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i wish i didn’t love people away

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no one understands how cutting is a clean safe outlet when done right

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i just want someone who gets it

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i am in a stable relationship i have never loved someone so much and yet i want to C U T

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open

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i exist only as ice, but when i see you my cheeks grow hot with flames of fury

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i did it again

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i feel like i cant be happy when im with you, the things that im interested in dont matter anymore

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your praise means nothing if she is unhappy still

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never ever enough

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what if hes bored now

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its the most terrifying thing knowing that to keep going i have to destroy myself. ready for the after party.

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blades in art… the temptation to draw on my skin is too much

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i feel like cutting for other peoples failures because somehow they hurt me just as fucking much

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is sleeping under covers after youve cut your legs the opposite of covers after youve shaved 🏄‍♂️

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im so proud of the scars

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the sting that comes with cutting has to be better than any drug