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Masterlist
Hey so this is my new updated masterlist. I will be splitting it into fandoms so it's easier to navigate. I am still open to taking requests from people. I might add more fandoms later.
One Chicago (Med, PD, and Fire)
Maas-verse (Acotar, crescent city, throne of glass)
Don’t Threaten Me With A Good Time
Pairings: Jay Halstead x OC
Rating: nsfw so please don’t read if a minor or if you don’t like that sort of stuff.
Requested by: @emmalynn89
Warnings: semi-public sex (hookup in truck), oral, mob affiliations
AN: I hope you like it and I know it took awhile and I’m sorry about that. I will take requests and I do try my best to get to them in a reasonable amount of time. Anyway please enjoy.
"Come on Em just come to Molly's with us." I heard Gabby Dawson's voice come from the other side of the door before I saw her face come around the corner and she was standing at my desk. "You don't even have to drink." She quickly added.
I sighed and rolled my eyes at her. "I'm not against drinking Dawson. I just prefer to go home after work sometimes." It was the truth after all. I knew she wanted me to join them at the bar that a few of the firefighters here at firehouse 51 owned and she had been working on it since I moved from Brooklyn, New York to Chicago a few months ago. I was lucky to see a listing for a studio apartment along with an ad that the firehouse was looking for a new secretary. "Plus every time I agree to go with you to bars you always try and set me up with someone so who is it this time?"
Gabby burst out laughing "I'm not going to set you up with anyone today. It's just a girls night with Shay and a coworker of my brother, Kim Burgess."
"Ok just let me finish these papers for the chief and then I'll join you guys for a few drinks." I told her and saw the grin spreading on her face.
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It wasn't long before I was parking my car outside the bar. I waved at Gabby and Shay before gesturing to the bar to let them know I was just going to order a drink before joining them at the high top table they had claimed. When I joined them with my newly acquired Truly is when I noticed the man sitting across from Shay and Gabby. Yes he was handsome and yes he was definitely my type of man.
"Em I don't think you've met Jay yet. He's a detective with my brother Antonio. Jay Halstead meet Emily Corinthos" Gabby introduced us.
Jay turned to shake my hand and that's when I noticed his beautiful green eyes. Yeah I'm fucked if Gabby didn't have a history of trying to set me up with people I would definitely be trying to do it myself with this man. "Nice to meet you Emily."
"You too Jay." I shook his hand and tried my best to play it cool as I sat in the only open chair that happened to be next to him.
"So Gabby was saying that you were new to Chicago where did you move from?" Jay inquired.
I shot Gabby a look that said 'so you didn't set this up?'. So she left where I'm from and why I moved out of the briefing packet. "I'm from New York. Born and raised in Brooklyn." I answered "how about you? Are you a native to the Chicago area?"
"Yeah born and raised in Chicago." He replied "what made you move from New York?"
There it was. I couldn't just come out and say especially to a detective that I moved to Chicago to get away from my brother. I especially couldn't say that said brother was the head of an infamous mob in Brooklyn and I moved to get away from it all and start new. "Oh just some family drama that I wanted a fresh start from." Is what I finally decided to disclose.
Jay nodded "understandable and that sucks."
I took a drink of my Truly right as I felt my phone vibrate in my pocket. Upon taking it out to see who was texting me I saw the name Ryan along with my brother's picture pop up. Speak of the devil I thought. Without even reading the text I slipped my phone back into my pocket. Yeah I'll deal with that later. I glanced over to my right where Jay was sitting and noticed him quickly look away like he'd been caught looking at something he shouldn't have. Had he seen what my phone screen said? I questioned myself.
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After a few more drinks of my beverage and some pleasant conversation around the table I excused myself for the bathroom. When I opened the door to exit I was met with a hard chest.
"So do you want to explain to me why you're getting texts from someone on our most wanted list? Or should I bring you in for questioning?" I heard Jay Halstead ask. Well fuck I guess that answers if he saw my phone or not I thought.
Trying to think quickly on my feet I pulled Jay out the side door into the alleyway on the side of the building. There was no way I was about to explain anything within earshot of Gabby or anyone else from the firehouse.
Once in the alley I took a few deep breaths to gather my thoughts. "Ok so it's part of the whole family drama thing." I started to explain. Taking another breath I looked up at Jay who was staring back at me with those haunting green eyes and was waiting expectantly like he wanted me to continue. "Ryan is my brother. I wasn't lying about the family drama as why I left. There was some shit that went down and pushed me to the decision that I needed to walk away before it got worse. I haven't spoken to him in months but he keeps texting and calling." When Jay raised a brow but didn't say anything I had to add before he judged me more "my family might be with the mob but I'm not."
Jay was silent for awhile like he was thinking everything over. "Ok I just have to know were you or have you ever done anything for your family or the mob?"
I shook my head "no, no I haven't. I always tried to separate myself from them especially once I learned what the line of work they did was. I couldn't bring myself to be apart of it."
"Ok" Jay nodded like that was answer enough for him.
I'm not sure why I did what I did next but I'm fairly certain it was to create a cover as to why we were there. The second I heard footsteps coming and the creek of the bar door I grabbed Jay by his collar and pulled him down towards me so I could plant my lips on his. It started as a surprise to both of us and we heard someone apologize for interrupting before closing the door again leaving us both alone in the alley again.
I started to pull away only to be pulled back by Jays arms wrapping around me and his tongue entering my mouth to deepen the kiss.
"Should I even ask what that was for?" Jay asked with a hint of amusement in his voice and his eyes still darkened with arousal.
I shook my head before answering "sorry I heard someone coming and I panicked and I don't know what I was thinking but I thought maybe if they saw us kissing they wouldn't ask what we were doing and it seemed to work because they left." I rambled on. "Sorry if it crossed a line. I know we just met."
Jay smirked a little "usually I would be opposed to being used like that but you're lucky I kinda like you and wanted to kiss you." He shrugged before continuing "if you want I can go back and pay and grab anything left at the table and meet you in the front. It just seems like you don't want to go back in and talk to anyone."
I stared at him blankly for a minute "wait you're going to help me get out of here. Why?"
"Maybe Emily because I like you and I want to help you. If you want I can even drive you home." He replied to me honestly.
"Yeah I'd like that. Thank you Jay." I just nodded. I watched as Jay walked back into the bar still surprised by my own actions. I'm not one to normally just kiss random people but with Jay it just felt different almost like we were pulled to each other. After a moment and when I started to feel rain drops I decided that I probably had waited long enough and started walking around to the front of the bar where I saw Halstead already standing by a truck.
