managed to get thanks to the excuses you were giving Crowley were fully occupied by your friends
You were constantly invited to Unbirthday parties and simple tea parties in Heartslabyul (wich wasn't too weird by now) but suddently the tables had a lot of pastries of your favorite flavors and even the table you were in was filled with your favorite pastries, personally baked by Trey, and there was enough tea of your favorite flavor to get drown in it. Suddently Riddle was calmer when you accidently broke a rule, simply making you a almost scary kind reminder, and even if it wasn't werid for Carter to constantly take photos with you at his side, suddenly the number of post about you two and what you were doing increase a bit too much, tagging you as his bestie
Also, you found yourself hanging out in Savanaclaw more often than before thanks to the incredibly subtle invitations from Ruggie and even Leona himself to just hang out in the louge and relax, after all the place was perfect to just lay down and take a nap. And if that wasn't enough they were also more willing to talk to you in the hallways (or between Leona's naps) not that they were mean to you before but getting out of their way just to say hi was quite weird, also it may sounds like you were going crazy but you were left with the impression that they were being slighly more clingy, Leona was now the one making you do errands for him (just a few times) along with Ruggie, who always seem to know how to start the conversation that would lead about your really funny time in school, or sometimes Leona simply finds some not so good excuses to keep you at his side while napping
No matter how much Azul wanted to play it off as simple an oportunity of bussiness it was still quite suspicious that he was suddently inviting you over to Octaville out of nowhere, he was asking a bit more about what your world it was like and what you were used to eat, saying that special plates from literally another world would be great for Monstro Lounge it was still quite suspicious, specially when he allowed you to be the first one to try the new plates, he and Jade insistes that it was because you were the only one who could tell if it was perfect (wich it was surprisingly right, it was quite the pleseant surprised to eat something at least a bit similar to what you used to eat back in your world), but for their insistance it felt like they had a hidden motive, and it didn't help the fact that Azul and Jade had to constantly interrupt Floyd before he told you that they were doing it because they wanted to make you feel less homesick
As if Unbirthday parties weren't enough Scarabia suddently started to have more parties! And parties in your honor! Kamil was far from being good at being discreet so he ended up confessing right away that Scarabia was holding parties specially to thank you for all you have done, not just for him and Jamil but for everyone! It, honeslty, took all his willpower (and Jamil's help) to don't just end up apologizing in tears for not making you feel at home and how sorry he was that you were missing your home so much. And while Jamil was quite annoyed for suddenly have so much extra work he allowed himself, for once, to relax just enough to be a little more sincere at your side in an attempt to make you feel at home, to show that he was being sincere with what he was saying (taking you out of guard when he smiled sincerely in the process, and not with his usual smirk)
You know Rook is quite inpredictale and sneaky but you can swear he has being even more weird than normal, after all lately he has appeared out of nowhere just to say hello, inside and outside of Pomefiore, giving you a few compliments in his usual extravagant way to speak before leaving. In the other hand, Vil didn't went out of his way (or at least pretended that he didn't do it) but he did gifted you some of his personal skin care products out of nowhere, after all Ramshackle was far from the ideal living conditions and you should take extra care of yourself, taking a moment to remind you with that strict side of him about how important it is to take care of yourself before reminding you that being the prefect it isn't just a meaningless title, everyone apreciate you and what you have done (you swear in your life Vil was being sincere, that smile didn't looked like the perfectly calculated smile he gives to the cameras)
Being dragged to Ignihyde wasn't really rare for you by now, Ortho wasn't only excited to have an amazing friend like you but also wanted his brother to befriend you too, but right now there was something off, you were dragged more often just to hang out, you were suddently invited a lot more to just have some movie nights and gaming sesions with Idia, it wouldn't have been that suspicious if it wasn't because Ortho was more insisting than usual and even Idia was doing efforts to get out of his room to meet you, hopefuly you don't notice how much data Ortho is collecting of your preferences to make sure you feel comfortable or how he is constantly checking on you to make sure you are truly happy and don't continue suffering in silence (like how everyone now think you have been)
