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yeah it’s selfie-dump time, you know it’s been coming

aaaa this is back from when i actually put time and effort into my makeup lol

#trans girl #transgender girl #face #also my eyes are just hella pretty tho

snarky jewish trans girl who takes good selfies

Ok I know it's been awhile but hi. You know Tfw u have gr8 nudes and no one to share them with? I'm going to post a few tonight

also today this thing happened where i’m pretty sure this guy i know asked me out on a date but i wasn’t entirely sure

but also he was kind of sheepish and funny acting? idk

i gave him a really smooth “maybe” so i could leave asap and retain full control as i bide my time and think about it

#this could be all in my head

Uh oh it turns out I am attracted to men sometimes?

Ok well that isn’t new but you know what is, is cis hetero men are starting to become attracted to me, and it’s like oh no, who let these strange drooling pups loose with no communication skills and who pretend to have no feelings ever as like a way of getting through life

and am I about to risk my safety to get laid? like nahhh

Realizing a trend that occurs that I can use to gauge how big of a crush I have on someone: I really want to make them food and instead of ever telling them how I feel, I’m just like omg let me cook for u l m a o

It’s weird, I never really tried so hard to keep count of the days, but I’m hella excited for my 1-year tranniversary. Sometimes when I look in the mirror these days I feel peaceful and content. And I’m like 200% more relaxed and myself in a lot of social situations

“Time to Dance” by Panic! at the Disco was, strangely enough, a “trans-activation” song for me in 6th grade. I interpreted the transmisogynist lines—Chuck Palahniuk allusions, ex: “Boys will be boys / hiding in estrogen / and wearing aubergine dreams”—as instead talking about cherishing one’s androgynous body before the horrific onset of puberty. But the fact that there was a trans subtext in a popular song that wasn’t ~incredibly~ demeaning or violent, was really special to me

I love thinking about how gay me and almost all of my friends turned out

Every person I dated back when I was pretending to be a cis straight boy turned out to be some kind of gay. And like, lol

I haven’t done a whole lot of bottom-y stuff in my life but now that I feel more comfortable with my body it’s just like all I can think about and I’m just so fuckin thirsty kill me

#tmi #sex stuff

after I get some sleep I’m porbably going to write some erotic fiction as a way of coping with #TheThirst

cry-hustle-blog

I have a crush on someone in my Love & Desire in Contemporary American Poetry class, howz that for irony? ALSO I’M SO BAD AT TELLING PEOPLE I LIKE THEM AND IT’S JUST UGH

cry-hustle-blog

Instead I’m just like HEY CAN I MAKE U A REALLY GOOD BAGEL SOMETIME

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ridiculous too because when do i ever crush on anyone in Davis? I always end up smitten with ppl back in the bay area

expertpedestrian

I have simple tastes

reblogs a list of music by trans women

hopefully looks down the list for genres that aren’t “noise dirt” or “electro death” or “screaming shitcore”

its-almost-as-if

you’re making me wish I hadn’t given up on acoustic guitar now

expertpedestrian

I want “screaming acoustic hellwave” to be both a musical genre and an expression of my gender experience.

birlinterrupted

tbh “screaming acoustic hellwave” basically describes Against Me’s first album, which is appropriate

#LOL i've always wondered about this trope #one of many that don't apply to me

birlinterrupted

i’m super uninterested in whether trans people have ‘always been’ their gender and honestly i’m annoyed that the conversation has had to reach that point

cry-hustle-blog

I have a crush on someone in my Love & Desire in Contemporary American Poetry class, howz that for irony? ALSO I’M SO BAD AT TELLING PEOPLE I LIKE THEM AND IT’S JUST UGH

cry-hustle-blog

Instead I’m just like HEY CAN I MAKE U A REALLY GOOD BAGEL SOMETIME

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