"I was beginning to think that you had changed your mind and you weren't coming." He joked as he handed me my bag and opened the passenger door for me.
Smiling up at him I decided to test the waters again. I put my hands on his shoulders for balance as I stood on my tip toes in my sneakers to reach him better. Without saying a word I slowly met his lips with mine. This kiss felt different than the first. It was slower almost more delicate like we both wanted to savor every moment of it. At least that's how it started because it didn't take long before I was pushing him up against the side of his truck and I felt one of his hands in my hair and the other one on my ass pulling me closer to him.
As the kiss was starting to heat up I started to feel the rain come down heavier. Neither of us seemed to care though that we were going to be soaked the only thing that seemed to matter in this moment was each other.
With a mind of their own my hands started to undo the buttons of his shirt and it wasn't until his shirt was almost completely undone and I could feel his warm skin and hard muscles that I realized what I was doing and pulled away to look at him. "This is ok isn't it? I'm sorry if it's something you don't want to do." I apologized wanting to make sure he wanted this as badly as I did.
Tipping his head back against his truck he replied in a husky voice "Em if I wasn't interested I would have stopped you before you had my shirt completely undone." And as if he knew I needed a clear answer he added "yes I want this and I want you."
I let out a sigh of relief "ok good because if it wasn't clear enough already I want you and this too." I shook my head laughing at myself a little "god I must sound ridiculous."
Jay cupped my cheek in his hand to make sure I was looking at him "you don't sound ridiculous at all. I think it's kinda sweet that you wanted to make sure you had my consent before continuing on and that I had yours." He placed a quick kiss on my lips before both his hands were on my ass and he was picking me up "now where were we?" It was a rhetorical question but it made a little laugh come out as I wrapped my legs around his waist and hands around his neck.
"I think we were just about to get into your truck and continue where we left off." It may have been a little bit of a cheeky reply but it worked because Jay put me in the passenger seat and closed the door before walking around to the drivers side. Once he was in he adjusted his seat back and helped me over the center console and into his lap.
"Seems like wearing a sundress was a good idea after all." I commented and all I heard as a reply was a muffled mmhmm as he started kissing my neck. His kisses were something I was beginning to love and I felt myself start to press myself further into his lap and my hips start to move before he even had a hand on my ass. When he moved my straps off my shoulders so my dress was around my waist and my breasts were exposed I was very thankful that he had tinted windows on his truck.
"Fuck." Halstead muttered as he pulled off my neck to look at my newly exposed skin. It only took him a second before he was working kisses from my neck down to my nipples. The feeling of his tongue swirling around my nipple elicited a groan from me that very quickly turned into a moan. This man was going to ruin me and turn me into a puddle just from how well he used his tongue. My hands were in his hair and my hips were grinding down into his growing bulge. The vibrations from his groans sent shivers through me and I accidentally let out a loud moan.
Jay quickly pulled off "Em as much as I love hearing those sounds coming out of you this truck isn't sound proof and I'm going to need you to be quieter or we might attract unwanted attention."
I'm pretty sure that the blush that ran over me could be seen through his tinted windows and even though I was a little embarrassed by his words I was not going to let them stop our current rendezvous. "Got it try to be quiet. I can do that." I told him. At least I thought I could try. I got up on my knees so I could wiggle my thong down my legs only to be stopped by Jay who just moved them to the side instead.
"You think you could balance if I help you up because fuck do I want to taste you." Jay almost groaned out and just hearing how much he wanted me made me almost cum right there. I wasn't sure how well this was going to work in his truck even with his extended cab and the seat reclined all the way down but I was going to try. If this man wanted me to ride his face that badly then I was going to do what I could to make it work.
With his assistance I climbed up and with my hands resting on the back of the backseat of his truck and my knees on either side of his head on the backrest of the driver seat he grabbed my hips and helped lower me down so his mouth was on my clit.
"Oh fuck." I moaned out as quietly as I possibly could. He went between sucking on my clit to licking me and swirling his tongue around my clit. Yeah his mouth was magic and trying to remain quiet was going to be a challenge. When I lifted off of him so he could get air he just pulled me back down and continued what he was doing. Apparently he wanted me to cum all over his face. Which when I felt him slip two fingers into my vagina as his tongue worked my clit was going to happen sooner than later. It also meant I had to pull the skirt of my dress up so I could stuff it into my mouth and muffle any moan that tried to escape. As my hips moved with his tongue and fingers I soon felt my legs shake as I gripped the backrest for dear life and moaned around the fabric. I even heard Jay moan a little as he removed his fingers to hold me and pull me further onto his face as I came.
Once I caught my breath and my legs had stopped shaking I worked my way back down into his lap. His face was now glistening with my cum and his eyes were so dark with lust. I was starting to work on getting his jeans undone when it was as if he read my thoughts he helped wiggle them down his hips a bit along with his boxer briefs and reached into the back pocket of his jeans to pull out his wallet. When he saw my confusion he opened it and held out a condom. Words weren't coming to me at the moment so all I did was nod and watched as he opened the package and rolled it over his erection.
It didn't take me long after he was situated to slide myself down and onto his dick. With both of us groaning at the sensation and with the goal of still being quiet I started kissing him. Yeah I could taste myself on his lips and it wasn't horrible but we were now muffling each other's moans as we started to move together with the same goal in mind to fuck each others brains out. With his hips thrusting up to meet mine as I rode his dick.
I’m fairly certain that I practically glued my lips to his to make sure that there wasn’t any noise that could be heard coming out of me except for the occasional moan and the wet sound as I rocked myself on him. When I felt I needed to pull away for air we were both taking deep breaths.
“Oh fuck.” Jay moaned and took the words right out of my mouth. I could feel the pressure rising again indicating that I was near and making me ride him harder until I felt it explode and I fell into him with my mouth latching onto his neck as I let out the loudest moan that was thankfully muffled by his skin. I didn’t even notice right away that he was also coming until I felt his dick pulsing in me and heard him groaning from under me.
We stayed like that for a moment as we both caught our breath’s. Eventually I rolled my way off of him and over the center console to get back into the passenger seat. As I got my dress resituated back onto my shoulders I saw him pull the used condom off and tie it before tossing it into the backseat presumably to be taken care of later.
“Does the ride home still stand or should I get out and find my own way?” I asked more so to gauge the situation now.
Jay shook his head “no you don’t have to leave. I can drive you home if that’s what you want or you can come back to mine whichever you prefer.” He offered. He was getting his seat put back where he likes it now that his jeans were back up and his shirt buttoned.