One of the only ones who doubted slighly the situation was Lilia, thinking that maybe between the gossips the situation could have been exaggerated, still he reminded you that you were always welcome to pass by Diasomnia if you wanted, no matter what they may said everyone in the dorm appreciate your presence, still his doubts doesn't stoped him to give some advices when Malleus asked about how to help the child of man with their homesickness, using the oportunity to help him get closer to his little friend, for what Malleus was actively trying to get closer and even inviting you for night walks whenever he passed around Ramshackle (sometimes passing around was just the excuse), and while Silver took things more calmly, just like his father, he still left clear that since you two were friends you could just vent with him, he promise to try his best to stay awake and even if you wanted to talk about the world you come from he would be happy to heard you
Not just that but suddenly your friends from the first year, the ones who you were closer to and even share classes were paying you visits at Ramshackle more often, somehow having the permision from their housewarden to return a bit more late than usual or directly spend the night with you for a sleep over, as well to have more study sesions with you and constantly asking how were you doing and making sure you were fine
It was good gestures but it was incredibly suspicious since it was almost all the students now paying you attention (you started to wonder if this was a bad omen or something) and when you managed to gain the courage to ask what have gotten into everyone lately they were reclulant to talk, but at end (just like how it started) it was Grim who explained that he saw you crying to Crowley because you missed your home and he couldn't let his henchman suffer like that (he was already too convinced that you were suffering a lot after telling how he saw you talking with Crowley about your world over and over one, being the main reason why this situation was already out of control), quickly followed by the rest of your friends who, after having to hold back and being worried sick for you, couldn't help but tear up a little while expressing his worry and how sorry they were that you were feeling that way
At the end you didn't knew if you should just laugh or start crying of embarrasement, sure, you missed your world but all those times you talked to Crowley were just exaggerations and excuses, you didn't meant for you friends to even know about this, let alone to worry so much that you would have your friends suffocating you in a tearful hug now, but you couldn't say you don't appreciate the gesture and how much they truly worry for you
A/N: Im just messing with Crowley and my other favorite characters, lets not let Crowley bribe Grim with tuna to give us work extra!
Have you been informed that the Octavinelle Trio canonically do not know what a dog is?
that is, alas, one of those things that exists in a state of contradiction -- in NMBC 1, Azul and Jade are bewildered by Zero because they don't know what dogs are supposed to look like, but in Eternity Float, there are dogs all over Ultramarine City (where they got their Human Training) and Jade is well acquainted with them. Twst is usually pretty good about consistency, but it still occasionally falls victim to the multiple-event-writers conundrum. :(
FusionFall Headcanons: Nano Stations and Nanochips
Nano Stations are common devices for fusion fighters so that they can easily summon their nanos wherever they may be posted, basically working as a quick-travel system. For the nanos themselves, they also act as a kind of shelter. They can be found across all Fusion Fighter bases, with a variant of the device becoming available for home installations for those with large teams. Nanochips, meanwhile, are small devices made to safely contain and transport individual nanos while their IE Donors move in the field. These can be clipped to the IE Donor's uniform for quick access and easy movement.
The development of both of these devices involved re-engineering the same technology that is used for the warp gates for a more compact form/longer distances and heavy study into imaginary worlds. Since nanos exist partly from imaginary energy, the idea was to create pocket spaces ideal to each nano that would keep them safe in a worst-case scenario and allow fusion fighters to move larger squads with minimum issues. (This was before limits were encouraged regarding the number of nanos placed on a team at any given time.) However, such technology has proven risky and teleportation devices are strictly limited overall, particularly for living beings. In fact, if you were to read the terms for using Morbucks Savings and Loans storage, you would find that even they strongly advise against using their tech on people.
Imaginary worlds already exist as pocket realms where creators born from imaginary energy (IE) can live well. That alone though had multiple issues, the main of which being that it's pretty rare for people to create them and that access to them can be unstable. Without the will of the creator or an established "gateway" linking it to the real world, entry into these realms essentially becomes impossible. As such, scientists on the Nano Project hoped to create a widespread tool that would solve these problems. The tool itself would act as the gateway, but also would largely maintain the overall structure of the pocket space. It functions similarly to other tech already used to channel IE in weaponry and around a soldier's body.
