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Origami Around
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he wasn't even looking at me and he found me
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Lint Roller? I Barely Know Her
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if i look back, i am lost
"I'm Dorothy Gale from Kansas"
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@agenderaaronminyard
This but now im imagining thats something Buck would do..
[Image ID: Tweet from castiel (@/ beeloved) on Jan 1, 2025 reading: I'm gay and my husband's bi and there's nothing he loves more than when people ask if he's gay and he gets to say "I'm not gay but my husband is" /End ID]
i just want to remind everyone that to kevin, kevin day’s coaching techniques/tactics are basically gentle parenting,
[image ID: a picture of text altered to read “an autistic lesbian is talking. Listen and learn” with an image of a person speaking crossed out with a red arrow and an image of a person with a finger to their mouth indicated they are quiet. /end ID]
hear me out, kevin day wearing this, or alternatively,
[image ID: a pictures of a white and red baseball hat with black text reading “mommy’s little alcoholic”. The second image is the same, but the text is altered to say “coach’s little alcoholic”. /end ID]
Oh possessive Jean Moreau 🚬
🎨 : @ouijacine
[image ID: a screenshot of messages edited to be between Jeremy Knox and Jean Moreau.
Jeremy: good morning my love
Jean: good morning princess
Jean: some guy commented beautiful on your TikTok so I found out where he lives
Jean: do you want food? /end ID]
Jeremy Knox
[image ID: screenshot of a post by @/havenmtg. “Just got goodbyemogged so hard. i said ‘have a great rest if your day’ and got back ‘have an awesome rest of your week’. on a monday too!! totally destroyed.” /end ID]
Jean Moreau:
[Image ID: screenshots of five posts.
Image 1: from @/DEEP_RED_BELLS, “‘you never know what you have until you lose it’ is amateur hour. Real sufferers know exactly what they have and that they are going to lose it”
Image 2: from @/papayajuan2019, “I could add a few more stages to grief if they let me”
Image 3: from @/VOIDTHROAT, “the most visibly haunted person youve ever seen: ‘ive mostly made peace with it’”
Image 4: from @/hauntedzone, “10 Simple Ways To Drive Him Crazy (Without Even Getting Naked). 1. die in front of him over and over again in every reality no matter how hard he tries to save you”
Image 5: from @/nueports, “yes ok we’re just friends but i’d fuck you if you asked” /end ID]
Jeremy Knox
[image ID: a picture of a white t-shirt with black text reading “I Make My Mom Sad With My Choices (every day)” /end ID]
[image ID: a screenshot of two messages. The second message is from the person who took the screenshot.
Person 1: “i watched a guy outside Walgreens yoyo while he smoked a cigarette”
Person 2: “Omg this is so Jeremy Knox from all for the game but you don’t know who that is” /end ID]
Me when andreil and jerejean and cataila
[image ID: a colorful picture of a dolphin jumping out of water with flowers floating around and a rainbow in the sky with text reading “I depend emotionally on a homosexual ship” /end ID]
so this happened today
[image ID: a screenshot of messages.
sender: “Somebody just commented on I heard a rumor saying it was the first andreil fic they’ve read WHAT THE FUCK WHAT DO YOU MEAN I TOOK YOUR ANDREIL FIC VIRGINITY”
receiver: “YOU TOOK THEIR ANDREIL VIRGINITY
receiver: “That’s crazy”
receiver: “What’s it like being more powerful than god
sender: “It feels so crazy insane but also amazing” /end ID]
Neil josten:
[image ID: screenshot of a post and self-reblog by @/greelin. “Yeah i’m doomed by the narrative but i have a little time to be absolutely gay…putting my inevitable death on pause to be homosexual for a second” /end ID]
I can't imagine Jean using pet names in French, but… Jeremy?
Jeremy is learning French, and he and Jean start speaking it. Jean corrects his pronunciation, and Jeremy shows him his progress.
Jeremy tells Jean the vocabulary he learned that day.
And Jeremy says:
"I've learned more words and expressions. Mon amour?"
Jean stares at him, frozen. Jeremy is delighted by Jean's expression of astonishment. He senses a hint of curiosity and longing in his eyes.
Jeremy moves a little closer, testing the waters. Never intrusively. Jean doesn't complain. Jeremy smiles.
"Mom coeur?"
Jean closes his eyes for a second and takes a deep breath.
"Am I saying it right, mon cheri?"
Jean raises his hand and immediately covers Jeremy's mouth. Jeremy continues smiling, his hand in his own.
"Damn it."
But Jean never tells him to shut up.
how vindicated do you think matt felt when he learned that andrew would hurt kevin over neil too?
local gentle giant discovers he actually likes to hurt things
sometimes i wonder if andrew sometimes tests neil. not because he needs to, but to prove to himself that neil will actually listen.
listen i get this compulsion sometimes, to make sure everything is real and what i remember it to be. sometimes its reasonable, sometimes its not. all the same though it has to be proved before i can move on.
so, andrew makes neil sleep on the floor for a week in the summer before his senior year. at the columbia house. neil doesn't complain, doesn't ask why or to switch places. he curls up on the cool wooden floor with a spare blanket and has the nerve to smile up at andrew who's watching him from the safety of the elevated bed.
he smiles like he's grateful for this, to be given a chance to sleep on the floor next to andrew. he smiles like he's been handed a gift the equivalent of the sun incarnated in the form of the hard boards digging into his shoulders.
but andrew needs to prove this, he needs to know that neil's quiet following of his rules won't break at the first crash. so he continues; he lets his apathy shroud his care for the red haired menace.
but at the end of the week, the bags under neil's eyes are just a tad bit deeper; the twitching of his hands a bit more prominent. the hardness of the floor probably reminds him of his time on the run, making sleep harder to find and grasp, andrew thinks.
after this, he'll never make neil sleep on the floor again, even if it means he himself ends up in his place. he refuses to let his choices be the one to hurt neil, even if its willing on neil's part. and he keeps to his self promise
meanwhile neils pov is like: andrew wants me to sleep on the floor for until he says so. he probably wants to keep me in his vision and make sure im safe, he wants me sooooooo bad
(bros too busy being giddy over andrew caring to care really about the floor)
i have this theory that jean's big cathartic moment at the end of tgr when he breaks down and admits he didn't deserve the sexual abuse he experienced is actually preceded by a more subtle version of this moment, one made possible by the fact that it involves the only other person who can understand what he's been through. when andrew realizes that neil could have been similarly abused at evermore, he asks jean to confirm or deny it. jean tells him that it would not have been an appropriate punishment for neil, and andrew, clearly shaken and unimpressed with this answer, presses the issue, asking what circumstances would have made it appropriate. it is jean's response to this that i find most revealing: he says, "you of all people should not have to ask." yes, this is a pointed reference to andrew's own experiences with sexual abuse, but what is jean actually saying? i think he's saying, "you of all people should know there is nothing that could possibly justify it. of course there isn't. but your abusers will tell you there is, and you'll believe them because how else can you make sense of what is happening to you." after he says this, jean digs a thumb into andrew's wrist and drags it up his forearm, where he knows from riko that andrew has self-harm scars. this is him driving home the point, saying "you've had to do things to survive too." because that's what jean's deep-seated conviction of "deserving it" is— a survival mechanism. and at the end of tgr, he finally feels safe enough to let it go.