Smiling I told him “I think I would like to go to yours if that’s ok.” I put my seatbelt on before adding “maybe we can even have a round two.”
He let out a laugh grinning at my suggestion. “If that’s what you want we can do it.”
Michel & Luke in GILMORE GIRLS 7.11 | Santa's Secret Stuff
Bed Chem
Pairings: Jay Halstead x Antonio Dawson x fem oc
Rating: nsfw
Warnings: threesome (mfm), dvp, oral
Summary: a bet is made before gun training renewal with the intelligence unit that takes some interesting turn of events.
(Author note: I'm sorry for delays between parts. I personally blame ADHD and getting sidetracked for all delays. I was originally going to write this one for just Jay but then I thought maybe Antonio would be better so here's a valentines special with both again. Also this took some interesting turns so please read at your own risk 🫣)
My day was not starting off the best. It started with me being my own enemy and forgetting to get more coffee when I was at the store even though it was on my list. Then when I finally pull up to the district Trudy stops me to tell me I had to go and get my renewal test done for my gun safety. On the plus side she told me I had to bring Dawson and Halstead with me.
"Dawson, Halstead Trudy said you're coming with me today." I announced when I got up the stairs to intelligence. Instead of explaining more I went straight for the coffee maker to get myself a togo cup before we left for the gun range.
"So Carlson, are you going to tell us why we need to go with you?" Jay asked and I glance over to see him leaning on the door frame.
"We all are due at the gun range for renewal today." I quickly explain as I put a lid on my coffee cup. "Now grab Dawson so we can go and get this over with."
"Drink some of that coffee first. I know caffeine deprived Emery when I see one." He tells me stepping into my path so I can't leave the break room. "I don't know about Tonio but I don't want a cranky Em with a gun."
I roll my eyes and huff out a sigh before taking a big gulp of the coffee I just poured. "Happy now?" I ask him.
"Yeah you don't look like you want to kill everyone now." He replies as he steps to let me pass. "Let's grab Dawson and get this over with shall we."
I nod and take another sip of my caffeine fuel and when I make eye contact with Antonio I nod my head towards the stairs. I don't wait to see if either of them are following me as I make my way back down the stairs and to the lockers where all of our guns are kept. The sound of footsteps and mumbling voices is my indication that the boys aren't far behind me.
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I let Antonio drive us over to the main precinct that all trainings and renewal tests are done at. "So should we place wagers now on who will have the best shot?" Jay asks breaking the silence in the car.
"We could but you both would be owing me and I know how much you love losing Halstead." I reply with a smirk as our eyes connect in the mirror.
"We could make it more interesting if you want and losers have to do whatever the winner wants." Antonio suggests.
"Dawson I like the sound of that but I'm not sure if you guys would like what I have in mind." I smile at him when he glances up at me in the mirror. Unfortunately I lost the race for shotgun to Jay and got put in the backseat.
"Em that sounds dirty and I'm not sure if that's how you meant it." Jay laughs then turns to Antonio "if Em is in on this bet then so am I."
"I'm in and maybe that is how I intended it to be Jay." I grin at him before drinking the last of my coffee and seeing that Antonio has parked the car. "Now come on so I can kick your asses."
I catch the amused look that the boys share as we all exit the vehicle and head into the range. The evaluator gets us set up and makes sure we all have our ear and eye protection as well as our targets.
"Alright boys best shot wins." I tell them as we all go to our separate stations. I adjusted my glasses and ear protection before grabbing my handgun and adjusting my stance to get the perfect shot. After a few minutes we had all unloaded our clips and were reeling the targets back in.
Even though we were all accurate and on target Antonio and I both sighed when we saw how close together Jay got all of his shots.
“Alright Halstead you win and what would you like for your prize?” I ask him as we turn in our targets to the evaluator.
“Well let me think it over first.” Jay replied as we got back to the car.
“Fine, but you only have until the end of the day. If it takes you longer than that to decide you’re out of luck on your prize.” Antonio tells him. “Let’s go back to the precinct and finish up any paperwork we have and return our guns.”
By the time Voight tells us we can go home for the day it feels like all we accomplished for the day, besides passing the renewal test, was get caught up on what felt like a months worth of paperwork but was actually only the past couple of days.
“Ok Halstead if you haven’t decided yet I’ll extend your time a little bit longer if Dawson won’t. The only stipulation is that you both have to come with me and get food because I’m hungry.” I tell them both.
“That works for me. Em you can decide where we go.” Dawson says and Jay nods his agreement. I grab my phone out and text them both the address of one of my favorite bar and grills, mainly because of the cocktails they have and not just because it’s close to my apartment.
“Since we all drove separately do you guys want to drive together or meet there?” I ask them and they both agree to meeting at the bar. Since I knew parking by the bar could be hard to find sometimes I told them to park by my apartment and we could just walk the couple of blocks to the bar together.
Once we were seated at a hightop table and ordered our food and drinks did I turn my attention back to Jay. “ ok Jay have you given it anymore thought?”
Jay nods slowly giving his words some thought “I have and I think we were on the same train of thought earlier when we placed the bet.” He looked at me before looking over at Antonio to see our reactions but I’m already smirking and trying to hide it behind my drink. Antonio however must have a better poker face and waits for Jay to continue which he does after the waitress places our food in front of us and leaves. “I can tell Emmy already knows where I’m going with this. Do I need to spell it out for you?” He asks Antonio.
“I know where you’re going with this but I just want to hear you say it.” Antonio grins at him.
I roll my eyes and before Jay has a chance to say anything I turn to Antonio “Dawson he wants the same thing that I was going to if I had won. He wants to have sex.” I say and to clarify when I see his confused face “with both of us.”
“I figured that’s where he was going to say and it would have been the same thing I would have asked for as well.” Antonio replies and takes a drink of his beer. “I’m in if you are Em.”
I grin at both of them. “Is that really even a question Tonio? Of course I’m in.” I see the surprise on both of their faces. “You’re both hot and clearly interested in me what girl wouldn’t want both of you especially at the same time.” Both men choke on their beer at my words.
“Emmy I think we can both agree that you’re the one who’s hot here. But it’s nice to know you think we are too.” Jay smirks at me. He pays for all of our food and Antonio and slip a few bills out for a tip before we finish our drinks and walk back to my apartment.