Nanochips were designed first due mainly to their smaller scale. Each chip can only carry one nano at a time and deletes the information related to specific nanos frequently to keep from overrunning their systems. When an IE Donor is ready to form a new team or if a nanochip has been inactive for a lengthy period of time, their data is cleared to adjust to whatever kind of ideal space suits the next nano to register to it. As mentioned in previous posts, as the chips prioritize the safety of nanos, they can be locked to prevent anyone on the outside from trying to forcibly remove the nano. The pocket space the chips create are equally small, and could be described in-small as being similar to a small room or single-person tent. They contain a small transmitter so that the nanos still know what goes on in the outside world, but they can only receive audio transmissions.
If a chip is damaged while a nano is trapped inside, an emergency procedure will open a "backdoor" that will sync it with the nearest Nano Station. Depending on the extent of the damage, this is the only time a nano can be forced to leave the chip in the form of a transfer.
Nano Stations, meanwhile, largely establish a central hub that could be compared to an apartment complex in-function. Multiple nanos can exist within the same hub. The appearance and scale of these hubs, however, are also dependent on the IE Donor. For example, if an IE Donor does happen to have an imaginary world, the stations may link to it instead or in-addition to the typical hub.
To access the stations, each user must register their IE signature into the system. This signature is permanently saved, with the IE Donor typically being automatically registered to all stations. As no stations have been placed in locations limited to specific factions, there are typically only two exceptions to this access. The first exception is, if a fusion fighter retires from the army, they will be removed from accessing stations at bases. The second exception is private stations located in fusion fighter's homes, which grew in popularity in the latter half of the war. Private nano stations essentially just copy whatever hub an IE donor already made or can, again, link to an imaginary world. (To compare to computers, it's a little like using OneDrive or Google Drive vs. your personal drive.)
The IE signature is also what allows the system to recognize a user's connection to their nanos, serving as not just the key to the hub, but the link to transport nanos from one station to the next. IE Donors can also issue commands into the system to allow their nanos to travel freely to and from specific stations, such as in the event that they need to be sent to another area for training or tests or in medical emergencies.
Bare minimum, nanos are allowed to freely come and go from whatever station their IE Donor last accessed. However, most limit their movements for a number of reasons, like safety concerns. It's rare for a nano to wander, so members of each base are often vigilant when they do see a nano flying around on their own and won't let them to leave the perimeter. Due to the way the system is hosted, there is no risk to an IE Donor's hub should a single station wind up damaged. In the case of private nano stations that don't have a secondary link to either another station or imaginary realm, there is an all-abort command that will eject nanos into the real world.
While nanos can find themselves very comfortable in the hubs, reviews state that they can feel stifled or stir-crazt if left in them over long periods of time. Just like imaginary friends, while a nano can survive in these pocket spaces, they are at their happiest when they can interact with other people and do enjoy things from the real world as well. It's recommended that IE Donors ensure that their nanos do get that real world engagement, even if they opt not to assign said nanos on missions.
"You should create for yourself" and "it's okay to feel discouraged when creating your own original projects if no one interacts with them" are two sentences that should be able to co-exist with each other
On the one hand, you should kill that capitalist in your head that tells you to make art only for the enjoyment of other people. On the other hand, it's totally fine to be disappointed that you spent hours or even days on something that only got 4 notes. You can feel both ways.
Oh, to be a little kitten who just got vaccinated and then taken to a high-end restaurant and tasted the best food the chefs could offer and then fell asleep in a basket.
people still getting mad at this post i made in 2014 so I will add here. in 2026. that the point of this post isn’t “happy endings bad” its when the story’s only way to imagine a happy ending is a heterosexual nuclear family for everyone.
Thought I finally do some Fanart to Alien Stage and experiment with a style. This one was kinda fun actually. ^^ I wonder if some be interested in this as a Commision format.
