Ali 💖 @crushedoranges - Tumblr Blog

Welcome to my blog!

Here you'll be able to find vents, memes, aesthetics, and basically anything I feel like posting/reblogging. I have diagnosed mental illnesses and some of what I post can be triggering, so please do NOT continue if you're in recovery, don't have mental illness(es) or are easily triggered. I'd hate for this to be the reason you start (or continue) this shit.

If you are 16+ you are absolutely WELCOME on my blog (‼️ only if you're comfortable‼️). I don't see the point of excluding people.... We're all mentally ill here lmao.

About me 💕

I'm 24

I'm pansexual and nonbinary (they/them)

Dumped his ass and fucking the hottest man I've ever seen

I'm diagnosed with Depression, Anxiety, PTSD, OCD, OSFED, and it's undiagnosed but I also believe I have BPD

My ed started when I was 11, my mental illnesses have been around for as long as I can remember

I've tried recovery 4 times and, welp, obviously that didn't work lol

I'm an alcoholic and I smoke a lot of weed

I'm a recovered cocaine addict (clean since 2020)

I'm from and live in Canada 🇨🇦

My favorite colour is purple

Animals? Yes. All of them.

Food blog:@safeanasnacks3

Backup @crushedoranges2

Stats under cut :)

My inbox is always open if yall need to talk, I love u beauties

#me #about me

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I dumped his ass

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6 and a half years WASTED and I'm realizing that with how happy I am already

I dumped his ass

Super bloated currently and thinking about how thankful I am its only the stomach that bloats and I can hide it in a sweater. I think I'd actually decease if my entire body bloated like this.

#like imagine ur arms and legs #bloating the way ur stomach dose post binge #honestly counting my blessings rn #yesterday was payday and a bitch ATE lol #does* apparently i can't spell :/

cannibalchicken

Housing didn't work out cuz the housmates bf is a control bent abusive prick but she had a scale I used so update in the pinned for that. Kinda crazy looking at me stats cuz I do not feel real anymore lol

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I'm back in the forest, but I have a youth housing support worker now, he's bought me a tent so there's that. He also has a few places possibly lined up for me to move into. I was also put back on the AYA from a couple years ago simply because I used to be on one, so that's a bit of money every month until I can get myself set up. Nothing is real and everyday I'm losing touch with reality a little bit more though. I'm tired and stressed and I just want to hit a pause on life to just sit for a while. Idk.

#theres more to update but im too tired honestly #i dont drink much anymore tho so that too #im tired yall

Gonna weigh myself tomorrow and then I have a really wild comparison photo from my hw to now to post. (I wanna know my weight before posting lmaooo)

catchymemes

nudityandnerdery

couriernewvegas

idk what ur all reacting to but more people need to be comfortable saying they are bisexual . lesbianism isnt like . a cool kids club its just a sexuality . if u like men u can call urself bisexual its not like better than or less than lesbianism please be normal

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if you’ve ever thought i’m standoffish, politely distant, or generally hard to befriend, know in your heart that i’m exactly the same in real life. my neighbours just showed up at my door drunk on Canada Day celebrations and told me how desperate they’ve been to meet me for the past few months and then tried to fix the water pump in my basement

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one of the neighbours returned today with heavy machinery and gravel and fixed my driveway. i feel like a feral animal they’re trying to coax with little treats

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they've told me the gossip which is that a few years back a 70 yr old man collapsed the bridge at the end of my road by driving his tractor over it, lost his tractor in the river, climbed back up the cliff unscathed, walked an hour home, and then the whole road fell into disrepair and all the campgrounds closed and the once popular waterfall down the road became obscure and secret. so like, be the change you want to see in the world. collapse a bridge to chase out the tourists. also you can lose widespread knowledge in under 10 years if one old man collapses a bridge

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also i met this bridge collapsing old man on a walk a few months ago and he said to me "you should check out the river at the end of the road, there's a tractor in it!" like he wasn't the one who put it there

#op what town do you live in #and can i move there