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“Ok if we’re going to do this I think we all might need to take a couple of shots first.” I announce once we’re back in my apartment and I’m taking down a bottle of tequila and some glasses. “Here’s to friends.” I pick up my glass and the boys do the same before we all toss the clear liquid back.
We all do one more shot to calm all of nerves before Jay is the one to make the first move by coming around my kitchen island to stand in front of me. He brings one of his hands up to cup my cheek and make me look at him.
“You’re sure about this? because there’s still time to back out.” Jay asks looking for confirmation of everything we went over at the bar.
I nod “I’m sure Jay.” I barely get the words out before his lips crash into mine. He works his hand to the back of my head running his fingers through my hair and moving his other hand to my hip pulling me into him. I feel him run his tongue over my bottom lip causing me to open for him and tasting the tequila on him.
The kiss feels longer than it probably actually is and is broken when I feel another pair of hands on me and Jay letting me go so Antonio can spin me around to face him. As soon as I do his lips replace Jays on mine. This time however they are working together with Jays lips on my neck. I’m not sure whose hands are where anymore and I’m not sure I care as they both are working together to get me out of my clothes.
As soon as the only thing I’m left in is my panties Antonio lifts me onto my kitchen island where Jay who’s now shirtless takes them off as he kneels in front of me and kisses up my thighs. Jay puts both of my thighs over his shoulders and pulls me to the very edge of the counter. Our eyes meet just as he kisses my clit before running his tongue up and down my folds before concentrating just on my clit again and sucking it into his mouth. My hands start running through his hair holding his face against my pussy.
Tipping my head back in pure bliss from the ministrations Jay was doing between my legs. I’m met with Antonio ,who’s now standing behind me on the other side of the island from where Jay was kneeling. I feel Antonio place a hand on my neck tilting my head back further until he places a chaste kiss on my lips before helping me lay all the way across my counter. The second my head is back I notice that Antonio only has on his boxers. I grin up at him as I remove one of my hands from Jays hair so I can pull the boxers down just enough to release Tonios cock.
Antonio stepped closer to me as I gripped his cock and after licking from the base to the tip before taking him in my mouth. The sounds in my kitchen were now a mix of everyone’s moans, two of which were now muffled by the actions they were performing, but all three of us were completely consumed in each other.
My thighs tightened around Jays head and I released Antonio’s cock from my mouth. “Jay” I moaned out. “Jay I-I’m coming.” I gasped out as I felt the familiar sensation in my lower abdomen and felt Jay moaning into me as I came all over his face. Jay kept licking and sucking my clit working me through my orgasm.
I sit up as Jay moves out from between my legs and stands up his eyes now dark from lust. I can see his face glistening from my come as I watch him undo his pants and take them off along with his boxers releasing his cock from its confines.
“There’s something I’ve always wanted to do but I only want to do it if you both are ok with it.” I start and can tell that I have both men’s full attention. “I want to take both of your cocks in my pussy at the same time.” I watch Jay raise an eyebrow at my request and hear Antonio groan behind me.
“Fuck yes.” “I’m surprised that’s something you’re into sweetheart.” I hear Antonio say followed closely by Jays statement. “I think we have Tonios interest in it and I’m not saying no to that.”
I reach out and pull Jay into me crashing my lips into his and moaning as I taste myself on him. Like we have the same thought he picks me up as I wrap my arms and legs around him. He carries us over to the couch where he sits down and pulls me on top of him.
“Antonio get your ass over here.” I say before reaching beneath me and grabbing ahold of Jays cock and running my hand up and down it eliciting a moan from the man beneath me.
“Right behind you nena .” Antonio tells me as he moves my hair to the side to kiss my neck. “Ride his cock and just let me know when you’re ready for me.” I just nod as a response as I slide Jays cock into me. I bounce on top of him letting out little moans at the feeling of having Jay inside me, his mouth on my nipple, and Antonio behind me kissing my neck.
“Tonio I’m ready.” Is all I can get out as I lean forward into Jay to give Antonio better access.
“Alright Emmy I’m going to go slow. Let me know if it’s too much.” Antonio says to me. I feel him run his tip over me before he lines himself up and very slowly starts entering right beside Jays cock causing both of us to moan. As Antonio pushes more of his cock in I meet Jays eyes just before his start rolling and I close my own. I start kissing Jay to muffle some of the noise coming from both of us that is a mix of moans and groans. Antonio must be all the way in now because he stills behind me giving us all time to adjust to the new sensations as he starts kissing my shoulder and neck again. I know I’m about to be covered in marks from how Antonio keeps kissing and sucking my skin and how Jays fingers are digging into my hips.
Once I felt adjusted enough to both cocks in me I start rocking my hips eliciting moans from both men and one of them grabbing my hips to stop my movements. It was only for a moment though before they both started moving and found a good rhythm. The sounds in the room were some of the dirtiest I’ve ever heard. The moans, the wet squelches of my vagina, and the high pitched sounds coming from myself. I was no longer kissing Jay but resting my face in his shoulder. All coherent thoughts have left my mind and it’s just sex. The pure pleasure that I was feeling and that both men were feeling right alongside me.
There was no warning that I could give them that I was about to come. No words could come to mind instead my moans got louder right before my toes curled, my walls squeezed around both cocks, I was sucking Jays neck trying not to bite him, and to my own surprise I squirted as I came. I was the start of the domino effect and I’m not sure who came first just that both men were coming and coming hard inside me.
It took us all a long moment to catch our breath as we stayed connected before Antonio pulled out of me and helped me to sit next to Jay on my couch.
“Where’s your bathroom Emmy so we can get you cleaned up?” Antonio asked.
“Down the hall and on the left. Washcloths and towels are in the closet in the bathroom.” I reply still out of breath. I barely register the nod he gives me or that Jay stands up and heads into my kitchen.
“Here drink some water.” Jay hands me a glass of water and I note that he must have cleaned himself up because he had his boxers back on. Right as I take the water Antonio comes back with a couple of washcloths and a Tshirt he must have found in my room.
“Thank you both. Not just for the amazing sex. Which was really fucking good but the water and everything else.” I tell them both as Antonio cleans me up along with himself and puts his own boxers on as he hands Jay the shirt that gets slipped over my head. “ you guys don’t have to leave if you don’t want to. We can watch a movie until we’re all up for another round. Because I definitely want to do that again.”
They both laugh as they take seats on the couch beside me. “ we can stay and we’re not looking for another round if you aren’t ready for it.” Jay tells me as I hand him a remote to find a movie.
“Yeah it was fun but we can wait it doesn’t have to be today that we go again.” Antonio adds.
