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[creidentl]

Tengo 31 años y soy lesbiana.

Soy fan de AFTG muy fan ahora veras mucho de ello hasta que lo supere.

Pueden preguntar lo que sea siempre que sean mujeres o fans de aftg.

Diviertanse aqui a mi me gusta mas compartir que escribir pero tomen en cuenta que me desahogo aqui. Solo advierto

[dustisus]

maybe nicky refused any care after the attack outside of eden’s. someone called an ambulance but he wouldn’t speak to them nor let them touch him because he knew he wouldn’t be able to afford what they’d charge. instead, he heaved himself off the ground and started hobbling towards aaron and their car, hurrying so that the police cars with andrew wouldn’t disappear out of sight.

maybe he woke up groaning the next morning, to the sight of his body painted in shades of red and blue. the worst of it is one of his legs, where both his knee and ankle have swollen to twice their usual size. that morning became the first of many when he had to grit his teeth to get out of bed.

maybe he tried to take care of it as best he can. he wrapped it as tightly as he could in gauze, with his fingers digging into his lips as not to wake the twins up by screaming. on the way to work, he picked up the largest bottle of over the counter pain medication he could find, and stashed it where he hoped the twins wouldn’t find it.

maybe he knew it wasn’t healing right. when it still hurt after months, when a drugged-up andrew laughed at his occasional limping, when he got berated by his boss for leaning against the hostess booth at sweetie’s. he knew it even as wymack came to them with an offer nicky could never refuse.

maybe he put in more effort than he could really afford to and was still the worst on the team. he pushed himself until he had to switch to the bottom bunk because he couldn’t climb the ladder at night, until he started eating lunch in the hallways outside his lectures because he couldn’t walk to the cafeteria and back, until he was stealing enough of wymack’s pills that wymack started noticing. of course he’s too slow, nicky, make an effort! of course he’s a disappointment, i expected more from your high school tapes.

maybe he hoped abby would notice without him having to say anything, or maybe he hoped she wouldn’t notice at all. the thing is, he knew he’d done the wrong thing. he knew he shouldn’t have let it get to this. he knew he shouldn’t have kept it a secret, and now they’ve sunk their money on a backliner who can barely walk without a fistful of ibuprofen. he figured it was too late to do anything about it now, anyway, and said nothing.

maybe it doesn’t get better, it only gets worse. still, he manages to mostly hide it, gritting his teeth in a smile that is no more truthful than any other he sported. until he collapses mid-game, and none of the usual ways he’d force himself into standing would work. the game pauses and nicky feels more shame and fear than pain, even as it pulsates through his body. he’s carried off the court and to abby’s x-ray; the first one he gets, but not the first one he’s needed.

maybe she goes very still as she looks through the images. maybe when she finally looks up, she has tears in her eyes, and at that moment the dam that nicky has spent years trying to keep together with painkillers and gauze finally breaks.

[animentality]

reblog if you're an asshole

[creidentl]

Vibra Neil Josten

[creidentl]

Odio la palabra lo siento tanto como odio la palabra disculpame así que lo entiendo sabe hace que sientas asco de solo escucharlo

[creidentl]

Creo que cuando me pasa algo malo realmente malo. Odio ese sentimiento de sentirme alguien tan lamentable como desprecio esa sensación .e hace enojar demasiado. Espero mejorar, espero dejar de ser lamentable y solo volverme más fuerte.

[dykekarkat]

bunneil posting time

[thatsnotevenmyname]

Me reading the foxes v ravens match scene

[iiumz]

[maverin16]

If Neil found out the names of the other men who raped Andrew, he'd probably order a couple more murders.

If Aaron found out, he'd spend a full minute staring blankly into space before walking up to Katelyn and saying, "Well, I guess I really am going to prison for murder this time."

[detectivebambam]

the truth is that Andrew didn't tell Bee he was gay because he has a deeply ingrained fear that his gayness is a result of his abuse and makes him "dirty", and he didn't want Bee to confirm/confront that

[creidentl]

😭

[glitchedoutpxie]

How to use Em Dash (—) and Semi Colon ( ; )

Since the ai accusations are still being thrown around, here's how i personally like to use these GASP ai telltales. 🦄✨

Em Dashes (—)

To emphasize a shift / action / thought.

They're accusing us—actually accusing us—of using AI.

To add drama.

They dismissed our skills as AI—didn't even think twice, the dimwits—and believed they were onto something.

To insert a sudden thought. Surely they wouldn't do that to us—would they?

To interrupt someone's speech. "Hey, please don't say that. I honed my craft through years of blood and tears—" "Shut up, prompter."

To interrupt someone's thoughts / insert a sudden event.

We're going to get those kudos. We're going to get those reblogs—

A chronically online Steve commented, “it sounds like ai, idk.”

Semi Colons ( ; )

To join two closely related independent sentences / connect ideas.

Not only ChatGPT is capable of correct punctuation; who do you think it learned from in the first place?

Ultimate pro tip: use them whenever the fudge you want. You don't owe anyone your creative process. 🌈

[jostensbinder]

happy pride month to andreil and aaron who was at pride apparently

[selfcarereminder]

you are so much more than your worst day. so much more than what your anxiety tells you about yourself

[perfectfeelings]

“We just got to accept that some people can only be in our hearts, not in our lives.”

— Kathy B.

[selfcarereminder]

whatever is happening right now is not your whole story. it’s not even close to the last chapter

[zombiecowboy65]

The Trojans watching a compilation of brawls Jean got into on the court: you think you could take him?

Jeremy, biting his lip: yeah

The Trojans:

Jeremy: oh you meant in a fight