I value complete truth within myself. I am very self aware, I have met my shadow self and incorporated it into my being. I accept who I am and I love myself, I have security in myself. Change is normal for me. I’ve built my life up from the ashes countless times, each time being better than the last. Constantly learning about myself and the world around me as I do. I would walk through fire to save myself; should I have to, for my own growth, I would and I would do it spectacularly. Growth is very important to me. I want to become the best version of myself. Not only that; I want to help other people become the best version of themselves. I want to watch the world bloom.
I have a very strong intuition. People say Plutonian’s can gaze into your soul, and I would have to agree with that. I can see someones true self, I can sense their essence - I have a deep feeling of this. Upon meeting people I can quickly and accurately gauge them, this is backed by me speaking of what I believe and it being correct. I can more often than not tell when someone is lying, sensing their true intent. I can understand why someone would have reacted the way they did, and how they felt in that situation. I can see what lies beneath the surface, seeing what someone is trying to hide. I feel people can sense that about me and it makes some uncomfortable.
I’ve noticed I can have a strange affect on people. Good or bad dependent on whether they are true to themselves and open to change. This affect is mostly subconscious. I am a paradox, a mystery - sometimes even to myself. Therefore people will create the picture they want to see, only the picture’s paint is a projection of that person and what they feel about themselves. When around people that don’t/can’t accept themselves truly, the way they act and their intent will become how they see and interpret me. This can be challenging. As it is hard to make someone see something they don’t want to see.
I’ve had to leave people whom I care about deeply due to this. Some could not be true to themselves, feeling they are imprisoned by who they are; not knowing that acceptance is the key to that cell. Over time this leads to denial of their ultimate self and more often than not also narcissism. I haven’t worked out how to be a light to these people yet; without causing detriment to myself anyway, but I’ll learn. What I have learnt is; I cannot help people who are not receptive to helping themselves and although sad, I need to let them go.
Confronting your shadow self can be an arduous and painful journey but the outcome will always be worth it. Complete truth and acceptance of yourself if the key to change. Only you have the power to change yourself. Believe in yourself.
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