“I don’t care when as long as this gets to happen again sometime.” I let them both know.
🌸Death’s Fanged Beast🦇
“Look who decided to grow claws after all” -acosf
“I think we haven’t yet seen all she has to offer.” - Feysand bonus chapter
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Them: Elain is boring, useless, she has no personality and she doesn’t deserve Azriel or Lucien. I hope she has to grovel for her mate. I don’t care if Elain says she’s part of the Night Court, she looks bad in black!
Elriels: Elain “I hope they burn in hell” Archeron who steps out of the shadows to kill an ancient Fae king with a magic dagger, who faced down a dozen arrows to the throat and public humiliation to plead for the safety of humans, who saved Azriel’s life by viciously fighting naga hounds off of him, who peered across the world to find the answer that allowed Prythian to defeat Hybern’s army, the one who chooses hope over hate which is the more difficult and better strength to have. Elain bows to no man, and the males need to endeavor to deserve her, as does this fandom. Elain will have her little black dress moment (just like all the other fmc’s have) and it will be in her book when SHE is the one meant to stand out.
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As it is stated in canon: the only woman Azriel is interested in worshipping and would “beg on his knees” for is Elain (and he will be 😉). I will always root for the male who risks life and limb for Elain and sees her worth from day one over the one that had to “see if she was worth fighting for.”
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For right now this is all I’m going to share from Onyx Storm. I know people are still reading it (myself included), waiting to read it, or various other reasons because it just came out. This dedication page though is so wholesome that I just had to share it. This is spoiler free for anyone wondering as it is just the dedication page.
Nesta Archeron from the ACOTAR series. My favourite character in the world. I took liberties with her crown from the trove by using part of the mask on the ACOSF cover. I also still can’t draw braids.
Sparks Fly
Pairing: Will Halstead x oc
Rating: nsfw
Summary: oc invites Will to be her plus one at a wedding where they share a heated kiss that leads to them going back to oc’s apartment together.
Warning: lots of dirty talk, oral, p in v, voyeurism (sex against a window), light chocking
AN: I hope you enjoy the story. If you would like a fic about a favorite character in either the one Chicago or Acotar universe you can send me a message.
"Hey Lexi are you ready to go?" I hear Will Halstead ask from my bedroom as I finish up getting my earrings in at the mirror in my bathroom. I had gotten invited to the wedding of a couple friends from college and was so desperate for someone to go with that I ended up asking Will. My friend and colleague at Chicago medical center. But now here we are with my attending standing in my bedroom looking like a snack in the black dress pants and dress shirt that he picked out. At least it goes with the black dress I picked out for myself.
"Yeah, just need to spritz some perfume and I'll be ready to go." I tell him as I make eye contact with him in the mirror before grabbing the bottle of Burberry perfume from the counter and giving it a couple spritzes.
"I should have known you'd still be getting ready. You're still the same as you were in med school when I went out to clubs with you." He comments making me roll my eyes. Yes he's my attending and we were in med school at the same time only because he's a couple years older. However he was my friend before we ended up working at the same hospital and since I am not doing the greatest in the whole love department area I was lucky that Will agreed to attend this wedding with me.
"Let's go." I tell him as I grab his arm to escort him towards the door where I grab my clutch and the card. Once in his car it doesn't take long to get to the venue. The ceremony was short and sweet with what seemed to be only close friends and family in attendance.
"Congrats you two. It was a beautiful wedding." I tell my friend Emma as I greet her with a big smile and a hug. "You look beautiful."
"Thank you. And thank you for coming." She smiles back. The exchange ends up being quick but sweet as I didn't want to keep her from her other guests. I find Will waiting not far away with two glasses of Riesling in his hands.
"You still remember my favorite wine?" I ask him as we walk over to one of the high top tables being used for cocktail hour. He hands me one of the glasses as I sit on a stool.
"Of course I still remember. How could I possibly forget when you had me stop and get a bottle before one of our study sessions." He laughs as he casually leans against the table turning his body towards me and leaving very little space between us.
"That was one time." I huff out. "And you have to admit it helped both of us focus better and make learning about cells a lot more interesting."
Will chuckles "yeah I do have to agree with that."
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We continued to chat as we were told to take our seats for dinner followed by the couples first dance. The second that everyone was allowed on the dance floor I dragged Will out to the dance floor. The song that had come on was a fast Shakira song and I had no faith that Will knew how to salsa but I wasn't about to dance by myself. However he surprised me by placing a hand on my hip and clasping my hand in his other and moving his feet and hips to the beat.
"You surprise me Halstead. I didn't take you for someone who even knew how to dance." I tell him in awe as I start moving my own hips and feet following his lead.
On beat with the end of the song he gave me a spin and pulled me in close so my back was flush with his chest. "Well Lex I guess you don't know everything about me." His voice rough as he speaks into my ear making my heart race.
"Yeah I guess not." Is all I can reply as the song switches to a slow romantic song. "Dance with me." I say as I spin back around and wrap my arms around his neck. His own arms slipped around my waist holding me close to him as we start to sway to the music. "What else don't I know about you Halstead besides you being a good dancer?" I ask him.
I keep my eyes on his as I watch him contemplate what he wants to say next. Or I should say what he wanted to do next. He keeps his eyes locked on mine as he brings a hand up to cup my cheek before lowering his gaze to my mouth. Like magnets being drawn together our lips connect in a kiss like no other. It started slow like we were both testing the waters before heating up. Wills tongue ran over my lips briefly before I opened my mouth letting him in. The kiss probably only lasted a few minutes but it felt like longer when we finally pulled away from each other.
"You kissed me." The words barely above a whisper and almost breathless.
"I did and you kissed me back." His words just as breathless but with a little chuckle behind them.
It takes me a moment to realize that it isn't just the two of us and we are still at a wedding before I speak again. "I did kiss you back. Do you want to get out of here?" I ask him. He only nods before he's leading me out of the ballroom and towards the parking lot.
Once we get into his car I turn to him and ask "why did you kiss me? We've known each other for years so what made you finally do it?"
"I'm not sure why I finally did it. I just felt like I needed to because I didn't know if I would get presented with another opportunity to." He tells me as he turns his head to look at me. "Look Lexi I've had a crush on you since we were just study buddies and I've wanted to say something back then but it seemed one of us was always in a relationship and the timing wasn't right. Tonight however we're both single which is why I knew I just needed to either say or do something to show you how I felt."
