Crows Of Seven

Hey! I enjoy all things reading, math, & music. And iced coffee. No, this account does not have an official aesthetic because why would I want to pick just one? Anyway, enjoy the series of random posts I have made/reblogged. (they/them)

[fairydrowning]

"There is a crack in everything. That's how the light gets in."

– Leonard Cohen, Selected Poems, 1956-1968

"The cracks in your heart are there so the light can shine through."

– Elizabeth Noble, When You Were Mine

[cloudyfacewithjam]

Nikolai Lantsov (Patrick Gibson) in SHADOW AND BONE Season 2

[fairydrowning]

Effort is one of my favorite thing in love. Like, communication and understanding someone is effort. Acknowledging or expressing something is effort. Going out with someone is literally an effort. Managing your time well for someone just to make them happy is an effort. In short, one of the love languages is an effort and love requires effort in any type of relationship.

[edwardian-masquerade]

"Prehaps they were right putting love into books. Perhaps it could not live elsewhere."

-Willam Faulkner

[freddycartr]

the comfort this cast gives me is unmatched

[crowsofseven]

I love them so much

[dark-romantics]

I hope beautiful things happen to you and when they do, I hope you can believe you are worthy of every single one of them.

~ F.E. Marie

[perfectfeelings]

“You are not a reflection of the people who can’t love you.”

— Caitlyn Siehl

[thehopefulquotes]

“She is something new, something hopeful. Like spring to my deep winter.”

— Pierce Brown

[wedarkacademia]

You have me. Until every last star in the galaxy dies. You have me.

— Amie Kaufman

[jennyanythot]

Y'all ever experience Depression™️ and glue an entire pack of googly eyes to your vacuum robot?

[crowsofseven]

This seems like the kind of thing I would do

[noartnowritingsorry]

[the-suicide-effect]

[anxietyproblem]

[yousaveeveryonebutwhosavesyou]

Self harm doesn’t always happen when a blade touches skin.

It’s skipping meals because you don’t feel like you deserve to eat today. It’s having sex because you want to be used or abused or defiled. It’s drinking recklessly because you might have the ‘courage’ do something stupid. It’s smoking - not because you need the nicotine - because you know it’s bad for you. It’s banging your head against a wall when you’re angry. It’s crossing the road without looking because you lowkey hope a car might hit you. It’s thinking about all the ways you could break a bone and make it look like an accident. It’s not taking painkillers because you want to suffer. It’s taking painkillers in excess because you know it’s dangerous. It’s walking home the more dangerous way because you’re kind of half hoping you’ll get attacked or raped or stabbed. It’s going for long walks at night and getting chilled to the bone and hoping that you get lost so that you can’t find your way back. It’s seeking out triggering material. It’s all the stupid little ways you punish yourself for existing.

Sometimes self harm happens when you put effort into depriving yourself of things you like or need, and sometimes it happens when you don’t put any effort into doing the things you like or need.

It’s a pattern of self-destructive behaviour, and it doesn’t only happen in one way.

This sort of behavior is classified as “para-suicidal” It’s putting yourself in a situation of danger or destruction with the intention of risking your safety rather than a direct attempt on your life. Kind of, leaving it all to chance? Also doing things to harm yourself or your self worth because you feel you deserve to feel the outcome of those actions.

[crowsofseven]

I was just informed that during my band concert tonight, the jazz band will be going first and that our set up will be less than two feet away from the edge of the stage

Anyway, I'll be falling off of a stage tonight, very casual happenings

[crowsofseven]

The most depressing part of marching band isn't senior night, it's the few days after senior night. The days when you know you have at least one more football game with all of these people you've grown so fond of (my school's last home game is never out last game). But you know it's not the same. Practices are done, spending hours with these people against your own free will is gone, and now you have to actually ask them to hang out after school. It's depressing

[caesarsaladinn]

every morning i wake up and make the worst possible time management decisions anyone has ever made