QUEEN👸🏾

My name is Diamond, I’m 27👩🏾‍🦱 love to read📚 Aroace spectrum💕 BLM🤎 fav ship Drarry⚡️💚 in many fandoms🙌🏾 enjoy my thoughts✨

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me being confused when andrew said

"that doesn't mean i wouldn't blow you" when i thought andrew lowkey didn't like neil and that kevin was the love interest

i think neil was just as confused

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“which way do you swing” “towards the goal?” But he’s actually just talking about Andrew bcz he’s a goalie

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Kevin: How did you get Andrew to play Exy?

Neil: I’m Hot.

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Kevin fighting for his life at the banquet having to sit across from the ravens

Then there’s Neil "you know, I get it" Josten 😭😭

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Oh Mary Hartford how I can never form a solid opinion about you.

I both dislike and like you. I both blame you and find you faultless

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The fact that Kevin has to drink alcohol just to keep him from falling apart after leaving Riko is actually so fucked

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“i would never have give him to you if you were going to throw him away so carelessly” Jean loved Neil ♥️

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a drag path..

but it's Kevin ready to go back to Ravens willingly cause he's scared of what Riko will do otherwise

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both Neils and Andrew's scars are from just trying to survive

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Kevin had to leave for his safety, for his LIFE

It wasn’t Kevin job to get Jean out.

Kevin is allowed to grieve Riko, even though he was a monster who abused him, he was the only family Kevin had left.

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It will never not be funny to me that Aaron doesn’t like Neil at all, but his girlfriend is LITTERALLY just the female version of Neil.

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“A drag path” and it’s Neil Joston getting even more scars as the story continues 💔

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neil telling everyone about his past and old habits, hopping they will stay in his life breaks my heart. He doesn’t understand that he was a victim

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"How much sorrow can I take" except it's Achilles sleeping with Patroclus body for multiple nights after he was killed because he'd forgotten what it was like to not have Patroclus by his side

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After Baltimore, Kevin and Andrew would forever be broken, and Andrew would blame himself for letting Neil fight his battles alone 💔

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Remus wouldn't mind being in love with a boy, if it didn't mean being in love with Sirius

Sirius wouldn't mind being in love with Remus, if it didn't mean being in love with a boy.

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(Post prank conversation)

Remus: “You can’t keep doing this. You can’t keep doing shitty things and then feel bad about yourself like that makes it ok. You. Need. To be. Better!”

Sirius: “I know and I’m sorry okay? I was drunk and there was all this pressure with my family, but now- now that it’s over- I-“

Remus: “No! No, Sirius just stop. You are all the things that are wrong with you. It’s not the alcohol, or your parents or any of the shitty things that happened to you this summer or when you were a kid it’s you. Alright it’s you.”