When he finally got what he needed to off his chest my eyes met his and I knew he meant every word. "Will I had a crush on you back then too. When you kissed me tonight I knew those feelings hadn't gone away." And instead of trying to figure out the words needed to describe what I felt I grabbed the collar of his shirt and brought him closer to me so I could kiss him again. It was almost instant that he started kissing me back and we stayed that way for awhile. As soon as my hands started undoing the buttons on his shirt he pulled away resting his forehead against mine and was breathing hard. He clasped my hands in his to stop them from the task they were doing.
"Lex as much as I would love for you to continue with undressing me and all that I'm not having sex with you for the first time in the parking lot of a ballroom like we're some kids at our high school prom." Once he catches his breath he leans back in his seat before starting his car and driving us back to my apartment.
As soon as we're parked he moves rather quickly to cut off the engine and get out so he could open my door for me and help me out. I fish my keys out of my clutch as he wraps an arm around my shoulders to lead me to my building and towards the elevator. Once we are safely inside the elevator his lips are back on mine and as I'm working on unbuttoning his shirt again he starts kissing my jaw and neck. We only pull away when we hear the ding indicating we have reached my floor and I practically drag him down the hall to my apartment door where once inside my clutch and keys are quickly discarded on the table.
When our lips finally meet again it's a bit of madness as our hands start roaming over each other and clothes are getting discarded left and right as he keeps backing me up until my back hits the giant window wall in my living room. Here we are naked, in my living room, up against a giant window, and with a trail of clothes from my front door as evidence.
He starts kissing down my body stopping to pay attention to my tits. Taking one nipple in his mouth as he plays with the other and then switching to suck on the other as he plays with the one that was just in his mouth. When it seemed that he was satisfied with how much attention he had given both of my nipples he continued kissing down my body until he was kneeling in front of me. Instead of putting his mouth on me he slid a finger between my folds first.
"Fuck you're so wet already." Will mutters "are you sure this is what you want? We can stop if you don't want to do this."
He's looking up at me from his knees and seeing him like that plus him asking for consent turns me on even more than I already was. "Will I'm positive that I want to do this now do something. I don't care if it's your fingers, mouth, cock, I don't care but touch me. Fuck me." I plead. God I sound so needy.
"Good to know." He says as he kisses my thigh as he puts it over his shoulder. His mouth descends on me as he takes my clit into his mouth sucking on it. As he goes between moving his tongue up and down my folds and sucking on my clit I start to let out moans. My hands drop to his head. My fingers get tangled in his red hair holding him to me as I arch my back against the window and move my hips on his face. I feel his hands move to grab my ass and feel the vibrations from his own moans.
"Will." I moan out his name. "Will I'm going to come." I warn him as he continues his ministrations not even letting up for air until I'm coming over his face.
I watch as he lowers my leg and move his face away until I am able to see it glisten with my come. Will stands up and cups my face in his hand "Lexi you taste so good. I could stay between those legs all day. Have you ever tasted yourself before?" He asks and when I shake my head he lowers his mouth and speaks against my lips "have a taste." He tells me right before he closes the gap and I'm able to taste my come on his lips and tongue. The kiss doesn't last long but from how he pushed into me I could feel his erection on my hip.
"Turn around and place your hands on the window. I need to find my pants and grab a condom. Don't move." He commands and for some reason I do as he says. I turn around and place my hands on the glass as I hear him opening up a condom wrapper. “Stick your ass out more.” His voice still commanding and his hands coming to guide my hips to where he wants me. He rubs the tip of his now condom covered cock through my slick folds a couple of times before he lines himself up and starts to sink into me. “Fuck your tight.” He groans as he stills his hips behind me for a moment before sinking in the rest of the way. When he’s all the way in and doesn’t move his hips I decide to take matters into my own hands- or rather hips- and move myself up and down on his cock.
“Oh fuck. Yes baby girl. Go ahead and fuck yourself on my cock.” He groans from behind me. It seems he lets me have control for a moment letting me move my hips and use his cock for my own pleasure. That is until he grabs my hips tight to hold them still so he can regain control and thrust his hips into mine.
Theres a few ways I thought this night would end but being fucked from behind up against my window where anyone could look up and see was not one of them. Especially being fucked by Will Halstead but here we are and I’m loving every moment of it. As he starts to thrust into me harder I become a moaning mess. He wraps an arm around my chest to pull me up to his chest and uses the other hand to wrap around my throat before pushing me forward so my breasts are pressed up against the glass. Will must notice how I became wetter from those movements and the thought of anyone looking up and being able to see everything that we’re doing.
“You just got tighter and wetter. Does it turn you on being fucked up against the window?” He breathes into my ear.
“Yes.” I moan back in response letting my head fall back onto his shoulder.
“Who would have thought that this is something that you’re into.” He moans into my neck before resuming to his quick, deep thrusts and kissing and sucking marks into my neck and shoulder.
“Will.” I moan out. “I-Im going to come.” I warn as I feel the pressure building in my abdomen.
“Be a good girl and come on my cock.” Will commands and tightens his hold on my neck a little causing me to fall apart and squirt all over him. My eyes roll back right before I feel his pace stutter.
“Fuck Lex I can barely move. You’re like a vice around my cock.” He moans into my neck and I feel his hips still as he comes into the condom.
We’re both breathing hard as he has his arms wrapped around me holding me in a tight embrace. As he pulls out of me he helps me over to my couch as my legs wobble. I watch through half lidded eyes as he takes off the condom and disposes of it and comes back with two glasses of water.
“You look like you’re about to fall asleep on me. Do you want to stay out here or do you want me to carry you to your bed?” He asks as he hands me a glass.
“I think the bed would be better for both of us.” I tell him after taking a few gulps of the water.
“Sounds good.” He smiles at me and after drinking some of his own water he pulls me into his arms and carries me down the hall to my bedroom. It surprises me how gentle he is as he lays me down and pulls the blankets over me before crawling into the bed behind me. It’s almost comforting having his arms around me, his chest pressed against my back, and the kisses he gently places on my shoulder and up to my cheek.
“Goodnight Lex.” He murmurs.
“Goodnight Will.”
Remember when Lucien gave Elain two gifts and Elain showed zero interest in them and has never used or worn them?
Now remember when Azriel gave Elain a gift and she was in awe and couldn’t wait for him to put it in her?
That should tell you all you need to know.
Both in Elain’s reaction to receiving the gifts, how she views the males giving the gifts and to the males knowledge of and how much they actually pay attention to Elain and what she would truly want.
Bonus point: Elain never giving Lucien a gift in the two years shes known him but always buying Azriel a gift on Solstice.
Cherry Wine
Pairing: Jay Halstead x OC
Rating: nsfw
Summary: Jay and oc are at a gala for the cpd and decide to escape into a coat closet to hide away and have a little fun of their own.
(I finally got around to writing again. If you would like another Jay fic or even a different character you can message me. I’ll try to be better about writing and getting fics out. But otherwise please enjoy this.)
It was finally the weekend and I was so happy to be leaving the office to run back to my apartment. I knew I needed to shower as well as grab my overnight bag before heading over to my boyfriend’s, Jay Halstead’s apartment. He had let me know a few weeks ago that the Chicago police department was hosting a gala and the entire intelligence unit was required to go. Apparently Jay had asked along with Adam and Hank if they had to attend or not. When Jay informed me of that all I could do was roll my eyes because of course they all asked if they could get out of going.
I quickly do my makeup and put my blonde hair into a fancy like half updo before grabbing my heels and the garment bag that held my burgundy dress. There was no way I was about to drive across Chicago in heels and a fancy dress. Instead I’ll just change when I get to Jay’s. We had agreed that his apartment would be better to stay at for the weekend after we saw how close it was to the hotel that the gala was being held at.
“Kenzie can I help you with anything?” Jay greeted me when I got to his door with an overnight bag over one shoulder, my purse over the other, and the garment bag and heels in my hands.
“No I’ll get changed quick and then we can head over there.” I say shaking my head. I start to head down to his room before turning around and giving him a quick kiss. “This suit looks good on you.” I tell him as I let my eyes take him in and how good he looks in his tailored black suit.
Jay lets out a laugh as he rolls his eyes. “Thanks babe. But if you keep looking at me like that we might not make it to the party.” With that he ushers me along to his room so I can quickly take my comfy clothes off and shimmy my way into the burgundy dress and slip my black heels on.
“Well fuck.” Jay mutters when I step back into his living room where he’s waiting. “Kenz you look gorgeous.” He tells me as his eyes take in every curve that the dress hugs as well as the slit that goes up to mid thigh. “Are you sure you aren’t going to be cold?” He asks when he seems to finally notice that the dress is strapless.
“I’ll be fine. We’re taking a cab there and back and the hotel is heated and the short walk between the buildings and the cabs isn’t going to kill me.” I tell him as I grab his arm and lead him towards the door. “But we should probably go before someone starts calling you wondering where you are.”
“It doesn’t even start for another fifteen minutes and it takes about five to get there so we’re going to be fine.” Jay tells me bet also doesn’t argue. I see him pull out his phone before informing me “the Uber is almost here so we can wait in the lobby.”
Jay was right the drive didn’t take long but he also didn’t take into account Chicago traffic on a Friday night, so we arrived right at 7pm. It seemed everyone was also arriving right on time so Jay thanked the uber driver and we walked the short block to the entrance instead of waiting to get closer. I was cold by the time we got to the door but I was never going to let Jay know that.
Being that the only people I knew were the other officers that worked with Jay in the intelligence unit and Trudy, the desk sergeant, I stayed close by Jay as he got us some drinks from the bar and various people came up to him.
“I have no idea who some of these detectives are that keep coming up to us but I was told to play nice today.” Jay whispered in my ear making me chuckle.
“Is that why you have a very fake smile on your face?” I question with a smirk of my own as I take a sip of the merlot Jay got me.
“That is why.” He concurs.
A devilish grin slowly slips onto my face as a thought came to me to make this party more fun for the both of us. “You know there’s lots of people here and lots of coat rooms. I bet no one will even notice if we slip into one.” I let the innuendo sit in the air for a bit as a dance my fingers up his chest. “Plus I know you’ve been checking out my ass in this dress all night.”
I watch as he closes his eyes for a second as he sucks in a breath. He slowly brings his whiskey to his mouth and as he opens his eyes and looks at me over the glass I can see his eyes are dark with lust.
I finish my merlot and set the glass down before grabbing his arm and pressing myself into him to make it easier to speak into his ear. “If we’re quick enough we might be able to escape without anyone noticing.” Then I lower my voice to make sure no one else can hear. “Plus you can find out if I have any underwear on or not.” I feel him stiffen as I step away from him. With a smirk on my face I start to walk towards the door to find a coat closet. I knew I didn’t have to turn around or wait to know Jay would be right behind me and I was right.
I feel hands grab me and pull me into a secluded hallway before pushing me so my front is pressed against the cold wall. “Kenzie what the fuck was that.” I hear Jay hiss into my ear.
“What was what?” I ask feigning innocence as I push my ass out until it’s pressed into his crotch. I hear his sharp intake of breath as I lightly grind against his growing erection.
“Fuck Kenz.” He mutters “let’s go.” His voice now commanding as he leads me further down the hall and into a coat closet that he proceeds to lock the door to. It only takes a matter of seconds before his mouth crashes into mine and I’m getting backed up until I feel a solid wall as well as a few fur coats against my back. I feel Jay start to let his hands wander down my body, over my clothed breasts, and down to grab my ass. He takes advantage of my mouth opening with the gasp I let out as his hand finds the slit in my dress and hikes my leg up onto his hip. His hand moving up my bare thigh inching closer and closer to where I knew he would find the answer to if I was going commando or not causing me to moan into his mouth.
“Darling if we’re going to do this you need to be quiet.” Jay whispered into my ear before kissing down my neck. “Well I guess I have my answer on if you choose to wear underwear or not.” He mutters into my skin as his hand finally reaches its destination “and the answer is not.” He chuckles as he runs a finger up my soaked folds. “And already so wet too.”
I close my eyes and bite my lip to hold back the moan that wants so desperately to escape. That seems to only spur him on as he grazes his fingers over my folds and back down my thigh.
“Jay, please stop teasing me and just fuck me.” Surprising even myself with how I was begging.
“Is this what you want?” Jay asks right before plunging two of his fingers into me and curling them to hit the right spot.
“Oh fuck yes.” I moan as my head falls forward into his shoulder. I try my best to muffle all of my moans in his shoulder as I wrap my arms tighter around him as he continues to work his fingers in me. “Jay right there. I’m so close. Don’t stop.” I’m begging again as I feel the coil building in my abdomen indicating my impending orgasm.
Jay removes his fingers from me causing me to whimper at the sudden loss. “Don’t worry darling you’ll be filled up again and you’ll get to come.” He breathes into my ear as he drops my leg and I hear him undoing his belt followed by the sound of his zipper. I faintly see him drop his pants and briefs in the dark of the closet.
He hikes my dress up as he hoists my leg back onto his hip and aligns his cock up with my entrance. My head falls onto his shoulder again as he starts to thrust into me. As his pace quickens I wrap my arms tighter around him and moan into his jacket.
“Fuck Kenz you feel so good.” He groans and I know he’s getting close which is good for me because I can feel the coil rebuilding and he must be able to tell. “That’s it Kenzie come for me. Come on my cock.” I feel his pace quicken as I brace myself against him and the wall behind me. When I do finally come it’s like a wave releasing from me and I end up digging my nails into his back as well as the heel of my stiletto into his ass holding him in place. I’m happy I was already burring my face into his shoulder and neck to muffle all the sounds that came out of me. Jay however must have been just as close as I was because it seemed as soon as I came I could feel him pulsating within me and the hand not holding my leg slammed into the wall as he grunts and moans in my ear.
We stay like that for only a moment before he lowers my leg gently and helps me readjust my skirt. “We should probably get back out there before someone comes looking for us.” He tells me as he’s pulling up his briefs and pants.
“Yeah you’re probably right.” I agree running my hands down my dress to make sure it’s presentable before Jay opens the door.
It takes less than five seconds it feels like when we walk back into the party for someone to notice us and of course it was Adam and Kim.
“Dude, where have you guys been?” Adam asks us and I take that as my cue to leave.
“I’m going to get a drink from the bar. Jay do you want anything?” I ask him and I can see the disapproval of my leaving him with Ruzek and his impending questions.
“Just a whiskey. Thanks babe.” He replies right as I hear Kim telling me that she’ll come with me to the bar.
So, I'm supposed to be led to believe from the other side of the fandom...
That this man:
But it was Azriel who said, his voice like cold death, “Be careful how you speak about my High Lady.”
Azriel had sealed them in, and as his scarred hands wrapped around Eris’s throat, Rhys said, “Enough.” Azriel squeezed, Eris thrashing beneath him. No physical brawling—there had been a rule against that, but Azriel, with whatever power those shadows gave him …
From the shadows near the entrance to the tent, Azriel said, as if in answer to some unspoken debate, “I’m getting her back.” Nesta slid her gaze to the shadowsinger. Azriel’s hazel eyes glowed golden in the shadows. Nesta said, “Then you will die.” Azriel only repeated, rage glazing that stare, “I’m getting her back.”
Rhys only ordered him, “Get back in line. The soldiers need you there.” Cassian bared his teeth. “What the hell can we do against that?” “I’m going in,” Azriel said. “No,” Rhys snapped. But Azriel was spreading his wings, the sunlight so stark on the new, slashing scars down the membrane.
“Chain me to a tree, Rhys,” Azriel said softly. “Go ahead.” He began checking the buckles on his weapons. “I’ll rip it out of the ground and fly with it on my damned back.” Rhys just stared at him—the wings. Then the decimated Illyrian forces.
Is going to listen when Rhysand said:
"Allow me to make one thing very clear. You are to stay away from her."
"You can't order me to do that."
Sure... I'm going to take a page from Azriel's book and say...
No, you can't succeed in making me believe that.
Azriel Appreciation Week: Belonging
Rhys said to Azriel, "If I had not met a shadowsinger, I would not have known that it is the family you make, not the one you are born into, that matters. I would not have known what it is to truly hope, even when the world tells you to despair.” -ACOWAR Chapter 69
For this piece, we really wanted to capture a young Azriel finally finding a place where he belongs. A mother figure to love him as her own, brothers who tease him lovingly not cruelly, a family he chose for himself, and a place to call home. One of the sweetest parts of this piece is the quiet joy and tenderness in Azriel's expression as he looks on his found family.
We can not thank aurithemoon enough for bringing this piece to life for us. She captured everything that we were envisioning in a way only she can. It is such a pleasure and honor to work with someone so talented, so accomplished, and so kind 💙
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I’m not sure where this interview took place or when but I found this on Pinterest and needed to share. These three are just so funny together.
Ok so I haven’t been writing as much as I’d have liked recently because of various reasons like writer’s block, getting sucked into reading books on my tbr, and just life. However I have ideas and would be interested to know who people would be interested in reading a fic about.
Who would you be interested in a fanfiction about?
Will Halstead
Jay Halstead
Adam Ruzek
Antonio Dawson
Matt Casey
Kelly Severide
Connor Rhodes
Mitch Ripley
Sam Carver
Brian “Otis”
Dante Torres
Kevin Atwater
If you could vote for one that would be very much appreciated. Also I’m in the works of writing an Azriel fic from Acotar.
Because I miss Al and Erin. Also the fact that Al kept a flask on him during stakeouts and gifted it to Erin before she left for the short bit she was with the task force.
Headcanon:
Elain and Nesta knew Feyre wouldn’t buy things for herself until she felt the need to even when they saw the need, so they asked for things for themselves to give her hand me downs.
The new boots Nesta wanted when Feyre came home with the pelt even though Feyre saw Nesta’s perfectly fine pair next to hers falling apart? Nesta broke them in so Feyre wouldn’t get blisters or friction burn climbing a tree in new ones and get frostbite, and then Nesta asked for new ones so Feyre could wear the broken-in ones. Elain asking for a new cloak? She knew it was getting cold and Feyre would need more layers out in the wind all day.
From book 1, Feyre is asking Tamlin to earn her keep from the moment she arrives. In the night court, she enjoys working even when she doesn’t need to and even when she and Rhysand say they barely have enough time both to be with each other and to sleep. They’re both prone to taking care of others at the expense of themselves and not take care of their own needs, and the sisters know this about Feyre.
I don’t think their mother tried to burden Feyre with keeping the sisters together; I think Elain saw herself as a helpless burden and Nesta saw herself as a thorn in her side, and only Feyre would give of herself to keep them together - not because the others only cared for themselves but because they wanted better for Feyre.
I think their mother probably knew that their skills and what they had been taught and trained for would be useless in survival, but Feyre was not only a fighter but a protector. Elain was more of a caretaker, and Nesta was begging her father to fight.
I also think that Elain was probably the one to teach their father to walk again and to take care of him for all those years. She probably did most of the housework except for cooking. I think the one thing she probably avoided was cooking both because they would only be able to know what they were eating once Feyre got home and because she may have feared burning food which would waste what little they had.
Do I think this was the original idea SJM had when writing book 1? Probably not. But by now? Yeah maybe.
